#bitch moan

[the-twitchy-life]

There was no info on treatment of jaw pain with the VNS that wasn’t behind a paywall (wikileaks- take note), so I just googled treatment for trigeminal neuralgia (facial/jaw nerve pain), and got “try an anticonvulsant!”

Which like, been there, doing that.

But option 2 was a capsaicin cream, so I guess I’ll try that.

My jaw has been hurting since like 7 last night, and now I’m getting an all-over headache.  I am a wimp and do not do pain well.  

[the-dreamings]

Continuous State of Existence: INTERNAL SCREAMING FOR BEING 24 AND LIVING AT HOME

[lifeofmods]

So I work in a restaurant with very little aircon- standing beside the heat vent of a fridge and a coffee machine - with a long sleeved black shirt and pants as our uniform.  It’s the middle of Summer and my weather application literally predicts it’ll be “ very hot”  tomorrow. (here’s Fahrenheit for those not in Australia) We have 15 people booked first thing in the morning.  I’m gonna die 8D This is how I imagine myself on my break tomorrow.  Passed out in a puddle of my own sweat cause I can’t handle the heat at all 8D

[the-twitchy-life]

*the sound of despair*

Aaaah-ah-ah-ah-aaaaaawwwhhhh

First the seizures and now waves of nausea?  Could we just NOT?

[missdemonghost-blog]

So many pink, purple, and blue aesthetic blogs and not nearly enough teal. My blog is filled with pink even though it’s not even in my top 3 favourite colours.

I’m also grumpy that most of the “goth” blogs are 13 year old edgelord aesthetic. Can I have some goth blogs that aren’t all “nobody understands me and I love to glorify smoking and drinking vodka” please? 

Send me some recommendations. My queue is running dry.

[little-alternative-girl]

So my neighbors have been fucking loud all night(downstairs blasting their fucking TV) and now it sounds like the neighbors in the next building(WHICH MY BEDROOM WALL IS AND NEXT TO THE STAIRS) are yelling and screaming and banging on doors and shit.

AS IF I CAN’T FALL ASLEEP AT A NORMAL TIME, I HAVE FUCKING ASSHOLES BEING ASSHOLES AND LOUD AND NOW SOME GIRL IS CRYING SOMEWHERE IN THIS FUCKING BLOCK. I THINK OF COURSE IT’S OUTSIDE IN FRONT OF MY BUILDING WHERE YOU CAN DRIVE.

I NEED TO MOVE MY BED AND GET SOME KIND OF SOUNDPROOFING ON MY FUCKING WALLS BECAUSE MY FUCKING LEASE ISN’T UP AND I DON’T HAVE ANYWHERE TO MOVE YET.

[little-alternative-girl]

So the tech guy from CenturyLink came at like 10 to 9 and said he tried calling my number but it was disconnected and that I wasn’t home yesterday. Which is bullshit in itself because 1) I was here all day till 3 and 2)my phone works fine.

But the most bullshit thing I heard is that my Internet is slow BECAUSE it’s slow here. Yeah. Apparently this service’s highest speed is 2 mbps. NOT 200, but 2 in my area.

What the fuck. How do people live like thsi?!

So yeah. I guess it makes sense since it’s free Internet with Student Housing Solutions but COME ON! You should know students need faster speeds then that! I should get Comcast because at least that shit works.

But whatever. I’m going back to bed and I’ll figure out what to do.

[little-alternative-girl]

My neighbors are being assholes as per usual and now there’s some drunk girl kicking and banging the door down in the next building. It wouldn't bother me but it sounds like she’s BANGING AND KICKING AGAINST MY BEDROOM WALL IT’S SO LOUD.

Man I hate college kids.