#autifein

[themogaidragon]

Autiagender Woman

PT: Autiagender Woman /end PT

Autiagender Woman: a agender-feminine neurogender which can only be understood in the context of being autistic or when one's autism greatly affects one's agender-feminine gender or how one experiences that agender-feminine gender. This can include but isn't limited to: being disconnected from your feminine gender because of autism and therefore being agender, feeling connected to femininity but disconnected from gender due to autism, feeling fem while also having a disconnect from gender all together due to autism, being both autigender and agender-feminine, being fluid/flux/fluix between autigender agender-feminine, being unsure if their gender is agender-feminine and/or to which extents it's agender and feminine due to autism, feeling agender from autism despite having a feminine gender, having no gender identity but some connection to femininity due to autism, feeling comfortable with feminine pronouns/presentation and therefore identify has a woman despite being agender because it helps express that association due to autism, being mostly agender but a tiny bit woman due to autism, having a feminine gender through a genderless lense due to autism, etc.

Can also be called autiagender girl, autiagender gal, autiagender lady or autiagenderfem.

Term coined via combining autigirl, autigender, autifein, autigenderless and agender girl.

Flag designed by combining the autigender girl (link) and autigender agender (link) flags by @ryanyflags. The symbol used is my autigender symbol (link).

[stargarnet03]

Happy Pride Month, everyone!

It's been a long time coming. I've been doing some thinking over the past couple of years, and I've been meaning to post this for a while now, but...

I'm librafemme/autifein/autigender now.

I still identify as cis, but I'm ✨𝓢𝓹𝓲𝓬𝔂 𝓒𝓲𝓼✨ now, if that makes sense. It's like how flavoured water is still water; It might taste similar to cordial/squash, but it isn't.

Last time I tried to come out as autifein, it was in a Helluvaverse discord server a few years back (yes, red flag, I know) and was quickly given the "diabetes isn't a gender" dismissal, so I immediately backpedalled and forgot I even said anything.

I was young and susceptible to peer pressure from older internet strangers back when I was eighteen and fresh into adulthood, but now I don't care about appealing to people when it comes to what labels I or someone else uses, as long as it is in good faith (which it is a vast majority of the time).

So yeah. That's the end of this post. Happy Pride Month, I guess.

[js-gender-log]

Current gender(s): a mix of agender and whimsical yet odd femininity. Girlishness, even. Autifein also feels like it fits

Current pronouns: fae/faer

Euphoria?: Nah

Dysphoria?: Nah

Envy?: Nah