Can't Keep Running from Debt - Nov 21 2013
Can’t Keep Running from Debt Money Handling… I am not good at it
Money is truly the root of all evil, and misery.
After finding out that I had paid my one of my monthly bills twice, I find that doing that completely overdrew my account and I didn’t find out about it until almost a week after it happened. So the bank charged me for every day that I had that negative balance. Not a good way to start off your morning.
Needless to say, I called in some favors and asked about money that some of my friends owed me and I paid it. But as a result of that, I have my very budget oriented mother trying to help me set up a plan that can get me out of this hole that I have dug myself into long before this most recent money debacle.
I know that she is only trying to help and has no intention of insulting me or agitating me in any sense, but I can’t help but be annoyed and well… insulted. (But realize that she is right, I do need help and I am big girl enough to recognize when to swallow my pride.)
SO, as it turns out I, of course, am not the only one who is in debt. My friend are going through the same things, the only thing different is that they have had a handle on their debt longer, most of them anyway. I need to learn to get a handle on my fear of money and money handling. Just because I do not like to do it, does not mean that I can just avoid it.
Dear lord do I hate money.
Thank You for Reading, ~Ab-Senpai
