Crying over my favourite book again and I’m not even reading it
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Crying over my favourite book again and I’m not even reading it
Hollanov Ranttt 9
thinking about that scene where shane is drunk, clutching ilya’s hoodie like it’s a security blanket
just staring at him.
full. heart. eyes.
sir that is not rivalry. that is “i have been in love with you for years and i’m losing the battle.”
ilya out here pretending he doesn’t see it meanwhile shane is looking at him like he hung the moon and personally invented hockey
i will never recover actually
Look, I get the wish for for LGBT characters in kotlc, but y'all do realize, that the lost cities would 100% be homophobic right?
I am not saying, that that is a reason for Shannon not to do it. Like the friendgroup is so crowded by now, just look at the statistics (I personally have my eye on some candidates as well...looking at you marella)
So I would definitely support the idea.
But lets be real.
The lost cities have basically introduced genetic fascism. Everything has the goal to produce the biggest possible genetic potential. Where do you think a couple, that cannot "naturally" have children will rate in their minds?
They would either make any gay kid an "unmatchable" or just ignore their sexual orientation.
And I think that that would be pretty painful to read.
Because so far the discrimminations are maybe allegories, but with that new level, so many readers could directly relate to the hostility theyre confronted with.
I still believe, that if Shannon decided to make it happen, she would have to Stick with the canon, even if it makes her cities a great deal more hatable on top.
Not saying it shouldnt be done, it could as well show many kids, that even if the world is against you, the right people will never care.
But you have to be real about what youre really asking for.
Me: has a book I’m dying to keep reading Also me: sees The Untamed on TikTok and suddenly needs to rewatch 50 episodes of gay yearning and flute solos. Also also me: logs onto Tumblr and gets ambushed by My Stubborn Series gifs!
Now I’m just sitting here like a short-circuiting gremlin because I want to do ALL THREE at once, and my brain refuses to pick a lane. Cries in fandom overload 😭⚡📚📺
sorta spoiler for scholomance but i finished the scholomance trilogy(?) today and ughhhh it nearly filled the void harry potter had given me. i loved it. where is scholomance tumblr i need it immediately i'm so conflicted by el x orion & el x liesel cuz orion is cute but i wasn't attached to him as much as the first two books. liesel and el surprised me, confused me (cuz el was literally like dreaming abt orion within hours), and made me so happy because yay casual bi/pan characters!
anyways i rly liked it
this tiktok brought so much joy to my day so i decided to show my favorite part
Hollanov Ranttt 7
thinking about hollanov again which is rude actually because why are shane hollander and ilya rozanov still beefing, flirting, and falling in love in MY brain at all hours
this is not a ship this is a recurring mental condition
Hollanov Ranttt 6
thinking about how shane hollander and ilya rozanov are canonically just two hyper-competitive idiots who decided the most reasonable solution to their rivalry was falling violently in love and making it everyone else’s problem
like sorry?? enemies to lovers to soulmates to “this man is my emotional support russian”
heated rivalry really said: what if we gave you romance, yearning, tenderness, AND hockey-induced brainrot and then watched you never recover
anyway this ship has altered my brain chemistry permanently