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School Shooting
It started in a junior school. I was helping my younger cousin with his maths when the screaming started. A girl had a gun. People started to scatter and to press themselves to the corners of the room. I huddled in a cupboard with my two cousins and told them to look away as she held the gun to our teacher's head.
Then we were running. The junior school was above the high school, so the only way we could go was down the stairs. Gunshots echoed and the screams seemed to follow us. She was throwing balls down the stairs, they would distract people just long enough for her to aim and fire.
I took both my cousins by the hand and picked a floor. We sprinted down the corridors of floor 2, barely knowing the school. Where would she look? Where would she pass by? Did any of these doors have locks? Toilets, janitors cupboards and classrooms flew by until finally we settled on a small room. It was clearly meant for teaching only a small class, but was full to the brim at that moment.
"There's a shooter!" I exclaimed, breathlessly. "She's got a gun, she's got a gun!"
There had clearly been drills before as everyone knew what to do, but it was harder to move when you were trembling. We turned the lights off, turned our phones off and stacked chairs. This teacher, though grateful for our warning, was favourably choosing her own pupils for the better hiding places. Understandable, but terrifying.
From where we hid, there was a view into the main gym hall on the floor below. That would have to be our escape route, with these feeble plastic chairs to break the glass, if she came into the room. We watched in horror as she entered casually into the gym hall, as though on the way to greet a friend. Then she pulled out her gun, and so did 3 others, and the deaths began again. I prayed no one up here in their fear would make a sound. There's more than one, oh god, there's more than one!
Then I was watching another part of the school from above. A girl with a gun of around 14 was making her way up the stairwell, visibly lacking confidence. As she rounded the corner, she met with another armed boy, who quickly rolled up his sleeve.
"She marked me too! Don't shoot!" The girl lowered her gun, though remained obviously wary of the boy as she passed and continued up the stairs.
I realised then that these other shooters were recruits from that day. The main girl had so many weapons she could hand them out to a select few who were willing to betray their classmates in a fight for their own survival. They weren't trained, they hadn't planned this, they just wanted to live another day. But some may still call them cowards as without them the death toll would be significantly lower.
Back in my classroom hiding place, at that second, someone broke the door in. There was nowhere to run. We were going to die. But then, after what felt like an age, an army of combat boots stampeding up the stairs. Finally, the police had arrived!
Now we were outside with the rest of the survivors and the police. We surrounded the shooters, who were now unarmed. Instead of being arrested though, the lead shooter had somehow been allowed to punish those who had followed her. Bribery of the police force, I suspected.
"We were the newest students" She announced, "We are the ones who joined just this term, some of us have been in this country only a few weeks. You did not welcome us. You brought this on yourselves. But now I will fulfil your wishes."
She forced the first follower, a thin young girl, visibly petrified, to climb into a wide concrete tube that was buried in the ground. She fixed over it a metal grate, and began to fill it with cement.
Then, gunshots. This time from the fifth floor. How could we be so stupid?! Of course she wouldn't harm those who helped her. And of course she wouldn't have allowed herself to be caught so easily without a back up plan.
We ran again, but this time back into the building for shelter. In the time we had been outside, many of the bodies had been brought to the gym and laid out in rows, a thin white, bloodstained cloth over each. We ran over them and round them, my cousins again just behind me. But this time, I stopped. No...something stopped me. As my cousins sprinted on ahead I looked down at the javelin that had speared my chest. I staggered backwards, my body slowly sliding down the bloodied pole.
The last thing I saw was many more bullets hitting bodies which fell to the floor on top of the already dead. Then my eyes rolled back into my head. The world went black.
Tsunami
I was sat on the beach with my boyfriend and friends. We were chilling; there was a small sandcastle and moat between us and every now and again a wave would wash up to us and just touch our feet, which were stretched out in front of us.
Then the waves started to get stronger and more violent. The sandcastle was washed away and within seconds a huge tsunami followed. I ran up to some metal steps that led away from the beach and up a cliff front behind it. I hadn't even made it halfway though when I whipped around to look at the scattering crowd.
"Where's [my boyfriend]?"
I spotted a small, long haired figure stood on a small wooden walkway on the beach. He was just staring at the wave and seemed to scared or confused to move. I sprinted down to him. It was my boyfriend, but it was younger him. He must have been 13 or 14. I didn't have time to explain.
"You don't know me but I really need you to live right now. It's important." I said, and picked him up as if he was a wooden plank.
I ran back towards the metal steps, but as I did I saw the cliff was collapsing. Those who didn't make it high enough were drowning and those that did were being knocked out by falling rocks. The metal stairs and platforms hung dangerously away from the cliff face, creaking.
I knew there was nothing I could do to help them, so I sprinted to a second set of stone steps which led to a road on the clifftop. The waves kept on coming, each bigger than the last.
A woman beckoned us into a large, Victorian terraced house on the clifftop and we gladly went inside. The groundfloor was already flooded so we went to the apartment upstairs. That was where we stayed for a while, waiting, watching and playing with the dog we'd found. After a while though it seemed like even on the second floor we weren't safe.
I grabbed my boyfriend and we ran again, this time to the docks. There was a large ferry waiting there and we boarded. I hoped that if another wave came we would be able to ride it. Surely a boat that size wouldn't capsize?
The last thing I remember is leaving the dock and looking at the vast coastline, with bodies strewn all along the beach.
Dancing Killer
I was in a small town with my boyfriend when we heard multiple loud bangs. I thought they could have been from the cannon firing at the local circus but judging by the way everyone was scattering in all directions it was gun shots. We ran with the crowd until we were pulled inside a small takeaway shop where the owner locked the door and led us downstairs. We stayed hidden there for a while but as the gunshots didn't stop and got louder and louder we decided to make a run for it and leave the town all together. This would involve running over the large bridge.
Unlocking the door, we sprinted out and rejoined the crowd. However, just as we did so the killer rounded the corner. He wore a scream mask, long black robes and almost seemed as though he was hovering above the ground. Clearly, he had grown tired of shooting people as he was now stabbing and slashing at anyone he could reach with a knife.
We managed to cross the bridge but were soon halted by those in front of us turning around. Something had stopped them and scared them back in this direction. As the killer stood at the other end of the bridge we realised we were trapped.
The killer then ordered us to line up and climb onto the wall of the bridge. We obeyed and grasped a thin metal wire above us to keep our balance. Then, music started playing. The killer started to dance. He announced we must copy him, spins and all, and at the end of each round a number of the weakest dancers would be selected to fall. He told us if we refused, the wire would be cut and the bridge destroyed so every one of us would fall to our deaths.
Round by round, people obediently plummeted. Those close to the edge hit the sandy banks and broke their necks. Those close to the middle were overcome by the current and swept under. The lucky few who swam to safety were free to go.
Eventually, the killer announced he was tired and that we could leave our positions, though we remained trapped in the town with him.
The next thing I knew I was climbing a metal staircase made from old radiators to a small dark loft room. It was filled with old medical instruments and a few small bowls of blood. I crossed the room over bare wooden floorboards to a creaky door, which lead to a short corridor.
On the left hand side a door had been left open to what looked like the killers office. It was filled with paper and plans. On the floor was a chrome doorstop which I noticed had visible fingerprints on it. I considered picking it up and putting it in my jacket pocket so if I ever got out the police could identify him. However, after spotting the camera in the corner of the room I decided against it. I had no idea what else was in store and I figured taking that wouldn't work in my favour.
I continued on down the corridor to the final room at the end. On the far wall there were two sets of plain blue shutters. I knew whichever one I decided to open first would determine my fate. I opened the shutters on the right.
Inside there was a small hole to crawl through, leading to the deck of a ship but before I went I opened the othershutters on the left. They revealed that, had I chosen them first, I would have been detained in that room until my imminent, painful death when the killer arrived.
I quickly made my way onto the deck of the ship. Somehow, a few guards there could tell I was there fairly, having opened those shutters first. I searched around the large deck which was painted grey with metal blue chairs in every direction. There were hundreds of people it seemed, but I couldn't see my boyfriend.
The ship left the port and crossed the river. The whole journey I was unbearably anxious; I could hardly believe I was genuinely free and though I knew my boyfriend had made it past the dancing hell rounds, I knew he still only had a 50% chance of surviving. I also felt guilty that while we were on our way to safety, equally innocent people were being sliced by the killer back in town and I was helpless to stop it.
As we arrived at the dock I spotted him out the window. The relief was unreal. He had arrived on an earlier ship and looked tired, with all the hair on his head shaven off save a small beard, but I didn't care. He was alive. For once I made an exception to my hatred of running in public and sprinted over to him, hugging him and never wanting to let go. We both knew how lucky we had been and the horrors we had both seen and experienced. For now though, at least we were safe.
Tudor Ghosts
It started out as me staying in a very normal hotel as I was going to see the comedian Ed Byrne. It didn't stay normal for long though.
Out the window I saw a girl, clearly a goth, dressed in an expensive, floor length black lace dress along with a cape. She wore the hood of the cape up. I felt compelled to go over to her as she stood staring at the front of the hotel where my window was. When I spoke to her she pointed out the seemingly meaningless symbols on the wall, in chrome but black tinged from dirt. I didn't fully understand what they meant, only that they were the mark of someone who lived a long time ago and that I should leave the hotel as soon as possible.
Back inside I packed my things and left. Just as I did I saw a huge flame rise from the garden and knew that the owners, a family, had burnt to death all guests they deemed wrong including anyone gay or born out of wedlock.
The next thing I knew I was back in the 1600's. The hotel was still there but this time with original tudor-like architecture. I came to learn that similar events had happened at the hotel for many years and that, at certain hours of the day, the ghosts of both those burned and of previous owners would emerge.
It was around this time that my boyfriend showed up. He had been away for months and I was glad to see him, but he didn't look well. He was thin with sunken eyes and purple tinged lips. He explained that he had tuberculosis and didn't have long to live. I was distraught. We had planned to settle down and start a family and live a long and happy life when he returned. Now I knew would only have him for two weeks.
To begin with after he died I visited him when the ghosts came by the clock tower. But they were only there fleetingly every few days and it wasn't enough.
I went to the hotel.
Then we were both ghosts. Unlike the others at the hotel though, I wasn't chained to the building and could go across the town with my boyfriend. I remember flying around above the crowds when I spotted the goth girl who had warned me about the hotel. I swooped overhead and she spotted me, though everyone else was oblivious. She saw me and knew I was saying thank you for everything.
Just Keep Running
I was walking towards the buses at the far end of the school field after a day at secondary school. I soon realised I was late out and had misses my only bus.
"Oh fuck." I said, turning to make my way back towards the building.
Behind me was Kirk, a boy who bullied me when I was younger. " Fuck /me/" he said.
"Ugh no thanks"
He then uncrossed his arms to reveal the knife he had been hiding up his sleeve. "I /said/ fuck me."
I turned and ran back to my friends now further down the school field. I told one of them as fast as I could how I was being threatened by rape and being stabbed and the two of us just started sprinting through the village.
"Where do we go?!" I asked, still running, "Do you know anyone that will be in? Anyone that can help??"
Then my friend sprinted straight up to a front door and without hesitation, opened it. As soon as we were both inside she locked it behind us.
"I didn't think that would be open" she admitted.
It was a good job it had been as had we needed to knock, Kirk would have caught up to us.
We made our way upstairs into a living room/kitchen area where a large woman lay on a window seat. My friend explained the situation and she told us we could stay, though we never planned much beyond that.
Then I spotted a room off the side. The name of the door? His name. I told my friend and we took off sprinting out the door again. We weren't safe there.
The next house we came to is one of my other friend, thankfully I remembered where it was, though we had doubts. I knew she and her mother would protect me with all they had and sure enough they did. They took us in, calmed us down and we waited. We knew he would turn up sooner or later.
As he rounded the corner, they grabbed a baseball bat and a sword. The second he and my friend came into contact though, he slit her throat in one smooth move. She hadn't got a chance.
The rest is a blur. I believe he killed my friend's mother too and the friend I had arrived with. I don't recall if he got what he wanted from me or not, but for that I'm grateful.
The Classic Public Humiliation
I got back into playing basketball after years of wishing I could. Then in our first game of the season I made the starting 5, but it soon became apparent my left wrist wasn't okay. It was insisting on flexing my hand at a strange angle and no matter what I did I couldn't get it to do as I wanted. This meant I could barely catch or shoot the ball and I could feel a stadium full on eyes on me as I failed again and again. I felt so guilty I was letting the team down and frustrated that my own body wouldn't obey me.
Later on after the match, a girl I knew from when I used to play basketball (and hated greatly) stabbed me in the abdomen. I died of my injuries.
(Blood) Loss
I was staying with my friend and her family who were temporarily in the country, having moved from America. However, I soon found out they would be going back home and I couldn't go with them.
The problem was, I couldn't go live with my mum again either. She was insufferable at best and the journey there was long, busy and expensive. I couldn't live with my dad either since he was off touring the world with a new woman. I was essentially homeless.
Right before they left, my friend's sister suffered breathing problems so I accompanied them to the hospital. I was terrified for her life, and even more so when I realised how difficult it was to reach the A&E department. The whole hospital was horrifically designed, with random ramps, beams you had to walk across from one area to another, and in some parts the corridors were tunnels just big enough to crawl down.
Thankfully, by the time we reached A&E, my friend's sister was somehow still breathing and they managed to sort her out. While I was there I decided I should ask about the persistent abdominal pain I'd had, which was getting worse by the day. However, because all the nurses and doctors somehow knew about my living situation, none of them would take me seriously as they thought I just wanted a bed for the night. I begged them to listen to me and help me, but they just showed me the door.
Next thing I knew I was out living on the street with my boyfriend. We slept against two concrete pillars of a bridge on a busy road.
I was always on high alert, I didn't trust anyone, and when I saw a man and woman emerging from a buildings side door looking pissed, alarm bells started ringing. The next thing I knew I was yelling at my boyfriend to get up and run as the woman sprinted down the road at us, knife in hand, in a fit of rage.
She stabbed my boyfriend four times in the right thigh before running off.
I helped him to the ground and looked around frantically for help. Luckily, his sister appeared out of nowhere and I yelled at her to call for an ambulance.
Some old newspaper was being blown past by the wind and I grabbed it and wrapped it around my boyfriend's leg before putting half my body weight against it to try and stop the blood flow. The ambulance was taking what seemed like forever and he was beginning to drift in and out of consciousness no matter how much I tried to talk to him.
Finally the ambulance pulled up and we all got in. The journey to the hospital was less than average as the ambulance somehow became a boat and floated past island after island until eventually we arrived at the hospital doors.
We sat in A&E for what seemed like forever and never got to the point of seeing the charge nurse, let alone a doctor. My boyfriend was getting paler and paler and all I could do was keep forcing him to drink water in an attempt to keep his fluids up.
The last thing I remember is saying to him that we were never going to sleep on the streets again. Somehow I was going to work out a way to pay for a room for the night and the next day I would start searching for a flat.
The Worlds Worst Pet Shop
I dreamt I was back in school and on a school trip to Coventry, England of all places. I don't actually recall why we were there, but at one point we spotted a sign for a pet shop in the corner of one of the car parks. The van-sized metal door should have been the first clue that it wasn't your average pet shop.
When we went in we discovered it was mainly a Rat Shop, if you could call it that. They were everywhere, in huge plastic cages all the way up the walls. Some were tiny, others huge. I didn't like a single one of them. A couple of them had died as they hadn't been given any water.
"They're very active now but they'll stop once the big boy wakes up and comes back into his main enclosure." The woman that worked there informed us.
"Wait....who's the big-"
Just as I was asking a huge bulldog/8ft spider hybrid emerged. Not only that, but it didn't have a plastic cage like everything else in the shop. Instead, it was only "restrained" by a couple of bungee cords strapped around it's legs.
People stared in horror and some started to back away, but it soon became clear that this Thing wasn't friendly, nor was it really restrained. All hell broke loose as 30 people rushed to the exit as the Spider Mutant ran after them. At one point it jumped on my back with all its legs wrapped around me. Thankfully a friend threw a rock at it and I managed to break free.
The last thing I saw as I ran through the metal door was our class dog, who looked very much like my boyfriend's dog irl, lying half conscious and now three legged as the Spider went in to finish it's meal.
The rest of the dream is blurry at best. I believe The Spider Thing broke free and resided in the car park outside the store. This meant that the only way we could leave was to make no sounds so as not to alert it of our presence and consequently many of our classmates didn't make it out.
Loss and bombs
I was at the shopping centre in my home town. On the first day my mum sent me in with a gift voucher and told me to buy what I could for my grandma. When I went to the till I got chatting with the guy, who just so happened to be Chris Motionless from Motionless in White. Somehow that ended with him giving me a ride home.
On the second day I was back in town again. This time I was shopping for me. The shop had quite a range of clothes, from generic fashion to goth stuff to school uniforms and even a whole section that was just clothes worn by Miles Mckenna. This also meant there was quite a range of people in the shop.
One caught my eye though, he wasn't extremely shifty but there was something off about him. He was a bald, white man wearing his best grey suit. I heard him whisper "say the word. Just say the word and I'll do it." This was enough for me to be concerned, it was 50/50 him hearing voices or speaking to someone about a bomb. But I didn't want to bother Chris at the till in case I was being over anxious, so I informed someone at the next shop along.
Almost immediately, a large swat team and bomb squad arrived. They got there quick enough to yell at everyone to get down, but couldn't stop the bomb from detonating. From outside the building I saw the explosion and the bright orange fireball.
I went running back in. It seemed safe...ish. I saw the swat team dragging the man through the shopping centre on his knees. He was handcuffed and wrapped in bubble wrap and as he went the people he passed yelled at him the best insults they could think of.
I went over to the shop from before. My first thought was how annoying it was I couldn't get to and pay for my shopping! As I looked around I saw there were no bodies. I had managed to save everyone, or so I thought. There was a large black scorch mark close to the till, and people were still wandering around in shock.
I went over to talk to Chris. He seemed understandably upset, but it soon became clear that there was more. He had been hit on the head by metal debris from the bomb; he was dying and he knew it. At first I cried and I screamed at him "don't you dare go! Don't you dare leave me! You can get through this! Keep fighting! Please!" But as he began to fade and I could see the pain in his eyes I told him it was okay. If he needed to go he could go. Then I held his head in my lap and sobbed for what seemed like forever. The loss was unbearable.
Understood and beaten up
I was on my way to the set of my first acting job when I spotted Miles Mckenna on the other side of the bus. We immediately got chatting, it was as if we had known each other for years but had lost contact. When I was with him I felt like I could be completely my trans self and didnt have to be ashamed or try to dilute it for those around me like usual.
After filming we went to see a basketball game in the sports hall of a random American high school. We decided to go to the toilet and since for once I was being authentically myself and feeling brave, we both went straight to the men's. It was okay to start with, I did my stuff, but then I began to sense hostility from some of the guys in there. I quickened my pace towards the door with Miles doing the same but a huge, steroid loving 7ft dude stepped in our way.
I don't recall how exactly but somehow we dodged him and ran out of the bathroom. We ran as fast as we could but we were followed by a stampede of angry and hostile men from the bathroom.
I'd like to say we fought them off fearlessly, that Miles saved me or vice versa. But we didn't. They beat us and just as I crawled free and reached the door to the sports hall, I woke up.
One more day
I dreamt I was dead. In some ways I could still see what was happening on earth, but I definitely wasn't having the full experience. I saw a friend come and put flowers on my grave.
Then, I don't know how, I had the chance to live for one more day. This was around 10-12 years after my death. When I had lived before I had small children and now they were teenagers. They bought me a beautiful red and black ballgown so I could look my best on my very last day on earth and showed me a video of all the moments I'd missed of them growing up. It felt so happy and so sad at the same time, knowing I was going to disappear and miss them all over again.
28/9/18
Psychotic time travel
When both my younger cousin and aunt threw up in front of me, it somehow triggered a psychotic breakdown. I no longer felt truly in control of my actions, nor calm and collected, though it felt good. The illness hurt me, so my first instinct was to hurt them back, verbally. I yelled and I screamed at them everything cruel I ever thought. Then, I ran upstairs and started to pack anything I could find into my own bag, it was mine now.
I screamed that this was all because I was an only child, that it was cruel to do that to someone and this mental illness was the result. My family didn't understand though as they all had siblings, which only made me madder. A small part of me was still aware how obscene I was being, but it was so difficult to take back control or speak that it was impossible to communicate it.
In the end my own psychosis triggered a similar thing in my family and they began running after me, trying to capture me and hurt me. I was squeezing through tiny windows and narrowly avoiding their grasp. I climbed trees and they cut them down to get to me. I couldn't run or hide. Then one was hit with a bright orange tranquilizer dart and as they woke they were clear headed again. The darts hit us all. We were cured.
But I wasn't. It happened again, though this time we had to search for wherever the cure came from, starting in the 1600's. It was a slow and laborious process. Sometimes we had to wait in real time. We searched for answers and the supposed scientist every year high and low. And as a side effect brought both murder and new settlements to the world, changing the way it looked.
I never got as far as the cure as I woke up some time in the mid 1700's.
Escape Room
I never fully understood the politics of it, but as part of a special team in the army I was required to try to break out of a room designed by our political enemies.
This was my third time and I had decided it would be my last. I was older than the other two members of the team by around 4 years. Most never survived the job long enough to be my age. On this occasion we were to escape a 2x2 metre reinforced concrete room. The door was secured with a safe mechanism and only our enemies knew the combination. We also had our time limited by the small but significant amount of arsenic in petroleum jelly being absorbed into our skin that had been applied before we entered. It was calculated we would have less than an hour before we could no longer work.
Before we went in we wrote a letter to our loved ones. On this occasion I felt sure we would fail, that this was the end, but I had no way of backing out. I wrote that I loved them and tried to make jokes, but it hurt knowing this may be the last thing they ever had of me.
Somehow we made it out. I don't know how and I don't know what it meant for the politics, but we succeeded and quit as soon as possible after. I'd had enough luck to last a lifetime.
Frozen Time
I was in some sort of town centre with both old gothic cathedral and government buildings and modern shopping centres. For reasons I don't understand, one of the towers on the cathedral fell, causing many of the buildings in the surrounding area to become unstable and lean or collapse.
Both my own and my boyfriend's family were in the city at the time. We ran for our lives to whichever exits we could see, though we all became separated. I was the second person out and I hugged my grandma tight as I called back into the exit of one of the shopping centres for my boyfriend. I was acutely aware the entire thing could collapse at any moment and people were jumping out of second floor windows in case they didn't make it to the ground floor doors in time.
Eventually my boyfriend and his family made it out alive too. I've never felt so relieved. Many other people were not so lucky as they buildings began to crumble.
However, just the next day we had to venture back in. Now it was a place we were required to go for university classes as well as many students working in the shops. We had been assured that it was now safe and secure but judging by the way it creaked and leaned I didn't believe it for a second.
The worst part though was the reminders. On television screens all around the city there were messages that read "did you know John Brown from the garden store? Contact us and say something at his funeral." Everywhere we went there were bright, animated pleas for friends and family members of the dead to come forward and speak at their funerals. The one thing I couldn't stand though were the clocks. Every single one of them was stopped at 1:45pm, the time when the buildings began to collapse. I hated the reminder of the exact moment so many people lost their lives just 24 hours earlier and only meters from where I stood.
1932
I was walking down a corridor in an old school with stone walls and worn wooden floors. Suddenly, I somehow ended up time travelling back to 1932. I'm not sure how I knew that was the year. The energy used somehow also meant two boys who were stood nearby, one being my younger brother, ended up body swapping freaky Friday style.
To be honest most things seemed the same. I ended up wandering through a modern looking shopping centre and then stopping at a coffee shop. Somehow, I was able to exchange my modern money there for old currency and due to exchange rates that made me pretty rich.
I spent most my time in 1932 at the school. I remember wondering if I should show people what plastic was, since I had some in the form of a tampon applicator, as it might help them in a few years when world war 2 came. I don't recall getting round to it though.
I made friends at one point with two girls who at one point were people I do know irl, though that did change. We went on the swings in a playground and listened to music, which again was modern rock which wasn't made til years after this was set.
In the end when I had to go home, I tried to calculate how long the girls would have to live to see me again in 2018. It turned out they would have to live to around 130 so it didn't seem hopeful and so saying goodbye was difficult.
Back to square one
9/7/2018
For some unknown reason I had to start all over again with my education. So I started back in primary school with a class full of 4/5 year olds. They couldn't tell I was any older than them, but it was otherwise clear I was a young adult. The most difficult things we had to do was tidying up at the end of the day. I was ridiculously bored. I was also angry at the fact that within 5 days of knowing each other the girls had decided who was and wasn't popular based on fashion sense and how rich people's families were. All over again, I wasn't anywhere near the top of the popular list and I was mad about it, but my protests fell on deaf ears.