Oh, man, I'm fucked.
My legs ache so bad - walking feels like wading through custard, they're so fucking heavy. My good knee has been hurting all day, my bad knee cannot compensate. I had to walk a fuck-tone. I couldn't pick up my pain meds so I'm reliant on basics and it might as well be Smarties.
Every muscle hurts. All my lower joints are screaming.
This is week 14 (7 jabs) on Adalimumab and I feel worse right now. But there's been absolutely no improvement, that's for certain.
Shouldn't there be, by this point?
And tomorrow I have an MRI of my brain to start the ball rolling in finding out if I have IICP. 😭
Send the coroner round, I might just expire now.
















