⧠it/he/she + star/mutt/pup neos. iâm a two-spirit/genderfluid tmasc asexual stone butch lesbian. i also like the terms: lesboy, fagdyke, butch boy, girlboy, faggy dykeâ but i am NOT a binary man in any wayâ just bc iâm on t & have had top surgery doesnât make me less under the non-binary trans umbrella or less butch! if anything, all of this makes me feel more aligned w/ womanhood!
⧠i am 22 (twenty-two) years old. anyone whoâs -18 will be blocked. my account will contain some nsft so MDNI or youâll be blocked!
⧠goth + punk + emo southern cowbutch
⧠white + reconnecting cherokee (áŁáłáœ)
⧠audhd + ocd + (c)ptsd + chronic pain. pls use tone tags!
⧠stoner đ + nature lover & advocate đł
⊠likes/interests: stars + all things space, all things dark and mysterious w a hint of whimsical, tattoos + piercings, horses + wolves but iâm a #animallover even to those unloved, video games (minecraft, schedule 1, skyrim, tomodachi, animal crossing, tlou, + more), writing + reading, philosophy + theory, the gorgeous green lady (weed <3), and much much more :)
⊠artists: scary bitches, ashnikko, the cute, denitia, conan gray, paramore, ptv, soad, korn, slipknot, ateez, shinee, mannequin pussy, hurray for the riff raff, p1harmony, lesbian bed death, syd, august ponthier, deftones, rise against, 5sos, babymetal, marina, + so so so much more :) i love most genres + love to explore music :)
⧠if you want more explicit nsft posts: my horny sideblog is: @puppystonebutch
⧠iâm a writer more than anything. FUCK ai and ai âartists.â if you use generative ai for anything and everything, pls grow your brain back and use it <3
⧠socialist communist lesbian feminist & queer theorist (iâve made some theory-poetics so iâd like to think iâm a theorist :])
⧠mutuals r ok to flirt but nothing more! iâm in a happy butch4butch relationship <3
⧠#sal spouts is kinda my only hashtag n itâs just me rambling. may add more
⧠iâm like if an emo girlboy, gay cowboy, and medieval poet was all in one person
DNI: racists, zionists, queerphobe of any kind, fatphobe, antisemitic, ableist, cishet men, minors, trump supporter, TERF, ICE supporter, huge into queer discourse, ED + SH blog, into hard & triggering kinks
when hayao miyazaki said that true love was two people inspiring each other to liveâŠrecognizing just how hard living is, putting one foot in front of the other every day, how easy it is to lose our passion for itâŠâŠ thatâs the real shit
"I asked ChatGPT" well I asked Dan and Phil and they gave an interesting and thoughtful answer to a completely different question. So still an improvement but I'm exploring other sources
I don't understand how cis people obsessed with gender norms think trans people are the weird ones. they're going around believing that your name has to correlate to your genitals. your fashion has to correlate to your genitals. your behaviours have to correlate to your genitals. your hobbies have to correlate to your genitals. who you date has to correlate to your genitals. whether you can put sparkles on your eyelids or not has to correlate to your genitals. and then people like me go "hmm. I might not do that. maybe I'll just do what feels fun and okay instead" and they LOSE their MINDS
what nonphannies donât understand is that it isnât about âknowingâ itâs about dnpâs queer joy and comfort level. weâre not happy bc they told us, weâre happy bc they felt comfortable and joyful enough to tell us. âknowingâ has a weird power connotation. If you âknewâ all along youâre trying to establish power over information that you donât have authority on, and it takes power away from the people (dnp) telling you the information.
very heavy on this! with any celebs/people in general when it comes to their sexuality. i personally never shipped dan and phil before they came out as a couple because i always thought âwhatâs wrong with two guys living together?â then âwhatâs wrong with two gay guys living together? they donât have to be datingâ WHICH IS TRUE!!!! but being like âi always knew they were togetherâ is So Odd,,, to say,,, let these guys have their autonomy (+ celebs & others!)
shoutout to nonbinary people who are deemed complicated or confusing. shoutout to nonbinary people who have 5 names. shoutout to nonbinary people who go by neopronouns. shoutout to xenogender people. shoutout to nonbinary people who use gendered terms for themselves but allow no one else to. shoutout to nonbinary people who go by different pronouns every day. shoutout to multigender people. shoutout to transmascs who were amab. shoutout to transfems who were afab. shoutout to nonbinary people who are neither cis nor trans. shoutout to nonbinary people who have pronouns that only certain people are allowed to use. shoutout to nonbinary people who are known by different names to different people. shoutout to outherine people. shoutout to transmascfems. shoutout to nonbinary people who are both cis and trans. shoutout to nonbinary people who don't care about making sense to others. shoutout to nonbinary people who actively want to confuse people.
final mental illness musing of the night but as you all know, iâve suffered from an extremely severe case of depression since i was a toddler. and one of the most infuriating things about growing up this way was how many adults seem to just not understand that children can be depressed. sure, you may associate depression with teen years, but there are plenty of kids 12 and under who are deeply, deeply depressed and itâs just completely overlooked. When I talk about how early my suicidal behaviors started, people go âwow! i had no idea that it could start so young?â but i have several friends who were also depressed as kids and i donât think itâs that uncommon. i mean, bullying is frequent in childrenâs lives and yet you donât think an 8 year old can get suicidal? It all goes back to people not seeing children as people, of course. Considering them not capable of complex emotions. I just feel for all the kids who go untreated because their parents havenât stopped to think if theres a reason why their kid spends all their time in their room.
in a world where happy rich people sell the discontent lower class the lie that money cant buy you happiness it is at least reassuring to know that our sole trillionaire is the most pathetic, unloved, miserable, alone human being on the planet, and that NOTHING could make him happy. get fuckeddd lol
