ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight
i need to whimsymax!!!!!!
we're not kids anymore.
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ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight
i need to whimsymax!!!!!!
going on a guilt trip do yall want anything
probably not, I mean ,, who would want anything from me ...
Hm. Interesting. Apparently cortisol production depletes magnesium stores. And I have a lot of symptomatic overlap with magnesium deficiency. And it can apparently help migraine. And ADHD. I think I'm going to try supplementing magnesium glycinate. L-threonate sounds really interesting too as that's magnesium that can cross the blood-brain barrier and apparently is super useful for memory and shit.
this can't keep happening
god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies
what do you mean my childhood affected me
i have terrible news
After seeing this Mental Health Pain Scale a while ago, I realized that it doesn't really work well for people whose mental wellness changes frequently (ex: people with BPD or C-PTSD, addicts), and very extremely. So, I made some tweaks for myself, and hopefully it can help others:
Here's a version with a table :) Emotional Distress Scale
0 - I feel great! This is the best Iāve felt in a long time!
1 - Iām feeling really good! Thereās no distress to address.
2 - Iām feeling good. If I start feeling bothered, I can be easily distracted or cheered up.
3 - Iām okay, but there are some things bothering me. I can easily cope with them, though.
4Ā - I could be better. There are a few things distressing me right now. Itās not exactly easy to deal with, but I still have the skills to get through it.
5 - Iām not okay. Itās getting harder to do the things I want to do, but I can do them. My coping skills arenāt working as well anymore, but enough of them work to get me through the day. I need some support.
6 - Iām feeling bad, and itās very hard to do the things I need or want to do. Most of my coping skills arenāt effective right now, and itās taking a lot of energy to stay stable. I need help.
7 - Iām feeling awful. Itās hard to focus on anything but my emotions, and/or Iām avoiding things that distress me. I canāt do much but try to take care of myself, which is already hard in itself. Iām running low on, or have run out of, effective coping skills. I need a lot of help right now.
8 - Iām feeling awful, and I canāt escape it anymore. How I feel is affecting every part of my day, and Iām reaching the point where I canāt function. Itās hard to sleep, eat, socialize, etc. I need help before I canāt handle anything.
9 - This is approaching the worst I could feel. I canāt function anymore. My emotions have totally consumed me. I may be a danger to myself or others, or I may be neglecting myself. I need urgent help.
10 - This is the worst Iāve felt ever/since [last time]. I canāt care for myself at all. My emotions are so intense, Iām at imminent risk of dangerously acting on them. I need crisis support immediately.
11 - I have acted on my emotions and hurt myself or someone else. Everything else in my life is impossible to comprehend. I need medical care and/or crisis support immediately.
Note that this doesn't really work well if your positive states end up being unhealthy (ex: mania, idealization, etc.), so it's geared towards negative emotions. This is also meant to be about how you feel NOW. The other scale works best for viewing your overall state.
what living with an incurable, stigmatised mental illness feels like.
im a violent dog and i know exactly why i bite
cooking with trauma
everytime i see something about dps even if its happy im just filled with mourning. i never knew these people, theyāre fictional, but i have such a deep attachment to them. They all represent me in some way and seeing them hurt is like hurting myself
or maybe i need to up my lamictal idk
THEY ARE FUCKING NOT REMOVING DEAD POET SOCIETY OF FUCKING NETFLIX. THEY REMOVED WHIPLASH FIRST AND NOW THEY WONT DELETE DEAD POET SOCIETY. FUCK NETFLIX THEY ARE GONNA PROBABLY REPLACE THIS BEAUTIFUL MASTERPIECE FOR SOME FUCKASS SHIT MOVIE. CARPE DIEM.
Dean has a tramp stamp of the impalaās license plate I just canāt prove it
I stare at life⦠and life stares back at me.
Thereās a tension between usā I mean, like darling⦠which one of us is supposed to take the first step?