#200lbs

[thickening-boy]

officially 200lbs :)

this happened way sooner than i thought lol

turns out getting fat it really easy when i eat as much and whatever i want on top of chugging thousands of calories of shakes every night before bed.

i love waking up heavier each day.

[queer-and-bloating]

Hit (and exceeded) 200lbs!!!

Been trying for over a year and a half and I'm finally only 10lbs away from the heaviest I've ever been!

Can't wait to surpass it 😈😈😈

[crybabycherub18]

ughhhh starting fresh on here is so hard. it makes me wish i never deleted my old account. predators stay away this time around, eh?

[em-in-the-gym]

This is my breaking point.

I started this blog in 2013 when I was 17. I’m 24 now and guess what? I’ve never once met my goal weight. In the past 3 years I’ve fluctuated from 135-202. I don’t even recognize my body right now. I gained 60 pounds within a year and I’ve got the stretch marks and crushed spirit to prove it. I tried doing keto and that’s when I actually got closest to my goal weight. I got down to 135 and then I couldn’t sustain it anymore and I ballooned back up to 160, tried keto again, failed, and gained even more than I had lost. I started this new year off by counting calories and getting more exercise in but I just took a few days off this week and somehow just gained more weight? Why the hell can I not lose weight anymore? I can put myself in a deficit and not lose a pound and then I’ll sniff a pizza and gain 5.

I’ve decided to weigh myself once a month. Here’s January. I was hoping to be in the 180’s by this point since I started at 196. I have a doctor’s appointment on Monday, feb 1, and I’m absolutely dreading the weight conversation with my gyno. Back to counting calories and exercising regularly, I guess I can’t have any days off if I want to get this weight off. Sending love and luck to everyone else out there in the same boat.

[flawl3sspixxels]

#083120 🤳#TransformationTuesday, but #OnAMonday. . . . 🎬🎞📽 "''#YourSayingItWillBeDifficult!?' - #SirAnthonyHopkins '#VeryDifficult' - #EthanHunt. '#Good. #ThisIsNotAMissionDifficult #MrHunt, #ItsAMissionImpossible. #Difficult should be a #WalkInThePark #ForYou.''" 🎬📽 #MissionImpossible2 🎞🎥. #30waist <#200Lbs #MissionAccomplished. ⚫🛐⚪✝️♓3️⃣⚪🔚⚫ (at Tattooine) https://www.instagram.com/p/CElQ-TvF9dh/?igshid=ynzpt0fcb37p

[plusperfect]

Update 11/11/18

Starting weight: 217lbs

Last weeks weight: 203lbs

This weeks weight: 200lbs

1lb away from breaking the 200lb mark!!

5 weeks in and I feel like I’m doing well, I average at about 3.4lbs weight loss per week. If I continue at this rate (I know I won’t) then I will be down around another 24lbs by New Years, which means I will only have 10lbs to lose in Jan to hit my first major goal, and 10lbs to lose til I hit my ultimate goal weight.

Gonna start adding in exercise into my routine now, gonna do ab workouts every other day to begin with then add in arms and legs as I go.

Still dairy free, still gluten free, I’m not drinking as much water as I should but I’m getting there, and I’m so close to this first weight goal!!!

Went for a 15km bike ride and a 10.5km walk yesterday through a lovely forest with my friend and we saw some otters(maybe beavers but the tail didn’t look right), a mum and baby, which was amazing!

Going to a jazz festival today which should be good.

[ashleysrevenge-body-blog]

Struggling.

I’m so tired of starting this weight loss journey and quitting and starting again. I’m easily discouraged when I don’t see any changes in my body and I constantly feel like people are judging me when I go work out.

My love life has been a mess; I eat to make myself feel better. I know it’s a horrible thing to do but I have a 60/40 success rate with the comfort food. My birthday is next week and I have so many mixed emotions about it. My life is nothing like I thought it would be at this age and I can’t help but feel that maybe some of the things I dreamed of as a teenager just aren’t meant for me.

I look in the mirror and cringe. I had a Groupon for a massage I actually let expire because I couldn’t bear the thought of a stranger massaging my back fat.

I let my weight get in the way of putting myself out there socially and its stopped me from breaking out of this in-between relationship with a guy I’m head over heels with for YEARS. Thinking whatever he gives me is what I deserve.. I’ve literally conditioned myself to think that way.

I’m discouraged and frustrated.

[runchelle]

#thickness #curvesarein #lilstacks #trillche #laluz #allme #happy #healthy #under40 #over30 #200lbs #160hereicome (at 24 Hour Fitness - Galleria, TX)