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i think its very funny when someone in tiktok comments is like "hmmmm i think i have DID!!! sometimes i forget things and i feel like different people hmmmmmmm" and instead of immediately accepting it like "ok its DID" someone says "research other disorders like adhd, ptsd, bpd, schizophrenia first because DID is very severe as well as uncommon, or it might not be a disorder at all its just identity disturbance as someone undergoing growth/puberty" and then they basically reply "ahuhuhaha you fool... i already have 3/4 of those!!! just cough up the armchair diagnosis already..." also they never suspect OSDD despite the fact that it's more likely you'd have that over DID
oh no i dont think i have anything to say about that its just very very funny
Even if you were a difficult child, you didn't deserve to be hurt.
how this week has felt
wait i just found out you can be nice to people and be their friend i thought we had to kill them all cause i was raised in a lab to be a living weapon
"RAMCOA & OEA isn't real; it's fake or exaggerated for attention online. We'd see a lot more cases if it was."
Except you do see us.
We're on the front page of your favorite porn site. We're the tweaking homeless person you pretend not to look at on the street. We're your favorite political talking point. We're the infant in the emergency room screaming from a pain they can't comprehend. We're the black lines in classified files you make jokes about. We're buried in the backyards of farmhouses that have long since returned to nature. We're the ones who sold you drugs in high school. We're the classmate you bullied for growling and barking like an animal. We're the product of a $200 billion industry. We're the blood on your favorite politician's hands. We're alive and dead and existing as fragmented states in between.
You just refuse to look too closely because it makes you uncomfortable.
You laugh but this is literally how it feels doing alter intros
I hate that my brain just equate human = danger for me. I can allow exceptions now that I’m opening up, but when they’re not around I’m back to being absolutely scared again.
Yesterday at the diner, husband could tell I was in my head about some things. I didn't feel cranky exactly, but I was responding to things a bit aggressively and my words were more curt and abrasive. It's what happens when I'm busy trying to beat back my feelings with a rolled up newspaper and also participate in conversation.
Husband asked me what had me in a bad mood, and I tried to brush it off. Just a stupid spiral from a dream that I couldn't get out of, etc. Stupid thoughts about things that can't be changed.
He gives me A Look and says, "Well, those thoughts are going to be in there anyway, you may as well talk to me about them. Maybe they'll even find their way out of your head for a while."
And god damn it, he was right. I talked about my stupid feelings, they turned into Our stupid feelings, and then they left me alone for the rest of the day.
they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of
"ah yes, it is time to get some sleep at the time we normally sleep at"
the humble somniphobia holder:
It pains me to see people who struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, and Traumatic Brain Injuries get roped into the plural community.
As a person who struggles with severe BPD and Bipolar Disorder, I can say for a fact that compartmentalizing your emotional shifts into separate, distinct identities is harmful. Potentially even dangerous.
By doing this, you're worsening the dissociation that already exists between these mood swings, and you're hindering the integration process that is required for any sort of recovery in treatment for BPD. This means worsening your pre-existing tendency to split, also known as black-and-white thinking, or all-or-nothing thinking.
Splitting as a pwBPD already puts the majority of us at risk, and you're telling me you're "coping" or "managing" your symptoms by exacerbating them? By putting yourself in danger?
The thing is, not 100% of pwBPD experience dissociation. It's roughly around 80% of us who do, and by exacerbating your symptoms, you even put yourself at risk of inducing it on yourself.
The entire point behind DBT treatment specialized for BPD is to integrate these emotional, nonautonomous states to reduce the symptoms of BPD, especially "splitting."
Once again. These are emotional, non-autonomous states. They are not separate identities like the dissociated, autonomous states in CDDs.
They're not a result of separate beings. They're a result of your difficulty in regulating your emotional responses. The sooner you accept that, the quicker you can learn to cope and manage.
This goes the same for Bipolar Disorder, except that for people with Bipolar Disorder, only about 50% of us experience dissociation. So yes, you could also risk inducing dissociation or worsening it by treating your mood swings as separate entities.
Though when it comes to TBIs, we don't have firsthand experience with this, but we have spoken to others before about their own recovery and have done light research regarding it. ( We have also spoken about it with our mother, who has been in the medical field for over 20 years and is still working in healthcare. )
DO NOT DO THIS.
Attempting to or actively compartmentalizing the effects and symptoms of your TBI into these separate, distinct identities is actually discouraged in the medical field and community. Not only can it worsen or exacerbate your symptoms, but it could also put you at risk of developing "Borrowed Identity Syndrome."
Now, I know I have no problem with when someone decides to recover, but it is a problem when you're actively encouraging anti-recovery ideals to other vulnerable people, especially minors.
I've said this once before, and I'll say it again: the plural community is a rebranded hate group that targets and preys on the vulnerable and susceptible.
In all honesty, I may do a deeper dive regarding this topic in the future, but I am unsure at the moment. Though if anyone else is interested in the topic, I encourage you to try as well.
NOTE : This post is a queued, old draft. I, Vil, am not too keen on being on social media anymore after something unrelated to Tumblr. I'll attempt with a hiatus first, but who knows, I may transfer the ownership to someone else if anyone wants it. I think I would rather focus on my own system and our recovery before facing people who love to terrorize traumatized people.
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