Which of them - OP you think yould be really into curves? Like they would even go so far as to buy their partner outfits with deep cut out cleverige or short skirts or tight pants and lingerie that they want to see them in?
As a curvy, busty woman, I feel this in my soul
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Nami - No one, not even Sanji, loves women more than Nami. She's a pervert. Those curves are everything to her, she can't keep her hands off of you. She's handsy, always touching your hips and stomach and ass, even in company.
She puts her shopping trips to good use. She's big into lingerie. She goes feral at the sight of lace against your skin.
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Sanji - You know it. If you're talking to him in a low-cut top, he just stops functioning all together and doesn't register anything you say to him. He'll happily go shopping with you and watch you try anything you want, the tighter the better.
He likes to take his time to worship your curves. You're the most beautiful creature in all the world to him and he makes sure you know that without a doubt.
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Zoro - He doesn't ever really think about what it is that attracts him to you, but he finds himself always staring at your curves when you're doing something. He'll cover it up by saying he is just watching over you to protect you. His eyes will constantly flick down to your chest while you're trying to talk to him. I don't know why, but he gives me vibes that he likes someone with some meat on their bones.
Zoro is way less concerned with what you're wearing than the others, but the man appreciates your ass in a good pair of jeans.
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Franky - A self-proclaimed pervert. Obviously, Franky loves himself some tits and ass but he's also a real man, and that means he appreciates all those extra curves that come with them. He loves to rest his head on your tummy after a long day in the workshop.
He's very shameless in his appreciation, he'll tell you exactly how he feels about your curves with no regard for who can hear it. He's extra appreciative of your thighs.
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Crocodile - He's a grabber. Your hips, your ass, your thighs, your soft cheeks; nothing is safe from his grasp. He's got one good hand, and he's gonna use it. He likes to feel the weight of you in his lap, too.
You better believe that man is gonna shower you in all the designer pieces and intricate lingerie he can get his hands on. He's a perv, but he's a classy perv.
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Hancock - Why aren't there more lesbian Boa truthers? Like Hancock with internalised homophobia, attaching herself to the first man who shows her kindness because that's what she believes she's supposed to do…come on guys. She's a true woman enthusiast, she loves women in all shapes and sizes. Your curves are nothing short of sacred to her.
She'd have you customised pieces made to your exact measurements. She's blatant in her staring when it's just the two of you.
Peonies are flowers that are connected to the first love that some people have. Heather there is a small bouquet that is left next to your nightstand whilst Dragon works long nights or you see Dragon pull part of his cape aside to unveil more peonies that he hand delivers to you when he gets a break. There is a small supply run that Betty now goes on in order to gather peonies from a specific island.
You would always receive white and coral coloured peonies.
Dragon worked a lot, the man was burdened by guilt that was just reinforced with determination. Dragon constantly pushed for the freedom of others but he often stripped himself of freedom.
Dragon is a good man and a haunted one at that. You would walk over to his desk and place the white and coral peonies between you as you pulled up a chair to sit next to him. Promptly, you take half of the stack of new intelligence documents that had come through thanks to Koala and Sabo’s recent excursion in Dressrosa. You make sure to organise them by date, just to make sure that it’s easier for him to sort through.
“I know you feel bad, but you have to stop giving me white flowers, you don’t need to apologise, i knew what i was getting into when i got with you Dragon”
Dragon pauses and looks up from his work and turns his head towards you with tired eyes.
“I know, but expectations are often different from reality my love. I’m away more than even i expect-“
You cut him off quickly by moving the peonies to his hand and entwine your fingers together.
“Shut up Dragon, i love you enough no matter how often you have to leave or work, we’re revolutionaries. And at that, you need rest, you cannot keep this together if you are falling asleep at your desk, come to bed”.
“…alright”
Peonies are flowers that symbolise first love, passionate love, accomplishment, good fortune and they are flowers that are used for the celebration of achievements. White peonies are often given in apology when someone feels shame, whilst coral peonies symbolise strong relationships, happiness and success.
Snakes head fritillary (the first flower picture) and Ranunculus (the second flower picture - the light pink rose like flower).
It was an ancient ritual, one that had almost been wiped out when the snake empress and her sisters had been hunted and branded by those false, greed driven ‘gods’.
Flowers that were given to the amazonian woman’s person of interest would represent both a shard of the amazonian’s past and what the Amazonian felt that the person they were interested in represented.
As Boa was interested in you? She gad moved towards where the old trail grounds were and had picked those two sets of flowers. The Amazon Lily empress had spent hours carefully organising the flowers into an ornate bouquet for you, making sure that it was perfect. The empress herself had carefully cut off a section of the bottom of her skirt to show that a part of her was now woven with you and woven into the promise she was going to make to stay by your side.
The empresses clothes were extremely important in Amazon Lily culture, a fully preserved snake skin was very hard to find completely in tact in the forests on the island. Each part of the snake skin was woven with silk from the local silk worm minks who lived in the Alka Trees.
“Snakes head fritillary.”
Boa says as she shows the outer flowers of the bouquet.
“A flower that gives recognition to my past. They symbolise melancholy, sorrow and deep mourning. I place these in my bouquet to you in order to honour my fallen sisters and bare my soul to you, even the wounded parts”
Boa speaks as her gold snake earrings glint in the sun, jingling softly as she steps forward ad places the bouquet in your hands.
“And on the inside? Are Ranunculus. A flower that symbolises charm, attraction and radiant beauty, all things that encompass you. The lakes bloomed plenty this year and i take this as a great sign for us, my flower”
Boa smiles as the ceremony continuous around you both as you are crowned the empresses partner.
Did Buggy laugh for a good like ten minutes when he saw the name of the flower? Absolutley, of course he fucking did. He laughed until he wheezed before snatching a few of the flowers.
Originally, Buggy did have the plan of leaving the flowers that share their name with an innuendo on the corpses of rival crews that Buggy had defeated as an extra fuck you.
Until he gets with you, every now and then Buggy will blame it on Cabbaji and make you believe that the acrobat had ordered a shipment of morning glory by mistake.
Buggy will still leave them by crews he had defeated, but he had started to shove some of the flowers into your hands, you had said once that they were your favourite... and then Buggy had stuttered some excuse and left.
"Here! Their clogging up storage, do something with them!"
Buggy has never read a book about flowers or their meaning in his life, and he probably never would.
"Tch there, I saw you looking at them. As your great captain I have the generosity to bestow some upon you or whatever!"
Buggy grins, splitting off his hand from his body and using it to deliver flowers to that empty vase across the room. The same vase that you had stolen from a market to hold the first set of morning glory flowers that Buggy had gotten you.
Morning Glory serves as a reminder of the fleeting nature of life and encourages individuals to embrace love and affection in their daily lives. The flower symbolises tenderness, and tenacity, prodding individuals to pursue their dreams with endless persistence.
Shamrock didnt need to concern himself with customs that commoners took part in ehilst trying to romance others. The gifting of flowers hsd never made much sense to him. It was unnecessarily dirty, to touch the plants that existed in the tainted soil of those islands on the blue sea below Marijoa.
Why dirty your hands when someone else could pick flowers for you?
If you wanted something or someone then you either bought it or you forcefully took it yourself. That was the way of the holy knights and celestial dragons.
And yet.
Here he was in the private manicured gardens of the Figarland estate...picking fucking flowers. Shamrocks skin crawled at the soil under his nails, and whilst he felt the overwhelming need to wash this mortal filth from his hands? He keeps picking them until he gets a bundle. Tying them together with a thick red silk ribbon.
"Here, they've been growing well from the gardeners tending to them, ive saved most of the roots if you do wish to keep them in your room. Im sure I can get a maid to help make a hanging basket."
Pansies are flowers that are heavily connected to the planet Saturn. Youd think that in the Figarland estate the flowers would all be red, right?
But no.
The pansies that Shamrock had ordered to be grown were specifically blue and purple pansies. There was only one useful thing that bastard Sommers had ever said with his filthy mouth...and that was about the meaning of pansies, he had probably talked about other meanings of different flowers, but pansies had stuck with Shamrock.
Blue pansies represent loyalty, devotion and truthfulness. Purple pansies represent royalty and beauty. Overall? Pansies are strongly connected to discipline and responsibility.
Throughout Shamrocks life, he had served the Abyss order, the holy knights and Imu-sama. And now?
Now Shamrock had found himself devoted to you. Not just duty, not just following orders, no. Devotion. Pure devotion. Not just from responsibility or discipline, no, this time it was from choice.
It had been years since that day. The day that the world had changed forever, the day that power tilted in the World Governments favour and had destroyed upcoming threats against the gods of this world.
Years since Garling had started to quietly leave those flowers by your family's house in Marijoa.
Those exact flowers that had bloomed in blood of that crumbling island... Moonflowers.
Moonflowers. They emerge and glow under moonlight typically. The flowers are known to bloom under nightfall, during the time that Garlings blade carved through hunting trophies on islands.
Even the curve of the petals of the moonflower reminded you of the supreme commander of the holy knights. Garling and his stupid fucking hair that you had started to place those very same flowers in.
"Do you really get so much enjoyment out of these humiliation rituals that you decide to put me through?"
Garling would complain. You could never show affection outside of these walls, his image needed to be maintained after all and a singular breach could cost you both everything. Comrade or not, the holy knights could tarnish someone, even if it was one of their own.
Moonflowers symbolise mystery, secret love, romantic devotion that hides from the worlds prying eyes and they are flowers that provide hope during dark times.
Ironic, as Garling and the celestial dragon stronghold that you find yourself in are the cause of the darkness that plague this world.
[Boa crosses her arms, trying to keep her composure but clearly flustered]
Boa hancock : You know, you should feel honoured that I allowed you in my presence Y/N
[Y/N smiles warmly at boa as he starts continues talking to her gently]
M!Reader : Honoured eh? Chuckles... I already feel like the luckiest man in the world by just being by your side
[Boa blushes deeply, turning her head away to hide her smile]
Boa hancock : L-lucky, indeed.... But... honestly I should also be honoured to have you by my side... If you insist on staying, then... I definitely wouldn't Mind...
M!Reader : Then I'll most certainly stay! As long as I have the pirate empress to protect me yeah?
[Boa softens, as she starts holding Y/N's cheek gently]
Boa hancock : only foolish man would dare to hurt you....
PLS DROP THAT SHANKS AND BOA FIC IM BEGGING 🙏 THEY BOTH GOT MY HEART
peaktober /kinktober week 1
shanks x boa x transmasc reader
warnings : threesome , dubcon/cnc,praise, pegging , phone sex ( snail sex?), cuckholding, mdni, usage of the word cunt/pussy
marimology do not steal or copy my work
there were only four men in this world that boa hancock could tolerate that we’re immune to her abilities, and that was fisher tiger, monkey d. luffy, you, and shanks. well, shanks was on and off with how much he could annoy her . you on the other hand were her husband and she thought you were the prettiest boy she’s ever seen loves to give you compliments and pinch your cheeks but other times she loved to watch you sit on her lap, on her throne ,whimpering on her cock like right now.
“so pretty ♡” she gushed as you road her cock your moans and whimpers filling her ears as she moved upwards to play with your nipples. “gonna fill you up before that damn red head gets here and ruins the fun” she said causing you to clench around her at the thought which in return made her moan at the action and use her hands to guide you “yea want me to do that pretty? “ she teased but was cut off as shanks snail rang next to her to her.
“answer it” you picked up the snail and was greeted with shanks’s voice. “hey boa ! imma be at the island in a few minutes!” shanks greeted cheerfully . “it’s y/n” you answered to as your voice cracked with boa snapped her hips up and set a slow pace “ah boas play thing correct” he questioned which made you form a tick i on your forehead out of annoyance. “ i’m her husband not a plaything “ your tone of annoyance was cut off with a moan as boas pace got faster and rougher causing you to roll your eyes back. “ well the sound you just made and the expression the snail made says otherwise darling, is she near you?” he teased causing boa to speak “ right behind him <3” she said causing you whimper more at her thrusts as they became louder which shanks definitely heard causing him to chuckle “could listen to him all day, are you treating her well ? ~” you couldn’t answer as you were forced to suck boas fingers moaning as they hit the back of your throat. “treats me so well it’s like his little pussy is made for me ”she told him causing you to whine out of embarrassment. “must be a pretty sight,i’ll be docking in 2 minutes i’ll meet you at the palace soon “ click
he really wasn’t kidding when he said he’ll be there in 2 minutes because 5 minutes you both had gone back to your shared bedroom and he had arrived to sight of boa stuffing your head into a pillow as she mercilessly pounded into your cunt. shanks had sat down in the nearest chair and took off his pants revealing his hard cock , spat in his palm and started to rub himself.
“looks like we have ourselves an audience darling “ she said referring to him moaning as you your hips into her thrusts “you should go help him out”
“yeah come help me out pretty boy” he moaned making you grumble in playful annoyance before walking over and going to your knees and grabbing his cock before giving it a lick. “ fuck” he whined at the sudden contact and forced his dick down your throat making you gag and moan out of shock and pleasure “ lil baby likes it when people are rough with him huh” he asked teasingly and moved his hand to feel his bulge against your throat. “gonna cum down that pretty throat if you keep up<3” he praised as you started to play with his balls moaning as you could feel boas tip bully it’s way back into your cunt “look at him darling” she whispered in your ear raising your chin so that you could look at the captain . “want him to cum inside this pussy?” she asked as she was about to reach her peak as well “nuh uh only you” you said releasing shanks’s length from your mouth,receiving whines from the man begging you to continue as he later came down your throat and you one again came down your throat. you releasing with a pop before going to kiss him and moaning in your mouth as he could taste himself on you
“shit “ boa muttered as she found a new favorite view
“round two?” shanks asked with a grin as you and boa rolled your eyes before you got situated on his thigh
The squelching noises of the Empress’s pussy filled the room like a melody, making your core light up in anticipation. Her moans and begs were only spurring you on, encouraging your fingers to propel quicker and curl into Boa’s sweetest spot as she arched her back. You had her pinned between your immovable, strong body and the plush mattress, her legs smothered with your own as you fingered her needy cunt. She was squirming and writhing beneath you, clutching at her sheets for some kind of purchase.
“Didn’t you ask for this, my love? The least you can do is stay still for me.” Your voice was like honey to her ears, her torso quitting its thrashing and taking your fingers deep into her core obediently. She wasn’t used to being at someone’s mercy– but being that it was you, wonderful, beautiful you, she couldn’t help but wonder what your dominant side was like. She had never expected this.
“I’m sorry, darling,” she gasped, running her slender fingers through your hair, “I- I just wasn’t expecting to get such treatment- oh-” Her voice was high pitched and her cunt pulsed around your digits as she came, your fingertips pressing deliciously against her cervix.
You smiled and worked her through her orgasm, admiring the way her eyebrows furrowed, the bow of her back, the pink flush of her porcelain skin. She was as beautiful as she was passionate; and this only drew you closer to her. You enjoyed being taken care of by her, being taken by her fingers or her strap; the dominant woman was more than willing to meet your needs and then some. However, you wanted to return all of these feelings ten fold if only to show her the care she granted you.
With a wet squelch, you pulled your digits from your lover’s cunt and smiled up at her. She returned a hazy, half-lidded look in response, her apple cheeks as red as her satin sheets as she muttered, “M-My dearest, let me–”
“Shhh…” You filled her mouth with your shiny fingers, an artful smile on your lips. “Let your dearest show you how you make them feel. I want you to get the full experience.”
Boa’s eyes turned bashful, though the way her tongue twisted through your wet-laced fingers gave her away. You knew that she wanted you- to rub her pussy against yours to feel so delicious in her core. It was one of her favorite love-making activities.
You lifted one of her legs, kneeling above her with a sly smile. Her features were pulled together in a pleasured furrow, her pink bottom lip pressed between her teeth. She was clutching the bed sheets in stark anticipation, gazing up at you as if you were her own deity. Your hand wrapped around her ankle as you positioned your dripping cunt above your love’s, sighing out in relief once you felt her wet press against yours. Your hips seemed to move on their own accord as you began to work her pussy, your glistening folds stroking hers so perfectly. You two always seemed to fit together like a puzzle piece.
Boa’s dark curtain of hair brushed past her tits, mouth agape in an o-shape of pleasure. Grabbing her chin, you forced her lowering gaze to your own bold one, placing a thumb on her tongue and riding her harder.
“So wet for me, baby,” you reveled, using your free hand to pinch her nipple between your thumb pointer finger. They puckered under your touch, skin tightening as she let out a pitiful moan.
“Only for you, darling-” she gasped, feeling your clit bump her own in beautiful harmony, “You’re the only one who can take such good care of my pussy.” She said the words quietly, as if she were too afraid to say them aloud. Also, your thumb was pressing down further towards her throat, causing her words to come out dumbly.
She was truly at a loss for words until she felt her thighs tightening and her toes curling, her cunt spasming wildly as she cried out your name, uncaring if the whole island of Amazon Lily were to hear. “Yes- there! Fuck me there!” She leaned up to grip your hips, grinding them into her cunt harder, until there was not a smidgen of space or atoms between the two of your cunts. “M’ gonna cum, my darling! M’ g-gonna-”
“Go ahead, my lovely. Just let it out. I’ll be here to fuck you into the mattress all night.”
In an instant, Boa’s cum was squirting onto you, leaving you messy and wet as you finished her off, riding her into the plushy sheets beneath to pull every ounce of pleasure from her body to her core. You smiled proudly at the sticky strands of desire that connected the two of you and thanked the stars for such a wonderful partner, in and out of the bedroom.
While she could be stubborn and self-centered, you two brought out the best in each other, and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
thinking about how sensitive boa hancock’s body would be because she never lets anyone touch her (in general).
every little touch of yours lingers on her skin and lights it up, makes her heart beat faster and her breathing heavier.
her voice would get higher as she begs you to touch her more, to make her feel good.
to the outside world, she’s the strong and mean pirate empress who turns people to stone with one look, but one look from you and she crumbles. she wants you to take control so she can relax from over exerting her power.
you’re not luffy so she definitely doesn’t love you, but you’re thinking you can change that… you damn sure can make her body feel good.
hello! i've been reading some of your work recently and your writing is amazing!! could i request something with boa (which im so thankful anyone even writes for her) based on her song "kiss my lips"? you can do anything you want with it, thank you!!
now playing - kiss my lips by boa
Pairing: BoA x Fem!Reader
Idol: Kwon Bo-ah (Soloist)
Warning(s): slight angst..?
A/N: awww, thank you so much! I’m honestly so glad someone requested for her, so I appreciate this.
You and Boa’s friendship ran way back, ever since you were a trainee under SM. Of course, she was already a well-established soloist by then, but she supported you throughout your entire journey. She would always come over when you needed her for support or listen attentively when you wanted her opinion on something, especially your songs.
"Unnie?" Boa looked up at the sound of your voice, drawing her attention away from her phone. "Can you listen to this and tell me how it sounds?" Your voice was becoming quieter as you were becoming increasingly self-conscious at the thought of her listening to your song. She nodded happily and sat closer to you, waiting for you to press play. As soon as you did, you looked down shyly, as you didn’t want to see her reaction as it played. You were completely unaware of the smile forming on her face.
Once the music stopped playing, you hesitantly looked up, only to be met with her bright smile. “That was amazing!” She complimented, turning her attention back to you. “You sound amazing, Y/N.” You couldn’t help but blush at her words, feeling an overwhelming amount of joy at her genuineness. “Thank you..” You mumbled, causing her to release a chuckle at your timidity.
You were an aspiring soloist, and before you even made your debut, she visited you as you practiced the choreography for your title track. As soon as you did make your debut, she was openly supportive, and the whole industry would notice how far her support reached.
You were going over the choreography with your choreographer while Boa was sitting and observing in the back, quietly. She pulled her phone out to record you when you came to a stop, running your hand through your hair as you breathed heavily. Smiling at her phone, she posted the video on her Instagram story. You turned to her as you noticed her through your peripheral vision. "You’re doing great, love!" She shouted and gave you a thumbs up, causing you to put your hands on your knees and laugh. You found her to be so cute.
While perfecting the choreography, you were also vlogging in between breaks. Boa could be seen in the background from time to time, but you weren’t aware of that as you were too busy talking to the camera. However, once you did notice, you focused the camera on her. “Unnie, say hi!” Boa looked up from her phone and waved with a smile, earning a giggle from you. Once you turned away to talk to the camera again, her gaze never left you. She couldn’t help but smile as she watched you, finding you adorable.
She found herself doing that often. She simply couldn’t look away at times. If anything, she spent most of her time admiring you. Even fans had caught onto the way she looked at you, whether it be during Instagram lives or if she was present in the videos on your channel. Your little mannerisms always warmed her heart.
There was one thing she began to yearn for though, and that was your attention. Ever since you’ve been focused on your career, which she is fully supportive of, she can’t help but wish you would spend more time with her. Sure, she understood you would be very busy, especially with your newfound fame, but it did upset her to a certain extent. Not your success, but your lack of attention towards her. She was so used to being with you, and now, with all of your promotions, you haven’t had any time for her. You would send her a text after every performance or when you finished an interview, and her face would always light up when she saw your name pop up.
As usual, she was expecting a text from you since you had just finished your final performance for promotions, which she had watched on TV. However, it never came. Boa noticed you posted on your story, and it was a picture of you and Taeyeon. You were kissing her on the cheek, and she was smiling. It was a cute photo, but Boa wished it was her. She hadn’t seen you in all this time, and the first person she sees you with is one of her friends.
Sighing, she locked her phone and placed it beside her, crossing her arms. She felt a strange feeling bubbling in her stomach, something that resembled jealousy. She shouldn’t be jealous, right? Why would she be? You’re only friends. Her face grimaced at the word. Friends. She even shocked herself with her reaction. Why is she suddenly against the term ‘friends’ when it comes to describing you both? That’s what you were.
Groaning, she picked up her phone again and clicked on your contact. She chewed on her bottom lip, debating whether to call you or not. If you were hanging out with Taeyeon, you’d surely be busy and wouldn’t even pick up your phone. You usually gave your full attention to whoever you were with at the time, something Boa loved but hated as of now. It was a great quality, but not when she was the one who wanted your undivided attention. Disregarding her thoughts, she tapped the call button.
Listening to the rings, she tapped her foot on the floor anxiously. Just when she thought it would go to voicemail, your voice was heard on the other end. “Unnie!” Boa smiled at your excitement. She could sense a smile on your face and her smile only widened. “Y/N-ah!” She mirrored your excitement, causing you to giggle through the phone.
“Is there something you need?” You questioned as you walked away from the chaos in the background, wanting to be in a quieter place so you could hear Boa clearly. “Well…” She trailed off, to which you waited patiently for her response.
“I was wondering if you’d be able to come over tonight. I haven’t seen you in so long!” Your smile grew at her response. Although you were tired, you were more than willing to go see her. How could you pass on the opportunity when you haven’t seen her in some time?
“Of course! I’ll be there in a few.”
Boa felt an overwhelming amount of happiness at your willingness to come over despite just finishing a performance. You both said your farewells and hung up. She placed her phone once again beside her, this time feeling joyful and anticipating your arrival. Wanting to be able to greet you immediately, she chose to stay in the living room and watch TV as a way to pass time.
In no time, there was a knock at the door that alerted her. She paused the show she was watching and quickly stood up, making her way to the door. She opened the door and was met with your smiling figure. Her gaze traveled down your body, realizing you were still wearing your stage outfit. It wasn’t that revealing, but it was revealing enough for her heartbeat to pick up. She may have seen it on TV, but it wasn’t the same as seeing it up close in person. Her gaze shot back up to yours when you cleared your throat. You smiled at her knowingly, and she chuckled nervously.
“Wanna invite me in? It’s kinda cold out here.” You spoke as you rubbed your arms to provide the warmth you needed. Boa immediately ushered you in and closed the door behind you, locking it. You’ve been to her place many times so you were well accustomed to making yourself at home. You plopped down on the couch with a sigh. She sat right beside you and rested her head on her hand as she watched you.
You felt her looking at you and your lips curved into a smile. “You should take a picture.” Boa sat up straighter, confused and somewhat startled by your words. You found her confused expression to be utterly cute and it only made you want to tease her more. “Of me. You should take a picture so you don’t have to keep looking.” You continued, causing her eyes to widen. Her ears had noticeably gotten red and she shifted her gaze from you, trying her best to focus on anything that wasn’t you.
“Unnie, I’m just messing with you!” You playfully shoved her shoulder, resulting in her letting out a nervous laugh. She had no choice but to laugh it off as it was painfully obvious that she was embarrassed.
Boa opened her mouth to say something but the sound of a phone ringing caused all of the words she wanted to say to disperse. You looked at your phone and your eyes widened. “I’m gonna be right back, okay?” You told her as you stood up hastily, making a move to go into another room. Her eyes also widened and she nodded, urging you to go.
She crossed her legs and waited patiently. She couldn’t help but get curious though. Why did you need to go into another room? You usually don’t mind answering calls in front of her. Eyebrows furrowing, she tried her best to listen to what you were saying on the phone. Did she think it was wrong to be invading your privacy? Yes. Was her curiosity overshadowing the guilt she felt brewing? Also, yes. She limited her movement and did her best to be as quiet as possible, only being able to overhear your conversation.
Her head tilted at your hushed giggles. Her suspicions were growing at who you could possibly be talking to. She started thinking of names of idols you’re somewhat close with. Yuna? No, you’ve talked to her with Boa around. Yoon? No, she would be able to hear Yoon’s voice through the phone loud and clear. Taeyeon? No, you were just with her. Unless she was calling you to see if you made it safely. Why would she be the one to know that? Boa’s head was swimming with questions but she was pulled out of her thoughts when she heard you tell the person a farewell.
Acting like she wasn’t listening, she quickly grabbed the remote and pretended to be looking for another show. Once you came back, she looked up at you and smiled. It wasn’t the most genuine and you could tell, but you returned her smile and sat beside her once again, nonetheless.
Silence had overcome you both, but it was a comfortable one. Boa abruptly stopped browsing through the shows, causing you to look over at her. “Who was that?” She asked, keeping her eyes fixed on the tv. Your eyebrows raised at the sudden question.
“On the phone?” She nodded, to which you sat up straighter, and placed your hands on your lap. “Taeyeon unnie.” You answered as if it was nothing. To you, it really was nothing, but not to Boa. She let out a dry laugh, causing your eyebrows to furrow.
“Of course.” She muttered under her breath as she placed the remote on the table. “What do you mean by that?” You questioned, turning your whole body to face her. “I’m just not surprised, that’s all.” She responded, still not bothering to look at you.
“Why is that not surprising to you?” You were now feeling strange about the sudden change in her tone. “You and her have been hanging out quite often as of recently, and now you don’t want to call her in front of me.” She stated, now turning to face you. She was immediately met with your confused and somewhat offended expression.
“Why does who I hang out with matter to you?” You didn’t know where this side of Boa was coming from and you didn’t know how to feel about it. In your eyes, you weren’t doing anything wrong. Sure, it may have been odd that you chose not to answer the call in front of her, but you didn’t know how she’d react if you did answer it while she was present. It felt rude to talk on the phone in front of her and not giving her your full attention, especially after not seeing her in so long. You guys weren’t together so the way she was acting caught you off guard.
You could tell that your response had also caught her off guard. Her eyes widened as she realized how she was coming across. You had no idea how she felt about you and her jealousy even surprised her. “I-“ She didn’t know what to say and her lack of response made it evident.
“I think I should leave.” You spoke, picking up your phone before standing up and making your way to the door, to which Boa abruptly stood up. “Wait-“ You weren’t interested in what she had to say and proceeded to unlock the door despite her following behind you.
You opened the door and stepped outside, leaving a regretful Boa standing near the door. “Goodnight.” You sent a short smile her way before closing the door behind you. She couldn’t even bother chasing after you as she knew you did not want to talk to her for the rest of the night or however long you chose. She knew she could’ve tried harder to get you to stay but she simply wouldn’t know what to say if she succeeded.
Sighing, she ran a hand through her hair and went back to sit on the couch. Boa knew she had to apologize, but she would have to go the extra mile in doing so. You were not dating but why did it feel like you just broke up with her?
-
A few days have passed and you still haven’t bothered to text her. You’ve occasionally posted on Instagram and Boa would notice every time, of course. She even continued to like your posts. She would usually comment, but she was scared of doing so after you left her place. She wanted to send you a message and apologize, but every time she would type something out, she would quickly delete it.
From your perspective, you were still somewhat upset with the way she acted and you were most definitely not going to be the one to initiate a conversation. You just chose to keep yourself busy and act as if she didn’t even exist. You were very conflicted in your feelings and she popped up in your mind every now and then. And by every now and then, it really meant every day. You wanted to talk to her but you were too stubborn to do so.
You went as far as hinting at her in the captions of your Instagram posts or when you posted on Weverse. You missed her, which was understandable since you both were together often and it felt weird not talking to or seeing her for so long. She, however, never picked up on your hints. She was just as oblivious as you were to her feelings.
You weren’t too sure how you felt about Boa until you spent this time away from her. Sure, you were close friends but why did you feel so empty without her by your side? You could be hanging out with your friends and your mind would always drift to her, causing your friends to always have to snap you out of it.
-
More time passed and you were currently working on another song. Normally you would have Boa by your side listening and giving her input, so working alone only made you feel weirder. You sighed at the realization that you would not be able to finish this song if she kept popping up in your mind.
You decided you go on your phone and as soon as the screen lit up, you noticed there was a message from a minute ago. Your ringer was off so if you hadn’t checked your phone, you simply wouldn’t have known. You unlocked it to see who it was from and what it said, and you couldn’t believe your eyes when you read the name and text.
7:15pm
Boa unnie <3
“Can you come outside?”
You clicked on the message to make sure your eyes weren’t deceiving you. How did she know you were at the studio? Staring at your phone in utter confusion, you forgot that she was able to see that you read the message due to your read receipts being on. Another message popped up,
7:16pm
Boa unnie <3
“Please?”
You placed your phone in your pocket and stood up before making your way out the door. It was cold outside, so you hoped she wasn’t out there for too long. Knowing her, she was probably debating on actually sending the message and waited before going through with it. With how quickly she responded, she must have been staring at her phone as she waited for your response.
As soon as you stepped outside, you were immediately hit with the cold breeze. However, you didn’t care for that as you were only thinking about one thing or specifically, one person. You ventured further out and noticed a figure with their hands in their pockets as they were looking down.
“Unnie?” The sound of your voice alerted the person and they looked up. The sight of Boa nearly knocked the wind out of your lungs. It felt like forever since you’d seen her and with her now in front of you, you wanted nothing more than to hug her. Still being stubborn, you weren’t going to make the first move.
“Y/N..” She breathed out, a sense of relief washing over her at the sight of you after all these days. The fact that you actually came out and didn’t leave her out in the cold lifted her spirits. Knowing you wouldn’t be the first to make physical contact, she stepped forward and hesitantly opened her arms, testing whether or not you’d accept an embrace. Thankfully, you eagerly wrapped your arms around her neck, to which she happily wrapped hers around your waist.
If she could hold you in her arms for eternity, she would. Happiness bloomed inside of you as you enjoyed the comfort her hug provided. Boa was equally as content and once she pulled away, all she could do was stare at you. Truly soaking in your presence and making sure this wasn’t a dream. Her eyes trailed down to your lips and the movement of your lips brought her out of the trance she was in. Blinking quickly, her eyes shot back up. “I’m sorry?” She wasn’t able to hear anything you had just said, earning a chuckle from you.
“I asked why you were here so late.” You spoke softly, causing her to awkwardly shift her weight from one foot onto the other. “Well..” You looked at her expectingly, waiting for her to go on. “For starters, I wanted to apologize for how I reacted.” She began, clasping her hands together as she looked down.
“I don’t know why— well, I do know why I acted the way I did. I was jealous.” She confessed, causing your eyes to widen. “Why would you be jealous?” Your obliviousness was truly going to be the death of her. It was already embarrassing enough to state that she was jealous, but for the reason as to why she was made her embarrassment insufferable.
“I was under the impression that something between you and Taeyeon was happening. Unfortunately, my mouth was faster than my ability to rationally think and properly go about that situation.” Boa admitted as she occasionally glanced at you to see your reaction as she spoke.
A smile spread across your face as you listened to her speak. She gained the courage to say that, and you appreciated her doing so.
“Well, maybe I could have reassured you if you had informed me how you were feeling a long time ago.” You spoke, which caused her eyebrows to furrow as a result of her being unsure of what you meant when you said that.
“Reassure how?” Now it was her turn to be oblivious. You found her confused expression to be cute, evoking a soft laugh out of you. You took a step closer, feeling your confidence build up after realizing your feelings were reciprocated.
“Can I show you?” She nodded slowly, not breaking eye contact. You cupped her face, tilting your head and leaning in to capture her lips. Her eyes fluttered closed, completely immersing herself in the kiss and pouring all of her emotions into it. You matched her passion, hoping to convey everything you felt and more. It seemed that she had gotten the message as she smiled into the kiss.
Boa pulled back slightly and looked deeply into your eyes. "You have no idea how long I've wanted that to happen." She whispered against your lips, earning a chuckle from you. You felt a profuse amount of warmth spreading through your chest. “I was thinking the same thing..”
Just as she began closing the space between the two of you again, a gasp was heard nearby. You both pulled away from each other, hastily looking in the direction of where the noise came from. Your eyes widened once they landed on your manager standing there.
“Finally!” They shouted out, your shock now being replaced with confusion. You looked over to Boa, but were met with her smiling. “You knew she was coming?” You asked as you turned back to your manager, to which they nodded.
“How else do you think she knew you were at the studio?”
You were at a loss for words, your reaction bringing a laugh out of Boa and your manager. You were too stunned to react to her interlocking your fingers together, but when she gave your hand a gentle squeeze, you were pulled out of the addled state.
The corner of your lips curved up into a smile as you turned to her. Your eyes trailed down to her lips and the urge to kiss her was incredibly strong, but you had to hold yourself back considering your manager was still there.
“Now that everything is settled, can you both come inside? It is too chilly out here.” Your manager requested, bringing your attention back to them. They smiled and opened the door, gesturing for you both to enter.
Once you made it back inside, you all headed right back to the studio. You were in a much better mood and had a spark of inspiration. Deciding to put the song you were working on in the back burner, you now began working on another one. This time, creating one with a more romantic feel.
With your muse by your side, the lyrics came easy to you. Fondness swam in Boa’s eyes as she watched you formulate your ideas before picking up your guitar and strumming some notes. She listened attentively as you hummed the melody, her smile never leaving her face.
You felt her gaze on you so you turned to her, “What do you think?” You asked, suddenly feeling self-conscious under her observation. This scenario felt oddly familiar.
The moment you woke up, you knew something was wrong.
Although you thought you had taken good care of yourself in the past few days, the aching headache you woke up with had you questioning how well you take care of yourself. Just moving your neck made your head feel like it was about to burst. Your body was sore all over and you were in dire need of something to drink. With how much you loved Boa, the last thing you wanted to do was to make her worry.
Boa respected your privacy as much as you respected hers, but she was susceptible to barging into your room during the early hours of the day. Not wanting her to fret over your cold, you mustered up as must strength as possible and sat upright on your bed. Even with your pounding headache and weakened muscles, you forced yourself out of bed and quickly got dressed with something colorful, attempting to look as lively as possible.
You looked in the mirror one last time to practice a smile and made your way towards the door, but just as you were about to twist the knob, you heard a knock on the door.
“Y/n, sweetheart! I hope you’re awake!” Boa called from the other side. You could hear the smile in her voice; she sounded as lovely as ever. You finally opened the door and looked up at your beaming lover. Immediately, she wrapped her arms around your figure, engulfing you in her sweet scent.
“Good morning, Boa!” You smiled, weakly hugging her back. Unfortunately for you, Boa noticed everything. The fake smile, colorful clothes you wouldn’t wear on a normal day, the strength lacking in your hug; she cares about you too much not to notice when you’re acting differently.
She pulled away from you and quickly put the back of her hand on your forehead. A frown immediately replaced her smile.
“Y/n, you’re burning up!” Boa exclaimed with a panicked expression. Even with her duties under her many titles, you knew she would drop everything if it was for you. You wanted to be strong for her so she knew you were someone she could rely on, but you ended up falling victim to her loving touch.
“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine. Just leave me in my bed and I’ll rest the whole day if you want me to.” She wondered if she heard you correctly. There was absolutely no way she was going to leave you alone in your room if she could help it.
“Absolutely not! You’ll in my room and I’ll provide you with anything you need, no matter what,” She said, not wasting any time carrying you to your new destination. Along the way, she made immediate orders for supplies needed to nurse you back to health.
The comfort you felt in her arms had you smiling like an idiot.
