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brain keeps going around with

did I facilitate Eclipse's redemption too quickly and conveniently

is he unrealistically and unbelievably nice now

even though we've seen him be nice (to the Dark Arms)

#eclipse the darkling #eclipsed escapades au #always second guessing #like no longer fighting Shadow is one thing #but getting him to be decent to non Black Arms #that's the trick

An INFJ dealing with compliments

my mother: *compliments me*

me: I don't buy it. She's my mother. Mothers have to say stuff like that. She only says that because her own mother never said stuff like that to her and she doesn't want me to have a self esteem as crappy as she does. How sweet, but that still doesn't make it true what she says.

a friend: *compliments me*

me: I know this girl better than I know myself, and I know exactly how she acts when she says nice stuff that she only says because she thinks the other person wants to hear it. This is it. That's sweet of her, but I don't buy it.

some acquaintance: *compliments me*

me: Who the hell are you, why are you talking to me, what do you want from me? Go away. *sprays bottle*

a random child: *says something remotely nice*

me: Awww, this is the sweetest thing I've heard in my entire life. I believe everything she says to me. I love her, let me keep her.

#always second guessing #nice things people say to me #and always questioning their motives #that's probably not entirely bound to infj #but still #infj #compliments #me losing at life #also let me tell you #i love children so damn much #children are the purest thing #let me love all of them #mbti

Nothing ever ends up good for me. It’s just always bad bad bad, which is why I regret a lot of shit. No regrets my ass. Bullshit.

#always second guessing #always over everything #never thinking positively #something gotta give #its always take take take

Hopelessly stuck in a world full of mind games

#mind games #always second guessing #just be straight with me

Mistaken, Always Second Guessing

At some point you're gonna sit in your bed and cry about everything that's happened to you that day. You're gonna have a day where everything goes perfect. Nothing is ever going to go as it's planned. You're going to have a best friend then find out that they talk shit about you behind your back.You're going to meet the most amazing person in the world, fall in love, and then get left behind and forgotten about a month later. You're going to go on vacation and miss everything about it when you leave. You're going to have the best day of your life. You're going to have moments where you feel like nothing could bring you down and everything is perfect. You're going to go to parties, and then get taken advantage of. You're going to have someone who you share everything with, then slowly fade away from each other and eventually never talk again. You're going to spread around. You're going to take pictures and think "what was I thinking?" a year later. You're going to go on the most amazing trio and meet the most amazing people ever and then never talk to or see them again. You're going to fall in and out of love. You're going to tell someone something and it's going to spread around. You're going to read something that breaks your hear, but you can't stop reading it over and over. You're going to miss someone everyday but have nothing to do about it. You're going to have awkward moments where you see someone and remember everything that you've been through together. You're going to be a bitch to someone but not realize how much it effected them. You're going to have to act like you don't care, when really, you're heart broken. You're going to kiss people and regret it later. You're going to miss a lot. Don't slow down. Don't have regrets. Don't live in the past. Don't live in the future. Live for right now. SMILE. You're young, and only getting older. Don't let anyone stop you.

#mistaken #always second guessing #life #teenager