Sassy Swan

Odette Evans here. Also known as the Swan Princess. If you don't know what happened don't ask. I'd rather not relive it.

[swanprincess-rp]

Shock & Awe || Genderbend!Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

Odette’s joking makes Geo feel a little bit better about their whole ordeal. Maybe if things went on for far too long, they could get used to it; of course, that was not exactly what Geo wished for, but if push came to shove…it could work out if they were willing to try.

"Roll them, cut them, I don’t mind," Gia turns around to get a good look at the clothes that Odette’s body is now clothed in, making sure that they weren’t a favorite or anything. "Yeah. It’s not plaid, so…do whatever you want." As she turns back around, Gia shrugs, continuing the walk to the kitchen.

"Oh yeah." As Odette suggests, Gia turns around and begins to pull out the elastic — but it tugs at the hair and she finds herself yelping softly. "I don’t know how you…I mean, we, girls do it." Leaving the hair in its current state, still slightly tied in the band, Gia sits on a chair in the kitchen, leaving her hair to Odette’s hands. "Yeah, could you put it a little higher? It’ll probably still be annoying as hell, but it couldn’t hurt." Gia shrugs lightly, waiting for Odette to work her magic on the unruly brunette hair.

[swanprincess-rp]

"I wouldn't dare take anything plaid from you." She smiled and followed the girl into the kitchen. For right now she would focus herself and her male body on the task at hand and keep moving forward one step at a time. The whole idea of having to touch the woman in front of her still freaked her out. It was one thing to braid Ev's hair, just as it was one thing to touch Geo's shoulder, but the idea of braiding Geo's hair in a body that wasn't familar to her at all. 

She took a deep breath still unnerved by all the different sensations that her body felt. There was no weight on her chest, making the deep breath not as satisfying as she would have liked. She reached her hands out and gently working her way through the mess of hair in front of her. 

"I didn't know you were a secret master of knots G-" Catching herself before saying either gender name. She held the hair firmly just before the knot and started to work her fingers through the tough spots. She knew this tricked worked for her when she had her long hair. It wouldn't fix everythingb ut it would at least help. 

"Let me know if it hurts, I don't want to hurt you." It seemed weird for her to say those words and feel those words. She knew Geo was strong and that he could handle just about anything but seeing this small body in front of her made her think of how fragile things could really be. 

[swanprincess-rp]

Shock & Awe || Genderbend!Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

As Odette walks into the room, Gia turns to look and has to hold back another snort. This time, it’s a little easier because of the look on Odette’s face; even though it’s harder to read, Gia can still find a little disappointment that her body isn’t Geo’s.

"You look fine, but of course we’ll go shopping. I don’t think I can wear any of this confidently." Gia runs her fingers over the silk blouses, suddenly feeling self-conscious in her new, female skin.

Odette looks so uncomfortable that Gia can’t help but take a step toward her — him. It feels strange to be comforting another man (physically) as a man (mentally), but to help Odette feel better, Gia’s hand reaches out and touches the man’s forearm.

"It’s alright. Why don’t I make you breakfast?" Gia temporarily forgets the clothing troubles and begins to walk to the kitchen, looking behind her to motion for Odette to follow. "Eggs? Sausage? I’ll make you anything you want. I’m a good housewife." The girl turns around to find Odette’s reaction, worried that she won’t accept jokes as freely as Geo does. She smiles brightly, trying to keep the mood light.

[swanprincess-rp]

"You've always been the good housewife." She could ignore the awkwardness of the situation as best she can. And she honestly was hungry. She smiled back at her and tried to remain calm. She was getting her wish after all even if she was in the wrong body. 

She wished that she was the girl swimming in Geo's clothes making breakfast for her man before he woke up in the morning but that just wasn't the case today or probably for the next couple of days. She wanted to reach out and hold her hand, even if it didn't look like the person she was dating she could still want to care and treat her the same way she did Geo, well up to a point. Anything over hand holding would get too close to the idea of her kissing Evelyn and while there was nothing wrong with that idea, it wasn't something she saw her self doing. 

"Do you mind if I roll these? Oh, I still need to do your hair turn around. Do you just want a pony tail?" 

[swanprincess-rp]

Shock & Awe || Genderbend!Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

Gia turns her head as Odette starts to walk to the dresser, not wanting to get a view of Odette’s new body. Odette’s comment makes Gia snort again, and look down at herself. The new body was, of course, new, but it was still athletic and strong as Geo’s body before. Geo inwardly decides that the girl he now was would be at least a little bit attractive to his inward man.

"I do not! At least not in this clothes.” Gia tries to keep the tone light while still keeping her eyes off of Odette. “You finished yet? Because this is getting uncomfortable and I think you need to fix my hair again.” Gia reaches back to run a hand through the messy ponytail, tangled and frizzy and a mess. She looks to Odette for help, as Geo didn’t know how to handle being in a woman’s body, or not yet.

"You think this is permanent?" Gia shifts uncomfortably on the bed, then stands up to pace around nervously, going into what used to be Odette’s room — before she began sleeping in a bed with Geo — and looking through drawers for a better fitting shirt. "O, a little help here?" Gia’s voice calls through the hall, and mentally Geo decides that he needs to keep Odette’s mind off of the change, to stay away from a breakdown, so Gia sorts through clothes mindlessly until Odette comes to her aid.

[swanprincess-rp]

"I-I have no idea if this is permanent." Odette shrugged herself out of the tight clothes and picked out a pair of jeans and a button up shirt. She slid into the clothes quick enough but yet again they still didn't fit perfectly. The jeans were longer than her legs and the shirt was much too big. She had gone from feeling like a stuffed sausage to feeling like a kid in their father's clothes. 

"We may need to go clothes shopping.I don't think these would fit." She turned around and looked over at Geo. She had to admit she could still see Geo a bit in that form. She had a strong jaw and a muscular body. But Odette missed the warmth that came from his eyes, these new eyes seemed so foreign to her. 

She took a few steps forward to her and was honestly terrified of the idea of touching her. She had no idea how Geo would respond or what it would feel like in the different skin. She knew Geo would want to move away from the awkwardness as quickly as possibly and for once she had to agree wholeheartedly. 

[swanprincess-rp]

Shock & Awe || Genderbend!Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

All of Geo’s worst fears came true when a man’s voice screamed across the house. The same thing had happened to Odette, and Geo couldn’t necessarily say that he was happy about it.

"Odette?" It’s the first word that Geo — or rather, someone that could be called Gia — speaks in her new voice, and it’s obvious that the sleep still hasn’t gone out of it. "It’s alright, just don’t freak when you see me." Gia worries that Odette would be less willing to accept the change, as she had already decided to make the best of what had happened.

As Gia is met with the view of a blonde man in clothing that was as tight on him as Gia’s clothes was loose, she laughs heartily, doubling over with giggles and holding her stomach as if it would stop them.

"I’m s-sorry, it-it’s not f-funny, but…! You’re a dude!" It’s hard for Gia to end up controlling herself, but she does it, and walks over to sit on the bed across from Odette’s new self, trying her best to turn away so she can’t see him and start laughing again.

"There’s some clothes in there, if you want." Gia points to the dresser lamely, turning to Odette to give a look of comfort, but finding herself snorting again at the sight of the unfamiliar man.

[swanprincess-rp]

"You... you too?" The voice still sounds weird and she can't even process what has happened to herself let alone what has happened to Geo. And he's been up longer. She. 

All princess lessons aside Odette is confused and pissed. What ever manners she has have fled with this new body. "Fuck," she looks down at herself and can't help but smile. It had to look commical. But the look of another women in Geo's over sized clothes does cause a pang of jealous to hit her heart. Even if it was Geo herself/himself. It still felt wrong to her. 

She pushed herself up off the bed and couldn't decide if she should hide herself or just go with it. Geo or whoever it was had never seen her naked but did it count when it wasn't exactly her body? She shook her head and stood up walking toward where she had pointed. 

"At least you look hot." She muttered as she made her way to the dresser. 

[swanprincess-rp]

Shock & Awe || Genderbend!Cowardly Swan

"GEO!!!!!!!!!!" Odette screamed, in a deep voice and she tried again trying to get her voice back to normal. "GEO!!!" She coughed trying to make her voice back to normal. She sounded so foriegn ot herself and she had no idea how Geo would respond to her being a man but he was someone who read plays he had to be more accustomed to such odd things rather than how she was feeling. How he was feeling? She wasn't sure how pronouns would workd at this point. 

She/he pushed up out of the bed and swung around. She could feel it pressed tightly against her/his body. The night normal boyshort underwear she had worn to bed coupled with the now too tight yoga pants were causing her to feel ever part of her new anatomy. She refused to look down and accept what it was that was between her legs and she was terrified to figure out how she was going to go about daily life. She had been transformed before but at least she was the same sex and it came to her naturally.

"For fucks sake."  

[swanprincess-rp]

Insert Shock ||Solo

Odette's dream began to make less and less sense and slowly the darkness started to over come her and her body started to respond to being woken up. The memory of where she was and who she was with started to fill her mind and she couldn't help but smile. As she turned over she felt something move. And it wasn't the normal something, her chest had stayed still but what moved was south of the border. 

Her eyes snapped open and her head went straight down looking at her legs. But they weren't her shapely graceful legs. They were hairy and thick and wrong in all sorts of ways. Her/his breathing quickened and she tried to find out where Geo was. She/he needed a rock. Her/his rock. 

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

The small action of pushing the hair out of his face makes it easier to handle this situation. Giovanni realizes that Odette isn’t trying to get them to fast forward in the relationship, but instead get out of the rut that they were stuck in, physically at least.

A tug in his gut wants him to ask are you sure? and worry some more, but Odette has other plans. Geo decides that hers are better than any that he can come up with, and happily goes along.

At the invitation of Odette’s parted lips, his tongue darts out momentarily, hesitant to move too fast, to run across her bottom lip quickly. He finds that his hands are awkwardly placed, one still around Odette’s waist and the other supporting his weight on the bed. To make the both of them more comfortable, he disentangles one arm from underneath the girl and brings it up to press against her neck, because he didn’t want to go there with his lips yet. Maybe placing a substitute there would make Odette feel less eager to move forward.

Because let’s face it, Giovanni was still scared to death. All of this was new and he had never done it before, usually skipped over these parts in books, and the both of them had never crossed any of these lines in the past.

[swanprincess-rp]

She takes the small invitation that she is given. Feeling something inside of her stir from deep within. She knows there is more to these movements but they don't seem to come as easily as she would think. She could feel the want and desire from within her nad assumed Geo had the same, but she couldn't tell she could free it from within herself and she had no hope of forcing it out of someone that she could feel the nerves coursing through him. 

Her tongue reaches out to meet his and her heart stops. All her thoughts are a worried mess that everything is going wrong. That she's pushing him too far. That he will think she's just aching for sexual favors. That he wont want to be near her. 

Pulling back slightly she looks up at him and smiles. She never was good at hiding how she felt but she did her best to try and act confident in the situation. "Breakfast?" She might not be able to fill her night time dreams but there was still the idea of breakfast with the man she loved.Loved. It was still an odd word for her to even fathom. All her life love, was another word for duty or fantasy. And here she had claimed to love a man, and as far as she knew she was correct. She felt honor bound and faithful to Geo, she cared for him deeply and wanted him to be as happy as she could make. That was love, as far as she knew.  

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

Everything is awkward. The moving, the hand placements, everything. Giovanni can sense that Odette is on edge, frustrated, and wants to move forward. But it’s much, much easier than it seems, especially for a man that has had hardly any human contact in an entire two lives of living.

As Odette pulls away, Geo automatically assumes the worst. This is stupid and if kissing is going to be awkward, it’s over, is what she would say. Pack her bags and leave, is what she would do. It was easy; everyone that Giovanni ever had left, at least in Oz, even if there was hardly anyone there to begin with.

But again, Odette surprises the man with doing the complete opposite of what he assumed she would do. She gives him a chance, offers a deal, and as he looks down at her knees — not wanting to make eye contact — he nods slowly but surely. If this was what Odette wanted, and it made her happy, he would try.

Not that Giovanni didn’t want any of it. That was obvious from the funny feeling in his stomach and the even more funny feeling down below. But it was different, and Giovanni didn’t like change. Finally, he decided, it was a good change, and let himself go for a minute, until Odette said it was time to stop.

So he looks up into the girl’s eyes, feeling relieved when there isn’t a sign of doubt lingering there, and resumes from before. This time, however, things are fluid; it’s easier to wrap an arm around Odette’s waist to make it easier to turn them both sideways, rolling until Odette is below him and he is giving plenty of room between them just in case. 

He pulls away from the kiss, after being continued for the entire affair of moving, and asks sheepishly, “this okay?” and waits momentarily for a response from Odette.

[swanprincess-rp]

Odette's breath caught in her throat as she allowed him to move her. His hands on her body guiding her  cause a lump to rise in her throat. She can't remember if someone's every touched her side before and it causes her heart to beat rapidly inside of her chest. 

Compared to the night before having been on top of him and having everything connected. The memory of it causes her to feel warmth spread throughout her body. She allowed her body to respond, feeling everything melt and her muscles to relax. 

When he pulls away from her she strokes the hair away from his face and looks up at him. She wished there was a way to calm him down, to show him it's okay. She still felt like he was holding back or that he wasn't really interested. 

She bit her lower lip as a small grin crept on her face. She simply nodded her head looking up at him before she pulled him closer and kissed him again, this time holding him there and parting her lips. 

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

The cheesy comment makes Giovanni want to laugh and make a joke, but when he looks up at Odette there’s a look in her eyes that says not to. It says ‘shut up and kiss me,’ but he doesn’t get the chance to process it until the girl leans over.

Eagerly, Geo leans into the kiss and squeezes Odette’s hand back, quickly getting the message. The other reaches to press against the back of her neck that is covered by hair, lightly twisting in the strands to get a better grip.

The kiss deepens on Giovanni’s accord, but this is the farthest things have gone and he doesn’t know what to do now. It’s hard to leave things up to Odette, for self-esteem reasons, but the man settles on letting Odette lead the way. He’s still stepping on eggshells on the ‘going further’ thing and doesn’t want to make assumptions that could hurt in the end.

[swanprincess-rp]

Odette tries to move her body in a way that comes natural but for once in her life she felt awkward. Nothing was moving the way she thought it should. Her memory last night was graceful and she knew just were to go just where to place her hands, where she should move her legs, how her lips should move. The whole thing seemed utterly complicated and she sorely wished she could take a time out to consult with a friend, Evelyn to be exact. 

She let's go of his hand to try and settle herself so that she is fully facing him and on her knees beside him. She tries to relax and let her body take over like it did last night, but nothing comes of her actions. She copies his hand and entangles her fingers in his brown locks. Her other hand travels awkwardly over his chest and shoulders trying to figure out where the best place to land would be. The awkwardness from before is seeping in and she can feel it. She can feel him not wanting to hurt her to want to take things slow. 

If he wanted her he could have her and if he wanted her that meant he wanted her to do this, exactly this. Odette kept telling herself in her head but still she was worried. She could feel her legs wanting to move and for her to sit across his legs but she held back. Her body moving slightly up and down as she kissed him. 

When she pulled away she took a deep breath a locked eyes with him. "Promise me you'll tell me when to stop, and I'll tell you. Deal?" She had heard there was a man in the town that was famous for her deals and she had never met him but she was certain he would want no part in the deal they were making. 

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

What Odette tells him is a simple fact. Giovanni would never hurt a fly, much less Odette, a significant other. The thought of Odette being frightened of him brings an involuntary grin to the surface.

"Sure, but I’m a lot stronger than you think you look. And you look pretty strong. Confused yet?" It doesn’t make sense, but Giovanni is trying to come up with something to get the subject very far away from what’s being discussed. Odette keeps coming back and it makes Geo want to jump out of bed and go somewhere else.

"Everything. I mean, you weren’t you, but if you had been…I guess it would have been alright." Giovanni blushes profusely, taking his mind off of what he’s just said by staring at Odette’s hand. "But I already said that, so." There’s something missing that he hasn’t said yet, he realizes, and figures that now is the time to say it. But he can’t look Odette in the eye to. "I want you, too." His fingers run over the back of Odette’s hand nervously, following the pattern of the vein that sticks out, even though his hand is shaking slightly. "In all those ways, and — and I just do. You’re perfect."

[swanprincess-rp]

Odette's heart can't stop racing listening to him speak. Her whole body was tensed and ready for him to explain that what she did was okay, that there wasn't anything wrong because he would just take it. For whatever reason she had turned everything negative in her mind and she had prepared herself to be turned out. That he would throw all of it away because of her drunken mistakes. 

But hearing him say that he wants her, that he wants what happened to happen again with only a small alteration she can't help her reaction. She squeezes his hand before turning up and looking at him, a large smile spreading across her face. "If I am it's because of you." She couldn't believe how cheesy the line was but it was right. There was no one else that could make her feel so whole and at peace. She was so safe and calm when she was around him. He made her laugh he made her free. 

She could feel him shake and she knows how nervous he is how shy he can be but for once they are a lone and the time is right and there isn't anything or anyone that can ruin the moment for them now. Pushing herself closer to him, Odette leans her head forward and captures his lips with her. She squeezes his hand again lightly trying to tell him that she doesn't just want a simple kiss. 

[swanprincess-rp]

A twisted interest || Derek & Black Swan

[dashingderek-archive-blog]

His mouth moves slowly from her breast up her chest, along her collarbone, until his face is buried in her hair. His eyes are closed, feeling everything through his other senses as he continues to rock himself against her. The edge threatens to engulf him when he feels his partner tense and quiver. The edge takes her swiftly.

On one deep inhale, strands tickling his cheeks, a gentle scent is caught in his olfactory sense—floral, mint, and that illusive to describe chalky—baby powder—that tugs him in a way that catches him entirely off guard. The moan of his name caresses through his ear canal in the a second later and one face flashes in his mind as his own orgasm rips through him quite without his permission.

"Odette," he breathes harshly on a heavy groan as his hips thrust upward.

Its on the downside of his climax that his mind scrambles into some semblance of order. His name on this woman’s lips finally register in a frightening way.

He’d never told the woman at the bar his name. Had exchanged no words with her. And he said—

Derek doesn’t get the chance to enjoy an afterglow, his mind too far gone to even feel embarrassed by his rare premature enthusiasm. Jerking back from the embrace, the man’s eyes are wide as he searched the face above him in a panic. The agents twisting in his veins latch onto the anxiety now gripping him and turn up the volume. There’s whispered lines that ghost in and out of focus; the arch of the eyebrow, the curve of her jaw, that cupid’s bow.

"No," he breathes. Then his hands grip the woman’s hips and push her off. It’s not possible. But even if it’s not, he’s lost all interest in their activities.

[swanprincess-rp]

Catching herself she shifts as he pushes her off landing on the all too familiar couch. She leaned back reclining against the soft cushions. She could careless what was happening to him, alls he knew was that she wanted so much more. She just had a taste and she needed more. 

She watched his face as the realization hit him. She had to give an amused smile as the mix of emotions took over his face.Her only reget was how quickly it ended. She slid her legs back and forth, not bothering to cover herself up. She was in bliss what did she care if he was have a moral crisis. 

"What? Not who you wanted little prince?" She cocked her head to the side and smiled. She felt alive being bare in front of him. The part of her that she was surpressing told her that it would take much more for him to turn her down. 

"Or is it exactly who you want?" She allowed her eyes to flash blue for an instant before turning back to their pitch black selves. 

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

The kiss definitely throws Giovanni off guard. Now, he just wants to pull Odette into a hug, snuggle a little, and go back to sleep; but what’s been brought up in conversation now has to be discussed, no matter how scared he might be of talking to Odette about it.

"Good. I don’t want you to feel like I’m pressuring you or anything, you know? Last night would have been okay, I guess, if you hadn’t been — well. I just don’t want to hurt you." It feels so very awkward to be talking about this, Giovanni specifically skirting around a subject that might be a little more intimate than he feels comfortable talking about.

"So is this one of those weird ‘morning after’ talks? Because this is totally not how I envisioned it to go." He chuckles lightly, looking out the window to see the sunlight shining bright enough to make him squint. 

Since Odette seems to look so alienated over on the other side of the bed, he scoots closer and grabs her hand lightly, pulling it so that both of their hands sit on his knee. “It’s okay, you know.” He gives the girl a genuine smile, hoping to make her feel less guilty — if she feels guilty at all — about what she can remember from the night before.

[swanprincess-rp]

She pulls herself closer to him again. Despite the awkwardness between them she really does want to be close to him. She wished there was a way to simply get everything out on the table and get over all of the awkward conversation. She looks up at him and gives him a weak smile. "I guess. I just. You wont hurt me, I'm a lot stronger than I look." She smiled trying to get things to calm down. 

"What's okay?" She looked at him puzzled. She knew they were running around on three different conversations but that part needed to be answered. Her head started spinning with all the different options it could be. That it was okay for her to get that drunk, that it was okay for her to get high, that it was okay for her to go running off and act like a heathen, that it was okay for her to mount him in the middle of the night. There were too many options and too many of them where not good things. 

[swanprincess-rp]

A twisted interest || Derek & Black Swan

[dashingderek-archive-blog]

Her panting breath, each rocking motion against his taunt erection, the moans she makes. Derek swears he’s never been so close to the edge after doing so little. There something about this woman, though. Mind firing too fast thanks to the burning arousal, the racing cocaine, and sensational ecstasy, the moaning of his name only makes complete sense; a detached sexually driven sense that he doesn’t question.

Instead, Derek’s rocking becomes more insistent as the hand at her breast falls to her exposed thigh, running up to the hem of her gathered skirt and pushing under to catch the band of her panties. All the while, his mouth is latched to the breast his hand just abandoned while his free hand wraps more tightly around her bare back to hold her as close to his own topless body as possible. There’s no time to think clearly, only more flesh to sink into, be surrounded by and intoxicated in.

[swanprincess-rp]

As she continued to move against him, her breathing started to catch. She could feel herself reaching some sort of finally release but she had no idea how or what it would be when it got there. The hand reaching up her skirt and brushing the limits of her undergarments causes one of the strings inside her to snap and she can't help but let out a low moan as she feels  warmth pooling between her legs. As the broken string snaps and swings hitting all the others that are still held taunt causing a rippled vibration to roll through her body her voice releases again. Moaning out his name as she rocks against his hips hard. 

[minerva-isobel]

Dirty Laundry | Odette + Evelyn

[minerva-isobel]

Evelyn looks hard at her friend as she talks about Derek. In the time they’ve been friends she’s heard a great number of things about the young man in Odette’s life. As far as she can understand things between the two, it sounds like Odette doesn’t want to care about Derek, wants to believe there’s nothing there between them. But the younger girl has come to think otherwise. But she doesn’t say anything. The way she sees it, true love will win out in the end and it’s not her place to push things. She’s here to support her friend in whatever she wants, so long as it doesn’t harm her or put any one else at risk. Of course, cutting the guy out completely sounds far far away from finding true love.

"Bugs?" Evelyn frowns. "Please, O. I want to enjoy my ice cream."

She shovels another chunk of ice cream out of the carton and into her mouth before adding with furrowed brow, “Over? Why did you cut him off? Maybe you should, uh, work on getting a bit further with Mr. Lowe if you want to shake the steamy dreams with Derek the jerk.”

[swanprincess-rp]

Odette takes her chance and spoons herself out a health scoop of ice cream taking the time to enjoy the taste as her friend replies. She bobs her head a long waiting for the cold creamy substance to work it's magic. She swallowed and stuck her spoon back in the carton before she began her reply. 

"I had to," she shrugged trying not to add as much weight as she was feeling. "He said he loved me, at the ball and when I asked him why... His answer was because I was beautiful and I knew it was all a joke to him. Everything that had happened the kiss...kisses" She stumbled over the word and looked up at the ceiling trying very hard not to make awkward guilty eye contact with her friend. "So when he saw Geo and punched him, I had to stop him and the only thing that popped into my head was saying that I loved Geo and I guess it worked because I haven't heard from him since." She shrugged and looked back down at her hands. 

She couldn't face her friend she knew that it was stupid of her to say that. Especially when she wasn't even sure it was true, but she had to say something. "And I mean, Geo and I are working on it. We had a talk about where we want things to go. I mean--we sorta had a talk about it. It's rather awkward you know? To just say hey you know.. I'd like to jump your bones. It's not exactly something I would normally say to someone, let alone the guy I'm seeing." She rolled her eyes and finally looked back up at her friend. "I mean I guess getting drunk and high with Jefferson wasn't very like me either but things happen I guess." 

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

As Odette admits to remembering everything, Giovanni stares at the sheets on the bed, trying to get the girl out of sight because of embarrassment. Odette was making things awkward, and awkward was something Geo was good at, but not in a good way.

He nods when Odette says that things went ‘far,’ because that was the truth. The things that had happened last night were a little uncomfortable for Geo, not because it was Odette but because they had agreed not to go that far — or at least nonverbally — and it had happened anyway while she was inebriated.

Because Giovanni thought that they had agreed not to go this far, he’s shocked when Odette admits to liking it. Sure, it was something that Geo would have enjoyed under other circumstances, but Odette was drunk and he thought that it might have been wrong to continue doing those things in such a state.

Geo finally looks up after Odette finishes her speech, noticing the bright red that colors her cheeks, and stutters around a response. “Uh — yeah — I enjoyed it? Or…I would have if you weren’t drunk?” A hand runs through his hair nervously as he keeps trying to think of things to say. “I guess if you want to go further we can. I just don’t think last night really counts.” His eyes go back to the sheets, and his fingers play at a loose string to keep his mind off of how much he probably just embarrassed himself.

[swanprincess-rp]

Odette couldn't help but nod along with what he was saying. For whatever reason she couldn't think of anything better to do and the embarassment for what was happening kept building and she had no idea how to make things better. She didn't want to assume things anymore. She had assumed for so long that he didn't want to do those things with her for whatever reason and the way he reacted last night was still burning in her mind. 

She can't help but wring her hands after his speech trying to push herself to speak but her voice is caught in her throat. She agress whole heartedly but for whatever reason the words aren't coming to her and her heart is pounding in her her chest. She opened her mouth a few times trying to force the words out of her mouth. But it was stuck. 

She couldn't tell you why she did what she did next but it was the first thing that popped into ther mind and she couldn't stop herself. She moved foward, quickly and gracefully cupped his face in her hands and kissed his softly. She pulled back wide eyed. Considering the topic at hand she knew it wasn't the bes thing to do but it had happeend and she couldn't take it back now. "I agree." She squeaked before she turned and sat back on her spot in bed. 

[giovanni-lowe]

Better Days (post-Midnight Ways) || Cowardly Swan

[giovanni-lowe]

At first, Giovanni wants to smile and say something about how Odette should maybe perform on the stage sometime soon — how could would it be to have a ballet dancer in a school play? The man expects for the conversation to steer away from the oncoming, looming conversation about what had happened last night, but instead Odette wants to go toward it; Geo feels a painful collision coming soon.

"Um…what about it? Do you…remember anything at all?" Giovanni has a realization if Odette doesn’t remember anything, then that means that she might not remember the ‘I love you’ that slipped out. It takes him a moment to weight that out as a bad thing, which makes him feel guilty.

"You were just being silly." He tries to pass it off as a simple thing, not wanting to get into the details again. Last night, he was concerned, angry even, but now he just wanted to forget it as much as Odette had wanted to then. "I think you just needed to get out and you did that."

It hurts, but Giovanni realizes that all of that he had said was stupid and would only push them away from the resolution that they need. “I mean, unless you don’t think that’s it.” He looks down sullenly, not wanting to face what Odette might say next.

[swanprincess-rp]

"I-" She leaned back on the bed. This was awkward and not the way she wanted this conversation to go. The one she had in her head was much simpler, Remember when I was on top of you? Yeah. Well I still want to do that. I want to do that most of the time. Do you want to? Yes cool. Let's get down to business. But the coversation was heading no where near that line of conversation. with each exchange she felt like she was getting farther and farther away from the whole thing. 

"I do remember," she turned looking at him. She swallowed hard. If she wanted to get this out of the way she would have to do it quickly. He had said he loved her and she was hoping it wouldn't change with what she was going to say. 

"And I'm not talking about what I did when I went out... I'm talking about when I came home, and you were still sleeping. And.. things... went.. far? Is that how I should say that?" She looked at him seriously questioning how she was doing. She knew Geo was just as unexperienced as her in this subject, despite the fact that he was older than her. 

She turned away from him quickly, embarassed by what she knew she had to say next. "Um if you remember it. I-um, god-um. I liked it?" Her voice reached conveying just how hard this was for her to talk about. Polite court ladies didn't tell their suitors that they wanted to jump their bones. But they weren't who they were in their past lives so maybe this modern woman could do that. "I liked it, I think you did and I know we want to go slow but... I think we can go past holding hands. If you want to, if you feel comfortable. I want you to know that I do want to do that with you, and you specifically." She let it all out in one long breath and couldn't help but breath deeply after she confessed it. She was quite certain her face was bright red. 

[swanprincess-rp]

A twisted interest || Derek & Black Swan

[dashingderek-archive-blog]

Ephemeral but oh so sweet, this heat and lust is what Derek believes he lives for. How could any man deny himself the offering of smooth flesh and succulent breasts, perfect lips and immaculate hair just asking to be ravished awry.

The twisting arousal, the throb of his erection pressing upward toward the prize through his trousers; each rock of her body he meets with a thrust of his own. The the lust burns, the sensations overwhelm him. The edge of electricity, erotic and potent, thrums through Derek’s veins and only pounds beneath his skin harder and faster when she brings his hand to her own breast. He immediately takes to touching, kneading the soft doughy flesh that he can never get enough of.

His hips thrust upward and rock back, needing any friction she can provide as his other hand trails up her spine. Derek leans forward as his lover head falls back, his hand continue to embrace her breast as his lips latch onto the other left unattended. His tongue swirls around her nipple, enjoying the feeling of its hardness while his lips suckle and caress the plump flesh. A moan escapes him, rumbling against her skin. And he pulls her tightly as he thrusts upward sharply, eroticism and enthusiasm driving him to want and need more.

[swanprincess-rp]

The feel of him pressing up against her caused her to moan softly. His hand against her breast was unlike anything she had felt before and when his lips wrapped around her nipple her heart stopped. 

She sucked in breath and then let it  out in a low moan as her body rocked against his she could feel the strings tightening farther than she thought they could ever go, she felt like they were about to snap in two thousand different places. 

She could feel him doing something to her with his tongue she couldn't tell what it was but it was beyond heaven and her lips parted and whatever unspoken bond they had was broken as the name passed through her lips. "Derek" she moaned out softly as she rocked against him.