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[sugaarmy134]

regular check in

Hi tumblr,

okay so i missed out a couple of days and i guess its fine cuz in the real world i was having so much fun. Okay so to start of with, my parents had to go to my village, not because of some emergency but just to relax and have a break. So me and my older sis were alone at home for 2 whole days. On saturday i had school, i had my hindi paper which i was telling u about, it went surprisingly amazing! I was surprised myself lol. anyways, so we really had a blast alone and i just cant get over the fact that we had so much fun without fighting but the day my were supposed to return that was today, we had a little fight in the morning and she did not make my pancakes which she told me she was going too!! But i guess its ok. My sister had made me for lunch this marinated fried chicken with mint sauce and potatoe fries and they were so good oh my god. then for dessert we ordered waffles, we rarely had them and even when we did it was only one time. it tasted like heaven, my sister ordered kit kat waffle and i ordered overload double milk chocolate waffle, it was THE best. then at night we had a light dinner i had some momos thats it. then i went to sleep. I have two dogs btw, oreo and piku, oreo is a boy and piku is a girl. so oreo is very energtic and always wanting to play fetch whereas piku is always sleepy so we asked this person who communicates to dogs through their photo and tells us about them how they feel etc etc, so my mom decided to ask about piku and when she asked everything was okay . thats good. i love them alot, for me they are not just pet dogs, they are my siblings.

[sugaarmy134]

regular check in

hi tumblr,

so a new day a new thing thats kind of like my motto. today was a holiday and i did hindi almost the entire day. i had gone to tuition in the morning then came back at 11:am then again i went to tuition at 4pm them came back at 6pm. and now im going to be studying again at 8:30pm. its currently 7:51pm made some time to fill in. so again i made something. i made cinnamon bread roll, it was really easy to make. but it turned out good. i enjoyed it. i made it for myself cuz baby i deserve it. and then i m now writing after making it. now im gonna have some coffee then go to study and tommrow i have school. yes its hindi tommorow, on saturday. thats why we are doing so much studies. today nothing much happened. it was a normal life.

[sugaarmy134]

school fantasy+ home gossips

hi tumblr,

okay so lots of things happened but i forgot to fill in. so yesterday like i told u was valentine's day. and of course my mom and dad celebrated with some outside food which they had ordered at home and enjoyed their time together. i made them a valentine's special snack called pizza pockets they really loved it. im glad they did. anyways so me and mom had a little fight over the food because before i had taken a lot but then when she came she literally made me eat the half of it. i know it was my fault but she should have given me a bit more. never mind its all sorted now. today was my literature paper and it went good i think i shall pass. tommorow is a holiday and ill be going to tuition from tommorow, my teacher was away for marriage since the starting of exam and had has come today and is taking tuition tommorow. so ill go in morning and evening two times, now only 2 exams left im so happy finally! hindi and commerce is left. im Indian btw, i never told haha. anyways im not that stressed about hindi but kind of stressed, because i usually just read the chapters and watch the animated videos over n over, depends if i have that much time. i really wanted to make a sweet dish out of bread but we only have garlic bread and we cannot possibly make a dessert out of a garlic bread can we? in school, my friend's crush always says hi to her and they make some interaction, when he was in the last year he was very rude to us but now he is very nice i dont know how, if he is saying in a teasing manner or normally, but it didnt look like teasing manner, so today i said hi to him and he said bye to us because that time it was leaving time. i was so shocked cuz i thought he would reply to only my friend lol. thats all for now.

[sugaarmy134]

School love fantasy+ exam season

Hi tumblr,

its valentine's day! why am i getting so excited? im single man. the reason behind my excitement is my crush. he literally spoke to me, but just one word- "side" i know it is stupid of me to blush over this because he just said side but like still at least he said something other wise he is always ignoring! When me and my friend were walking before exam around classes, he was also walking with his friend and every time he passed by we made a eye contact! what a great day to start valentine omg. today was the best day and i was literally blushing while writing my paper. though ur crush ignores u but that sometimes he makes eye contact or tries to talk to u just gives butterflies and i feel happy to see him every day. im glad he is in my school and hope that this doesnt change. whenever im feeling down or my mom has scolded me before coming to school and he comes then all my worries go away, i dont how this happens and why but im grateful for my heart to have a crush on him- was this too cringe? lol. anyways change of topic. there was this one teacher in our exam supervision and she was so rude. i asked her one question which was kind of stupid - in one question it was state the sources or something and it was of 3 marks and i thought that if it was three marks then will we have to give one line explanation? thats what i asked her and she replied to me so rudely she said to me that state means name, dont u know that much? do u know how to read English or not? and some other thing also but i forgot that. i got so pissed of when she said that. she could have said this nicely like state means name, u just have to name them. she could have said like that. anyways i wrote a lot today haha.

[sugaarmy134]

Fake relation

Hi tumblr,

a real friend or fake? thats the biggest struggle in my life. im trying to overcome that. my bestfriend is a fake and real friend at the same time. like it just doesnt seem right. she once betrayed me, she is very toxic and is always bossing around. and i once had a overdose of it but managed to save my sinking boat with the help of the pilots, my parents. my bestfriend is sometimes really sweet to me and sometimes very toxic too me but i love her as a friend but im not sure how she loves me. so this rose day she forgot to give rose and i even i forgot so now she is going to give me tommorow that is valentine day. all my family members are saying dont give her first let her give then you give. so thats what im going to do. i dont want to drown again. now i have started to boss around, i mean first i used to do almost everything she said because of my stupidness but now i know her moves and im not stupid. okay change of topic, im so tired of studying ahh. i just feel like if i study one more time i might die for real. i havent watched youtube the entire day. its crazy. tommorow i have geography paper and there is more pressure because i have 2 chapters left + map= disaster zone. ahhhh help me someone.

[sugaarmy134]

school love fantasy

Hi tumblr,

alright. finally i get to relax for real now. i finished my paper which i was studying for yesterday. we usually have half days for school during exams. so technically i go to school at 7:30 am and come back at 12pm. so we get 2 hrs for doing the exam and if a paper is lengthy then we get maybe a 30 min more or 40 mins more. but today was a 2 hrs paper and it was really easy then i expected it to be. i was stressed out before but then i was so relived after wards that good i did this question because it came! the exact question which i had learned. okay so lets move on to the main thing which i wanted to tell. there is this boy who i had crush on from last year and i even proposed to him but he rejected me as in reality im fat. but i still have feelings for him and i just cant get over it. i have this strong feeling he likes me back but he is embarrassed and i dont give a damn if he does not want to be my boyfriend cuz if he did become and my mom found out i would be dead for sure. He is always looking at me, whenever i pass by, a day does not go by when he doesnt make a eye contact with me and to be honest he is the reason i survived, i mean i would just bunked school usually if he was here but to see him i come for school hehehe. okay so yeah even today we made an eye contact. i love him but as a crush for now.

[sugaarmy134]

my tragic exam routine.

hi tumblr,

so where shall i start now? ahh someone get me out of this room. i have been stuck in this room for i think more than 40 hrs. i have been studying day and night so that i can improve even being a one day before exam studier. thats not even a thing but i made it up. how do i cover the entire portion of 8-10 chapters in a day? but i did my best. how much ever i can and now i cannot even look at a book. my brain is so tired of looking at a book and a pen. i keep on telling to myself its just for 2 or 3 weeks drama only until exams are there and then i can enjoy my sleep and life again. i finally made some time to write this and also my free time. i just wanna charge up my battery so that i can continue studying. its late at night, its 11:06pm and im going to start studying from 12:am to 2am. then i have to get up at 7:30am in the morning for school. so yeah thats how life has been so far. One good thing is that i have a holiday on tuesday and i might go to a theme park i need some relief from studying!! im so stressed out literally. okay goodnight now, im going to play some roblox and go back to studying.

[sugaarmy134]

Hi tumblr.

im so tired of literally everything. who am i? what am i? what have i done? now i can only hear these three voices in my head repeatedly. i had closed all my doors in finding happiness i was just a angry, depressing, and not loved by anyone person. but then on a fine day someone came knocking on my door. i found 7 new friends! can you guess who they were? they were my bestfriends. they were BTS. they welcomed me in their magic shop were all my dreams came true. i was from that moment never alone. i had the most precious thing on earth that no one else could have as much as i had for them. Trust and love. they dont know that whether i exist or not but i will still love them till the day i die and even after i die. mark my words someone.

--- my bts story ~

[sugaarmy134]

Hi tumblr,

Please can someone help me to find elisa lam's tumblr posts? I joined tumblr after knowing about the documentary series on netflix like i said before. Im longing to know about her blogs so maybe i can try to understand her and figure something out. If the police didnt figure it out how will I? I just want to know if i can be any little help. Its also because im so damn curious. LIKE SHE CANT DIE ON HER OWN! THIS IS A COVER UP BY THE POLICE ON THE CECIL HOTEL!!! it can either be that the hotel were bribing them and they got greedy and agreed to cover it up or one of the employee person or guy or anyone working there must have seen her and maybe even killed her.

IM SO SO CURIOUS PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER BLOGS!

[sugaarmy134]

Hello tumblr,

I am just so so curious about the elisa lam case and i want to figure it out just how in the world did she die and end up in a tank? I logged in to tumblr after knowing the case because i wanted to read her blogs and stuffs but i didnt find any and i think it got deleted or someone deleted it. People are saying the hotel is behind it but i think she was possessed its my opinion im telling dont take it personally. I know it has been a lot of years since the case got dismissed but still im curious. Its just doesnt feel right it bugs me all the time after i watched the netflix documentary which made me more curious. Fun fact: i didnt even know what tumblr was before i found out about elisa lam and the tumblr thing. im so curious. People please guide me, i really wanna know. I have a feeling that this was something related to a spirit or demon i dont know and again dont take it personally its just my suggestion. Elisa lam had a bipolar disorder i dont think anyone would just jump in a tank and drown themselves to death. If she really did wanted to kill herself she could have jumped of the roof and not took so much effort to open the lid get in and close it again somehow. Its absurd.