Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
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Monterey Bay Aquarium
Mike Driver
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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Today's Document
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ellievsbear
Origami Around
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Peter Solarz
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@sydbutpersonal
they dont tell you how difficult it is to do literally anything with an undiagnosed mother. what if you remembered to pick up the prescription that stops me from hurting myself or others. after i have told you every day for a week. what if you also filled out the forms that i need so i can go to college. am i going insane here
and yeah. i never blocked any of them on anything. because in my mind there was this sliver of hope that i would get an apology. hell even a sign that they cared. but not a single one of them can even fucking acknowledge how shitty they were to me. and knowing me? im gonna keep them added on discord because im a fucking sucker. and i still think that 11 years of my life werent wasted on people who dont give a damn about me. and maybe i will get that damn apology even if its too late
my life is a fucking joke man holy shit. literally pulled into sonic because i was having a shitty day. all i want is a grilled cheese. girl brings me my grilled cheese? oh yeah of course. no yeah. girl that brings me my food is also a girl that bullied me + minorly sexually assaulted me. im like 3 towns over from where we went to school together too
my mom and i are both equally manipulative assholes which really comes to a head when she insists that somethings fine and i go okay :) thanks :). you wish i would take everything back and let you win
shes mad because she told me weeks ago we would go to this waterpark. and i said okay i will call off work then!!! and now she is too tired and doesnt want to go because we just got back from vacation. and im like well. i called off for this. and also at this vacation i already let you cancel my single activity i had planned. so im going to need you to get your head out of your ass
my mom and i are both equally manipulative assholes which really comes to a head when she insists that somethings fine and i go okay :) thanks :). you wish i would take everything back and let you win
suicidal tendencies got NOTHINGGG on me. (just dyed my hair)
so scary that ive put so much time and effort in love into making my room a perfect little safe space. and i have one more year with it. and then my stuff will go to storage and my walls will be painted over. and i have to start completely fresh
i think im so hyperromantic (if thats a word) is because i spend about 90 percent of my time taking care of people and really the only thing i could ever ask for is someone to take care of me. shrugs
its like maybe if someone ELSE made me feel like im worth the effort to love then i could love myself easier. like i pick up peoples shifts and i clean and i do anything anyone asks of me so that maybe theyll like me and its instead just feeling like conditional love
i think im so hyperromantic (if thats a word) is because i spend about 90 percent of my time taking care of people and really the only thing i could ever ask for is someone to take care of me. shrugs
been really into repeatedly slamming my phone into my face as hard as i can recently
WHAT IS WRONG WITB ME. I CANT STOP SAYING THE WROGN THINGS. EVERYTHING I SAY IS INCORRECT. ITS JUST SOCIAL FAIL OVER ANDOVER AGAIN. WHG. WHY. WHY
okay fine i guess its time to accept the fact that my mother will always love my father more than me
if i wasnt Literally One Year Away from graduating and going to college i probably would kill myself. literally every day has been awful and will continue to be awful until i am out of here. and i am so close
this month has been a new low of worst time of my life but i cant even talk about it cause i hate therapy and none of my friends want to listen to that and my mom hates me and my blog is already full of me complaining. so i will just be keeping it all in ohhhh yeah baby this will not go wrong
worst fucking day imaginable and all i want to do is sh but im like. well itd be embarrassing if i was off my meds for only 2 weeks and started again
i say im so many years clean of sh but im fucking not. now when i get upset i just punch myself in the face as hard as i can instead of the usual
cried for the first time in while. im so tired of everyone in my family hating eachother