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𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 • 𝟐𝟏 • 𝐚𝐜𝐞 • ♍︎ 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐨𝟑 𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐭 ❦ ☆彡

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microdosing on catharsis by watching a fictional character or persona i relate to have an emotional breakdown until my chest starts to ache from the amount i've repressed

valtsv

shillanov

happy birthday to my bisexual drama queen, biggest fake idgafer, sensitive caring boy, irina rozanova’s pride and joy, funniest comedian in the league, hockey’s rat king and supreme chirper ilya rozanov. i love you my captain.

shane-bug

childhood friends!hollanov

heatedrivalryz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILYA ROZANOV! JUNE 15th, 1991 (insp)

feminist-space

johanna-swann

everydayconman

The ancient texts were true… They DO have a reaction image for everything…

danielhowell

we are standing by to launch something BIG - if you want to be the first to know what we announce [sign up here👀 ]

notahorseindisguise

the "came back wrong" trope except like... they didnt. like this mad scientists wife died, and so he studied necromancy, brought her back, and she came back and it all worked. like she came back exactly the same as she was before with literally no difference. but the scientist guy is like "oh no... what have i done.... shes Different now!!!! she came back Wrong!!!!" and shes just like. chilling. reading a book. cooking dinner. shes just so so normal but in the guys mind hes like "oh shes soooo weird" but shes just normal

mysticorset

Peer reviewed tags from @somanyofthekids

notahorseindisguise

NO its a JOKE and YOU DONT GET IT. ITS NOT THAT DEEP

hiveswap

While she was dead he put his memory of her on such a high pedestal that she could never live up to it alive

midnight-revolucion

alternatively‚ she came back perfectly fine but he thinks she came back wrong‚ because the tragic reality is that he never actually knew his wife

notahorseindisguise

im going INSANE thats MY POST.

marlinspirkhall

It's your post but the journey to posting it changed it to such a degree that even its closest intimacies are now foreign to you. Sorry dude.

kosmogrl

not a caller not a texter but a secret third thing

kosmogrl

don’t contact me. ever

todoga

Lil illustration for a wonderful fic Change your win conditions

hr-rep

The vibe Ilya was prepared to bring to Tampa

gaynehollander

This may be a hot take but I think, at first, Ilya genuinely did have quite a bit of resentment for Shane. There was admiration too, of course. The admiration outweighed the resentment and he knew his ugly feelings weren't fair so he buried them deep but he was just so jealous of Shane. Not only of his perfect little family, so ridiculously supportive and endlessly proud of him, not even of his perfect reputation or the ease with which he handled he media, fluently, in two languages - although, yes, that too.

I think what really drove him insane was Shane's genuine passion for the game. Shane Hollander lives and breathes hockey; it seeps out of his every pore. Being on the ice is what fuels him and hockey has never been that for Ilya.

For Ilya, hockey has always been an escape. At first, it was a way to get out of the house - to escape his father's judgmental gaze and constant criticism. That was before his father realised he had a talent that could prove marketable; before his cold eyes started following him around the rink. Then it became a way to escape his loss. It was the only non-destructive thing he could use to escape the heartache of his mother's death. Eventually it became his ticket out of Russia. His only escape route.

Ilya's relationship with hockey is intricate and layered and complex and Shane's genuine love for the game seemed so incredibly simple to Ilya that it kind of made him hate him, just a little bit. Just sometimes. Just at first.

gaynehollander