hi guys i'm rereading this two-part series for the fourth(?) time and i needed to share it
Eddie vs. Romance by allyasavedtheday / @littlespoonevan
it's always on the tip of my tongue
“You wanna talk about it?” Buck asks after a beat. He doesn’t drink his beer. Eddie doesn’t either. It’s a crutch, mostly. A pretence, so that if the conversation gets too deep, too fast they can blame it on the alcohol. Eddie appreciates it.
As he thinks about Buck’s question he wonders where to start. He’s told Buck some of it, the important parts, but not- not what compelled him to do any of it in the first place. In the end, he can only think of one thing.
Swallowing around the lump clogging his throat, he says, “I don’t think I know how to be in love anymore.”
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The first part which explores Eddie and his complex history and understanding of romance.
an inch away from more than just friends
“I think Eddie’s in love with me.”
She gapes at him, mouth working for a response that doesn’t come until Chimney beats her to it.
“Eddie’s what?”
Maddie claps her mouth shut, stepping aside to let Buck through. Chimney’s on the floor in the living room with Jee playing with her tea set.
“You’re not involved in this conversation,” Buck says, pointing at him. “It’s your fault in the first place for even putting the idea in my head.”
Maddie apparently finally finds her voice, appearing at Buck’s side and looking between them. “I’m sorry, what? How did Chim put the idea in your head?”
“Him and Hen!” Buck exclaims, waving a hand. “They told me I should pay attention to how much Eddie wants to be around me.”
“And you took that to mean he’s in love with you?” Chimney asks incredulously.
(In which Buck has a clipboard and a list and is about to romance the hell out of Eddie Diaz.)
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The second part which is much lighter, like a treat after diving into Eddie's psyche. From Buck's POV and happens to include one of my favorite romance quotes ever written.
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these two fics together make up one of my favorite eddie character studies + buddie stories ever put to paper from my favorite buddie author, allyasavedtheday (@littlespoonevan), whose ao3 username autofills when i begin typing it on my phone. it's short, just about 28k words together, and both parts are rated T. if you give it a shot and truly hope you enjoy :)
















