✧ it/he/she + star/mutt/pup neos. i’m a two-spirit/genderfluid tmasc asexual stone butch lesbian. i also like the terms: lesboy, fagdyke, butch boy, girlboy, faggy dyke— but i am NOT a binary man in any way— just bc i’m on t & have had top surgery doesn’t make me less under the non-binary trans umbrella or less butch! if anything, all of this makes me feel more aligned w/ womanhood!
✧ i am 22 (twenty-two) years old. anyone who’s -18 will be blocked. my account will contain some nsft so MDNI or you’ll be blocked!
✧ goth + punk + emo southern cowbutch
✧ white + reconnecting cherokee (ᏣᎳᎽ)
✧ audhd + ocd + (c)ptsd + chronic pain. pls use tone tags!
✧ stoner 🍃 + nature lover & advocate 🌳
✦ likes/interests: stars + all things space, all things dark and mysterious w a hint of whimsical, tattoos + piercings, horses + wolves but i’m a #animallover even to those unloved, video games (minecraft, schedule 1, skyrim, tomodachi, animal crossing, tlou, + more), writing + reading, philosophy + theory, the gorgeous green lady (weed <3), and much much more :)
✦ artists: scary bitches, ashnikko, the cute, denitia, conan gray, paramore, ptv, soad, korn, slipknot, ateez, shinee, mannequin pussy, hurray for the riff raff, p1harmony, lesbian bed death, syd, august ponthier, deftones, rise against, 5sos, babymetal, marina, + so so so much more :) i love most genres + love to explore music :)
✧ if you want more explicit nsft posts: my horny sideblog is: @puppystonebutch
✧ i’m a writer more than anything. FUCK ai and ai “artists.” if you use generative ai for anything and everything, pls grow your brain back and use it <3
✧ socialist communist lesbian feminist & queer theorist (i’ve made some theory-poetics so i’d like to think i’m a theorist :])
✧ mutuals r ok to flirt but nothing more! i’m in a happy butch4butch relationship <3
✧ #sal spouts is kinda my only hashtag n it’s just me rambling. may add more
✧ i’m like if an emo girlboy, gay cowboy, and medieval poet was all in one person
DNI: racists, zionists, queerphobe of any kind, fatphobe, antisemitic, ableist, cishet men, minors, trump supporter, TERF, ICE supporter, huge into queer discourse, ED + SH blog, into hard & triggering kinks
"I asked ChatGPT" well I asked Dan and Phil and they gave an interesting and thoughtful answer to a completely different question. So still an improvement but I'm exploring other sources
I don't understand how cis people obsessed with gender norms think trans people are the weird ones. they're going around believing that your name has to correlate to your genitals. your fashion has to correlate to your genitals. your behaviours have to correlate to your genitals. your hobbies have to correlate to your genitals. who you date has to correlate to your genitals. whether you can put sparkles on your eyelids or not has to correlate to your genitals. and then people like me go "hmm. I might not do that. maybe I'll just do what feels fun and okay instead" and they LOSE their MINDS
what nonphannies don’t understand is that it isn’t about “knowing” it’s about dnp’s queer joy and comfort level. we’re not happy bc they told us, we’re happy bc they felt comfortable and joyful enough to tell us. “knowing” has a weird power connotation. If you “knew” all along you’re trying to establish power over information that you don’t have authority on, and it takes power away from the people (dnp) telling you the information.
very heavy on this! with any celebs/people in general when it comes to their sexuality. i personally never shipped dan and phil before they came out as a couple because i always thought “what’s wrong with two guys living together?” then “what’s wrong with two gay guys living together? they don’t have to be dating” WHICH IS TRUE!!!! but being like “i always knew they were together” is So Odd,,, to say,,, let these guys have their autonomy (+ celebs & others!)
shoutout to nonbinary people who are deemed complicated or confusing. shoutout to nonbinary people who have 5 names. shoutout to nonbinary people who go by neopronouns. shoutout to xenogender people. shoutout to nonbinary people who use gendered terms for themselves but allow no one else to. shoutout to nonbinary people who go by different pronouns every day. shoutout to multigender people. shoutout to transmascs who were amab. shoutout to transfems who were afab. shoutout to nonbinary people who are neither cis nor trans. shoutout to nonbinary people who have pronouns that only certain people are allowed to use. shoutout to nonbinary people who are known by different names to different people. shoutout to outherine people. shoutout to transmascfems. shoutout to nonbinary people who are both cis and trans. shoutout to nonbinary people who don't care about making sense to others. shoutout to nonbinary people who actively want to confuse people.
final mental illness musing of the night but as you all know, i’ve suffered from an extremely severe case of depression since i was a toddler. and one of the most infuriating things about growing up this way was how many adults seem to just not understand that children can be depressed. sure, you may associate depression with teen years, but there are plenty of kids 12 and under who are deeply, deeply depressed and it’s just completely overlooked. When I talk about how early my suicidal behaviors started, people go ‘wow! i had no idea that it could start so young?’ but i have several friends who were also depressed as kids and i don’t think it’s that uncommon. i mean, bullying is frequent in children’s lives and yet you don’t think an 8 year old can get suicidal? It all goes back to people not seeing children as people, of course. Considering them not capable of complex emotions. I just feel for all the kids who go untreated because their parents haven’t stopped to think if theres a reason why their kid spends all their time in their room.
in a world where happy rich people sell the discontent lower class the lie that money cant buy you happiness it is at least reassuring to know that our sole trillionaire is the most pathetic, unloved, miserable, alone human being on the planet, and that NOTHING could make him happy. get fuckeddd lol
Just to raise awareness at the situation in Canada right now to my non-Canadian followers: Toronto has been ranked as having the worst air quality in the world right now due to wildfires.
Toronto is not a wildfire-prone area. It is extremely close to the USA border, and the smog is currently affecting NY right now. There is literal chunks of debris in the air. The sky is orange, and the sun is nowhere to be seen.
Climate change and its effects are right outside your door. Data centres are the cause for the insane heat waves across the globe, and the increase in wildfires and other natural disasters.
You will watch recordings of the world burn around you, and only when you are behind the camera will you realize there is no going back.
