#bluelock ness

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Sharky Sharky 🦈

He went a bit wild 🤭

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man of the year.

track 10 - charli xcx

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's itoshi rin's new girlfriend posting about him showing up at her doorstep in the middle of the night with flowers and all her favorite snacks. until it makes you wonder if he ever loved you as much as you loved him, if he ever truly wanted to care for you all his life. until you wonder if you were ever his love in rin's eyes, or if you were just a 'trial run' for a man who never had a girlfriend before, to know how to treat his next one well. until you wonder if he would ever put the effort to go to your house at midnight, along with your favorite snacks and a bouqet of flowers, but you know he'll do it for her.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's a tiktok slideshow of mikage reo and his girlfriend hugging and kissing her cheek, looking at her so lovingly. until you wonder if he spoilt her the way he never did with you, leaving you by yourself. until you wonder if he looks at her with the same amount of admiration he looked at you with, before it gradually faded. until you think, maybe she is the one he wants to marry, but you know you had that thought first, though you never knew if he thought the same.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until you scroll to see isagi yoichi flaunting his girlfriend to the world. until you wonder why isagi never looked at you like you were the treasure he sought for, dismissing you quietly. until you wonder why he never bothered to show you to the world, despite the fact he loved to make it public with anyone that he's close to them. until you wonder why his eyes didn't shine with you like they did in the photo with his girlfriend, as if he just found the rarest gem in the world.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until you see otoya eita posting his new girlfriend. until you wonder how many he had before you, and how many he'll have after you. until you wonder if this time, he's keen on marrying her, on staying with her forever. until you wonder if you were just temporary, like the others before you, if he already thought you weren't going to be the one that stays with him forever.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until you see news articles circulating about michael kaiser and his girlfriend on the carpet. until you look at his hands on her waist, and you wonder how much she means to him. until you wonder how much you meant to him, when he disliked revealing you to the public. until you wonder if he acted cocky with her jokingly, like her did with you, until it rose to seriousness. until you remember when that used to be you.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until you see paparazzi photos of sae itoshi holding his girlfriend's hand and smiling. until you look far into the distant, wondering if she ever bothers him like you bothered him. until you wonder if he's more tolerable to her, buying her items, comforting her when she felt down. until you wonder what you ever meant to him, when he withdrew from your presence, leaving you feeling alone while not being alone.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's shidou ryusei posting matching extravagant outfits with his girlfriend while having crazy facial expressions. until you remember when he would do that with you, but he was never as excited as he looks in this photo with his girlfriend. until you wonder how much you dragged him down, if you couldn't match his energy, and you wonder how much his girlfriend uplifts him. until you wonder how much of his suggestive jokes he cracks with his girlfriend, and how she responds. until you wonder if he saw you as boring, while he sees his girlfriend as the one for him.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's nagi seishiro's girlfriend posting a photo of nagi laying on her lap, looking up at her while smiling widely. until you wonder how happy she makes nagi, to make him smile that widely. until you wonder if he starts to try, just for her, not for you. until you start to wonder if she's worth loving to him, because, to him you weren't. until you wonder if he decided she was someone worth trying hard for, to put an effort into loving, because you knew you never were. until you wonder if she's a hassle to him, because you knew you were, clingy and overbearing, you wonder if she's everything he wants.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's tabito karasu posting a video of his girlfriend's failed attempt to kick a ball, then cackling loudly. until you wonder how funny she must be, to make him laugh so enthusiastically. until you wonder how important she is to him, to bring him to the field he always trains at, you remember he always avoided the question when you wanted to see him train. until you wonder if he brought her to his hometown to meet his parents and childhood friends, because you had to bring it up to him, and watch a pained expression form on his face as he said hollow 'sure, one day's, but never carried it out.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's alexis ness posting a photo of his girlfriend sleeping on his chest with a caption stating that he was scared to take a breath. until you remember that ness disliked having physical contact with you, a tight smile and a way with words, he always diverted your attention somewhere else. until you wonder if the smile he gives her is real and beaming, for the ones he gave you were forced and tight. until you wonder if he opened up about his childhood fantasy of magic to her, because you knew he hesitated to, with you. until you wonder if he talks about her more than he used to talk about you with kaiser, and you wonder if she's already replaced you in his heart.

"let's hear it from the man of the year" until it's bachira meguru's girlfriend posting a collage of photos of them together, including those when both of their hair is tied up, doodles on each of the faces and a wide smile plastered. until you wonder if he's as giggly with her as he once was with you, if he draws on her hand with a ballpoint pen that you used to write how much you loved him on his hand. until you wonder if she supports him after hearing about his 'monster', and if he presses kisses to her cheek when she doesn't mind it one bit. until you wonder how much he loved you to begin with, he used to look at you with so much love in his eyes, draw so much doodles on your hands, and now he's replaced it with her. so you wonder, what were you to him? and how mediocre a place so low must it have been if you were replaced by him within two weeks.

until you wonder, why couldn't it be me? what is so different between the two of us that you treat us both differently? what was wrong with me that you had to leave? what did i do wrong?

but the past is the past, and though the reality that they've moved on is here, the most you can do is move on too.

a/n: hi sorry for the inactiveness the multi-chara im working on rn is like bunch of aus and stuff so don't expect it anytime soon..... anywayas angst just cause i watched karma from alnst today and btw can you tell bachira is my fav

[rin-rinmicheal]

Fifth time writing!!!UNIVERSITY AU![part 3]Female reader×M.K Featuring:Michael Kaiser-Mentions of trauma,abuse,slow burn love,degration

part 2 got me 20 likes and 1 repost😭💔this lowkey comedy and super slow burn..

Kaisers eyes met your drifting gaze,he scowled-"eyes on that freak,who cant keep his tounge in."he hissed.

Isagi ran back to where you were seated on the bench,a little disappointed in himself for not scoring as he rambled on.

"And then i couldnt find out what i missed!!!"

"He stole the ball,before i could intervine!!"

"And then!-" "yes,yes,my little moe isagi,you can do better,i believe in you"you told him,hoping he would stop rambling into your ear.

Ness scrabbled off the bench to kaisers side,yipping away to the man-who didn't seem to absorb any of his meaningless words.Kaiser only shrugged ness's answers off,as if they were meant nothing to his ears-which they probally were.

You and isagi waited for the teacher to dimiss the class before leaving.

The next weeks had passed in a blur,isagi and kaiser arguing over each other.

The homework piled,you'd finish it within days and repeat,the cca days flashed in blurs of tiring labour.

You were walking past the field,after your cca had just finished,deciding to watch kaiser and isagi finish up with their class.

Kaiser and isagi matched up their shot course-swirvling through defenders,before kaiser made the final shot-the net wirling.

Fangirls on the benches cheered-some were disappointed in their biases,while kaiser spotted you and decided to call you out for staring.

"Oi,princess!"kaiser yelled,giving you his smug signature smirk,while he stood on the field.

The other girls whirled their attention onto you-who was now a walking target for all of kaisers fanbase.Some seethed,others whispered,some only laughed it off.

After all,you were the kid who had that sunny smile,weird habits.The one who wasnt it.

You werent skinny,not fat either..just somewhere in between?

Your results were average back in your old school,nothing about you really stood out,besides the fact that you werent really with a friend group.

Those stares.

The judging ones,where you felt like if you messed up,they would catch you,drag you down to the floor.Spread their lies,whisper their rumors.

Those stares and expressions that looked like they could eat you alive.

The faces waiting for you to fall,to kick you.The faces of envy,digust,joy,sadness,anger,for the past years,all you could rememeber was the faces directed at you.

Words cut sharper than broken glass,each one would pierce into your mind.

'Your so damn bad.'

'Shut up'

'Your voice is so damn unbearable.'

Thats right.You were always the kid who talked to much,smile to bright,laughed to loud.

Everything blurred together,fragments of memories collected,reality and what not.Everything blurred like a fever dream,while you felt hands close around you throat.

"Your the worst."

Nothing left your lips,nothing at all.You felt the suffocating insults,hands wrapped around your throat.Like a force that made your throat dry,needles that pricked into your neck.

'I didnt mean it,forgive me [your name]'

Forgive?

"[Your name]?"

The dam of memories and fragments broke,as if it was water,slipping through your fingers.

"Huh?"you whispered,voice shaking.

"You look..off."kaiser noted,raising his brow,his cold eyes had softened.The glaciers that once glared,looked almost soft,like calm waters.

The field had already emptied out,kaiser was still in his soccer wear,his hand on your shoulder.

He winced slightly,his brow furrowed by a fraction,his eyes yearned for an answer.

What was it he felt?

Concern?

No,his cold heart formed from his father,was stone cold.

The nights of cold winter,the kind that bit into your skin.

He rememebered that life.

[e4rth2u]

me n this kid r on the same page 😎🤝

(chapt 209)

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Fouth time writing!!!UNIVERSITY AU![part 2]Female reader×M.K Featuring:Michael Kaiser-Mentions of trauma,abuse,slow burn love,degration

I forgot to mention in the first part but this takes place in japan!>_< and all characters will be in this school>AU Another thing!some characters will also have a rival path,like a game with many male leads!!!

You noticed-from the corner of your eye,isagi tensing at the screech if the chair.

Isagi met your curious gaze,giving a small smile."no,im fine!im just more sensitive-you could say!"he whispered,leaning over.

You perked,"so it a secret?"

Isagi smile widened"yea,a secret!"You practically beamed at the admission of being let in on a secret.

The teacher started the lesson

"We have a new student,who just transfered in mid term!please be nice to them!"

Meanwhile,you could feel the stares of students around you-directed at the new student-you.The teacher continued blabbering on about P.E(physical education class) regulations and so on.

"So..about..uhm.."you trailed off.."kaiser.."you continued.Isagis expression seemed to darken at the mention of kaiser."im curious,he dosnt seem like hes around here.."you piqed.

"Hes not,most students here are transfers,hes from germany."isagi stated,rolling his eyes-the first sign of real-unfilthered annoyance from his moe like features.

"Kaiser,you seem oddly fixated on her!""shut up."kaiser interupted ness's question,staring holes in the back of you and yoichis head.

"How..amusing"he mewed,pausing as if he was testing the word on his tounge.

The next few classes passed in a blur of whispering,eating and writing.

After a while,you felt a low sizzling sound,your ears catching it,you looked around but didnt see anything.Isagi started rubbing his eyes."something smells.."After a few minutes,most of the students were looking around,as if catching wiff of something.

"BLIIIINNGGG!!!!"The alarms let out a loud blare,high pitched and absoulutly painful to anyone who has sensitive ears.

All students,i repeat all students!THIS IS A DRILL!Please evacuate the building,there has been a fire near exit,3,4 and 6 stairway,please avoid going near the science lab!

Within minutes,students ran out laughing-another excuss to skip class.Isagi grabbed your wrist frimly,bringing out of class."even if its a drill,we have to take it as if it was real!"

"Oh,how charming of you,yoichi~"

Kaiser smirked lazily,grabbing your hand,interwining your fingers with his,he tugged you over.

"[Your name],let an emporer save you,not some measly knight whos aim is to slaughter me?"he hummed,pulling your hand to his mouth,placing a kiss.

Your face burned with embarrasment,but soon got snuffed out by ness's stare.

Students who have not made it down to the field-we have you names. Please report to detention after school.

You groaned.

Isagi sighed.

Kaiser rolled his eyes.

Ness looked a little-worried about his student councill position.

the students poured back into their classes,while you and ness stood at the sidelines watching isagi and kaiser argue again.

"Yoichi,are you mad about your perfect record?"

"Oh,shut it kaiser!hop off your high horse,wont you!"

"At least i'd have a horse,unlike a certain knight."

"What knight!?!I dont wanna be apart of whatever freakist play this is!!!"

"Yea,sure you dont."

"IM SERIOUS!"

The two keep arguing,even as the class monitor told the class to go to the field,ness left while you followed behind.

"Your hair curls.like alot,like magic symbols."you commented,staring at ness's hair,that curled in diffrent directions.

"Magic?.."he slowed his pace,letting you catch up with him.

"Do you..perhaphs believe in magic?"he asked curiously,after all he had a passion for magic.

Magic.

He grew up in a family of scientist,valuing logic over his fasination with magic as foolish.This made him grow up emotionally neglected and bullied by his siblings.Soccer,was where he velieved that sports were a form of real life magic.

"I believe that the world is filled with magic and adventure!!!"You yipped,like an excited dog hearing treats.Those exact words,reminded him of his younger self.

-That indescribable feeling,that indescribable amazement.I cant explain it.

"Hey loser,do you believe in the impossible"

Those words got ness to believe in the magic of sports.

-at some point kaisers dream,became mine.

.."that reminds me of something i said when i was younger."

His pink eyes stared back at your believing naïve eyes.

Later in P.E,the teacher had two different classes to play with each other.Most of the boys played soccer,while some of the girls huddled together on the bench to watch.

"[Your name]!!who are you rooting for??"The girl who was in the center of the gathering,parted her friends aside,asking you in geniune curiousity.

You recalled her name was mia,a sweet girl,a bright smile with her perfect body-curves in all the right places.

It made you feel,a little insecure.

Wait,what?

You snapped out of it and replied quickly to her."uhm..kaiser i guess!!!.."What were you on about,you were going to say isagi,but all his emporer crap got to you,before you could correct yourself,the other girls gathered,asking for reasons.

Kaiser sideyed the bench,watching the girls gather and question you.Much like how reporters would swarm him,after a match where he scored-obviously.

After the uproar you sat with ness,watching kaiser and isagi."kaisers amazing."ness commented-engrossed with kaisers play,while isagi stole the ball from him,using diffrent playstyles."i cant explain it,but..is that isagi's magic?.."ness tilted his head,completely unaware of anything else.

"Kaiser's thighs look like they could crush my head between them."you mindlessly dropped that bomb of information,that you thought of.

Kaisers thigh muscles tigtened when he sprinted,sweat glistened,his collar was drenched.His thighs were strong,his muscular thighs flexed with every step he took.The sheer power of those damn quads were visible,with those running leggings.Dense corded muscle defined his thighs futher,thick and fleshy thighs that filled his pants perfectly.His thighs made the space he occupied look little-if not for his signature flashy dashes.

Ness looked a little closer to how kaisers thighs moved."you know what?your actually right,they do look like they could crush a can."

He had probally misheard head with can somehow-but you werent one to correct him.

Your eyes fell onto one player-no.9.Rin Itoshi-his name was on the back of his jersey.

Man,did he have looks that could rival kaiser or isagi..

Dark teal hair,one side of his bangs grew out longer,His teal eyes scanned the field.Before he lunged for the ball,stealing it effectivly and curving the shot into the goal.

-BEEP!!!GOAL TO RIN ITOSHI!!!!!

hell did those cold eyes make your stomach flip and the butterflues flutter.

"Goddamn,whys everyone so good looking.

[e4rth2u]

hehehe ily ness☺️☺️