#being ugly

[lifelongavoiding]

being born ugly is the worst thing that can happen to you.

[quid-is-a-skam-stan]

Not to be dramatic but having a body is the worst

[onlyzizi]

I’m so violently unattractive that I hate developing crushes because if someone as ugly as me had a crush on me, I would feel disgusted.

[skmaels]

I hate being ugly. I'm disgusted with myself body. I also hate that I live in a world that judges and values people based on how attractive they are.

[nanaloving]

Sometimes I’m afraid no one is going to truly love me, that I won’t have a person hugging me during the night or when I have a rough day, someone that cares when I’m sick, or just someone. I’ve never had a person like that before, my mom has never cared about me, when I broke my hand on eight grade she ignored me and when she found out I told the teachers about it she made me carry a tv, it’s the same with my scoliosis, I know im not pretty, but ugly? I don’t know. I’ve liked guys before, but always in secret, I would know everything about them but they would never know about me, that’s got it worked. I’ve never allowed myself to like someone for too long, because I know nothing will happen, they won’t look at me, but it’s nice to think they will

[allconsumingspiral]

Every time I see a picture of myself I'm jumpscared of how ugly I am. And I don't mean this in a self deprecating way, my face is just really far of from any beauty standard. It's interesting that eventhough I have seen myself countless of times, my brain kind of forgets how I look and replaces the image of myself with a much more diffuse but better looking version of me.

Does anyone else experiences this?

[vividdreamer]

No one talks about how feeling ugly makes you have very few photos of yourself in your gallery. My last two good selfies were taken eight months apart.

[hauntinglybored10]

I will never be enough & i will always be less