part of the thing about buck-and-eddie is that they've basicaly grown around each other, like a tree growing around a park bench. buck is pivotal to eddie, and eddie is pivotal to buck. they support each other. when Eddie is having a problem, the first person he wants to talk to is buck. when buck needs reassurances, he reaches for eddie. so if one of them lost their memories after an NDE, it would be funny for like thirty minutes, and then eddie would turn to buck, and for once, buck wouldn't already be looking at him to share the joke. and all of a sudden there's this wave of fear and grief from eddie, becuase buck is okay, physically, but he misses his best frenid. what if buck is never back? what if he never rembers everything they've shared? what if his memory never comes back and eddie is never home again? why am I crying
