cw boynextdoor x gn!reader ꒱ bf!bnd, established relationship, kissing, suggestive ( if you squint ), slice of life, skinship, not proofread ( sorry not sorry) 1507 wordcount
◜ ᴗ ◝ i was planning on writing nerd!riwoo, but brainfog took over me and i wrote this instead ♡ reblogs and likes are appreciated!
myung jaehyun ♡s cheek kisses
he was originally a sucker for kisses on the lips, but after seeing the smile that you give him every time he kisses you on the cheek, he couldn’t help but fall in love with kissing your cheek. don’t even get him started when you kiss him back, he basically crumbles every time you do. he loves it when the two of you are cuddling and he has his face oh so close to yours, he just can’t help himself and presses a swift kiss on your cheek. ♡
“baby i’m going to the mall,” you giggled, bag in hand as you stood at the front of the door. all jaehyun could do was smile as you looked so cute, he leaned his head against the wall as a little smile creeped up his lips. “you look really pretty,” he cooed, smirking like a dork as he walked towards you. “oh really?” you batted back, trying your best to look coy. “yes, how could i not think so!” he chuckled. “be safe, okay? make sure to call me if you need anything.” he hummed, pressing a quick kiss on your cheek. you nodded, turning the doorknob. “love you, jae” you sang, making him practically fall backwards.
park sungho ♡s wrist kisses
sungho likes two things when it comes to physical touch, hand-holding and kissing your wrists. in his words “it’s way less awkward for me to kiss your wrists in public than kissing your lips,” even though it draws more attention than kissing, he wants to be “different”. it’s super cute when the two of you are outside and he clasps your hands in his—trying his hardest to warm your freezing hands, only for him to press his soft lips on your wrist. ♡
you were in the middle of trying out all of the cosmetics you bought from your local drug store, bottles of creams and oils scattered all over your bed. “what are you trying out now?” sungho hummed, curiosity all over his face. “i’m using this handcream, it’s vanilla scented and super smooth. honestly— it was worth it,” you rambled as you rubbed the cream in. sungho paid attention to each word you said as he stood in front of you. “come smell it” you cheered, raising your hand for him to hold. sungho bent his head down a bit to smell it, his eyes locked on yours with a cute smile on. “smells really nice, y’know i should buy it..” he said, holding your hand with such care. “it smells so good” he hums, pressing chaste kisses on your wrist before letting your arm fall down. “good, we can go back there and buy it together.”
lee riwoo ♡s hand kisses
this man is like cornfield levels of corny, so don’t be surprised when he jokes about being a gentleman. at first, he would kiss the back of your hand as a “funny” joke, but little did he know he would actually enjoy kissing your hand. whenever you’d come home he would always kiss your hand with a stupid smile attached to his face, giggling to himself about how silly he was. as no surprise to you, you actually became fond of his little joke, even if it was 1000 days old. ♡
riwoo jumped for joy as you brought groceries home, smiling like a dork as he ran over to hold the bags. “i’m so thankful that you brought food home, i am starving!” he sighed in relief, placing the bags on the counter. “you’re welcome,” you chuckled, sliding your slippers off before walking to the kitchen. “soo, what do you wanna eat? we could honestly eat a snack, and then we can cook later.” you spoke up, hoping that your idea fancied him. “yeah sure, i can wait a few more hours before eating,” he smiled, his hands taking the food out of the bags before putting them away. you nodded. as you walked over to the sink to wash your hands, riwoo grabbed your hand softly, holding your fingers in his hand before kissing your hand. “ohmygod! riwoo, i didn’t wash my hand, do you know how gross that is…” you stared at him in shock, “well… if i get sick, you’ll take care of me, right?” you sighed, you knew damn well you would.
han taesan ♡s top of the head kisses
lets cut to the chase. he is way taller than you, so it’s just so convenient to kiss you on the top of the head. that is the only reason he could come up with. plus, he can do it in public and no one would bat an eye cause he can just rest his head on top of yours after. he just loves how you don’t mind him doing that to you. he likes not feeling super embarrassed after kissing you, and you like how he touches you, so it clearly is a win-win situation. ♡
the two of you stood in the moving subway, holding onto the handle as you awaited your stop. taesan stood behind you, hand resting on your waist, holding you near him. you pulled your phone from your jacket pocket and opened the camera app to use it as your mirror. you stared at your phone as you fixed your shirt’s collar, making sure it popped the way you liked it. as you were busy fixing your outfit, taesan rested his chin on your head, watching you. you didn’t even realize he kissed your head multiple times. it just felt so natural, so you didn’t say anything and let him do it. taesan turned you around and mindlessly fixed your outfit—smoothning it out and helping you with your collar once and for all. “thank you, sannie” you whispered, making him smile. you turned around again and embraced his hand in yours.
kim leehan ♡s thigh kisses
this sounds really shocking, but truly hear me out. leehan likes any kiss in general, he will smother you in thousands of kisses. but something so intimate about kissing your thighs—it drives him wild. it isn’t even inherently sexual either, he just loves it when you let him kiss your thighs as it’s super rare for you to let him do it. he obviously cherishes the moment in his heart. ♡
a random show was playing as filler noise as you laid in your bed with leehan, scrolling through your phone as you wrapped your body around him. you turned your phone off after a bit of usage and placed it on your dresser. you turned to face your boyfriend again and smiled. leehan stared at you, his eyes lazy from sleep trying to take him. “ihan, you’re so cute” you muttered, kissing his nose. he giggled softly before yawning. you squeezed him with all of your strength. “you give me such bad cuteness aggression, what is your secret” you hummed, tracing your finger down his chest. “i’m not sure,” he whispered. you continued to squeeze him, the both of your bodies moving around in the bed. you finally let go after a bit and your leg was over his neck. “you’re crushing me with your leggg” he whined, moving you closer to him, making your thigh rest over his face. “and this isn’t crushing you?” you scoffed jokingly, shaking your head as a smug smile rested on his lips. without a word, a kiss landed on the back of your thigh, making you giggle. “do it again,” you laughed, and he complied, kissing you over and over again.
kim woonhak ♡s lip kisses
he’s new to relationships and very inexperienced when it comes to those kind of things. so, to keep it simple in his mind he just sticks to kissing your lips. besides, his lips are so kissable. who wouldn’t kiss him!? it could be cute pecks to making out with him, it doesn’t matter to him. as long as you kissed him he doesn’t care about anything else in the world. ♡
you sat on the bleachers as you watched woonhak play basketball, eyes glued onto him as he ran across the court, chasing the ball and trying his hardest to steal it from his opponent. you videoed him on your phone and tried your hardest to capture all the good moments of the match. as it reached the final minutes of the game and his team winning, you knew it was going to be alright. in a flash, woonhak stole the ball from the guy and ran to their net, “YES WOONHAK RUN!!!!!” you screamed, standing up and shouting at him to shoot. in no one’s surprise he shoots and scores, ending the game and winning for the team. you ran down the bleachers and without a doubt, woonhak ran over to you and hugged you, kissing you and squeezing your body with his. “i’m so freaking happy for you!” you cheered, making him smile like a dork. you kissed him once again and hugged him.
⟡ ( 星星 ) … “got drunk in this dawn. i want to promise eternity. pulling you into my arms. i hope this night never ends. i need somebody, no, i only need you, come on. sing 'i love you' everyday.” ‘ 宝贵的 ’ ♡
╰ a/n: i'm baaackk !! this is my first bnd work, and one i've started a while ago. was listening to so let's go see the stars (one of their best songs like) and started brainstorming little scenarios in my head, and boom ! this came :D hope you guys enjoy this as much as i did writing it. content warnings/genre and pairings will be listed below for each of the members ! i haven't proof read yet! i'm sleep asf it's almost 7 am crying.
' PARK SUNGHO '
pairing: bf!sungho + fem!reader
genre: fluff, slice of life, established relationship, mentions of walking in rain without an umbrella, holding hands, wholesome cuteness.
class had just ended, and all you could think was of was collapsing into bed finally, finally getting some sleep. well to be fair, you had mentally checked out two hours ago when your boring lecture started. but now, walking out throw the main exit of your university, you tugged your bag closer by its strap and let the quiet relief of the end of the day seep into your bones.
it had lightly rained just moments before, the kind of summer rain where it feels like a daydream, witnessing raindrops drizzle down, glistening in the light from the sun that never hid behind the clouds all the time it poured. you watched it as you drowned out your professor’s words earlier during class.
the pavement shimmered beneath your shoes, the sleek puddles reflecting streaks of burning orange and soft lavender that spilled out from the sunset sky. the air was fresh and smelt of petrichor, a gentle breeze carrying it. you pulled your jacket closer to your body just as a familiar voice called out to you. you’d recognize that voice anywhere as your boyfriend’s.
sungho jogged up beside you, a small grin stretched across his face. his hair was slightly damp, the lingering tiny droplets on his brown locks shining when it caught light. he reached out and laced his fingers with yours, drawing you close to him, “hi pretty.”
“did you run all the way from the music department in the rain yeppi?” you giggled, your unoccupied hand reaching out to ruffle his hair, the droplets flying off, some flicking onto your face.
he just shrugged, his broad shoulders looking more broad at the action, as his lips jutted out, “maybe i did, maybe i didn’t.” he just tugged you closer, turning around and walking down the road, hand-in-hand, beside each other.
“i thought you fell asleep in there,” he teased, bumping your shoulders playfully. you winced dramatically, empty hand reaching out to hold your shoulder, pouting, “oww! using your broad shoulders to knock your girlfriend over? how not very gentleman of you.”
you looked so cute offended, lips pouting, cheeks puffed, the warm orange glow of the setting sun made you look so irresistible that sungho had to lean in to press a kiss to your cheek, rendering you speechless mid complain about his ‘assault’ on you.
your gaze returned to the pavement ahead of you as you mumbled with flushed cheeks, “i almost did, but then i remembered someone saying we were going to get ice cream later after class, so i stayed up to not look unpresentable.”
“oh, must be someone very cute that offered it to you, huh?” he said squeezing your hand as his lips quirked up in a cheeky grin. “also, you don’t look unpresentable, you look pretty all the time. even with your hair all mussed up!”, he said reaching out to ruffle your hair this time.
you rolled your eyes, as you playfully swatted his hands away, fixing your hair, but couldn’t help the smile that grew on your face by the second. the two of you walked past the campus, voices quiet, talking about everything and nothing. how he had to put up with jaehyun’s constant teasing, about how taesan almost tripped over a stone on his way to the basketball court cause he was not looking ahead while walking, and all the silly little shenanigans he endured during the day.
and you told him about yours — the awfully boring lectures, your random craving for chocolate milk, how beautiful it looked outside the window earlier when it was raining, how you remembered his promise of getting you ice cream, everything,
the city around you glowed in that way it only does after it has rained — puddles puddled up on the wet concrete, shining when it caught light, reflecting everything, like the buildings in which it formed in front of, the beautiful orange-lavender ombre of the sky in all its afterglow, the sun bidding good bye as it slipped past the horizon quietly.
the two of you stood amidst it all, walking home — not knowing that the true home lied in each other’s comfort when they were together. the two of you walked home slowly, as if you two had nowhere else to be.
you forgot all about passing out on the warm bed back at home, booking a ticket to dreamland and hitting snooze. all your worries and the coiled tension in your muscles, slipped out and relaxed itself everytime sungho rubbed mindless circles onto the back of your laced hands.
and honestly, you didn’t want to go back home anytime soon — not without him by your side at least.
' LEE RIWOO '
pairing: bf!riwoo + fem!reader
genre: fluff, established relationship, mentions of food, cutie riwoo
it started out simple, the two of you were craving something sweet, going on about desserts in your chats with him, when riwoo asked you to get ready to go out. and who were you to say no to him?
what followed was three hours of wandering down bustling streets, neon sign blinking in every direction, and ducking into little cafes with a mission on your mind — find that one spot, just for the two of you.
“this is the last one,” he said, as the two of you reached a tucked away spot, near the end of the street. the cafe in front of you had a retro vibe to it, vintage albums displayed by the window, lit up by golden string lights, ivy crawling up the walls and tangling around the neon sign.
riwoo held the door open for you, as you entered, him right on your tail and the whole place was way more immersive than on the outside. the tables and chairs were warm wood toned, and so were the accent walls. a jazz playlist was on in the background, soft chatters in the distance floating around. when you found out you could occupy a secluded private booth just for the two of you, riwoo’s hand tugged you towards the hallway near the back of the cafe.
both of you reached stood before the door, before opening it, revealing a cozy little room, two wooden chairs tucked away into the table, looking out at a garden at the back, lit up with more golden fairy lights and so much plants. the two of you sat close, knees bumping under the table, giving your orders to the waiter that knocked and entered right after.
riwoo ordered donuts and you got hot cocoa. the conversation faded into talks about the day, and tomorrow and then the future and so on, amidst the soft glances and knees brushing under the table as his hands grazed yours above the table. you giggled, reaching over to wipe the frosting from his lips, while he just melted into your touch.
the saxophone in the background drifted slowly, the tune changing, and with it the atmosphere in the the little room got a bit charged.
he stood up first, holding a hand out to you with a shy little smile, that reached up to his eyes, when you slipped your hands into his. the two of you moved to the center of the spacious room, eyes never leaving the others. his hands found purchase on your waist, hesitant, yet warm, while yours settled on his shoulders, and the two of you began to sway to the slow rhythm of the song.
no one watched. no one needed to. this was your little moment.
the beat continued to flow, and you don’t know when your flushed cheeks came to rest on his chest, where you could hear the calm rhythm of his heart.
“this feels like a scene from a youth movie,” you whispered, drunk in the moment. you felt the low hum in his chest as he agreed, pressing a kiss to your temple.
' MYUNG JAEHYUN '
pairing: bf!jaehyun + fem!reader
genre: fluff, established relationship, slice of life, coming of age-ish, comfort, implied exhaustion, implied football captain!jaehyun (raaahh!) and yearbook editor reader
you had been waiting for this — for him, for the longest of times, and you’re sure he has been too, considering the unhealthy amount of messages he’d send in between his breaks during football practice before either taesan had to pull him back by his ears (lovingly) or the coach did it himself (not so lovingly).
the school board’s surprise camping trip had been the first time in weeks your schedules aligned, you being busy with the yearly school magazine shoots. the two of you shared a knowing glance then in the school auditorium when the trip was announced and right now. you hadn’t even unpacked properly, before you caught his eyes from across the campfire, and he gave you that little smile — only meant for you, the one that made your stomach flip. you already knew that the two of you were thinking the same thing.
so later in the night, when everyone fell asleep after getting sugar high from the amount of smores they had, which was already quite late in the night, and the quiet of the night settled in with the scent of the pine surrounding you and smoke from the slowly dying campfire, you quietly slipped out of your sleeping bag. sneakers in hand, you tiptoed into the back of the camp area.
you spotted jaehyun leaning against a pine tree, already waiting for you. when he caught sight of you, he pushed himself off the bark and ran to you, engulfing you in a hug, arms secured around your waist. “hey,” he whispered, head nuzzled into your hair, breathing you in. he pulled back, brushing the hair out of your eyes, his hoodie sleeves engulfing his hands, “i already brought the blanket.”
“you remembered,” your lips curved upwards, eyes shining up at him.
“you said you wanted to watch the sunrise with me,” he replied softly, the reply coming out automated, as he seemed to get lost in your eyes.
the two of you walked in silence, save for the crickets humming in the distance, the forest alive with quiet life as moonlight filtered through the trees, hands already laced.
when the clearing came to view, it left you both breathless. tucked away at the edge of the hill, scattered stars blinking above, swimming in the fading royal blue and soft pink sky, the late night city lights shining below as your eyes trained in on the faint lights of cars moving on the highway.
while you admired the view, behind you, jaehyun spread the blanket out on the gravel, and opened his arms wordlessly when you turned around for him. you didn’t hesitate, immediately sitting down between his legs, back leaning against his chest as his arms wrapped around you, his chin perched atop your shoulder.
the night air was chilly, but his body was warm against yours. your hands brushed against his that sat on your waist, before settling there, above his. neither of you spoke for a while, basking in the other’s warmth and the moment itself after weeks of hectic schedules.
time passed, and the two of you could spot the crown of the sun just peeking at the horizon, clouds huddled around it like bodyguards to a celebrity. the blue has completely lessened now, the skies bleeding orange and pink as the sun climbed higher and higher, revealing itself from beyond the horizon, the warms streaks of sunlight providing more warmth to your huddled figures.
jaehyun presses a kiss to the top of your head, his heart warm with overflowing affection.
it was one of those nights where sleep just wouldn’t come. and you were not alone, your boyfriend taesan laid beside you, tossing and turning, pulling the blanket up and shoving it back done with his feet. no matter what, you two couldn’t even get a wink of sleep, even after two hours had passed by after the two of you called it a night.
you felt the shift of the bed, as taesan sat up, turning towards you, “love, you still awake?”
you just hummed in response, staring back at the ceiling, hoping sleep would just come to take the two of you to dreamland.
the pair of you stayed still for a while, listening to the sound of the trees swaying softly outside, before he stood up.
you blinked, “where’re you going?”
“i have an idea,” he mumbled, hands brushing through his hair. “come with me.”
you followed him, barefoot and sleepy, as he pulled the big blanket off of the bed, and walked towards the balcony, unlocking it and sliding it open. you watched as he laid the blanket out on the balcony floor, and came back in to collect a few pillows off the bed, before padding back to the balcony, you on his trail.
it was quiet outside, except for the rustle of leaves, and the nocturnal activities buzzing outside. he organized the pillows for the two of you, and crawled onto it, patting the space beside him. “c’mere, love.”
you propped yourself next to him, on your back, pulling the other blanket over your bodies. he didn’t say much when you reached for his hand under the covers, but silently laced your fingers together.
“look,” he whispered after a minute, eyes fixed above. the sky was a deep navy, stars distributed everywhere, you could make off a few constellations with your eyes tracing the tiny dots.
“it’s so beautiful,” you murmured, voice barely above a whisper. his head turned to you, a soft smile grazing his features. you shifted closer, placing your head on his shoulder, while his hand let go of yours to settle on your waist.
“i hope this night never ends,” he breathes out, his hold on you tightening, pulling you more to him.
“let’s do this forever then, for eternity,” you mumbled, eyes fluttering close.
' KIM DONGHYUN '
pairing: bf!leehan + fem!reader
genre: fluff, established relationship, implied exhaustion, academic stress, sneaking out at night, kinda implied that the reader has strict parents
your eyes were starting to blur, the sleepy haze settling in your vision. it was past midnight, your textbook was opened up in front of you, half completed assignments sprawled onto your desk in all directions. the only light in the room, save for the sliver of moonlight streaming in, came from your desk lamp casting a soft glow on the papers — and your tired face.
you were in the middle of re-reading a paragraph for the third time, forgetting to understand it the past two times as you read it mindlessly, nothing registering in your fading consciousness. that was when you heard it — or you thought you did, unless your mind was playing tricks on you.
tap. you blinked, did you hear that or were your ears playing a trick on you? you shook your head, rubbing your eyes, and sitting up properly so that you could think straight.
tap. tap. tap.
okay now you were sure you weren’t hearing things in your delirious state.
you walked towards your window from where you heard the noise, confusion and fear creeping in as you pulled back your curtain, half expecting nothing or slenderman.
but to your surprise, you spotted your very boyfriend, standing there beneath your window, hood up, hands in its pockets. his eyes met yours instantly, and he smiled softly.
you quietly unlocked the window just enough, the cold air hitting you, causing you to shiver, before you regained your composure and whisper-shouted at him, “are you crazy?! someone’s gonna see you!”
he shrugged like it off like it was nothing, walking closer, his tone unwavering as he answered loud enough for only you to hear, “then come down here.”
“what?”
“come on, hurry up!”
hesitantly, you tugged your jacket draped on your chair, shoving your hands in it, while you slowly pulled the door open, tiptoeing down the stairs, slipping in your slippers, exiting out the front door.
you trudged over to him, and he turned to you, earnest and calm. “i was walking by and saw your light on, so i had a hunch you were still up studying. i, uh.. thought that maybe you forgot what the stars look like,” he said rubbing the back of his neck, waiting for your response.
you wouldn’t lie, your chest ached at the thought of it. of course he’d notice something like this. the way you’ve been drowning yourself with way too many assignments, the way your shoulders would slump the moment you entered through the front door after a long day and he walked you back home, the way the light in your room is still switched on, even in ungodly hours. he took note of it all.
“you didn’t have to do this,” you whispered, a little breathless.
“i wanted to,” he countered, his tone soft, yet firm.
and then he nodded towards the empty road, “come on, i’ll show you my favorite spot.”
the two of you walked side by side, shoulders brushing, and fingers grazing, before he took your hand and pulled it into his hoodie pocket, thumb brushing over it to provide warmth. you walked until you reached the end of the street — a small hill past fences, where the grass overgrew, and little wildflowers stuck out.
for some reason, the sky looked even larger from here. and the stars were everywhere. beside the waning moon, that looked beautiful tonight, they stood, shining like gems studded onto a sleek canvas of skies.
after a while, you heard him murmur, “you don’t have to keep pushing so hard all the time, y’know?”
you turned your head at that, “what do you mean?”
he stared back at you, gaze unwavering, “that you forget you’re a person. like how the moon and the stars watch over us, i will always watch over you. take your mind off of things when it gets hectic.”
you felt all your words get stuck in your throat, slightly tearing up at his words, before resolving a slow nod instead.
neither of you said another word. just stood there, hands laced in his hoodie pockets, staring ahead at the twinkling sky.
' KIM WOONHAK '
pairing: crush!woonhak + fem!reader (ft. eunchae, jihoon, gunwook and riki)
genre: fluff, slice of life, reader and woonhak are oblivious, mutual pining, public confession (kinda??)
the balloon in your hand slipped from your fingers for the third time in the last few minutes.
“okay, that’s it,” eunchae groaned from beside you, shooting a glare at the stubborn tape that refused to hold anything up. “if this one pops, i’m going home.”
tonight was the university music festival, and all the students were huddled in the spacious auditorium, arranging chairs, hanging up decorations and banners, and checking the sound system and more.
you and eunchae were on balloon duty, blowing them up and sticking them to the walls. you laughed under your breath at eunchae’s comment, even though your hands were trembling slightly. not from the balloons, but the boy standing a few feet away.
kim woonhak.
you could see him shuffle backstage with jihoon, as he adjusted the mic setup meanwhile the latter stood on a ladder, fixing the position of the speaker. you could hear him before you even saw him — whining about the heat, the wires, the assignments he had to complete by tonight, everything really.
and you liked it, you liked him. you liked loud, dramatic, whiny and the bright as sunshine woonhak.
“y/n, hurry up,” eunchae nudged your side, bringing you back from your thoughts, “you can stare at him later.”
“i wasn’t-”
“you were,” she said smugly, as you handed her a pink balloon, grumbling, and cheeks burning.
the two of you continued with the task at hand, almost done, before your class president, gunwook waved the both of you off. “the two of you have done enough, it’s okay, i’ll do the rest,” he smiled, before turning around and taping the balloons to the wall himself.
eunchae dragged you to the edge of the stage, plopping down on the polished wood, elbows propped on her knees, as she complained about her cheeks hurting from all the balloons she blew.
you agreed to her sentiments, your arms aching after all that work, covering your ears when you heard high pitched frequencies screech through the space, courtesy to the two boys that were still making some final adjustments to the sound system backstage.
you groaned, as eunchae muttered something about compensation for broken eardrums, leading you to chuckle at her words.
“you do realise i can see you stealing glances at her, right?”
you blinked. that was jihoon’s voice, laced with a teasing tone.
everyone stopped what they were doing, focusing on the origin of the sound.
“i did not!”
that was the unmistakable voice of woonhak, his tone whiny and defensive.
huh? what’s going on?
“oh come on, just admit it. you like her — no, you’re head over heels in love with her, aren’t you?”
“wait, what?”, you could see eunchae’s mouth form an ‘o’ shape as you froze beside her.
woonhak likes someone?
“okay fine! maybe i am, so what?! what do you want me to do, go over and say — ‘hey, y/n, i know this may sound a bit weird and sudden, but i like you’?”
wait- y/n? that’s you — wait what?
“like? you have had a big fat crush on her for like how long? three years, maybe even four? that has to be love at some point.”
you felt your breath catch as your heart worked hard to pump enough oxygen to keep you upright. you stared at the floor, heart thudding so loud, you barely heard eunchae whisper, “holy shit.”
you couldn’t believe what you were hearing. you slowly turned around to peek at eunchae whose eyes were wide in surprise, before a cheeky grin spread across her features. your head perked up at the sound of nishimura riki, a dance major, who shouted from across the stage, before jogging his way backstage.
“hey, so, umm, quick news flash — the mics were on.. and so were the speakers. and well now..”
you heard a snicker and a gasp, and then footsteps.
a distressed woonhak walks back into everyone’s view from the backstage, peeking his flushed face from behind the curtains in embarrassment of confessing in public unknowingly. his eyes inspected the room of stunned students staring back at him, before they land on you. you quickly ducked your head, now focusing on the wood pattern the floors of the auditorium adorned.
you heard footsteps approaching you, and you knew who it was, but you kept your head down, refusing to meet his gaze in disbelief. you saw his pair of sneakers occupy the spot on the polished floor you were staring at, and you took a deep breath, before lifting your head up to meet his gaze.
“...hi,” he mumbled, shy eyes, and red ears, his hands nervously fidgeting with the hem of his jacket.
“that wasn’t.. how i planned to say that. at all.”
you blinked, surprise taking over your features at the thought of woonhak’s planned confession, which you may never get to see.
“i was building up to it, until.. this happened,” he murmured, gesturing to the speakers, that were now turned off. “i swear, i didn’t know that it was on!” he exclaimed, frustration lacing his tone, and his lips drawn into a pout.
you swallowed the nervousness bubbling in your throat, “so you meant it?”
he nodded again, a sheepish smile on his lips, “every word.”
there was a pause, and you felt butterflies twirling in your stomach. “i guess i’ll see you later at the festival tonight then,” you murmured, gaze on your thumb that was brushing the seam of your pants, before raising your head to meet his gaze again — shy, but more steady this time.
woonhak froze, his eyes widening just a little. and then he blinked — and a flustered, dopey smile bloomed, wide and impossibly bright.
“yeah, tonight.” he breathed out, almost like he couldn’t believe it. and then he said it again, firmer this time, nodding to himself, “okay, cool. tonight i’ll see you then.”
you smiled, heart melting at the sight of him so giddy, before turning around to leave with eunchae, who definitely had lots to say.
behind you, he was still standing in the same spot, his hand covering his mouth, like he had to physically stop himself from grinning too hard and jumping up and down in front of the now dispersing student body.
riki and jihoon just stood there behind him on the side, smirking and sharing a mischievous look at each other, before bumping their fists together quietly, “pound it.”
what breaks them after a break up ・ 보이넥스트도어 ex!gender neutral reader + word count 0.6k genre angst no comfort cw not proof-read — more 🕸
JAEHYUN 명재현
he knew he should have just stayed home, it was a mistake to let himself be persuaded by sungho. and he only has himself to blame as he downs another drink, watching as you giggle another quiet whisper into another man's ear
we all know jaehyun wears his heart on his sleeve, his emotions raw, so evident. all this time, the pain, a dull ache he's been trying to push down comes back up.
he's angry? and sad, tired, and jealous. he feels his heart shatter, gripping desperately to pick up and glue the pieces back together. and he finds himself crying in his arms, his other hand gripped against the empty glass of alcohol.
he wants to hate you. he really does, he wants to hate you for moving on so quickly. hate you for the way you walked out so easily, the way you smile while he's still suffering and himself for losing you, himself for letting you go.
and he peeks at you for a bit. would you still laugh with him the way you laugh at them? would you still smile at him the way you smile at them?
but what really breaks him, what tears him apart, is that he sees you're looking at them the same way you used to look at him.
SUNGHO 박성호
it happens on a sunny morning where sungho starts his day as normal; makes his bed, washes his face, brushes his teeth, takes a shower and goes into the kitchen to make his breakfast
except there are two plates, two meals, two glasses of water but only one person at the table. it was a habit, an old one. sungho laughs at himself — a horrible, empty sound — and tears sting his eyes as he looks down at the food.
he thinks he looks stupid. dumb even, the table is set for two but he’s the only one eating. and it hits him, again and again, that you’re no longer with him.
the break up itself is a blur – all he remembers is the feeling, really. the defensiveness that swelled up and burst from inside his chest, the way he said some things he’d meant and other things he didn’t.
and sungho swallows hard. a sad smile drawing itself on his lips before he eats a bite. the house, it feels — he feels so empty without you.
there’s a shaky sigh that leaves his lips, as he downs his drink. it breaks him that he won’t have it anymore, he won’t have you anymore.
RIWOO 이상혁
it's when he listens to the playlist you made together; all the songs he liked best now reminded him of you, each lyric and sound had a little bit of you that made him break.
he knows it’s not healthy, he knows it’s not right and that he should just let go. but sanghyeok has the tiniest sliver of hope that maybe, just maybe you’ll come back to him.
and hits back his head rested against the top of the chair. he chokes up a silent cry, trying to distract himself from anything and everything. his nail presses deep into his finger, maybe it’s just a dream. just a dream, right?
he angrily wipes away his tears threatening to fall down. no hugs. no kisses. no sound of you softly humming to the music while you dance with him in the living room.
and it’s all his fault. would things have changed if he had just listened to you? would you still be together?
it’s quiet. and the room is empty. he feels empty. sanghyeok’s his fingers glide to the volume button. and now as the playlist shuffles and another song plays, the same songs that you dedicated to each other horribly reminds him that you’re never, ever coming back.
TAESAN 한동민
it hits him when he's met with your voicemail. his hair disheveled, still in pajamas, phone pressed to his ear. dongmin practically jumped out of bed at the exciting news he got.
and before he knows it, he's clicked your contact, a grin painted across his face. it became a habit when he hears good news that makes him so excited -- his first instinct is to call you and tell you about it, but the phone rings, and rings, and rings
then it hits, finally it comes to him that the two of you aren’t together anymore and his smile disappears, and tears start forming in his eyes, and his lips start to quiver and it's too late, he hears your voice mail and oh god, he doesn't know how long it's been since he's heard your voice
dongmin didn't mean to say all those things, he didn't mean to say it was over between you two. he's quick to wipe his tears, but they keep coming and soon enough he's crying into the phone.
it's becoming all too familiar, how long has he seen you? when was the last time he held you? he feels like he might just break down right then. dongmin hopes you'll listen to the voicemail and call him, just once.
LEEHAN 김동현
it’s when he finds a note from you, tucked away in his jacket pocket. it didn’t say much, just a slight reminder to take care of himself and be safe, with a small heart and your name, scrawled onto it. it’s a bit crumpled and faded but he can recognise the small my love, written next to his name.
the weakened adhesive is already starting to peel off, softly, slowly and donghyun swallows hard. he finally lets out a dry laugh, knowing he won’t be able to take good care of himself even as you wanted.
and his fingers brush across the paper ever so lightly, tears stinging his eyes, biting back a cry.
but he fails, he fails like he had failed you and feels an actual ache in his heart as he thinks about the smile on your face you had, while you were writing the small note.
it’s blurry, he can’t see the note but he holds it so preciously in his hands. he can’t take care of himself, not when you took a part of him with you.
WOONHAK 김운학
it's when he's curled up under his blanket, late at night, looking through your social media
he just wants to see if you're doing okay, is what he tells himself. what he keeps telling himself.
and when he looks at your Instagram feed and sees that his pictures and your couple photos are no longer there -- it's the realization that it's really over; traces of him erased from your social media and your life.
knuckles white gripping the blanket, sobs start to leave his lips. and he tries to hide it, but his screen becomes blurry and tears start staining his cheeks.
and woonhak curls himself further, going back to his own feed to see what you guys once were, crying a string of sorry's, before shakily pressing the 'delete' button on all of them.
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JAEHYUN 명재현
he knew he should have just stayed home, it was a mistake to let himself be persuaded by sungho. and he only has himself to blame as he downs another drink, watching as you giggle another quiet whisper into another man's ear
we all know jaehyun wears his heart on his sleeve, his emotions raw, so evident. all this time, the pain, a dull ache he's been trying to push down comes back up.
he's angry? and sad, tired, and jealous. he feels his heart shatter, gripping desperately to pick up and glue the pieces back together. and he finds himself crying in his arms, his other hand gripped against the empty glass of alcohol.
he wants to hate you. he really does, he wants to hate you for moving on so quickly. hate you for the way you walked out so easily, the way you smile while he's still suffering and himself for losing you, himself for letting you go.
and he peeks at you for a bit. would you still laugh with him the way you laugh at them? would you still smile at him the way you smile at them?
but what really breaks him, what tears him apart, is that he sees you're looking at them the same way you used to look at him.
SUNGHO 박성호
it happens on a sunny morning where sungho starts his day as normal; makes his bed, washes his face, brushes his teeth, takes a shower and goes into the kitchen to make his breakfast
except there are two plates, two meals, two glasses of water but only one person at the table. it was a habit, an old one. sungho laughs at himself — a horrible, empty sound — and tears sting his eyes as he looks down at the food.
he thinks he looks stupid. dumb even, the table is set for two but he’s the only one eating. and it hits him, again and again, that you’re no longer with him.
the break up itself is a blur – all he remembers is the feeling, really. the defensiveness that swelled up and burst from inside his chest, the way he said some things he’d meant and other things he didn’t.
and sungho swallows hard. a sad smile drawing itself on his lips before he eats a bite. the house, it feels — he feels so empty without you.
there’s a shaky sigh that leaves his lips, as he downs his drink. it breaks him that he won’t have it anymore, he won’t have you anymore.
RIWOO 이상혁
it's when he listens to the playlist you made together; all the songs he liked best now reminded him of you, each lyric and sound had a little bit of you that made him break.
he knows it’s not healthy, he knows it’s not right and that he should just let go. but sanghyeok has the tiniest sliver of hope that maybe, just maybe you’ll come back to him.
and hits back his head rested against the top of the chair. he chokes up a silent cry, trying to distract himself from anything and everything. his nail presses deep into his finger, maybe it’s just a dream. just a dream, right?
he angrily wipes away his tears threatening to fall down. no hugs. no kisses. no sound of you softly humming to the music while you dance with him in the living room.
and it’s all his fault. would things have changed if he had just listened to you? would you still be together?
it’s quiet. and the room is empty. he feels empty. sanghyeok’s his fingers glide to the volume button. and now as the playlist shuffles and another song plays, the same songs that you dedicated to each other horribly reminds him that you’re never, ever coming back.
TAESAN 한동민
it hits him when he's met with your voicemail. his hair disheveled, still in pajamas, phone pressed to his ear. dongmin practically jumped out of bed at the exciting news he got.
and before he knows it, he's clicked your contact, a grin painted across his face. it became a habit when he hears good news that makes him so excited -- his first instinct is to call you and tell you about it, but the phone rings, and rings, and rings
then it hits, finally it comes to him that the two of you aren’t together anymore and his smile disappears, and tears start forming in his eyes, and his lips start to quiver and it's too late, he hears your voice mail and oh god, he doesn't know how long it's been since he's heard your voice
dongmin didn't mean to say all those things, he didn't mean to say it was over between you two. he's quick to wipe his tears, but they keep coming and soon enough he's crying into the phone.
it's becoming all too familiar, how long has he seen you? when was the last time he held you? he feels like he might just break down right then. dongmin hopes you'll listen to the voicemail and call him, just once.
LEEHAN 김동현
it’s when he finds a note from you, tucked away in his jacket pocket. it didn’t say much, just a slight reminder to take care of himself and be safe, with a small heart and your name, scrawled onto it. it’s a bit crumpled and faded but he can recognise the small my love, written next to his name.
the weakened adhesive is already starting to peel off, softly, slowly and donghyun swallows hard. he finally lets out a dry laugh, knowing he won’t be able to take good care of himself even as you wanted.
and his fingers brush across the paper ever so lightly, tears stinging his eyes, biting back a cry.
but he fails, he fails like he had failed you and feels an actual ache in his heart as he thinks about the smile on your face you had, while you were writing the small note.
it’s blurry, he can’t see the note but he holds it so preciously in his hands. he can’t take care of himself, not when you took a part of him with you.
WOONHAK 김운학
it's when he's curled up under his blanket, late at night, looking through your social media
he just wants to see if you're doing okay, is what he tells himself. what he keeps telling himself.
and when he looks at your Instagram feed and sees that his pictures and your couple photos are no longer there -- it's the realization that it's really over; traces of him erased from your social media and your life.
knuckles white gripping the blanket, sobs start to leave his lips. and he tries to hide it, but his screen starts to become blurry and tears start staining his cheeks.
and woonhak curls himself further, going back to his own feed to see what you guys once were, crying a string of sorry's, before shakily pressing the 'delete' button on all of them.