༝༚༝༚ jean kirstein headcanons ! ⋆˚࿔
au: modern college/uni life!
warning: nsfw lol! spice is a lot... spicier than my eren one...
includes: general, personality, appearance, friends, as ur bf, spicy
inspired by my jean kirstein fic: cherry flavoured!! can be read on wattpad and ao3.
a/n: these are MY personal headcanons, if you don't agree with stuff that's fine lol, it's a headcanon for a reason. i don't normally write smut/spicy stuff so if it sounds awkward its cause im probably bad and just awkward abt it LOL. this is a lengthy (very long) post. wc: 5.6k
general/random!
⟢ half german (dad), half french (mom); jean is french for douchebag btw (slap aot ref LMAOO).
⟢ knows how to speak french; not a lot he's close to being fluent but he only speaks it with his mama. never speaks it in front of people usually, including his close friends because he's lowk embarrassed that his accent sounds weird asf. (it doesn't he sounds so so so sexy)
⟢ however if he's tried, pissed tf off, drunk, he will start talking in french / mix his sentences (canadian francophone core lowk)
⟢ his voice is deeper in french and there's A LOT more emotion and like just general yearn in his tone cause french is just such a romantic language (saying this as someone who is fluent in french LMAO)
⟢ once again we got ANOTHER mama's boy. loves his mom to death, even if he lowk used to be SUCH an asshole to her in front of people smh. calls her maman (french for mom), or mama (<3).
⟢ that one time he was an asshole to her in front of his friends after she called him jean-boy is one of his life's biggest regrets and to this day he apologizes for it and feels SO guilty abt it
⟢ nerd. nerd. nerd. man is a NERDDDDDD A LOSER NERD. he LOVES classic novels (oscar wilde, jane austen, emily bronte, fyodor dostoevsky).
⟢ at first he lowk only started reading classics like the picture of dorian grey to look cool and mysterious but he soon realized that classics were actually really good and he genuinely enjoyed them
⟢ cinema buff. loves classic films like LOT trilogy, the godfather, scarface, fight club, whiplash, etc. BUT he also secretly loves romcoms and tragic yearning romances like la la land, pride and prejudice, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, 10 things i hate about you. but also loves other movies that would be on a teenage girls fav movie list like beautiful boy, interstellar, little women, lady bird. also brokeback mountain stan. he cries every single time he watches that movie.
⟢ he would not like timothee chalamet. i said what i said. even though he really enjoys the guys acting.
⟢ lowk a performative male without really noticing it or trying. it's just like built in him to be a genuinely attractive guy to women. (just never the women he actually likes unfortunately) like HE IS the female gaze.
⟢ lowk a raging bisexual icon but he often confuses feelings of romance for those of stronger platonic friendships (case in point marco- but lowk jean was genuinely in love with marco but just didn't have the balls to say anything or admit it to himself but everyone lowk knew it...) (also found armin very very attractive even after learning he was a boy and not a girl LMAO. we love jearmin in this household)
⟢ LOVES music. over like 200k minutes on his spotify wrapped. his fav artists/bands would definitely be cigarettes after sex, the arctic monkeys, jeff buckley, radio head, the smiths, the cranberries, frank ocean but also tyler the creator, a$ap rocky, drake, kendrick, carti, kanye, central cee, and unironically he enjoys taylor swift (only her older songs and some songs from ttpd, hates the new taylor). again seems performative but it mostly isn't- he's just naturally like this. he likes everything.
⟢ with that said he had a shit ton of playlists and will make his friends playlists for their birthdays or just randomly and would probably burn them onto cds. but he might chicken out and not give them it cause he feels like it's lame.
⟢ has multiple pairs of headphones on him at all time. wired. airpods. over-ear. his fav is however wired, but he usually has an airpod in one ear at all time playing music.
⟢ unironically team jacob, team stefan, team second lead male love interest (cause he relates asf)
⟢ would be VERY into pop culture and celeb gossip but tries to be lowk abt it. he knows the ENTIRE phoebe bridgers paul mescal daisy edgar jones thing and is invested to the point where he follows a gossip page
⟢ he'd have a public ig account where he follows everyone from school and uni and stuff but he'd also have a close freinds/spam acc with like 12 followers where he just shit posts and posts vlogs and videos of his friends and pics of himself.
⟢ he would have a tiktok and he'd probably post fit checks and hockey stuff probably. stuff like this LMFAO and also this
⟢ would be very close friends with everyone but especially sasha and connie who are like his younger siblings, marco who is his rock, and eren who he will never admit to liking but he genuinely cares very very much for him. would also notably confide in armin when he needs a proper no bullshit answers and advice. him and ymir would get along well enough (drinking + smoking buddies), but ymir thinks he's a pretentious rich douchebag LMAOOO and also he probably has tried hitting on historia at some point so that doesn't help.
⟢ black coffee. no milk, no creamer, no sugar. straight black coffee. he likes hot black coffee in the winter or when it's cold he'll sometimes put a little butter in it cause his throat gets sore easily. in summer he loves iced americanos and connie and sasha make so much fun of him for it cause plain black coffee is so yuck
⟢ knows how to cook. helped his mama in the kitchen growing up (only child core) and will often cook for sasha to show he cares for her <3
⟢ athletic. i've seen a lot of people say he'd play football and i can sorta see it but lowk I feel like he'd be just so so so much better at ice hockey. i feel like he'd be known for being very graceful for a hockey player. he just gives off canadian (specifically french-canadian) hockey bro vibes but he's the least douchebaggiest on the team of exclusively douchebags
⟢ chews a lot of gum as well since he always needs to make sure his breath smells good
⟢ he would love cats. would specifically have a black cat with like green eyes
⟢ very very nice neat handwriting. knows how to write in cursive.
⟢ studious asf. very competitive about his grades. when he was younger he used to flaunt the fact that he was so smart because he studied hard, but as he got older he was more quiet about it.
⟢ he would probably study psych (abtr reference...) or business (i feel like his dad would be a business owner/own a law firm perchance). however, he doesn't really even enjoy what he's studying. he tried to convince himself that he did but it was lowk just because the degree would provide him a secure future... he craves stability... but...
⟢ his true passion it art. he loves to paint, draw, sketch all of it but he never pursued it because 1) his dad discouraged him and told him it wasn't a safe career and he'd never make it in the industry 2) he genuinely thinks he's not any good- not trying to humble brag or fishing for compliments or reassurance; he GENUINELY does not think he's good. he's very secretive about his art, not a lot of people know he even does it and he gets very defensive about it and will even get mad if you try and bring it up in front of others, especially his parents.
⟢ also with that said, he doesn't have the best relationship with his dad. i feel like his dad was always just busy with work and was never around much (which is why jean is so close to his mom) but his dad also expected a lot from him and jean genuinely looked up to his dad growing up and wanted to always impress him so he'd study really hard and try to get the best grades and he was always pushy with people cause he wanted to act better than everyone else but it was lowk just because he wanted his dads attention...
⟢ more on his family; he's not like super rich considering he lives in trost, but his family is def comfortable compared to a lot of his friends families.
⟢ a pretty big car guy. him and eren probably worked at a mechanic shop in highschool/uni (jean more for fun since he didn't really need a job). him and eren would talk about cars a lot. ymir and him too probably since i imagine ymir as a mechanic hehe
⟢ want's a big family. because he was an only child + he grew up around sasha and connie's families that were big and they had a lot of siblings and he was always lowk jealous cause sasha and connie weren't his real siblings and they had actual siblings </3
⟢ would be the best dad ever. so supporting and loving and spoils them rotten. would be a fantastic girl dad specifically. he wants a daughter more than anything in the world.
⟢ took piano and horseback riding lessons as a kid.
⟢ FATASSSSSSS. eats so so much. especially omelets. he loves omelets. but his nicotine addiction in the recent years has killed his hunger </3
⟢ loves loves loves ice cream. his fav dessert. a nice big scoop of expensive ass vanilla bean ice cream after a long day MMHMMM.
⟢ cigarettes > vapes. he hates people who vape and thinks they are posers asf and pussy cause just smoke the damn cigarettes vapes are terrible for u.... (cigs are also just as bad but hey)
⟢ thankfully u can like 90% of the time not smell the cigarette smoke on him. he's very clean and careful abt it.
⟢ drinks. he likes beer but he prefers whiskey or bourbon.
⟢ likes flowers a lot.
appearance.
⟢ this specifically his how i feel like he'd look. also this. and this.
⟢ i specifically always imagine him to look like a mix of jeff buckley and a little bit of chase crawford (specifically him in gossip girl as nate archibald LOL)
⟢ TALL. SO SO SO TALL. (taller than eren ofc and ALWAYS makes sure to point it out.)
⟢ not pale but also not as tan as eren. he's very sunkissed??
⟢ would have lots of moles/birthmarks on his body
⟢ body is muscular but on the leaner side. in between how lean eren is and how buff reiner is because he plays hockey.
⟢ lanky asf. legs for days and long arms
⟢ big veiny hands, but they are more like delicate looking (??) and his fingers are slender. he has pretty hands. i like hands.
⟢ you would think that he has callouses but his hands are SO fucking soft and they smell really nice
⟢ fun fact: french men tend to be pretty hairless.. jean doesn't get a lot of hair on his arms/legs/chest, however he has a happy trail 🤤
⟢ with that in mind, he also lowk struggles to grow out his facial hair like eren but he actually keeps it and doesn't just shave it off- he's probably on menoxidil and has an extensive beard care routine for that fuckahhh goatee. (connie and sasha have both pointed out how it looks like pubes on multiple occasions)
⟢ smells REALLY good. citrus, vanilla, warm musk, sandalwood- he would just smell so so so amazing. i wanna lick him.
⟢ takes A LOT of pride in the way he looks. if he sees a mirror he is unfortunately the type of guy who will stop and stare at himself and will fix his hair
⟢ long thick eyelashes that are naturally curled that im totally jealous of
⟢ showers twice a day. this bitch is CLEANNNN
⟢ his hair would be that ashy blonde color a lot of french people have but in the sun it sometimes comes off as a strawberry blonde <3
⟢ mullet. yes. ofc. over grown in the back, occasionally gets it cleaned up. reference image for when it's grown out 🤤 vs fresh cut
⟢ the prettiest honey brown eyes. like this super nice light golden color and if ur up close there's flecks of green so they are technically hazel
⟢ BIG ASS NOSE. LONG. POINTY. HAS THAT BEAUTIFUL FUCKING BUMP ON THE RIDGE... MMMMMMMMMMM (exactly like this.) so so so so so so sexy
⟢ is just so so so pretty and perfect looking and attractive oh my lordddddddd
⟢ dresses very very nicely. a lot more put together than connie and eren who tend to dress for street ware. lots of button up casual dress shirts (sleeves rolled up to the elbows so u can see his veins YAS GOD!!!!), crewnecks, quarter zips. when he does wear tee's they are more fitted. will wear grey sweats and zip ups during exam season. lots of neutral colors, greys, browns, but he wears darker shades of green, reds (maroon would prob be his fav color icl), navy. no yellow. never any yellow. he dislikes yellow clothing.
⟢ i don't think he'd get any tattoos tbh. if he ever did get one it would be very very very meticulously planned out. he likes the idea of tattoos and how they look, he just isn't sure abt them on himself.
⟢ not a huge jewelry person. has a couple of rings and chains. i see him as a gold person tbh... would have a gold chain. maybe a dog-tag?
⟢ not really appearance but lowk his aura is just so sexy. like he just screams sexy. like just looking at him or being near him MMMMM turns literally every girl ever on (me. im every girl)
⟢ sasha and historia have painted his nails in the past and he's open to doing it again. yes. bisexual confident in himself icon rmr?
⟢ doesn't really blush but when it's cold his nose gets red. when he's embarrassed his ears are bright red.
personality
⟢ can come of as THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE EVER. idgaf what anyone says this man is just so sassy and stupid he just seems straight up mean at times...
⟢ specifically he is a loud, judgemental, sharp-tongued asshole who says what everyone else is thinking- often without thinking twice about it himself. he doesn't care if what he says will hurt someones feelings in the moment- especially if he doesn't know this person, dislikes the person, or specifically if he finds the person attractive he will be an even bigger jerk cause he's so stupid and doesn't know how to express himself LMFAO
⟢ he's very very very blunt. rarely ever sugar coats things and gets straight to the point.
⟢ a flirt. so so so flirty. flirts with everyone. and he's SO damn good at it. he's naturally very charming to the point where it's annoying. often the flirting is a defense mechanism, an ego boost, and sometimes he just genuinely enjoys the banter. not a sleazy flirt for sure.
⟢ very pessimistic. he's a realist for sure. likely his worst trait. always thinks of the worse case scenario and assumes that things won't go the way he wants them too. it's not that he's hopeless- he's just practical.
⟢ teases people a lot hehe. he just loves to poke and provoke people (him and ymir often gang up on eren, connie, and reiner) for literally no fucking reason other than to get reactions LMFAOO
⟢ similar to eren, he's VERY hot headed. gets angry very quick HOWEVER unlike eren he's verbal first. he explodes emotionally, raises his voice, snaps, but he's not usually the type to get physically violent unless something REALLLLLLLY pisses him off.
⟢ i feel like he doesn't like arguing. he's actually not a very confrontational person, he's just hotheaded. he literally gets into arguments by accident. he finds it difficult to talk about his feelings and put into words what he's thinking about- it's hard for him to articulate his feelings. he also often realizes what he meant to say later on when replaying and overanalyzing the argument LOL
⟢ swears. so fuckin much. "jesus fuck". "fuck you you dumb fucking fuck". "oh for fucks sake." however he's also very mindful and respectful and will almost never swear in front of his parents or people older than him
⟢ swears in french when he's super pissed off.
⟢ when he's comfortable/drunk he's very very loud and outspoken and always has something to say, but very often he gets quiet all of a sudden and zones out. i feel like he gets emotionally overwhelmed easily and just checks out. he's so emo.
⟢ playful asf. jokes to cope!!
⟢ gets easily embarrassed and will hardly show emotions cause he wants to be mysterious so fucking bad. he wants to act nonchalant asf and be like black cat energy naturally like eren, mikasa and levi, but he's just a big golden retriever. he radiates good boy/dog energy so bad
⟢ a diva with an attitude problem.
⟢ overthinks everything for NO REASON BRO. he's always thinking and thinking and thinking- i lowk do think this man would be depressed for literally no reason because he just ruminates so much. canonically jean has a lot of guilt, survivors remorse, pressure, self-doubt, and fears of inadequacy and i feel like all these things can translate into a modern au even if marco (the fire that started jean's character growth) isn't dead, i feel like he'd still be like this...
⟢ very prideful and likes to flex how good he is at things. will loudly boast how good he is at things. can come off as pretentious and self absorbed because of it and lowk... he sorta is... so fucking self obsessed but if i was jean kirstein i totally would be too. HOWEVER that was how he was younger to like 11th maybe 12th grade. in university he's definitely toned it down a lot more and has learned when it's appropriate to do it and has limits. but when he's with like eren or reiner? you best believe he's prideful and so full oh himself.
⟢ easily flustered. this man tries so hard not to get flustered but fails miserably.
⟢ so incredibly caring and thoughtful. he notices a lot of things and has mental lists of the things the people he cares about likes/dislikes. in fact, i feel like he'd have a folder in his notes app for it.
⟢ a natural leader. he would be captain of his hockey team. despite the fact that he's so pessimistic- somehow, it just works. probably because he actually cares deeply for every guy on the team and knows them inside and out and is somehow able to put his pride aside and say meaningful things. (that scene in the rumbling arc where he tells reiner that their scouts </3)
⟢ yearner. yearner. yearner. he yearns like no other. like hello he was into mikasa FOR YEARS despite her never once showing ANY interest in him even after eren was out of the picture. and marco? jean YEARNS for him. everything jean does is in the memory of his dearest friend and soulmate.
⟢ however jean fixates and idealizes. he sees the very best in people to a fault unfortunately.
⟢ i seriously don't think jean would be an f-boy. yes he flirts a lot but it doesn't mean he sleeps around. when it comes to actual real emotional and physical intimacy, he's cautious as fuck. he's not the type to sleep around with random people to pass time or treat sex like it's meaningless. oh, and he's terrible at casual relationships. casual sex, friends with benefits, situationships? the bane of his existence he HATES it.
as your boyfriend <3
⟢ falls in love slowly but its irreversible. he doesn't even realize it's happening at first. he starts to notice small things abt you without even trying, wants to spend more time with you, wants to reach out and touch ur hands, your arms, your waist and he just can't understand why. he'll blame it on the fact that he's just physically attracted to you, but obviously it's SO much more than that. and by the time he eventually clocks it, he's already fucked. when jean loves someone- it's permanent. you will always own his heart even if you break it a million times over and over again.
⟢ LOVES drawing you. has sketchbooks FILLED with drawings of you.
⟢ makes playlists for you. multiple playlists. a new one for every date. for your birthdays. when you have an important test coming up. anything and everything he just loves showing you he cares in this way.
⟢ doesn't seem outwardly clingy but he's always around you. like he's ALWAYS right there. sitting beside you. standing just a little too close. leaning in when you talk. his eyes follow you wherever you go.
⟢ however pda is his kink of all kinks. he adores pda but like very subtle pda. not enough to make people uncomfortable and ick them out and shout at you guys to get a room, but just enough to let everyone in the room know your his. he'll pull you by the waist onto his lap when the gang is sitting together, and wraps his arms around you and buries his head into your shoulder. kisses you so much- not full on makeouts (though he loves to do that in front of everyone too), but forehead kisses, kissing the top of your head, kissing your hands. all of it. he adores when you kiss him first too.
⟢ touch starved. like he literally is like a starving man. hands are constantly on you tbh. if you guys are sitting at side by side at dinner, his hand is on your knee. if you guys are just sitting he grabs your hand and rubs his thumb over your wrists pulse point. when you initiate touch he melts instantly.
⟢ yearnerrrrrr yearn yearn yearn. he'll flirt, joke, try and act nonchalant but trust at night he's replaying ur conversations in his head over and over and over again, overthinking everything he said, remembering all the microscopic little things that you did and wondering why you did those things.
⟢ overthinks the fuck outta your relationship. (before getting together and when you're together as well) jean will convince himself you don't feel the same. and then he yearns even harder. it literally causes him physical pain because he wants you so fucking bad.
⟢ "NOW I WANT SOMEONE BADLY!!" this song is his fucking anthem when he's in love with you so bad.
⟢ a major big fat slut for eye contact. eye contact turns him on so bad oh my god. if you're talking to him and holding eye contact the entire time or if he's telling you something and you guys are holding eye contact trust me that man is rock hard.
⟢ gets flustered in a VERY humiliating way that bruises his ego, especially if you tease him like "hmm jean, don't tell me you like me or something?" his ears go bright red. jaw tightens. he's suddenly very aware of his body and the way he looks and his hands especially- he'll cross his arms over his chest, make fists, shove his hands into his pockets. and he avoids eye contact but keeps glancing back at you while getting increasingly more flustered all the while trying to play it cool (fails miserably) and says things like "fuck off"
⟢ MR DARCY HAND FLEX. MR DARCY HAND FLEX. MR DARCY HAND FLEXXXXXX
⟢ so affectionate in private. so so so touchy it can almost be overstimulating. always grabbing onto your waist, hips, ass. wraps his arms around you, pulls you onto his lap, makes your lay down on top of him, loves putting his head on your chest or lap. he NEEDS to be close to you.
⟢ loves when you touch him absentmindedly. your hand touching his arm while you talk. tracing shapes on his chest. running your hands through his hair. it makes him relax and feel so at ease. sometimes he'll close his eyes without realizing and you lowk freak out and think you put him to sleep with how boring the conversation was.
⟢ loves the sound of your voice and your laugh. loves when you imitate the way he talks like you try to make your voice deeper and shit. LOVESSSS how you talk to pets, specifically his cat who he refers to as your daughter the minute your guys are official.
⟢ with that in mind he literally talks to his cat in a baby voice and would say shit like "ur mama's comin' over tonight so you gotta be good, alright?" hes such a fucking dork omg
⟢ will kiss you a couple of times and then take you out on a date and then when he's absolutely certain your feel even a fraction of what he feels for you, he begs you to let him be YOUR boyfriend. more than you being his, he NEEDS to be yours. your one and only. so he would specifically ask "please let me be your boyfriend" not "please be my girlfriend." PATHETICCCCC
⟢ calls you by your name cause he loves your name so much. but he does also love calling you baby, lover, my love, pretty girl, MY pretty girl, beautiful, my lover, angel, all sorts of names. he also loves calling you pet-names in french!! mon cheri (my dear), ma bell (my beautiful one), ma biche/ma bichette (my doe, ob reference perchance?) and also mon petit chou = my little cabbage. that one probably weirded you out at first but it's actually really cute.
⟢ everyone knows how he feels about you. it's painfully obvious. he's ALWAYS staring right at you. when he talks to you his voice get's softer. he's always checking in on you, asking if you're okay- something he never really does with anyone else.
⟢ he's also always smiling around you but not that cocky smirk he has with everyone else, not it's like a pathetic down bad boyish grin.
⟢ remembers EVERYTHING about you somehow. things you don't even remember about yourself.
⟢ JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS SOOOOOO JEALOUS. and hes SO fucking petty about it to holy fucking shit. imagine you guys are at a party and some guy is hitting on you, you don't really realize it- or maybe u do- well the minute jean sees it he will infact walk over and wordlessly pull you into his arms by grabbing your waist/hips or he straight up grabs your face and kiss you while looking RIGHT at the guy. and he'd smile afterwards and be like oh hey, who exactly are you? bonus points if he knows the guy and pretends like he doesn't remember him LMFAO.
⟢ very possessive as well. you're his. you BELONG to him and he belongs to you. no one else.
⟢ protective as fuck normally ofc but especially when it comes to you. if something happened like you getting into an argument with someone. he will push and push and push until you finally tell him what happened and he won't give up no matter how much you tell him to fuck off. it's so annoying but ugh he just loves you so much he wants to fix everything and take care of you so bad.
(case in point, aot chapter 116)
⟢ the reason why you even avoid telling him what happened 90% of the time is cause you alr know he's somehow gonna get involved in the mess and make it even worse cause hes so fuckin stupid omg
⟢ hates arguing so so much. but with you, he actually tries. he doesn’t shut down or dodge the issue the way he usually does with his friends. when you’re fighting, he wants to get to the root of it instead of pretending everything’s fine, because he cares about you more than anyone else. he actually tries to explain how he feels, even when he doesn’t have the right words and he gets really frustrated because of it. In the heat of the moment, he might snap—say something harsh without thinking—but the regret is instant. He backtracks immediately, voice breaking, apologizing over and over, practically begging for your forgiveness because the idea of hurting you or losing you terrifies him.
⟢ with that said—if you’re genuinely pissed at him, he's a complete pathetic mess. all that pride and ego is GONE. he’ll literally drop to his knees in front of you, hands settling at your hips, forehead resting against your stomach and then he'll looks up at you with tears glassing those stupidly pretty honey-brown eyes—begging. It’s embarrassing. It’s pathetic. he doesn't care though. all he cares about is how bad he needs your forgiveness. he can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t even breathe right knowing you’re angry with him. Every second stretches until it hurts. (Think Art Donaldson in Challengers—that bedroom scene.)
⟢ has so so so much respect for you. only ever has amazing things to say about you. he quite literally worships you. he sees you as the only source of light in his pathetic, miserable life and you are perfect, you can do no wrong literally 99% of the time
⟢ he would never break up with you first tbh and if you did break up he would be in denial until you finally tell him to leave you the fuck alone and then he would try SOOOO hard to hate you but he literally is incapable of it and it makes him so angry so then he lowk just starts hating himself LMFAOO
⟢ wants a life with you the moment he realizes he's in love. and yes, even though he wants kids and a big happy family and all that shit, if you don't want kids that's fine too. he'll do whatever you want as long as you stay by his side.
⟢ domestic intimacy is lowk his fav!!!! he LOVES cooking with you, grocery shopping, studying side by side, sitting in comfortable silence.
⟢ he loves when you wear his clothes around the house or outside.
⟢ when he first realized he liked you he'd literally get hard just thinking about you. your voice. your laugh. your scent. your smile. your eyes. YOU. you are his biggest turn on ever. nothing has ever gotten him as hard as you do.
⟢ at night trust he just repeatedly gets hard replaying your interactions with him that day he's so pathetic holy shit
⟢ but just cause he's pathetic DOES NOT mean he's pathetic in bed. that man is big. i'm talking stallion sized easily 7, 8 maybe even 9 inches big when he's rock solid. like ik that's unrealistic but this is jean kirstein were talking about.
⟢ so big that the first time you felt it you got all nervous and he said something like "i know you can take it my pretty girl."
⟢ rough. possesive asf. hands on your neck, boarderline choking you out (consensually ofc), leaving marks everywhere, using you until your literally shaking, unable to even speak. he has the most stamina out of like any of the aot men and i will die on this hill.
⟢ praise praise praise. he loves to praise you so so so much. literally worships you, whispering sweet nothing constantly.
⟢ his lips would be on yours like every 5 seconds. he loves loves loves kissing you.
⟢ he wants to be able to see your face. hes a missionary and cowgirl fanatic.
⟢ he's so so so needy. literally always in the mood. there has never been a time where you wanna do something and he's NOT in the mood.
⟢ he loves getting you on your knees, burying his hands in your hair and face fucking you until your a mess, your eyes a red and so so so watery, your gagging- he lovessss hearing you gag on him. he has one hand cupped on your face, brushing away tears tellin you you're doing such a good job for him and that you're makin him feel so so so good. AHHH
⟢ when it's his turn to make you feel good, he will literally hold you down and keep going while you beg him to stop saying it's too much. his hands are big like i mentioned and he has long pretty fingers that always hit the right spot perfectly and he is a tongue god holy fucking shit.
⟢ he will tease tf outta you. constantly ruining your orgasm, not letting you cum, leaving you a completely mess to the point where you can't even beg anymore and then he'll smile and be like "what do you want me to do baby?" he loves having that bit of control over you.
⟢ will rip your clothes off and have you stand while he sits at the bed and just stares and stares and stares OR the other way around, you on the bed squirming BEGGING for him to touch you and him just watching you in utter awe
⟢ kissing your thighs and arms and stomach and just any parts of you you may be insecure about and whispering sweet nothing about how fuckin perfect you are.
⟢ loves to fuck you in unconventional places. the bedroom is fine but the thrill of fucking you in a tight dark space, in the car, in the kitchen, the bathroom, THE SHOWERRRRRR. if ur in the shower he begs PLEASE LET ME INNNNN
⟢ your legs resting on his shoulders.
⟢ big nose..... hehe..... sitting on his face- WOAHHHHHH WHO SAID THAT
okay enough im going crazy i love jean kirstein so fuckign much. i think i know/imagine things about him more than people ik irl...
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