meeting today to discuss my care needs. suggested to get me cheap shower commode (plastic wheelchair for shower or toilet needs). started needing this 1+ year ago. if its agreed I get it, it will be 1-2 months until delivery.
in time since started needing this, have declined. keep getting more disabled. but getting support takes time. i keep declining faster than my supports can catch up.
now my showering needs are more like. carer to wash me while i sit in a tilt/recline shower chair, with sunglasses to block out the lights, and am only barely able to help process, and need help to transfer in/out.
but the reality is i dont have the shower commode thats promised, and I don't have the tilt/recline chair that i need. in reality i have a basic shower chair with a back and arms. and i keep falling forward out of it, or off my transfer board. my knees are getting bruised and i keep banging my arms on tile. and its just going to keep being this way until beurocracy catches up, or i decline enough that i cant shower at all, and need bedbaths or go unwashed.












