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Ah.... Ha ha ha...

I guess I shouldn't really use this for such a personal thing, I've been rather inactive and it wasn't even part of my job. I've just... Been stressed, I think? I haven't been able to sleep... I'm not sure, maybe it really is stress from work...

Is anyone out there perhaps familiarized with the feeling of being stressed from work? I think it would be helpful for me... Honestly, I've had little sleep the past weeks... I think finding a way to get past stress would be helpful...

Wait…

S-servant… Queen…?

It’s not like I’m not used to that… Huh… I’m not very sure if you’re made of sharper angles… I doubt it. I mean, uh, I’m getting sidetracked—

Do you want me to treat you like that?… Do you want me to be your servant? It would be logical… Since I’m not even a real dessert and you are, but I’m not quite sure if that’s what you meant. We can be sushi companions AND I can also be your servant if you want, I don’t mind…

I— I would like to brush your hair, too, it sure looks pretty! Actually, I do think this can be a positive relationship, even if I don’t know a lot about relationships in general… I hope we can get along!

… do not overthink things. just obey my every wish for the rest of your time in this world, and we will get along perfectly fine. sure, whatever, we’re both companions and queen-and-servant, do not bother with the details, it is boring…

aHA!!! good!!! you must buy me a new hairbrush- oh, and styling products, my flawless style takes much effort; there is an extensive list of items kept in my cooler— … wait. your thoughtfulness is rubbing off on me. that is unacceptable. you get the gist! i am certain we will get along splendidly, my servant!! perhaps someday we can go to planet mars together!!! …not that i am particularly interested in the magnificent reaches of space or anything. because i am not.

Sorry, I suppose it's a bad habit of mine, since I usually have a hard time figuring things out... I'll try to not think too much in the future, I don't want to be an inconvenience for you.

I think details are important, though, especially if you want me to treat you exactly how you want. If you want me to brush your hair, details are important, I guess, because what if I do it in a way you didn't want me to do it? I-I'd be greatly sorry if that happened, since I'm not very good at it myself... So, I think maybe you should reconsider that? If you want, anyway. It's fine if you really don't want me to ramble--

Oh, god. I'm rambling right now-- I'm so sorry.

I'll try to get you a hairbrush, but I can't promise anything.

And-- Uh, if you're not interested in space why would you like to go over there? I think that as desserts it wouldn't hurt us badly, but... I'm guessing it's a really different experience... One you should be really prepared about...

If existing on Earth is already difficult, I wonder how it would be in another planet...

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"You’re working hard to change? That’s quite admirable, actually! Lots of people will simply ignore their faults and go on with their day as though they’re perfect - well, no one is, anyway. But many have a hard time accepting, let alone changing things that they don’t think are proper or respectful. I applaud you for doing so yourself.

And don’t listen to what others will say, okay? They can be vain and selfish, and could very well criticise you for trying to change. And there’s nothing wrong with being curious. Kids themselves are like that, right?

… Punished, though? I’m not sure what you mean by that, I’m sorry. Do you mean how people are smited and things like that? I’m afraid I don’t know very much about anything like that, sorry.

… Wait, what do you mean for me to work on that issue with you? I’m sure you have places to be, right? Surely there are other people for you to hang out with instead of just me…”

A-admirable... I don't think I can be someone "Admirable"...

I wouldn't use "Admirable" to describe myself. T-though I do feel like I could use "Kid" to describe myself albeit I think I'm not really physically a kid-- Eh, this is getting confusing, I guess, I'm sorry.

I think listening to people is important... B-but I guess I see what you're saying.

People do get punished! I'm sure of this! I'm not sure exactly why it happens sometimes but I know it's because they've angered a god. But it's fine if you don't understand it since I have quite a hard time figuring this out myself. Even now, I'm still trying to retrieve pieces of this puzzle-- Well, I'm sorry, it's more of a personal topic... I shouldn't really talk about this.

I have a job, sure! But since I'm here because of it, I don't see why it wouldn't involve me helping you with that issue! If you want, of course... Ah, I'd do my best to help you... If you want...

Ah… H E L LO!!! You’re— I think you’re pretty… T-tempura… I know we wouldn’t and this might be silly of me but it feels like we should be family or something. Even if you’re a real dessert and I’m not…

I’m— I’m glad there’s another dessert that I can look up to… Even if I’ve never witnessed tempura by myself… I think humans prefer their meat cooked in some way so they’d enjoy tempura sushi more… B-but it’s— I think it’s nice— That you could be an actual dessert enjoyed after me…

Oh, I’m forgetting to introduce myself, sorry! Nice to meet you, I’m a sushi cake, but you can call me RAW!

…normally, i would be absolutely appalled at the fact that you did not bow to me just now. however, it seems that you understand your place in this world as well as my place, and i am quite pleased! (though, i would prefer it vastly if you did not refer to me as “family”, seeing as i am far above you in every way possible.)

"pretty"… well, of course i am. i thank you for pointing out this fact, despite its obvious nature. i will allow you to brush my perfect hair when it is convenient.

it is your honor, i am sure. i am pleased to meet you as well, RAW! we are, dare i say, sushi companions. well, you are the servant and i am the queen, but it is still a positive relationship, is it not?

Wait...

S-servant... Queen...?

It's not like I'm not used to that... Huh... I'm not very sure if you're made of sharper angles... I doubt it. I mean, uh, I'm getting sidetracked--

Do you want me to treat you like that?... Do you want me to be your servant? It would be logical... Since I'm not even a real dessert and you are, but I'm not quite sure if that's what you meant. We can be sushi companions AND I can also be your servant if you want, I don't mind...

I-- I would like to brush your hair, too, it sure looks pretty! Actually, I do think this can be a positive relationship, even if I don't know a lot about relationships in general... I hope we can get along!

… W-well… I- If you don’t want me to cheer you up I guess it’s okay that I don’t but I still feel kind of bad, I think… B-but it’s okay! I shouldn’t really worry so much, after all…

I see… Uh… So elders aren’t usually violent or angry… It’s good to know, but… I think these kind of things are really confusing, still—

Wait. You’re enjoying my company? That’s good!

I think that’s good. I’m glad that I’m not being a burden… It’s nice. I thought I would have to leave but I guess I won’t. Unless you want me to. That’s fine. It’s fine if you want me to leave but I’m pretty comfortable here I think.

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Ah, you’re a bit of a philosophical person, aren’t you? That’s refreshing to see in this day and age. Everyone’s always fighting over some religion or another, though why they do I don’t know.

A-And no, never! I apologize if I seem a bit hostile. I don’t mean to, but company just isn’t something I’m used to, really. I’m sorry if I’ve upset you at all, either. Sometimes I’m hostile without meaning to. I don’t get a ton of chances to work on that issue I’m afraid…”

Phi-philosophical? Uh... I'm not sure on that, I think I'm mostly curious... And confused. I think that's not a good trait so I'm working on it by asking around and hoping I don't become too annoying. And I guess people haven't told me I am just yet but I believe someone will tell me sooner or later.

Though I'm not sure why people would fight over religions. It's very clear that we have one, right? I think... There's no doubt on that. Maybe that's what makes people get punished, anyway...

Oh, but I get it, I think. Company is something difficult to get used to but I believe you'll manage! Just like I did! If you need any help I can help you! You can work on that issue with me if you want...

Ah…

…

That’s indeed sad.

I’m sorry, I don’t think I know what to say. I wish you weren’t as sad… No one deserves to be sad… Unless they’ve done bad things, I guess.

I wonder if everyone who’s old feels the same… Huh… Would old age make people feel anger and become violent? Do you feel that? I’m sorry if these are silly questions, but I’m truly curious… That it could explain some things…

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"Ah… no, don’t worry. This is all a reality I’ve come to accept, so you don’t need to bother trying to cheer me up or anything, okay?

… Mm… that’s a good question. It probably depends on their experiences. Everyone is different - the elders I used to know were wise and patient, but not violent or angry. I know I’m pretty hard to anger - it’s a bit of a worthless emotion, to be blunt.

And no, don’t worry about it. I’m enjoying your company.”

... W-well... I- If you don't want me to cheer you up I guess it's okay that I don't but I still feel kind of bad, I think... B-but it's okay! I shouldn't really worry so much, after all...

I see... Uh... So elders aren't usually violent or angry... It's good to know, but... I think these kind of things are really confusing, still--

Wait. You're enjoying my company? That's good!

I think that's good. I'm glad that I'm not being a burden... It's nice. I thought I would have to leave but I guess I won't. Unless you want me to. That's fine. It's fine if you want me to leave but I'm pretty comfortable here I think.

You wouldn’t be “you”… Huh… I never thought about that…

That’s probably why I haven’t changed mine… It makes sense. It’s good to know, I think. Thank you.

… Do you really dream of happier times? Well, I don’t wanna be intrusive and excuse me if I seem like I am but… Aren’t these times happy enough? Unless you’ve done bad things, they shouldn’t be sad… I think… That’s how it goes, right?

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"Names are like faces, or hairstyles. They’re a part of you, and I can’t throw that part of me away like it means nothing, I’m afraid. I already have so little that - well, I’m sure you get it.

Happier times, yeah. I’m pretty old - probably older than just about anyone else I know, I think. And I was alone and free for a very long time. No responsibilities. I was happy back then. Now’s just… it’s like being in old age, dying slowly. You don’t feel it, but it’s creeping up on you and you can’t do anything to stop it.

But it’s life, so it’s something that I’ve come to accept. My happy days are over, right?”

Ah...

...

That's indeed sad.

I'm sorry, I don't think I know what to say. I wish you weren't as sad... No one deserves to be sad... Unless they've done bad things, I guess.

I wonder if everyone who's old feels the same... Huh... Would old age make people feel anger and become violent? Do you feel that? I'm sorry if these are silly questions, but I'm truly curious... That it could explain some things...

O-oh! Sorry for scaring you, I didn’t mean to do that…

I don’t think Taff is a dumb name— Though I do think you’re able to change it. Or… Maybe not? Sorry, that’s probably intrusive…

I was here because of my job. I think… As I said, I’m not very sure. But I stuck around because I noticed you… And I think you’re interesting. Or at least you look like that…

But why would someone be here for someone else? Is there a famous person here?

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"A-Ah, no, it’s fine. It’s not every day that someone catches me by surprise anyway, it’s not that big of a deal.

Pff- You’re funny! In a strange, monotone way, at least. If I changed my name, I wouldn’t be ‘me’ anymore, right? Someone very important gave me this name long ago. Changing it would be like changing my entire past. I can’t just do that.

Mmm… you might be disappointed, though. I’m just an old lady who dreams of happier times, even though they’re long past.

A-Ah, sorry for rambling, I got off track - uh, not, not really. Sometimes others hang around here, and they kind of congregate sometimes but never around me.”

You wouldn't be "you"... Huh... I never thought about that...

That's probably why I haven't changed mine... It makes sense. It's good to know, I think. Thank you.

... Do you really dream of happier times? Well, I don't wanna be intrusive and excuse me if I seem like I am but... Aren't these times happy enough? Unless you've done bad things, they shouldn't be sad... I think... That's how it goes, right?

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H E L L O!! I, uh… I’m not very sure if this is part of my job but I think I should talk to you anyway because I think you look very interesting.

Nice to meet you. I am a sushi cake, and you can call me RAW or whatever you’d like as long as I know it’s me.

I think your hair looks pretty, uh… May I know your name?

“W-What- Where did you come from, exactly? Scaring me like that… Er, Maple Taffy. Just call me Taff. I know it’s a dumb name, but we didn’t have anything fancy like that when I was young… er. That was back then, anyway. Can’t change the past, right?

Anyway… What brings you here, exactly? Not very often people come to visit me. Usually they’re here for someone else.”

O-oh! Sorry for scaring you, I didn't mean to do that...

I don't think Taff is a dumb name-- Though I do think you're able to change it. Or... Maybe not? Sorry, that's probably intrusive...

I was here because of my job. I think... As I said, I'm not very sure. But I stuck around because I noticed you... And I think you're interesting. Or at least you look like that...

But why would someone be here for someone else? Is there a famous person here?

Oh, wow, what lovely hair you have. Reminds me of a queen. ( / smiles. ) Hello! My name is Apple Rose Tart. May I ask for yours? ^^

A queen…

I don’t think I would be a queen or anything like that but I’m very flattered because of this message. I think it’s nice that you said something like that to me. Thank you!

I am a sushi cake, and I’ve been assigned the name “RAW”, but you can refer to me as anything as long as I know it’s me.

♥♥♥ N I C E T O M E E T Y O U , A P P L E R O S E T A R T !!!!♥♥♥♥♥

E-eh? Well I hope you don’t get hurt. I… ( / blinks. ) o-oh was that just a joke? well, you’ve certainly fooled me. ( / laughs nervously, still believing that demons are among them now ; fidgets with his flowers out of habit. ) I suppose you’re right… my baker’s family isn’t very fond of technology they think it rots the brain, but they do allow television and such to spy on the man who predicts weather. Now, he doesn’t do a very good job, but…it’s fascinating.

Ha ha ha, I did fool you.

Hmm... Well, I can't really criticise lifestyles, but in my opinion, technology is something we should accept, maybe. But... I guess if someone doesn't wanna accept it, it's okay.

Technology makes a lot of things easier, though... I- I'm not sure if it does or doesn't rot the brain, though... Uh... I think we rot anyway... No matter if we watch T.V. or not...

well—i didnt mean literally.

if i punch anybody it’s usually on the arm, but i just meant that we pick on each other a lot. kinda makes me wanna punch em but i havent. yet. they’re all guys too so i guess that sorta adds to the stereotype. we throw remarks around n’ stuff but i wouldnt want anything bad to happen to them, y’know what im saying? i guess it isnt really typical but that’s just what i have

Stereotype...? It's... I think it's a little complicated for me to understand, sorry... I'm not very good at relationships, huh... B-but I guess that as long as you're happy it's all good, right?... Or that's what I suppose...

Or not...? I don't really get it...

Do you want to know what's in the banana

Oh, yes, I do want to know that, since my question hasn’t been answered yet, I do not have a proper answer to it and I’m afraid the anonymous person who asked won’t get it from me.

Do you mind telling me what’s in the banana?

I— I don’t think the floor looked soft but if you say so… Y-yeah, maybe I’m worrying too much. Sorry…

mintchocolateicecreamsan-deacti

No need to apologize~ Oh yeah, I don’t think I’ve properly introduced myself. I don’t want to be known as the dancing banana guy— wait actually there’s nothing too bad about being the dancing banana guy. Ah but I’m not a banana— I’m not the one in the video too… .

Anyways, I’m Mint Chocolate Ice Cream-san, but since I know that’s waaay too long you can call me Min! And you are…?

Huh... I don't have a problem with calling you Mint Chocolate Ice Cream-san but if you want me to call you Min I'll do that!

N I C E T O M E E T Y O U !!!

Sorry for worrying so much, I think it was a nice video ignoring the fact the guy ended up dead... Or, uh, severely hurt, maybe. Thank you for showing me that. Though there's no answer to the banana thing, right... Hmm...

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Well as long as you’re haAAAH!

*quickly covers eyes*

I DIDN’T MEAN TO I’M SORRY!

[M!A can see through clothes]

…!!

W-what’s wrong? D-did I make you uncomfortable? Oh, god, I’m so sorry. I can leave if you want I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable I’m sorry I’m so sorry.

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N-no! It’s not your fault…

I was just startled is all. I don’t know what happened! It just looked like you had no clothes for a second? A-are your clothes still on? A-are you cold?

Eh...? M-my clothes are definitely still on... I'm pretty sure I'm clothed, I wouldn't be comfortable otherwise. I don't think you'd like to see what's under them anyway...

I don't quite understand what's happening but is there anything I can do to help you?

Y-yeah… I suppose I’m enjoyed like a cake in some way. It’s still weird, though… Thank you, still.

Egg…? Egg must be a lost dessert, right? Like me… But eggs are an important ingredient in a lot of cakes, aren’t they? Whereas sushi has no place in the dessert territory, so in a way, even an egg would be more of a dessert than me. I don’t mind, though, it’s fine, I like to admire real desserts from this point of view.

raspberry-cheesecake-chan-blog

Well as long as you’re haAAAH!

*quickly covers eyes*

I DIDN’T MEAN TO I’M SORRY!

[M!A can see through clothes]

...!!

W-what's wrong? D-did I make you uncomfortable? Oh, god, I'm so sorry. I can leave if you want I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable I'm sorry I'm so sorry.

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Hello! I hope I’m not interrupting anything, huh…

So you’re Raz…

Ah…

This is kind of exciting, but I’m also nervous… Ah, this is part of my job today but I don’t really know what to say… I believe we’ve already met through an anonymous message although I’m not very sure if I should trust such way of messaging as an official reliable thing because I know they can be kind of malicious even if they haven’t been malicious towards me. So, maybe I should use this opportunity to ask you if we’ve indeed meet before.

Have we really met before? Did you really send that message?

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Oh, no you’re not interrupting anything.

Ahh… yes that was me. I’m sorry for not replying. It seemed to have missed me.

Ah, but I think you’re really cool! I’ve never heard of a sushi cake before!

Eeeh….

D-do you think I’m cool…? That’s so nice! Thank you!

It’s ok! It’s ok that you haven’t heard of a sushi cake before because I’m not really a dessert but I know it’s easy to mix things up especially if I have a human form.

I assure you I’m not sweet at all so I can’t really compare myself to a real cake…

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Well you sure sound like you’re a real cake! You’ve got cake in your name don’t you?

Ahh, even if you weren’t a dessert, I’m sure it’d be fine. There’s a lot of non-desserts around here. Like Egg… he’s an egg.

Y-yeah... I suppose I'm enjoyed like a cake in some way. It's still weird, though... Thank you, still.

Egg...? Egg must be a lost dessert, right? Like me... But eggs are an important ingredient in a lot of cakes, aren't they? Whereas sushi has no place in the dessert territory, so in a way, even an egg would be more of a dessert than me. I don't mind, though, it's fine, I like to admire real desserts from this point of view.

… Uh… Well, I think people can blab too much if they deserve to do it, you know? Some people out there are really worth it and knowing about them would be a very important thing so every detail about them would be very important.

That’s what I think.

Oh, and I’m glad you have friends! I don’t really know most of these people I think but having friends is nice! I bet you’re really happy with your friends!!

they might be important to other people but not necessarily to me and sometimes—most of the time—im just really not in the mood for people to blab nonstop. want to tell me about your favorite animal?? go for it. want to brag for five hours about something i may not enjoy?? ehhhh that depends

im not saying they’re inherently bad people but sometimes you gotta draw the line.

as for the friends thing yea i guess?? i mean most of the time anyway, tho they’re all pretty mean half the time. and we dont really?? hangout?? we just run into each other a lot and then punch each other in the face and move on it’s weird but i dont mind

Oh, yes, I guess it depends if you're comfortable with it. He he, I haven't been in a situation where I'm uncomfortable listening to other people's lives but it's because I think they are worth it and they deserve to be heard.

But yes, I get what you're saying.

Are you supposed to do that to your friends? I only have one and it's pretty recent so I'm not very sure if punching him in the face would actually be a good, friendly thing... Maybe it depends too? Uh... It certainly can be weird but I guess as long as you're comfortable with them it's ok?

Do you want to know what's in the banana

Oh, yes, I do want to know that, since my question hasn’t been answered yet, I do not have a proper answer to it and I’m afraid the anonymous person who asked won’t get it from me.

Do you mind telling me what’s in the banana?

mintchocolateicecreamsan-deacti

W-What no! He didn’t die!

He just got tired from all the dancing! I mean, who wouldn’t get tired from dancing that much, right?

That or he just got a comma from falling down the stairs and hitting his head, can’t say for sure.

……

That’s not good either…

Ah, I hope he’s alright. I shouldn’t worry that much, but it was so sudden…

mintchocolateicecreamsan-deacti

Oh, psh don’t worry I bet he’s okay. THe floor looked pretty soft so I guess he’s okay. You worry too much~

I— I don’t think the floor looked soft but if you say so… Y-yeah, maybe I’m worrying too much. Sorry…

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