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The Truth of the 'Matter'.

The truth of the matter whether seen or not seen is this.I felt like a page master,  a master of writ.“Every time you write my son you fight the gospel fight.”I’m not a master of fates but I’m aware of the times and sometimes the times are aware of me.And yet these pagan energies themselves have themselves been redeemed in “the fullness of times” in Christ.I’m not a prophet but I AM ONE because…

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Getting a Patent on Patience.

The problem with being patient is that it is the state of being ‘like a patient’. What an excruciating process as life digs into that ‘breaking point within’ showing and saying that indeed “No you are not there yet.” The wished for stars leading to that apex Christ destiny of our lives whereby it is not just a Christened idea but a Christened life. Noones life is lived to be a mere idea. We…

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Directions.

Instead of begging God that I be at the right place at the right time, I have decided to accept just the place I am as a gift from God and let Him sort out the synchronicitous meanings of time, places, faces, spaces and the correct actionable courses. The Best Monastery is to Recollect yourself wherever you happen to be remembering all creation is God’s disguise. This is where reflection causes…

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Thought Experiment: THE MULTIVERSE AND YOU.

I’d like to put my 6:30 am bathroom thoughts to good use so they don’t become a royal flush. So in lieu of that I want to do a thought experiment that will be an axe that will expose the roots of your empathy and sonder and thus help your soul wander. As they say “Not all souls who wander are lost.” Today when arising I thought about something that took me aback. Call it a parapsychological…

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NOT FINDING RELIGION.

There is a mysticism to the person with an atheistic urge who rejects what they desire.  The journey inward is the necessary distraction from the binding of our egoistic Isaac or that which pertains to what proceeds from our natural abilities ‘ability’ to grow in natural virtue,  to eschew what is evil and to hold to that which can reasonably be ascertained as ‘best’. This journey is no less a…

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ESCAPING THE SHAME DUNIGEON.

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Brazil Nut Vegan Cheez Pleez.

Do you enjoy my #cookinwiththecapn posts?! Would you like to see more!? If so leave me a comment! Try my recipe and let me know how it was! Glad to see your review! Take a look around on my blog. New things are coming right around the river bend! See ya!

I had an impromptu vegan breakfast inspiration this morning. Mind you I cannot claim the title vegan for my dietary life but I do like to eat vegan food often and make fruit and veggies a more prominent part of my life. This morning I was really wanting some fresh raw veggies so I pulled out the mortar and pestel and got inspired. I started with some raw Brazil nuts (a fair handfull). First I…

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I almost changed my Name.

It was the year 2012. One of those many years that was expected to be the end times. In that time I was going through a time that I will call a marked period of deep spiritual renewal and personal growth. Through various periods of deep effective spritual experiences I had the thought to change my name. I did this based off of the biblical tradition of God changing someones name after a time…

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Sometimes {Poem freeversed}

Sometimes poetry is the only thing that can get out what’s inside of me. The knotwork knowledge grease to unconstipate for dam release. What in damnation? Too much information.. The reasonable rationed sensation of the man of a micro nation. Set apart.. How great that ART. 🎨 Were we to do what we start by stating the finished point and reaching the saving arche. Archetypes are boat rides…

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Written { A Poem}

That which is writ worked on heart not on stone. A work written by acts of life not mere wordsmith hewn. Not proverbs for proverbs sake, wise-signaling much. A crescendo of newness a newness as such. To make new the old man. Treasures old and new. A Christ child, a married monk a cell made for ‘2’. Into your cell go and learn what’s without. By going within learn outside without doubt. A…

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One day...(at a time) I'm going to learn to Love.

One day…(at a time) I’m going to learn to Love.

We live in a day and age with many different opinions and in a time where people don’t know what live and let live means. Some might say it is because we have surrendered too much of our self government to the governing powers. The Project Vehicle. Others would say it begs the question the idea that the government would not ‘enshrine our values’. For people like me the poles of secular and…

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Getting stuff Done as a Narcoleptic.

Never give up even if you need a nap!

As long as it’s been since I’ve made a blog post it seems appropriate to title my post as I have! I’m sure many people have questions about narcolepsy and how it affects my life; or how I get things done in spite of my narcolepsy. In my life it seems that I’ve had to rely more on technology in my daily life to fill in those times when energy isn’t optimum. That is not however to say that I don’t…

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I'm not Good at Blogging.

I’m not Good at Blogging.

Imagine deep within your soul you want to give gifts to the world..but then life happens and you get tired. Imagine having the passion of a Content Creator but not knowing how to put your thoughts into words. What am I protecting? Is this modesty.. its own form of honesty? In order to be a popular platform poster you need to “post every day” or at least a few times a week. Ah That might not…

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I don't even Car.

I don’t even Car.

Blanco. Gringo. Malibu. Think yo. Hesitant hearts and minds DON’T BLINK YO. Listen to the hearts of your loved ones. It’s meditation. Got our car back from some thieves. Nice feeling. Wife and I are relieved.

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Therapy isn't "Following the Money".

Therapy isn’t “Following the Money”.

I’m nervous as all get out tonight and I don’t really know why but I can say for sure that part of it is exemplified in how long it has taken me to make another blog post. Cohesive senses of identity are difficult for neurodivergents like myself who have goldfish level attention to the present unless the deepseated passion quota within is met. As a father and a husband I find myself struggling…

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Capitalism, Socialism and the Mockery of Currency.

We live in an interesting day and age. In this current time and in contrast to long ago cynics excoriating each other for their personal ‘utopia’ of choice, ‘dystopia’ seems to fall from the lips enough to be nearly cliche. In our present age of mass political polarization, paranoia and ignorance of the leprous ‘other’ we have gated our walls and shut our minds.. only venturing out for serious…

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He who is sad should write.

Edenic unity, prefall nonutopia for falls sooner or later becomes (sigh), ‘a place’ … the shamed disgrace of no face to be saved.. sadly, indeed, is no saved face.. #Dishonor. Wear a mask they say and the brutes relent. And yet they won’t look you in the eye. They don’t look at you not because of masking but because they mask what’s behind the eyes. The only reason I divert my eyes is…

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