Hey tumblr, it’s been a hot minute. Some Supernatural and J2 related updates from me for anyone who cares:
1. First and foremost I still love the shit out of Sam and Dean. I have for going on 13 years and I don’t foresee that ever changing regardless of what happens in the lives of the actors or anyone else’s real life. Sam and Dean hugging each other is the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning and the last thing I see before I go to bed at night. The characters to me are different entities than the actors.
2. I am still firmly team Jared but I am not a Jensen hater or anti Jensen. I’ve forgiven him as much as I can for prequelgate and I am indifferent to him at this point in time. I even gave his new show countdown a try- it’s alright, but I’m not sure yet if I want to watch more. I’m not much for heavy action shows. I am interested in the brain cancer storyline though.
3. I do still enjoy J2’s friendship and interactions and I do believe that their friendship is real and not just some PR stunt to make Jensen look better after prequelgate or whatever. I think Jared has too much love and respect for himself at this point in his life to be putting on a front for the cameras with someone who hurt him the way Jensen did 4 years ago. Jared would not sit back and swallow his feelings while making up stories about fake J2 outings and fake phone conversations at cons and letting Jensen say his kids still call Jared uncle Jared and vice versa. If Jared didn’t think Jensen was deserving of his friendship anymore, I think we’d know.
4. Related to the above, the biggest reason I’ve chosen to forgive Jensen for the most part is because it seems that Jared has and I trust Jared’s judgement. I am a Jared fan first but if Jared says he can sit at the table, than he can sit at the table- so to speak. My feelings on Jensen will never be the same as the were before prequel gate and I’m sure Jared and Jensen’s relationship will never be exactly the same either, but it does make me happy that it seems there is/was enough genuine love between them to maintain their friendship even after that fallout.
5. Back to the fun fandom part, I just recently started a full Supernatural rewatch and am at the end of season 1! (On DVD, with the original music of course). I’m loving falling in love with my beautiful boys Sam and Dean again- I might be on here musing about them from time to time 💕.
TL;DR: I still love Sam and Dean and Supernatural. I am team Jared and indifferent to Jensen. I still enjoy the J2 friendship.














