justlove

[stxrluvs]

I just heard my friend say I know i said i shouldn't love him but i never said i don't love him.

And I kinda wonder how many people go through it, loving someone who already rejected you? loving someone even after break up? liking someone after knowing they have someone else (not good if u still try to win them but yeah) or someone you just shouldn't love like religion, social status or even just for the sake of their parents.

What would they when they know the reason and cause of their problem and they know how to solve it but just cant? or doesnt want to?

[stxrluvs]

You know those moments when you’re laughing, loud and wild, like everything’s perfect—but inside, it’s all just… muted? Like you’ve patched yourself up with duct tape and sarcastic jokes, wearing ease like armor. You’re not really falling apart, not quite, but you’re also not really whole.

It’s not even about wanting someone to fix you—because you’ve stitched yourself up so many times, you almost prefer the quiet pain. What you crave is something gentler: a connection that doesn’t ask for explanations. A presence that doesn’t pry, just stays. Someone who notices the weight without making it heavier. Someone who sees the cracks, and chooses not to flinch.

[stxrluvs]

In the quiet between your words, I find a storm I never want to outrun— because darling, some fires don’t burn you down, they light the parts of you you never knew you had.

[stxrluvs]

Ok i just read a quote saying-

"Everyone can love a rose, but it takes a lot to love a leaf."

"its ordinary to love the beautiful, but beautiful to love the ordinary"

I don't know why I'm sobbing..

[stxrluvs]

You know something about betrayal it always comes from the one you trusted.

[stxrluvs]

Isn't it tiresome? how we miss someone when we don't really want to miss them. or is it just me loll