#anhedonic

[schizoposts]

schizophrenia made me lose my spark. the body still moves but it's lost its inherent essence. the machine still operates but its essential qualities are gone. negative symptoms are treatable but no therapy can put a soul back in a body

[paralyzedthoughts]

I hate modern society so much, but I would hate living in any era. I fucking hate humans. Humans are the reason this world is full of suffering.

[bleachedduck]

i don't think i've felt a genuine emotion since i was sixteen. everything feels fabricated or forced.

[1chezpop]

being hyperaware of the experiences that I will never be able to feel is killing me

[chainlink22]

I learned to leave before anyone can want me

I’m not in love I’m just lonely

So I masterbate every night till I’m sore

There is no bottom to hit anymore

[drondskaath]

Futility | Anhedonic | 2021

Australian Death/Doom Metal

Artwork by Dan Sealey

https://futility.bandcamp.com/

[optimiserablic-blog]

hey if you’re anhedonic right now, chewing a shitton of mints is a quick and easy harmless way to be able to feel something not necessarily something awesome just. something intense that isn’t pain or suffering or nothingness. like that void of nothingness in your chest will now be minty-fresh at the very least

[fhtagn-and-tentacles]

STARGAZING IN DOZAC 

by Mitchell Nolte for Anhedonic