a bit of some beginning notes and thoughts. consider this my personal study on the plain doll, the hunters workshop, sex and gender in the context of yharnam, as well as how the very game mechanics corroborate that character strength = strength of character. brief mention of gascoigne but this is doll-centric first
when gehrman says "this was once a safe haven for hunters. a workshop where hunters used blood to enhance their weapons.. and flesh. we don't have as many tools as we once did, but you're welcome to use whatever you find. even the doll, should it please you.." like. when I first read it/heard it in 8th grade as an afab player, I was mortified. it grossed me out. the context of the world was painted immediately in the darkest possible light. even though the customization screen had very freeing feeling options that allowed me to make the future adult-me self insert twink body of my darkest prince hamlet inspired dreams, I realized bloodborne was immediately more than just intentional: this is a game that at its core.. is about women, and how they are treated within the context of the world around them.
you can't talk to the plain doll (a character who is basically the only way you can level up) until you receive something that in the top right of your screen simply looks like an eyeball. it is the symbol that refers to "insight" within the game. and I won't spoil how u have to obtain it because it's more fun letting people struggle, but yeah.
but, you can't level up without it. so any "new hunter" that has ever found the workshop or gone there, if they do not have at least '1' single piece of insight.. they cannot speak to the doll..so they're perpetually the weakest hunters: and even hunters fall to being beasts, so it goes.
gascoigne, one of the hunters you are warned not to go near or face, guards the church ahead: the main quest of bloodborne. and yet you find out that a music box is the key item to helping you in his battle. the music sets him out of his beastlike daze.
"beasts all over the shop.. you'll be one of them, sooner or later." he says this before turning to fight you, hinting at a darker context: the hunters workshop has been in peril for a while, outsiders aren't common, and yharnam is falling apart. you create your hunters origin, but once you set foot in yharnam, if you play to the end.. the story then creates the hunter. you don't control much of anything in this world: and if you want to make real change, you have to be willing to sacrifice pieces of yourself, to put your own life on the line and come back.
(beasts all over the old hunters workshop. and some hunters see them better than others, quicker, they can find and knock on the doors.)
even in gascoigne's own beastlike behaviors, he speaks to you, hunter to hunter. those who do not have the insight to level up in this world may think the doll of nothing more as a "plaything", and in a workshop where some people can see a living breathing woman, and others see a mannequin.. you learn how to spot something: a hunter without *any* insight.
despite the fact the church separated hunters into different workshops, there were cracks in the simplest workshop. the fact some hunters could exist, could be healed by blood, but would learn nothing: and not be able to find whatever it is that let's you see something that seems empty.. speak, and emote. and slowly through this world, you can only defeat the strongest monsters if you know how to speak to her. the simplest act is the first step: and the most integral. I theorize this is how they first found the beast disorder: finding those who can't respect a woman. like. legitimately.. that's my moral breakdown of the old church. every boss leading throughout the story feeds into this. I haven't read bloodborne reddit threads in a while because bloodborne is my favorite game ever but I now live in gacha game hell. but zenless zone zero ironically got me thinking about bloodborne again because of their name being phaethon and I was thinking about Greek myths and then I remembered. bro. bloodborne. so later sometime I'll make further story and literary information breakdowns or at least my theories of them
bloodborne's english translation and the words used are so intentional and the writing of bloodborne is fucking fantastic- i really need to talk about my love for bloodborne more. and im replaying it finally which is sparking this post!!!!
more to come soon my bloodborne hunter (named him chestnut 🐎)






