Raz

ᴾᵃʳᵏ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶜᵃʳ, ᵈʳᵒᵖ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵖʰᵒⁿᵉ, ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠˡᵒᵒʳ, ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵐᵉ.

[sudokuraz]

Raz , 15

She / They

Mentally ill Jirai

Diagnosed with PDD , OCD ,

ADHD , UPD , and UDD.

💗

Exhausted depressed jirai trying to find meaning in life. Maybe blogging will help me learn how to live again.

Blog will likely contain mentions of self harm, traumatic events such as suicide or sexual assault, body image issues/talk of eating disorders, talk of drugs, and probably more. I will try to tag posts, though there are no promises i will tag them.

I am a professional complainer. I will complain to complain. I love complaining . . .

Once I remember my user I'll tag my Twitter account. This is a WIP intro.

[sudokuraz]

Some of my favorite stamps as a stamp horder . . .

[electr1cs3nazone]

Yo lowk jirai haters

[sudokuraz]

hihi!! i feel a lil awkward w/o my borders.. but i lava your layout so much!! and kii really appreciates the follow..

AHHH TY TY TYYY KII!! You're so sweet!!! Thank you for being my first ask EVER!!!! I lava your layout too . . . Its so cutie cutie cutie!!!

[needygodoverdose]

Never b afraid 2 js post some bullshit on here . Ppl will like anything

[pixicidal]

"jirais are so mentally unstable, self-destructive and suicidal!"

[needygodoverdose]

I srsly don't understand why cutting as a form of self-harm is such a taboo topic ?? I'm not encouraging,, ofc,, but nearly every other form of self-harm is perfectly okay 2 discuss w others . Is it bc it leaves a physical mark on the body ??

[sudokuraz]

The reason my name is SudokuRaz is because I really like Sudoku and my name is Raz woah woah woah..

[flotieclouds]

Every jirai w a job 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[fallenangels-rot]

ꜱᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ꜱᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ꜱᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ʙɪɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢ.

[sudokuraz]

Now I just want you to love me more

And more

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[sudokuraz]

Oh, my sweet scar ! 💗

[fallenangels-rot]

ꜱᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ꜱᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ꜱᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ʙɪɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢ.

[rotting-lilac]

[sudokuraz]

Villian and violet

Infant and innocent

[daaririn39]

maybe if im quiet enough if i endure it all someone will want to understand me

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally