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OK, the gender envy i am feeling isn't FAIR 😭
The lovers, the dreamers and me:
...the water that turned the freaking frogs gay?
in 2026 DO NOT ask yourself whether your art is GOOD
instead ask:
is it SINCERE
was it CATHARTIC
was it FUN TO MAKE
is it MADE BY ME
and don't forget to stay silly
i want to be wanted but not just physically or sexually, i want to be wanted because i'm ME, i want to be seen and known and understood, i want to be studied and have someone remember little things about me like my hobbies or my fave foods or drinks or how i like my coffee, i want to be chosen, i want commitment to knowing me, i want someone to care about me enough to remember me when im not there
I think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.
OK.
I hope this makes sense.
But I think Disney's 1991 'Beauty & the Beast' is about the complexities of forming relationships as a trauma survivor. Specifically as a male survivor of childhood abuse.
Let me explain.
One of the most interesting things about trauma is the way it affects your self image. This idea that you deserve the thing that happened to you or that the thing that happened broke you in some fundamental way. For men in particular trauma often makes them big, like they take up too much space. And then there's aggression issues that stem from a defensiveness (since men are more likely to be socialized to be violent), like you're trying to protect the part of you thats in the most pain by lashing out.
In the film, Beast fits this archetype perfectly. Not only is he big and scary and monstrous but he lashes out whenever he feels vulnerable or in danger. Consider how his biggest blowout (the one that almost drives Belle away) is when Belle gets too close to the enchanted rose in the West wing. When she violates his one boundary and gets close to the thing thats he's most vulnerable about.
Left to stew in his castle all these years, he's given in to his own worst instincts.
But he also has major self image issues.
"Ashamed of his monstrous form, the beast concealed himself inside his castle."
"She'll never see me as anything, but a monster."
We almost get this sense that the beast is a monster almost as much because he believes himself to be as because of the curse.
Speaking of which, let's talk about the curse itself.
"If he could learn to love another, and win her love in return before the last petal fell, then the spell would be broken."
Many scholars and psychiatrists much smarter than i have explained that the redemotive power of love is overstated. If you have trauma you should be processing that shit in therapy not getting into a relationship with the idea that that will fix you.
But, having a patient partner who can be with you as you come to terms with your trauma, a partner who will challenge your perception of yourself as monstrous.
Thats huge, and it can be immensely helpful for recovery from trauma.
And it becomes a positive feedback loop. The more the trauma victim heals, the more they embrace the better aspects of themselves, this makes them easier to be in a relationship with, which allows for more healing, and on and on.
To conclude, in this reading, the beast represents a survivor of an emotional trauma of some sort (and we know he was many years younger than 21 when he was cursed), the enchanted rose represents the wound from the trauma, the spell represents the trauma itself. And Belle represents the kind of relationship where the hypothetical trauma survivor has space to heal and move away from their monstrous impression of themselves.
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST (1991) dir. Gary Trousdale & Kirk Wise
The way they kiss is so EMPASSIONED like goddamn.
"Settle down!"
"Wow! You're being so dramatic!"
"It's not that deep!"
"Its not that serious!"
"Take it down a notch!"
SHUT UP
SHUT THE FUCK UP
I am so SICK, and so TIRED of being treated like a space alien because i care about things. Because I get loud when i'm excited. Because I look for things that excite me. And because not a single other person on the planet thinks that the things I take seriously deserve to be taken seriously.
What is wrong with passion???
What is wrong with being turned on by love poetry???
What is wrong with my favorite animated film being The Prince of Egypt???
What is wrong with listening with my two favorite music genres being romantic symphonic and soul???
What's wrong with following global geopolitics???
What wrong with crying when the art you're engaging with is moving???
What is wrong with being serious? Maybe even severe at times???
Sure, there are times to laugh, and there are times when it isn't that serious. BUT the reverse needs to be true as well!!!
I like being me, I like taking shit seriously and being thoughtful! Why can't people make room for me??? Why must I make myself quieter for other people??? Why must so many people find passion offensive???
I'm so TIRED!!! So fucking tired!!!
I met a traveller from an antique land,
Who said—“Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desert. . . . Near them, on the sand,
Half sunk a shattered visage lies, whose frown,
And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command,
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,
The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed;
And on the pedestal, these words appear:
My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings;
Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!"
Nothing beside remains. Round the decay
Of that colossal Wreck, boundless and bare
The lone and level sands stretch far away.
Ozymandias
By Percy Bysshe Shelley
What were early 2000's webcomics like?
It was the best of times, it was the blurst of times. Kids who grew up in the 90s manga boom weren’t old enough to get scanners and the like, so the first webcomics were Newspaper comics based on nerdy things.
Like General Protection Fault, which was an even nerdier version of Dilbert.
And, of course, 1999′s Penny Arcade. Penny Arcade’s success would inspire a million “two dudes on a couch playing video games” clones.
A dude saw Penny Arcade and convinced his artist friend to make a comic with him. He wanted a standard 4-panel comic just like in the newspaper. But his friend was a huge weeb, and wanted to have four vertical panels like in Japanese 4koma comics. So they found a compromise format and started a comic in 2000.
Megatokyo had a lot of video game jokes early on, but quickly morphed into being about anime stuff, which happened to be pretty popular. In lieu of video game jokes, it introduced some light sex humor, a woman with huge boobs who wanted to fuck the gamer dude, and a sentient android that everyone accepted as normal because it was a silly comic and a lot of early-2000s internet humor tended towards randomness.
So you had these two really popular webcomics with elements that had obvious appeal: Dudes on a couch playing video games, sexy chicks with huge boobs who wanted to bang the MC, robots, and a weird square format that happened to be easier to read at lower resolutions. But could these elements be combined? One man dared to dream they could. And in 2002 he made his dream a reality
Given what a joke it’s rightfully since become, I feel the need to emphasize that CAD was one of the big early webcomics, and helped inspire it’s own share of imitators. It’s probably fair to say that it was more influential than even Penny Arcade, in that it had more elements that could be slavishly copied and passed around.
(If you ever wondered why it took so long for anyone in Questionable Content to acknowledge the weirdness of all the robots, it’s because random unexplained robots were really popular in webcomics in the early 2000s)
Meanwhile, it its own little isolated corner of the internet, Bob and George was popularizing “sprite comics”, a genre that consisted of itself,8-Bit Theater the next year, and a trillion shitty comics not worth mentioning. These were less influential than the Penny Arcade ==> Megatokyo ==> CAD ==> Questionable Content progression, but even this early the tiny webcomic scene was start to grow and split. Questionable Content was much more grounded than other webcomics at the time, and it’s rom-com plot was a big step away from the gag-a-day strips, but its influence was dulled because a bunch of other comics were starting to spring up. In the early 2000s, everyone was reading the same things because there were so few comics worth your time, but by the mid-2000s you were starting to see some quality.
You were also starting to see people getting serious about monetization. Scott McCloud’s dream of selling your comics for ten cents a pop and making bank in volume had crashed into the twin peaks of “most comics are also good and they’re free” and “credit cards charge fees, idiot”. Some of the better, more respected comics started joining together into one site with all of them that you needed to pay to access, kind of like how Slipshine works now except without the porn.
This didn’t work out financially, and it also meant that the best webcomics of the mid-2000s like Digger and Narbonic had really small audiences because you couldn’t read them without paying a fee first. Advertising was less useless then than it is now, but times were tough for the webcomics business in the pre-Patreon days. But some webcomics realized that they could find a profitable niche by appealing to new audiences. Instead of the straight white boys who made up the general webcomics audience, they’d reach out to a new demographic:
Perverts!
And, more specifically,
Furries!
Because furries really wanted furry content, and they were willing to pay for it. Pay a lot for it. Furry cheesecake comics prospered, and even though they didn’t have mainstream success, they were pulling it the big bucks compared to your average video game comic. People were starting to realize that 1000 hardcore fans was better than 100,000 casual fans, and a lot of comics started searching for a niche. (This is kind of related to webcomics becoming more progressive/inclusive a bit later, but that’s a whole ‘nother essay that I’m not the one to write)
These webcomics were pretty tame PG-13 stuff like you’d see in the shounen manga its creators were fans of, with nary a nipple to be seen, and a lot of them would die out in favor of straight-up porn.
In the late 2000s, art students realized that making a webcomic was a great way to build a portfolio, and we were hit with the Great Boom Of Webcomics By People Who Can Actually Draw. In 2003, that TwoKinds art was not only acceptable, it was top-tier for a free comic
By 2006 it was not the top tier
By 2008 it was no longer acceptable.
The world of webcomics became flooded with high-quality work by actual artists who’d gone to school and everything. The first generation of webcomics creators no longer ruled as the comics everyone read. Doctor Fun, the first-ever webcomic, ended in 2006. So did Narbonic and Mac Hall. Applegeeks, one of the most successful PA clones, ended in 2010 alongside 8-Bit Theater. Ctrl+Alt+Delete ended and rebooted to the interest of no one.
While in 2001, a bad artist could build a following just by updating regularly and slowly improving, that became a lot harder to do as the Bush Administration ended. There were too many brilliant artists making great content for someone to break onto the scene with simple art or sprites. And one day a lot of people gave up on ever being able to make a successful webcomic if their panels didn’t look like a magic the gathering card.
And it just so happened that that day, the 13th of April 2009, was a young man’s birthday…
The opposite of grimdark is hopepunk. Pass it on.
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For a dollar, can you name any battle that happened that was not Waterloo?
Yes!
No!
I’m a bald pacifist
Any battle at all except Waterloo. Reblog if you can think of one!
Of the top of my head:
The Battle of Isandlwana, Battle of the Bulge, Battle of Austerlitz, Battle of Hastings, Battle of Boswith Field, Battle of Teutoberg Forest, and the Battle of Aouzou.
So, I might be overthinking this, but I can't get this thought out of my head.
In the Harry Potter universe, it is established that house elves are a species of small sentient beings who are driven by the purpose of serving wizards.
But why are they called 'house' elves?
That designator implies that there was another species of elves that house elves are related to, but not the same as.
And furthermore, we never see regular elves, they're not even mentioned in the extended lore.
...so did the wizards encounter a race of sentient creatures called elves, use magic to create a sub-species of elves called 'house' elves as a labor class within wizard society, and then WIPE OUT the original elves?
Is that what happened here?
Question for all you weebs and nerds (affectionate).
My brother is 16, I'm 28, we recently discovered a mutual appreciation of 'Real Robot' mech anime
But we're absolute newbs.
We're currently watching 'Fang of the Sun: Dougram' and we're also familiar with the Mobile Suit Gundam franchise and l am familiar with Armor Hunter Bottoms, specifically I've seen all of 'Armor Hunter Mellowlink' and I want to show him at some point.
My question is this, what 'Real Robot' mech anime do you all recommend? We're wide open to suggestions within the genre and we know there's a lot of stuff we probably haven't even heard. Bonus of you have a way to watch it but if not even just the title is fine.
If you share so this gets a lot of eyeballs on it, that would also be helpful. 💜
So, Tumblr informed me that my account turned 4 years old 14 days ago.
To celebrate, here is a list of random shit that I can't stop thinking about:
How big a lot of classical art actually is.
Five in every six planets in the known universe are believed to be rogue planets.
The Toyota War.
Salva Kiir's (The president of South Sudan) hat.
Glazunov's saxophone concerto.
The connections between 'A Tale of Two Cities' by Charles Dickens and 'Les Miserables' by Victor Hugo.
The Final Fantasy franchise is made up of individual stand-alone games instead of an on-going series.
The Iran-Contra Affair.
The Hungarian animated film 'The Tragedy of Man'.
Super Smash Bros. Ultimate.
The Spanish Civil War.
'The Threepenny Opera' is a reimagining of 'The Beggar's Opera'.
THAT LETTER Tito wrote to Stalin.
Victoria Woodhull.
The Aral Sea and the Soviet cotton scandal.
The song 'Mutima' by Tio Nasan.
So, I rewatched Joel Schumacher's 'Phantom of the Opera', a movie I was obsessed with as a teenager and new adult.
And I had THOUGHTS.
Being in a committed relationship has given me (someone who doesn't always do much rewatching) the chance to revisit and reappraise art from my childhood and adolescence.
And I'm working on being kind to my younger self.
There was a time when I was obsessed with this movie, if you had asked me as a 15 to 18 years old to name my favorite movies this would have been one of them. Now I'm a few years shy of thirty, I've studied film at the Masters level, I've studied and written on musical theater and opera. Importantly I've seen Phantom live and I've seen the Royal Albert Hall recording. All this to say that I'm very aware of this films shortcomings as an adaptation, as a musical, and even as a film.
But I think it's still a 'good' film.
Because, despite this films shortcomings, understanding why I liked it at a teenager helped me appreciate it.
I don't know if this is a hot take, but in the original show, the Phantom is not only the antagonist but his relationship with Christine is creepy. He is older than her by enough that she at first thinks he is the ghost of her father and his more sexual feelings toward her coincide with the increasing body count and other factors that reveal him as an increasingly malevolent force. It's one of the things that makes the show so good.
The film makes the Phantom's position as antagonist much more complicated by aging him down. Gerard Butler plays the phantom as a young man and the rewrites make his and Christina's ages closer. The idea of him as the spirit of her father is downplayed, and the sexual tension between Christina and Phantom is played up.
It's important to note that while this is an adaptation of Andrew Lloyd Webber's musical that he is producing made by his production company, Joel Schumacher not only directs the film but is credited as the co-writer.
So I will credit him with the changes between the stage show and the film.
This makes sense when you look at Schumacher's body of work. Sexual tension (be it heterosexual or homosexual), physical beauty, and young people discovering themselves and the world are ideas that appear in his work again and again. Film phantom is a Schumacher protagonist, an alienated young person trying to figure out where he fits in the world. A man who understands love as something good that he wants but is clumsy about how to actual go about pursuing it. A man of restrained passions and feelings he can't express. In the song 'No One Would Listen' (a film original song that didn't make it into the film beyond the credits) the phantom sings about how his love of Christine and his love of music both came about from feeling profoundly lonely following his escape from the carnival and being drawn to something beautiful.
Webber's phantom is a predatory man, Schumacher's phantom is a lonely boy.
And this profoundly changes the work, it's a subtle change that flew over the heads of most critics, both professional or pop culture (looking at the Lindsey Ellis squad) but it's a changes that fundamentally changes the work. It becomes a work of art meant for lonely young men who feel hated by the world for reasons beyond their understanding. And for those men and boys it shows them how destructive their actions have the potentially to really be when they lash out from their loneliness.
"The tears I shed for your sad fate, grow cold and turn to tears of hate."
It's a messy work, but one that has value as a work of transitional adolescent media. Similar to the first Twilight where it gives adolescents a space to feel certain emotions and should be given some grace for that good.