SvchaSimp

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[svchasimp]

hello there, this is just a little pinned post. my name is cj. i am over 25 years old, i use she/her pronouns and have been roleplaying for over 15 years but i’ve been away from rping and tumblr for a while so please be patient with me XD. i am from the uk. i will apologise in advance for my shoddy activity i work shifts! i play both males and females. however, if you use me for my males, i will not take kindly to that. i’ve had it done in the past and it really does not sit well with me. so please interact with my males and females. i’m really friendly, i promise. 

muses | open starters |  wanted plots | mobile muses

[brckensocietyarch]

svchasimp​:

“Don’t.” She found herself whispering, though couldn’t help but close her eyes at the feel of his hand. “You can’t do that, tell me you love me, and then follow it up with that. It’s too hard.” Gracie knew he was right and that it wasn’t fair to him but she couldn’t carry on pretending anymore. “Maybe we should stay away from each other for a bit. Take some time apart?”

Despite her whispered command the male kept his hand on her cheek, believing the way she remained in place spoke louder than her words did. “But I couldn’t let you walk away not knowing how I felt. And it being hard was part of why I hadn’t said it earlier, because I knew it would make things even more complicated.” Xavier stated simply. “I don’t want that, Gracie. And I don’t think you do either.”

[svchasimp]

“I can’t watch her with you while wishing it was me. You’ve made your decision and clearly there’s some part of you that wants to be with her so one of us needs to walk away.” Taking the remainder of what little strength and composure she had, Gracie pulled away from him. “You’ll always be my best friend Xavier and I will always care about you but-- I can’t keep doing this. It’s not fair to either of us and it’s not fair to her. I can’t pretend to be just your friend when we both know it’s more than that. I also can’t be the other woman, not when I spent my whole child watching my mother do the same.” She took a step back putting more distance between them as if it was some kind of safety net in order for her to gather her thoughts. “I’m sorry, I should never have put you in this position.”

[elegancemultimuse]

svchasimp​:

“Does it matter? It doesn’t change anything.”

“It does matter.” Jasper told her as he crossed his arms. “I want to hear the truth.”

[svchasimp]

“Jasper, I told you to leave. I don’t need you okay? I’ve survived this long on my own just fine.” Sabrina couldn’t even meet his eyes, instead she kept staring intensely at the ground avoiding him. 

[coconvtfm]

continued for @svchasimp

montgomery smiled and shrugged. "yeah, she wouldn't want me to be this unhappy but she also wasn't pleased when my eyes lingered on someone else." he admitted, and then she mentioned the right person and he looked away. "it's all been... it's all been really confusin'." he told her, "because the... the fact is that... i also discovered, as i was tryin' to find my way out of this... dark, sad hellhole in my mind... that i..." he got quiet and felt shame wash over him. as if what he was going to say next, shouldn't be said. but he had to tell someone. "women ain't my only... interest." he finally decided to say and he was pretty sure it wouldn't take much for him to puke his guts out.

[svchasimp]

“Look we both know that she was the jealous type, in fact lets be honest she was a little crazy, but that doesn’t mean that she wouldn’t want you to find happiness again.” She couldn’t help the quiet laugh that escaped her lips at the thought of her friend. Kaia could tell that this was something that had been bothering him and how difficult he was finding talking about it, she reached out with a gentle hand in silent support and gave him chance to say whatever he needed. “I believe I said right person, not the right woman. It’s nothing to be ashamed about,  doesn’t change you. You’re still the same person Montgomery, you’re still you.” It wasn’t exactly going to be something that she ever judged him for considering her own sexuality, admittedly it couldn’t be said for some of the other town members. “ It doesn’t mean that you loved her any less. Love is love, it doesn’t matter the gender. Besides, I don’t know whether she ever told you but it’s not just men that I’m attracted to. I’m going to be the last person who will ever judge you, okay? ”

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“How you haven’t been sent home is beyond me. Woman, what you’re doing is crazy and dangerous.” His words came out with more bite than he meant, frustration leaking through. “Bells, you can’t keep this up. Not only are you going to run yourself into the ground, you risk someone getting hurt. Look Shannon and I are going to grab some food, I’d say come with us so you’re at least eating but you look like you’re about to crash so I’ll bring some food back with us. Make sure you actually eat it. Real food, not donuts.”

[svchasimp]

coconvtfm​:

memphis glanced over at that guy and smirked. “does he really not see that starin’ is kind of… intimidatin’? how would any woman go home with him when he acts like that?” she wondered and took off her cowboy hat. “you know, if you need a fake girlfriend to keep him off your tail, i am willin’ and able.” she spoke and held out her hand. “i’m memphis and we ain’t ever met before.” she joked.

“Apparently not. I think he is under the impression that it’s going to make me fall to my knees at his feet.” She couln’t help but grimace at the thought. “Think I might have to take you-- Oh god.” Her eyes widened as she noticed him go to stand as he noticed Memphis take a seat. “You just seemed familiar.” She bit her lip in thought, before giving herself a mental shake and placing her hand in hers. “Rose. Rose Stevens.”

[svchasimp]

Sorry for the inactivity lately! I've had a lot on at work and then had a trip that has just left me both physically and mentally drained. I miss you all and hoping to get back up and running in the next few days <3

[svchasimp]

I’m at work until 9.30 so how about you come and keep me company in ims and we can discuss plots? or like this for a reverse starter call and i’ll have a look through your opens ready for when i get home/ tomorrow on my day off 

[svchasimp]

menofmarvelx​:

She seemed like she really wanted him out of there. That would have made any suspicious of what she was doing, but T'Challa was far more patient than his sister gave him credit for. Smiling softly towards the young woman, he tried to be put her at ease. “Please, miss. I am not a threat. If you need help, I can help you.” He didn’t know what was happening, but if she needed protection, he wanted to be there to help her. She knew she had no choice because he had already determined to stick around and see what was actually going on here. She was acting nervous around him and that was a red flag if there ever was one. She had already awakened his curiosity and that was something that was going to be hard to stop.

“I need you to stay out of it, that’s what I need.” She honestly didn’t mean to be blunt or rude, especially considering he had helped her sister. The issue was that he was both a king and a superhero, his help would be short term and he couldn’t be there all the time. This ran deeper than just taking down one or two bad guys and walking away, someone would always be there to take his place. “I can handle myself. I know how to take care of my sister and my family, I’ve been doing it my whole life.”

[svchasimp]

blindspct​:

this conversation was definitely hard but he knew it was one that had to be done. jamie wanted her, needed her in his life and he knew what the two of them had done was wrong but at the end of the day, he wouldn’t go back. he never wanted to forget the way that alyssa made him feel when the two of them were together. “it wouldn’t. no one has to know. we can just, i don’t know, pretend it just happened after i move schools. we could figure it out, make a plan. i’d do anything to make this work. you know that don’t you?”

“I know that you think that yes, the same as I know that you believe it in your heart. I just don’t know whether it’s realistic at all.” Of course she was in love with him and wanted to believe everything he was saying but the reality of the situation was so very different. He may be able to hide it from his professional life but that didn’t take away the issue of her own family. “My family will never except us Jamie. She’s never going to forgive me and they’re all going to think I’ve destroyed her life.”

[svchasimp]

menofmarvelx​:

“Good, let’s go,” he said, not thinking twice about it. He trusted her. Sam had no choice but to, and that meant going along with anything she had to say. Luckily for him, he knew exactly the kind of people she had worked with in the past and that made this considerably easier. “I’m a veteran, don’t worry about it. You can’t be friends with Bucky and be anti gun…” That was supposed to come off as a joke, but it was true. He didn’t mind weapons when it came down to it, but he relied more on his shield and his strength than ever before. When she told him off, Sam couldn’t resist smirking. “Sorry, guilty as charged. It’s very nice though.” He gave her a wink instead of trying to act too defensive. She had a body that he gladly admired, but perhaps that was unprofessional of him. Unfortunately, this job did not bring him as much relief as he would have liked, but that was the thing. He wasn’t doing this for anything but to be an actual hero.

“Well that’s okay then. I’d hate to have left you stranded and still continue to owe Barnes a favour.” Kenna couldn’t help but smirk, even if she wanted to keep things strictly professional between them. “I may have something for Captain America in that case. After all, who do you think used to help keep Nat stocked up when on missions.”  She couldn’t help but admit that he was charming, it also helped that he was really good looking. “Oh, I know it is. But thank you.” In their line of work they had to keep in shape in order to be able to do their jobs, they were constantly on the go even if it didn’t involve fighting. The difference was that his face was all over the media which of course meant that she got to admire him without being caught.

[svchasimp]

menofmarvelx​:

“You owe him one, too, huh?” Sam was amused by what she was saying, detecting a longer history with people he knew too, yet none of them had ever mentioned her. At least not in the way he was thinking of in that moment. “I guess I’ll be owing you one after this.” Her help was invaluable and the short walk to the safe house made this very easy on both of them. Of course, Sam was more interested in just getting to a safe place. Since she wasn’t insulted by his prying eyes, he did allow himself more lingering looks. They shouldn’t have send a hot one for him. They knew what would happen. “Hey, all good with me.” Sam gave her a knowing look, waiting for her to take the lead to get them inside. He was at her mercy, whether he liked it or not.

“Unfortunately. Story for another time.” She couldn’t help the eye roll at the thought of it. Of course she was grateful that Bucky had saved her life but she hated feeling indebted to someone and have it hanging over her head. It had been the closest she had ever come when he had found her and managed to get her out and if it wasn’t for him, she definitely wouldn’t be here today. “I could always use a favour from Captain America.” She teased before walking the last bit of the journey and finally unlocking the door. Stepping aside she waited for him to enter as she kept an eye out to see if anyone had seen them. “Yeah I bet it is. Maybe put your eyes back in your head though, hey big guy.”

[svchasimp]

menofmarvelx​:

“I am perfectly fine, you can… Tell me your name?” Steve politely asked, knowing he’d need a name if he was to talk to her. He had gone through so much worse and a car hardly made a dent on him. It would be impossible to reassure her of anything in that moment, but he tried to stand tall and give her a smile to show that everything was completely fine. “You know, so I can take you to court. That was a joke, by the way. I wouldn’t want to put a pretty young woman like yourself in front of a judge.” Steve would have rather have her do something else, but that was not something he was going to elaborate on in his head.

“My name?” She paused, her brain taking a little longer to catch on. “Oh, my name, of course! Yes, my name’s Callie. Sorry.” A nervous laugh escaped her lips as she looked up at him. Seeing that he was okay and had managed to escaped unscathed, helped take some of the panic and worry away. Callie didn’t know whether to laugh or hide away in embarrassment as a blush covered her cheeks at his compliment. Feeling flustered she tucked her hair behind her ear and avoided eye contact. “You’re funny. I thought Captain America was all serious and business like.”

[svchasimp]

menofmarvelx​:

Bucky stopped. His dark eyes staring at the woman as she proceeded to ask him questions. Other agents didn’t talk to him. They often moved on, having left the room or safe house before he had even showed up. Not her, apparently. That surprised him, which was plenty to be said when it came to him. But the job was done, he could afford a moment with her. “It is,” he replied, giving her an affirmative nod. They both knew what that meant. They could go home. Yet he remained standing there, his eyes examining her as she approached him. If she had surprised him with the question, her touch was even more unexpected. It’s like his brain was unable to register it. Why the mask? It wasn’t a question he knew how to answer. Instead, he did some equally as unexpected. He took it off, letting it fall to the floor so that she could see what was underneath it all.

Her eyes widened as she watched him, the last thing she expected was for him to actually take off the mask. “Your face.” The words came out as a whisper. Seeing his face caused something to stir in the back of her mind, she’d seen him before, she knew she had. Trying to focus on it was causing a sharp pain begin to form, causing her to wince, fighting past it and trying to ignore it. Niamh stopped hesitating and finally placed her palm against his cheek stroking gently with her thumb. 

[predatorymaniac]

“I know they say we can never be together, but I can’t help hoping for a different ending.” Sabrina

Okay

"I just wish this whole thing was simple and that we didn't have to end up hurting each other in the end and it's always that way one of us has to get hurt and I don't like that it's you because being with you has made me happy and I just want this to work and to love you as I should."

Yes he was a bad person and yes he hurt people in the past but he is different now and learning to be better but everyone remembers him and you can never ever escape the past even if you get better and learn to live and to be honest with yourself and those who love you .and he wanted her love and for this to mean something that people change and he is okay but not without her love . He won't be okay ever again .

[svchasimp]

“I just wish they saw you how I did. Why can’t it be enough?” She couldn’t help but wish that her family could be happy that she had found someone that loved her and that she was happy. Instead they were trying to do whatever they could to make things difficult and constantly remind her of his history. “I love you. That should be all that matters.”

[goodnightmemes]

STARTERS FOR DARK & TOXIC SHIPS

Lines taken from various forms of media for that particular brand of dark ships.

❛ You don’t want me to have anything in my life that’s not you. ❜

❛ You think you’d be happy with someone else? No way. I’m it. ❜

❛ I’ve killed for you. Who else can say that? ❜

❛ I’ll kill the whole bloody lot of them until you and I are the only people left in this world. ❜

❛ What have we done to each other? What will we do? ❜

❛ But the horror, the horror was for love. ❜

❛ This love burns you, maims you, twists you inside out. ❜

❛ It is a monstrous love, and it makes monsters of us all. ❜

❛ You lied to me! You poisoned me! You told me you loved me! ❜

❛ I love you, and it’s killing me. ❜

“I hate you”  –  “No you don’t.” ❜

❛ You’re killing me slowly. ❜

❛ I love you so, I’ll eat you whole. ❜

❛ Sorry about the blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine. ❜

❛ Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. ❜

❛ Something ugly in you, you also saw in me. ❜

❛ You ruin anything you touch, and destroy anyone you love. ❜

❛ You are coming down with me, hand in unloveable hand. ❜

❛ You say that you love me but you act like you don’t. ❜

❛ Imagine our children, how fucked would they be? ❜

❛ Don’t you know I’m no good for you? ❜

❛ When it’s going good, it’s great. But when it’s bad, it’s awful. ❜

❛ Your temper’s just as bad as mine is. You’re the same as me. ❜

❛ I know this love will tear me to pieces. ❜

❛ I loved you enough. You just never believed it. ❜

❛ Why can’t you just let me go? ❜

❛ We have been each other’s prisoner for a very long time. ❜

❛ You said that you loved me with your knife pressed against my throat. ❜

❛ I’d probably still adore you will your hand around my neck. ❜

❛ Our love is a monster, plain and simple. ❜

❛ I loved you as Icarus loved the sun: too close, too much. ❜

❛ Loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction. ❜

❛ It terrifies me what I would do for you. ❜

❛ There’s a difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of them. ❜

❛ We weren’t ourselves when we fell in love, and when we became ourselves – surprise! – we were poison. ❜

❛ We complete each other in the nastiest, ugliest possible way. ❜

❛ I would never kill you. Not in a million years. What I can do - what I will do is hurt you, worse than I did before. ❜

❛ You make me feel, and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. Now. ❜

❛ You are the knife I turn inside myself: that is love. ❜

❛ I say I want you inside me and you split me open with a knife. ❜

❛ If you love me, you don’t love me in a way I understand. ❜

❛ We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It’s feral. ❜

❛ There is something wrong with you that is also wrong with me. ❜

❛ Love isn’t soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close. ❜

❛ I need you to be a monster. Which is to say, I’m trying not to love you. ❜

❛ Kiss me. Kill me. Do something. ❜

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR CONFRONTATIONS & ARGUMENTS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

how long have you known? and you never told me?

i'm not going to take this anymore.

tell me the truth or i swear to god...

you owe me!

you're not listening!

i saved your life, and this is how you thank me?

when were you going to tell me the truth?

you made me look like a fool out there!

i don't have to put up with this.

good fucking riddance.

you'll never see me again.

do you hear yourself?

i was your only friend.

i never loved you.

get out and stay out.

that was incredibly rude of you.

are you fucking serious?

you're lying!

i'm not dealing with this today.

you think you're so perfect.

is this what you want?

keep lying to yourself.

don't let the door hit you on the way out.

i never should have trusted you.

this is all your fault! don't put this on me!

you see what happens when you don't listen to me?

you're unbelievable.

cut it out!

you're doing this to annoy me.

that's nice. real mature of you.

they're dead because of you!

get the hell away from me.

i'm leaving in the morning.

you think you're so great.

would you just listen to me for two seconds?

i said i would help you!

what part of that do you not understand?

you're so stupid.

i wasn't finished speaking.

are you going to interrupt me again?

i can't believe i wasted my life on you.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

i never should have believed you.

you led me on for nothing.

this is the thanks i get?

every time i try to help, you just push me away!

then fine! i'm leaving!

is that what you want? is that what you really want?

we could have made this work if you actually tried!

you don't care about me. you don't care about anything but yourself.

i never want to see you again.

i swear to god, if you take one more step...

burn in hell.

you broke my heart.

we're supposed to be a team!

what are you trying to prove?

i didn't mean for this to happen!

you're not capable of handling this alone! you need to rely on other people!

look around! this is all your fault!

if you would just get your head out of your ass...

i wasn't finished.

knock it off!

you sicken me.

sorry to disappoint.

you're a fucking nightmare to work with.

i'm tired of your bullshit.

you treat me like shit.

you could have stopped this!

you can't just run off like that!

i thought i told you to stay here!

i was wrong about you.

and here i thought i could trust you.

they warned me you were hard to work with.

would you just leave me alone?

we're not doing this here.

just shut up!

you thought wrong.

you're making a huge mistake.

get off me!

i'm sick and tired of this.

[svchasimp]

okay my brain is pooped but I’ve managed to catch up on a fair few replies and got some others drafted and saved. i’m slowly catching up after this heat and my inspo is kicking into flow again