tutto cambia ma non il mood @steorran - Tumblr Blog

this website is schrodinger's journal to me tbh.... if you like what i'm saying and agree with me, then i'm posting to participate in the marketplace of ideas but if what i'm saying is stupid and pisses you off then i'm just talking to myself in my diary, don't worry about it

midnightportals

You should be yearning for me.

holybeings

What a blessing to be moved by anything at all

#[tragically hip voice] either it'll move me or it'll move right through me #which is what i always tag this post bc it is like an affirmation to me #affirmations

mephistopheles

being single sucks [remembers that romantic love isnt the gleaming beacon of salvation that will fix the chasm within me] #mychasm #isupportmychasm [remembers not to trivialize my emotions] but it is painful to never have been deemed worthy of that kind of lasting love [remembers how many incels there are] but honestly you should be totally self-sufficient and never want anything ever [remembers that im evil] im evil

#I'M EVIL

fuckrozanov

the worst writing crime you can ever commit in my opinion is watering down the dirty talk because you’re self-conscious that it sounds like it’s from a bad porno…..i cannot stress this enough……leave it alone. the moment you tell yourself he would not fucking say that you’re doomed. people will say almost anything if their dick is hard enough

#the worst dirty talk in all genres including normie video pornos is when i can tell the person is PERFORMING /dirty talk/#putting on what they think a viewer/reader thinks is a sexy voice and saying what they think an audience wants to hear #it's only hot when someone is saying blatant and obscene shit bc it's sexy to YOU the speaker #but if you're doing it for love of the game (horny) you can say the nastiest shit and it works

cuntaloupes-deactivated20241215

by tumblr standards i'm a well-adjusted normie. by normie standards i'm a nutjob. what is the truth

i don't actually conceptualize myself as having a separate Boy Self and Girl Self (or any other type of dualism*) but i feel like the aspects of my personality and interests that are culturally read as Girl / Feminine end up being at the forefront of the things i talk about in certain social spaces (including online) even tho in my internal sense of myself the Normative Masculine Dude / Just Some Guy is the hugely predominant archetype.....

#* EXCEPT mind-body i really really believe in mind-body dualism for myself only lmao #kind of makes me feel like i am often being misread or misinterpreted.... you know i'm a guy in “”real life“”“ right???

treecitysessions

Text I got from my guy friend who’s currently dating a man for the first time when I asked him how it’s going

treecitysessions

I heavily fw bro

#unfortunately i am not joking even a little bit when i say this would work for me #probably better than any of the other options tbh

fairycosmos

hey is anyone else sick of having to adapt to horrible conditions over and over again

i can tell that i'm being obnoxious and unhelpful but is there actually a strategy that works for changing the resentful mindset around: it's hard for me to feel sympathetic that your dryer or car or dishwasher is broken, even when the fix is expensive/annoying, because that's a convinience i don't have access to at all

#you want me to feel bad that you can't dry your clothes at home for two weeks? bro i just don't have in-unit laundry at all #and have never had it #i can feel like i'm making this a bigger deal than it needs to be but i think i am upset about the pattern of #[comma] like [comma]#i want to feel like people are understanding and acknowledging what parts of my life are hard / harder than some other people's #and right now i feel overlooked

when i try to be objective about it, i can recognize that The One That Got Away is not the only person i could have ever been happy with but the thing that makes him The One That Got Away is that he is probably the only person i can remember meeting in my adult life that i believe/know/knew i could have been happy with

#there have gotta be several other guys IN MY CITY even but crucially i do not know them and am not meeting them #as frank o'hara said i am the simplest of men #all i want is a mean blond to argue about music and go to the movies and try new restaurants with me

potentially controversial but i think an important Online Skill to develop is recognizing when you, dear internet user, do not actually want to be participating in a conversation

in many circumstances the lack of desire to engage in two-way dialogue is not actually a huge deal, but crucially this often indicates you need to make your own post

#honestly most of the time i do not want to be conversing with strangers about what i say on here #which is why i do not cultivate a large follower base or reply/comment on other people's posts very often #most of the time i make my own post on my unpopular blog so that the people i already am familiar with can engage if they want

noelledeltarune

before pride month ends does anyone wanna admit they have a crush on me

noelledeltarune

posting this on the first day of june so you all have plenty of time to gather your nerves and whatnot

#Does Anyone Wanna Admit...????#please god i am begging

blond-shell

steorran

how do i feel like more of a participant in the world when i don't really enjoy any group activities???? i don't like and i'm not interested in playing sports or learning to dance or playing board games or rock climbing or most of the other "get a hobby!" activities that everyone always recommends as a first response

steorran

also i am like a neglected shelter dog and need to be resocialized incrementally, i am not currently equipped to show up at a thing with a dozen strangers and have a nice conversation

#did not go to a party yesterday because it was going to be too many people i didn't know and i just couldn't do it #this was probably the incorrect choice but the idea of humilating myself was just so bad #i complain about this A LOT unfortunately bc it is a ongoing problem for me

how do i feel like more of a participant in the world when i don't really enjoy any group activities???? i don't like and i'm not interested in playing sports or learning to dance or playing board games or rock climbing or most of the other "get a hobby!" activities that everyone always recommends as a first response

#i have hobbies i promise #i like going to the movies and reading books and taking long walks and thrifting and trying new restaurants #which can all be really fun to do with someone i know and like #but are not good ways to meet new people

lypsys

"Write character relationships that are normal" WRONG ☝ CODEPENDENCY BEAM 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

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