That is the question that's been floating around in my brain all day. Just hanging on with little hooks and not letting go.
And why is this question hanging around?
Because I am really, really considering setting the first steps of fulfilling a lifelong dream of mine ... and write an actual sci-fi novel, and become able to really call myself a real author.
And I ... I don't know. One the one hand: it's my dream, and I've had half of this idea for a story for a while now, and it could be fun.
On the other hand: it will take a few years, a lot of hard work that'll push me to the edge of my abilities and I have no idea how I would even get this publishes. How to even start at such a thing? And, you know, it might flop spectaculary.
They say 'everyone can write a book' and I would like to believe that ...I just ....fear I might quit.
Should I take the plunge? Or just stick to fanfiction?