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Still with you
Isn't it a tragedy to be away from your love,
Is what I think when I am sitting alone,
With only cheap ramen as my dinner and a broken roof to call my home,
When I am Counting the distance, the minutes, the seconds between us,
When I am Peering through the window, Seeing two figures huddled closely under an umbrella and only inches apart,
Isn't it truly a tragedy that you're not here with me,
But I am still with you.
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he loves me not | jhs
“did you ever fall in love with me?”
✦ pairing: jung hoseok x reader
✦ summary: he was the man who caught your eye ever since he smacked your face with a soccer ball in elementary. you loved him for over a decade....but you can’t find yourself to confess.
✦ rating: M, not suitable for minors
✦ genre: smut, i’ll let you guys find out what the other genre is 😏
✦ word count: 4.9k
✦ warnings: college au, soft dom!hoseok, fingering, oral, dirty talk, multiple orgasms, get ready for an emotional ride <3
He loves me, he loves me not…
Those were the same words that you kept repeating for a few days now, a flower representing if the man you have a crush on likes you back. To any other person, it seems stupid that a flower will judge your love life but you heartily disagree. Flowers and love have always been associated with one another and from a viewpoint, it makes sense on why picking petals off of flowers can determine your fate with the person you love.
Jung Hoseok. You two knew each other but at the same time you didn’t. The first time you two caught each other’s eyes was during elementary school. He was one of the popular kids: with his cheery smile, bubbly personality, and warm aura, nearly everyone became friends with him. You, on the other hand, were more of a wallflower. You only had a few close friends and you spent your time reading books instead of playing games. Some people call you boring but who cares about them.
During recess in 1st grade, you decided to read in the middle of the field. It seemed ideal, the grass was green and the sky was a beautiful shade of blue. There wasn’t even a cloud in sight. All of a sudden, a soccer ball came speeding towards you and hit you straight-up in the head. You couldn’t remember what happened but when you opened your eyes, you saw a worried Hoseok hovering face-to-face on top of you in the nurse’s room.
“Y/N-ah! You’re okay! I’m so so sorry that I hurt you! I should’ve known you were there.”
“It’s okay. Uh, my head kind of hurts…”
“I’ll go get some ice for you!” When he passed the “ice bag” (which was basically a frozen paper towel), you felt a peculiar feeling. You didn’t know why but there were sparks when you grabbed the ice bag from him. What was it? Eventually, he had to leave for his classroom but when you were free to leave the nurse’s room, he offered to walk you to class. By then, you figured out what that feeling was. And it became a 12-year crush on the boy who hit you with a soccer ball.
Like some coincidence, both of you attended the same college together. You didn’t expect to see anyone from your school during your freshman orientation but when you saw the familiar sunshine smile, a wave of relief and fear washed over you.
Hoseok being the extrovert that he is made friends with nearly the whole campus, is in a sorority, and hosts the biggest parties the university has ever seen. You continued to be the loner that you were but luckily you found a close friend in Nayeon.
As you and Nayeon were strolling across campus, you saw Hoseok and his girlfriend talking and chattering with Starbucks in their hands. You felt a pit of jealousy in your stomach, internally yelling at yourself for not having the guts to tell him how you truly feel.
However, you expected him to go out with someone. He can’t stay single forever just for you because he barely knows you and your feelings. If he did, then you would move to another state out of embarrassment.
“Y/N, stop looking otherwise he’s going to think that you’re creepy!” Nayeon giggled, pushing you away from the couple. “Why won’t you ever talk to him?” “I can’t. We didn’t really interact during high school.” “Look, college is about starting a new life. Come on, you’re 18 now! You’re an adult! Don’t let your fears get in the way of having fun!” “Besides, they’re dating!”
“So? You can be friends with him!”
“Not now, I have class. I’ll see you around!” You made way inside the building and into your sociology class, the professor setting up his computer for a lecture. You didn’t know a lot of people here and the person who sat next to you dropped out.
All of a sudden, a guy with rainbow-styled clothes and a vibrant aura entered, giving a high-five to the professor and waving to your classmates. Your eyes widened, the man who has been invading your thoughts is actually in the same class with you.
Hoseok scanned the room for a place to sit, his face brightening when he saw an empty seat next to you. Your heart started to race, he’s actually going to sit next to you! “Oh, Y/N! I didn’t know you were in this class! I just got moved here and I’m so glad I found someone I know!”
“Yeah, uh, hi. I thought you were gonna sit with someone else.”
“Nah, actually I wanted to talk to you ever since orientation but I never saw you around. However, I saw you walking by and staring at me and Julia.” Oh, that’s his girlfriend’s name. Interesting.
“Heh...no..you didn’t see anything!” “You’re cute. I hope we have more classes together!” After everyone has settled in their seats, the professor started going on about the lesson but you couldn’t care less about what he had to say. The way Hoseok was so invested in the powerpoint but occasionally stopped to play games was more intriguing than whatever was going on. No, he must think you’re crazy. You snapped out of it and attempted to focus on the screen.
“From this week’s lesson, I am going to assign you all a project. Your will be grouped by pairs and they will be determined by the place you’re sitting in right now.” You internally counted down the pair of seats from the row you’re in and sure enough, you’re paired with Hoseok. He smiled at you, holding your hands excitedly. You obviously reciprocate the feeling but your head didn’t let you show it.
“Yay! We’re going to be doing our project together! This is going to be so fun!” You smiled and nodded, trying to come up with things to say but your mind was blank.
“W-wait, would your girlfriend be okay?” Wow Y/N, that’s the first thing that you say? Way to get your man.
“No, I think she’ll be chill. Besides, you’re like one of my childhood friends so it’s cool.” At least you’re a friend in his eyes.
The session ended 15 minutes later and you couldn’t wait to get out. As you quickly stuffed your books and laptop in your bag, Hoseok tossed a little airplane at your head.
“That’s my number if you want to talk about the project and...other stuff. If you’re free tomorrow, do you wanna get started? There’s a party I want to go to at the end of the week and I want to get this out of the way.” “Uh, sure. I’ll text you later,” you said shyly, zipping your bag up and exiting the room. You felt your body sweat and your heart pound rapidly. Your brain still can’t wrap around the fact that Hoseok sits next to you and you will be working on a project together.
“Hey, what’s up? You look like you just got out of a haunted house,” Nayeon said as you approached the familiar bench where the two of you always sat.
“Hoseok just transferred to my class, he sits next to me, and we’re doing a project together!” “Ooh, go get your man!”
“No no, this is bad! I always act so weird around him! Plus he wants us to work on it tomorrow! What should I do?” “First, relax. Take a deep breath,” Nayeon instructed, placing her hands on your shoulders as you slowed down your breathing. “Next, don’t worry about a thing. Try to push aside your feelings for him and talk to him as you would with another person.” “Only he’s my crush for about 12 years!”
“So? I know it must be awkward due to your feelings for him but if you act awkward, then you wouldn’t be close to him. And you want that, do you?” “Yeah…” “You got this, don’t worry!” Nayeon’s words gave you some hope and encouragement, which made you feel better. She was right, you can’t keep acting this way for long. Even though he was dating someone else, at least you’ll have him close as a friend, right?
You never told anybody this but you secretly kept a daisy and you picked off the petals every day. It was down to four petals and you decided to take two off.
He loves me, he loves me not.
However you didn’t want it to end with a negative note so you picked one last petal off.
He loves me.
The next day came and you were sitting at a local cafe, waiting for Hoseok to arrive. Since you arrived a few minutes early, you had enough time to go over what you want to say and if you look good enough.
Surprisingly, he came on time and even gave you a mini hug. You watched as he placed his bags on the ground and pulled out his laptop.
“Hi Y/N! I hope I didn’t keep you waiting.” “N-no, not at all! You came on time actually!” “Good, well do you want to order anything at first?” “Sure, I really want coffee right now!” As you two waited in line, you shyly gazed over at Hoseok who shined brighter than any sun in the world. You accidentally brushed his hand with yours, causing him to laugh.
“How come we didn’t talk much throughout high school? I can’t remember the last time I really talked to you except yesterday.” Hoseok asked, scanning the menu for a drink he’d like. “I don’t know, I guess we had different classes and you were more popular than me…” “But I would’ve been friends with you no matter what.”
“Would you? I’m not exactly the most popular girl in school.” “Yeah. You seem chill and it’s nice having a reserved friend against all my loud and hyper ones. I hope you take it as a compliment.” “Uh, I do. What are you gonna get?” “I’ll have a vanilla latte. It’s a classic but it’s iconic at the same time.” “I’ll get what you’re getting.” You watched him order and talk casually to the cashier, a common thing you’re scared of doing. It must be nice dating him, he sounds like the guy who can be the life of the party but still has an eye for you.
“Do you want me to pay for my-” “No, I shouldn’t have to make you pay. I mean they say the gentleman pays for the first study date,” he replied, swiping his credit card. Oh my god did he just say-
A few minutes later, the cashier gives you your drinks with your name scrabbled on the cupsleeve. You and Hoseok grabbed them at the same time, accidentally bumping together. You blushed at the proximity, jumping back with fear. Geez, why are you acting like this? You really are a fool.
An hour later and both of you made decent progress on your projects. Hoseok decided to take a break and scroll through his Instagram while you worked on some slides.
“Hey, Y/N, do I follow you on Insta?” “Uh, I’m not sure. I think so?” He checked his phone again, a frown on his normally joyful face. “No I don't. What’s your username?” “I’ll type it in for you.”
He nodded and passed you his phone. You quickly typed your user, hit the follow button, and went back to his profile. He had a lot of followers due to his popularity and personality, which shocks you considering that you’ve never met someone with over 5,000 followers.
“Y/N, ever since I saw you yesterday I wanted to get to know you. I feel bad that we barely interacted throughout high school and I want to make up for that. So just hit me with what you got.” He leaned forward, interested in hearing what you have to say.
Your mind immediately stopped working as you quickly tried to come up with an interesting conversation. And the only event you could think of was the time where he hit you with a soccer ball in elementary school.
“Actually Hoseok, we have known each other since we were 1st graders.”
“Really? Were you in my class back then? God, I can’t even remember what I had for lunch yesterday but you manage to remember that.” “Yeah, there was a time when I was reading out in the middle of the soccer field. I was the perfect target to be hit which is what you did. I don’t remember what happened after the ball smacked me in the face but when I woke up, I saw you waiting for me. You offered to give me ice and walk me back to class when my headache stopped. We barely saw each other after that but that was still one of the most significant moments in my life.” “Oh yeah, I still feel bad that I did that-” You took a deep breath, trying to work up the nerve to say what you’ve always wanted to say to him. It’s now or never, just do it!
“Hoseok, ever since that day, I’ve loved you since.” Your words shocked him, his mouth dropping open and his eyes the size of saucers. He tried to comprehend what you said when all of a sudden, you burst into tears.
You shouldn’t have said it, it was too soon. Your vision blurry of tears, you stuffed all your stuff in your bag and ran out of the cafe.
“Wait, Y/N! Wait! Hold on, we need to talk about this!” “I’m sorry Hoseok, I shouldn’t have-” “No, this is important! Y/N, look at me!” He spun you around and forced you to look at his face. You tried to blink away your tears and he quickly flicked them away.
“Y/N, are your feelings true? Did you love me for that long?”
You nodded slowly, tears threatening to spill from your eyes again. It was so scary waiting for him to either reciprocate those feelings or walk away.
All of a sudden, he gave you a kiss. And it wasn’t like any other peck, it was one full of want and passion. He quickly pulled away and gave you a tight hug.
“Thank you for telling me how you feel. And I like you back.”
He broke the hug and wrapped an arm around your shoulder as you two walked towards campus. You felt your heart slowly relax, he likes you as well! Maybe all that pining and worry was for nothing! “Y/N, it’s getting dark so do you want to stay at my dorm? I don’t have a roommate so it’s okay,” he said, heading the opposite direction from the path that leads to your dorms.
“Sure thing. It’s okay as well.” You were totally freaking out inside, you’re going INSIDE his dorm. After a few minutes, he opened the door and you carefully walked in, your nose wrinkling a bit. Iwas messy due to the overflowing trash bags full of takeout and beer bottles but overall it wasn’t too bad. You hung your bag on a random coat stand full of jackets and baseball caps. There was a blanket and a pillow on his couch where you could possibly stay.
“Sorry if it doesn’t look too appealing, I’m kind of lazy to clean my room,” he sighed, stuffing the full bags in a random corner. You shook your head, carefully sitting down on his couch. Hoseok sat down next to you, loosely laying his hand around your shoulders.
“So, what do you want to do Y/N?” “I’m not sure. Is it bad that I want to stay like this?” “No, I do too.” He moved closer to you, your bodies touching and you felt heat rise up to your cheeks. You lied down on your back and you felt his presence above you as he slowly leaned closer to you. “Do you want to do this?” You couldn’t think of the right words to say, were you really about to do it with your crush? It’s now or never, Y/N. This is the moment you’ve been waiting for.
“It’s okay, I want to do it. But I’m not experienced in this type of stuff,” you confessed.
“Then I’ll teach you. I’ll go slow with you, I promise.” He kissed you again, the same feeling like the one outside. It was slow and romantic, just the way you imagined. He probed his tongue in front of your mouth, asking for entrance to which you let him in. Hoseok started to remove your T-shirt but stopped immediately to ask for your permission.
“Are you sure this is okay with you?” “Yes, I promise. I’ve always wanted this to be with you.” “Good. I’ll make you feel so good.” He pulled off the shirt and carefully took off your white bra, a mundane action that made you feel butterflies. After everything was taken off, you immediately covered your chest. You weren’t used to being exposed to someone like this, much less the guy you love.
“Don’t worry baby, you look beautiful. I promise,” Hoseok assured, gently removing your arms. He latched his mouth on one of your nipples, sucking on them feverishly. You let out a loud moan before biting your lip to stifle them. What if someone was there? “Don’t hide those moans for me, baby girl. I want to hear them,” he murmured, his mouth still on your breast. After hearing his words, you started to let out a series of moans and whimpers. While his mouth was on one, he was using his fingers to play with your nipple and tug on it a bit, a loud whine escaping your mouth.
“Please…” “Aww, does it hurt, little girl?” You shook your head as he slowly made his way over to your jeans, cupping your covered heat. You could feel yourself become more wet since no one has ever been near that area before and you wanted him to touch you more. Hoseok hastily pulled off your jeans and underwear, throwing them off to the side.
You felt embarrassed that you were completely bare in front of your crush and you wondered if it was too soon to back out of this. But what’s done is done and you’ve wanted him to see you like this for a long time so you decided to have some confidence. That’s what Nayeon told you, right?
“Did you ever have something in you?”
“No, this is my first time ever doing this. I’m kind of worried.” “It’s okay, I’ll help you. Now, I’m going to do a bit of foreplay to get you ready for my dick. It’s basically like warm-ups before the actual thing. Don’t worry, it doesn’t hurt.” You felt his fingers linger near your entrance and you nodded at him to enter. He suddenly purged a slender finger inside you as you let out a moan, him slowly thrusting to make you comfortable.
“You look so cute, taking my finger like it’s my cock. I don’t even know if you’re ready to even take it.” “I am! I’m ready! Please, keep moving!” You felt a wave of confidence overcome you, surprising yourself and Hoseok. He turned his shocked expression into a smirk, curling his finger and adding another one inside you.
He was stretching your walls out well to later accommodate his dick, making scissoring motions inside and finding your g-spot. All of this pleasure was too much for you as you held onto Hoseok’s arms and fed his ego with mewls and whines. You couldn’t form a single word due to the pleasure he was giving you, even though it was only two fingers.
“Ah, ah, Hoseok, I-” He suddenly adds a third finger and keeps thrusting quickly, his palm rubbing your clit. His palm was quickly replaced by his mouth as he sucked on it harshly.
“You gonna be a good girl and cum for the first time? Are you close?” he teases.
“Oh my god, oh, Hoseok…” You felt tiny beads of sweat drip down your forehead from the heat and pressure, your walls tightening around his long fingers.
You felt a knot in your stomach which you assumed that your orgasm was coming soon. Hoseok could also tell and kept going faster, making fast come-here motions and playing around with your clit.
“You’re close now, are you? Such a good girl as I stretch your tiny pussy out for my big dick. That’s right baby girl, cum for me now. Cum all over my fingers and face.” His words were your breaking point as you felt that knot snap, your orgasm arriving. You moan out Hoseok’s name as he stares at your cum flow out of your system. He sucked on his fingers before taking some of your juices and bringing it to your mouth. You suck on them wantonly, causing Hoseok’s dick to twitch. Maybe someday you can suck him off with your cute mouth.
“Good girl, you did so well baby,” he praises, making your stomach have butterflies from his words. You watch as he strips himself to his boxers, your eyes widening on what could be under them. He palms his cock for a bit, staring into your eyes seductively.
“Are you ready for this?” You nodded rapidly, wanting to have his dick inside you. He slowly pulled down his boxers and his cock immediately sprang up, looking erect and large. You gulped at what’s going to enter you, Hoseok smirking at your reaction.
“Don’t worry, it’s going to be okay. I’ll go slow at first, I promise,” he assured, the tip of his cock slightly brushing against your pussy.
You braced yourself for him to enter you, whining as you clenched around his length.
“Oh my fucking god, you’re so tight. You’re doing well baby,” he groaned, slowly pulling out and pushing in. You found yourself at a nice pace but after a while, you signalled him to go faster. This is really it, you’re going to be losing your virginity to him! He started to ram into you quickly, his dick filling you up and hitting many different nerves inside. You clawed on his back, trying to keep yourself steady from the insane pace he was going at.
“Look at you trying to take my cock, such a cutie,” he coos, toying around with your breasts again. You let out a mewl at his words, lewd sounds filling the room. Your walls started to clench around him tightly causing Hoseok to let out low grunts and moans.
The now familiar feeling of your orgasm started to make its way again, the knot returning as you approach it for the second time. Hoseok could tell that you were close as well with the way your cunt was tightening around his dick.
“You going to cum again, baby? That’s right, make a mess on my big dick,” he grunts, slowly reaching his own high as well.
You let out a moan as your juices came pouring down again, your whole body shaking and your cunt sensitive from cumming twice. Little white stars started to appear in your vision from how much pleasure you had. Hoseok started to thrust faster and suddenly pulled out, stroking his length to release all of his seed onto your stomach. After it stopped spurting out, he took a minute to catch his breath and leaned down to kiss you on the lips.
“How was it, sweetie? Was it okay?” he asked, caressing your cheek.
“I-it was great. Thank you so much, I didn’t expect it to be like this.” “I’m going to get a towel to clean you up and some clothes. I’ll be right back,” he smiled, leaving the living room for a bit.
You stared at the ceiling, thinking about what you’ve done with him. Even though many people your age think of sex as just a way to get pleasure, it meant a lot to you because you were giving your body and trust to a person. Obviously, Hoseok was very special to you and you were grateful that it was him who took away your virginity. You loved him enough to let yourself be exposed to you and you knew that he must’ve had sex with other girls but did he feel something special with you? Was it only you who were feeling this way.
Hoseok came back dressed in a T-shirt and shorts and in his hand was another T-shirt and a towel. He carefully wiped off the cum that landed onto your stomach and thighs, making you get goosebumps from the touch. You put on the T-shirt he gave you, the bottom of it reaching your thighs.
“So am I going to stay here for the night?” “Of course! Why would I let you go back home at this hour?” “Uh, am I going to sleep on the couch?” “Hell no, it’s too stained for you to sleep there. You can sleep in my bedroom with me.”
You felt your heart beat faster from the thought of sleeping next to him. He picked you up bridal style since you were too sore to walk and laid you down on his bed. Since it was late and there wasn’t anything you needed to do, you decided to get ready to go to bed.
Hoseok watches you go to sleep and decides to join you. He stares at the ceiling, thinking about what he did with you. It was nice seeing his childhood friend again and he definitely enjoyed having sex with you but he felt different after. When you confessed your feelings for him at the cafe, his heart felt relieved for some reason. It was different than when his exes and current girlfriend confessed.
Do I love Y/N?
He leans over to you and lightly strokes your hair, finding you adorable. He wishes he found you sooner since that day in elementary school, he wishes he asked you out earlier. Maybe tomorrow he could ask you to be his girlfriend. But that would mean he’s cheating and he was never a big fan of breaking someone’s heart just to be with another person. It made him less of a person and all of a sudden, he felt guilty about what he did today.
You were such a sweet person and he didn’t want to harm you by rejecting your feelings...but he doesn’t want to break the trust of a person just because you were a childhood friend.
Hoseok’s heart ached as he decided to let you go due to the guilt of cheating on his girlfriend, even though he would much rather have you here beside him.
The next morning, you found yourself awake with Hoseok sitting next to you. You smiled as you remembered what happened yesterday, feeling better than ever.
“Good morning, Hoseok!”
“Ah, good morning, Y/N!” “Do you want anything for breakfast?” “Listen Y/N, I need to talk to you about something. It’s important so please listen. Uh, yesterday shouldn’t have happened and I feel like you shouldn’t have slept with me.”
“Wait, why?” “Do you remember that I have a girlfriend?” “Did you break up with her?” “No...so that means I cheated on her.”
You felt your heart break as Hoseok avoided eye contact with you. Your first time was with someone who had a girlfriend and he cheated on her with you.
“You’re right. This shouldn’t have happened. Why was I stupid enough to let you take my virginity?” “I’m so sorry, Y/N. I don’t think we can see each other anymore.” You felt hot tears drip down your cheeks, feeling embarrassed and foolish. The man you loved took your virginity but it meant nothing. It was just a one-night stand.
“I’m going to go now, I don’t feel comfortable here. But I have a question, you know how much I loved you for over a decade. How much that night meant to me and how much you mean to me. Did you ever feel the same way? Did you ever feel something between us during that time?”
You looked at Hoseok’s face, scanning to see if there’s any emotion. He looked into your eyes but he shook his head. Hoseok desperately wanted to say yes but he just couldn’t. He couldn’t hurt someone else for you.
“N-no, it meant nothing to me. I guess it was just a one-time thing. This shouldn’t have happened, I’m sorry that I never told you before.”
You let out a sob as you made your way out of his bedroom, grabbing your bag and putting on your shoes so you can leave. You looked back to see if Hoseok followed you but he still remained in his room. With your heart torn into pieces, you trudged out of his dorm without a final goodbye from him.
It’s been a few hours since you and Hoseok saw each other. Luckily, you didn’t have class together but you stared at him talking with his girlfriend like nothing never happened. He locked eyes with you and there was an intense connection for a moment but you broke it since that’ll never happen again.
You pulled out the flower which only had a petal remaining. Even though flowers don’t accurately predict your love life, this one knows what will happen between you and Hoseok. You thought he loved you back but it turned out to be nothing. A tear fell out of your eye as you pulled out the last petal, the answer evident from the now-lifeless stem.
He loves me not.
a/n: hope you guys don’t hate me too much over the ending! love y’all <3
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Bibliophilia | Kim Namjoon
Bibliophilia or bibliophilism is the love of books, and a bibliophile or bookworm is the individual who loved and frequently reads books.
Pairing: Student!Kim Namjoon x reader
Summary: Namjoon is more than thrilled when he knew about the knowledge of his crush sharing the same interest as him. As they both knew their common interest, they grew closer to each other.
Warnings: none
“Where are you going, Namjoon?” Hoseok asked his friend when he stood up from his chair at the cafeteria. It’s currently their break so they’re eating. As far as he remembers, it’s their vacant after this so he’s wondering where Namjoon is off to.
Namjoon hangs his bag over one of his shoulder before he looked back at his friend. He smiled showing off his dimples.
“Library.” he answered.
Hoseok shake his head and just let his friend go. Yoongi stayed silent as Jin let out a short chuckle as his eyes followed their friend who’s already at the entrance of the cafeteria.
“It’s probably Y/n again huh?” Jin concluded. Hoseok looked at him as he shoved some fries into his mouth. A smirk soon plastered over his lips at the thought of Y/n. She’s Namjoon’s long time crush. They’ve been trying to make him confess or at least ask her out on a lunch date but Namjoon is being the shy boy he is.
He’s been telling them that Y/n’s different and she’s way too out of his league. They will just laugh at him and still encourage him. In some point they understand Namjoon. Y/n is one of the top students in the campus. She’s very responsible and smart. But they don’t understand why Namjoon needs to be conscious around her.
Namjoon is smart too! He’s the smartest in their group of friends and even at their class so they don’t know why he needs to be all shy about it. They guess he really do likes her.
Namjoon looked around as he entered the library. Some students were already inside busy with their own business. Some looked at him and their stares remains but he’s too busy looking for her.
It’s been months since he figured out when she’ll be here. He argued with himself for a lot of times already. He wanted to just approach her and talked about books since he noticed she loves reading too but he’s too shy.
He’s afraid he’ll stutter when he’s already talking to her so he just decided to just sit tables away from her and watch. He enjoyed watching her gracefully flipped the pages of her book.
When Namjoon arrived at the corner where he usually sits, there’s a lot of students there. He was kind of surprised so he roam his eyes trying to check if she’s already here. When he noticed that she isn’t there at her usual spot, he wanted to search for her. He thought that maybe she went to sit somewhere else since her favorite spot is occupied.
But Namjoon also noticed that he’s a bit early today. Maybe she’s still on her way that’s why she’s not here yet? Namjoon let out a sigh and just settled down at his usual table. He pulled his book and started reading.
He’s almost finished at the book he’s currently reading. It’s okay. Now he understands why everyone said that Pride and Prejudice is a good book because it is.
As he was reading his last paragraph, he noticed somebody was standing beside him so he turned his head to look at the person. He almost let out a small gasp when he saw Y/n in front of him smiling shyly.
“I’m sorry to interrupt you but do you mind if I share tables with you? The table I used to occupy is already taken so...” she even trailed what she’s saying and she fiddled with her fingers.
Namjoon gulped reacting right away. He nodded his head as he smiled at her trying to calm himself down.
“Sure! Of course you can!” he didn’t know if he sounded so excited but he just shrugged it off.
Y/n smiled widely and blushed a bit because of his stares and when his dimples showed up. She sat down beside him and decided to fished her book from her bag as well.
Even when Y/n is beside him, he can’t help but to be hooked by the ending of the book he was reading. With the last paragraph, he slowly got into the book and forgot the fact that his crush was sitting beside him.
“Pride and Prejudice?” Namjoon snapped his head at his side when he heard Y/n talked. He pursed his lips when he saw her looking at his book with a curious face.
Namjoon looked away feeling a bit flustered because she looked cute.
“Ah yeah,” he said and scratched the back of his neck. He can’t believe that she’s beside him right now.
This isn’t actually the first time they talked. Y/n and Namjoon is both presidents of their class so they often encounter each other whenever their school stuff that involves both of them. But this is the first time they’ll talk about things that doesn’t concern school.
“Is it good?” her eyes moved from the book up to him.
Namjoon smiled and nodded his head. He then naturally said a preview of the book that made her interested into it. She wanted so bad to read it too because Namjoon made it sound like it’s so good.
“Wow, it’s interesting! I want to read that too. Do you know where can I get a copy?” she asked and get her phone so she can look for sites that sells books.
Namjoon watched her intently battling through his mind, whether if she should interrupt and just offered his book. He let out a sigh and slowly poke her.
“You can borrow mine if you want. I just finished it.” he was hesitant but he did it! He offered his book.
He saw how her face became bright and she starred over his book. She looked so excited about it so he didn’t regret offering her.
“Really? Is it really okay?” she said as she accepts his book with her small soft hands. Their fingers touched for a bit and Namjoon can’t help but blush at the glimpse skinship.
“Yeah, sure.” he said. It was actually favors him. Now he has the reason to talk to her because she have his book. It’s a good start to be close to her.
Y/n looked over her finished book and looked back at Namjoon. She smiled and handed him her book. Namjoon looked at it a bit puzzled.
“You can borrow mine! That’s me before you. I just finished it and it’s really good.” she said excitedly.
Namjoon starred at the book and smiled a little. Y/n waited patiently before Namjoon raised his head and nodded his head in agreement. He smiled showing off his cute dimples. Y/n blushed as he finds it really cute making her want to just poke into it.
The two slowly talked about the books they had read. They have some books that they both had read and they unconsciously shared their opinions about it. Y/n and Namjoon didn’t even noticed the time pass by quickly as they both enjoyed each other’s company.
Y/n looked at the direction of the school bell when they heard it rang. She pouts and looked at the watch on her right wrist.
“I can’t believe my two hours of vacant is over already. I still wanted to talk about books with you.” she pouted.
Namjoon smiled and fixed his things. Y/n did the same thing. He too, didn’t noticed the time and enjoyed the time with Y/n. He’s so happy right now that he spend his vacant talking to her and not just watching her from afar. He made a progress.
As they both went outside of the library, they walk side by side having small talks that made them know each other even more. When they arrive at the part where they should go different ways, Namjoon waved put his hand inside his pocket as one hold unto the book she lets him borrow.
“You should go to your class.” he said softly at her. She nodded her head as she waved at him.
He was about to turn his heels so he can go to their room already but he heard her calls out his name. He quickly looked back at her and she saw her pointing his book that she borrowed.
“Let’s read the books together tomorrow, Namjoon! Same time at the library, okay?” she said with a bright smile.
Namjoon smiled grew even bigger as he nodded his head agreeing to her. She smiled and decided to really go to her room now.
Namjoon stood still and his eyes went over to the book that he was holding.
Me before you.
He smiled. She was right. It was a good book.
Yeah, he already read it but he won’t let Y/n know that. He wanted to spend time with her so he will read the book again, tomorrow, with Y/n... the girl that he likes.
Thank you anon for requesting! I hope you enjoy this Namjoon fic that I wrote! God bless! 🌸
evil | jung hoseok
♛ Genre : horror
♛ tw : crazy behavior, a lot of blood, very dark themes
♛ Summary : Hoseok is a happy, bright boy on the outside. But what is hidden inside him?
Part 1 of the Wings Series
2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7
J-Hope would never act like this. This is simply a work of fiction.
Too bad
But it's too sweet
It's too sweet
It's too sweet
Too bad
Hoseok screamed, punching the wall. His fists turned red with blood, staining the white wall. "LEAVE ME ALONE!" He growled, tugging on his hair. He started crying, sobbing. The voices in his head showed up again. He hated them.
Hated them.
Hated them.
Hated them.
The voices told him to do bad, very bad things. Things that no one could ever imagine.
"I won't do it. I won't. No." He hissed, punching the wall again. It hurt so much. "I WON'T!" He sobbed harshly, just wanting the voices to stop. Hoseok scratched on the walls, making his nails bleed. He covered his ears, laying on the ground. But even with his ears covered, the voices still tortured him.
He bit his lower lip to blood, hiding his face in his knees. When will this endless nightmare end?
The pure angel he once was now has fallen. The happy smile will never be honest again. His beautiful white wings are now stained with blood.
And there's no one to save him.
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This is short but i got a lot of inspiration and i wanted to write something for BTS! So here you go ♡
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