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Chapters: 19/24 Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron) Characters: Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Romelle (Voltron) Additional Tags: klance, Fluff and Angst, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fix-It, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Pining Lance (Voltron), Bisexual Lance (Voltron), Gay Keith (Voltron), Space Dad Shiro (Voltron), Insecure Lance (Voltron), Lance (Voltron) Needs a Hug, Pining Keith (Voltron), Minor Adam/Shiro (Voltron), Supportive Shiro (Voltron), Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Mentions of Season 7, voltron s6, voltron s7, Voltron s8, Shiro (Voltron) is a Good Parent, Mutual Pining Summary:

The battle with Lotor might be over. But the war still continues. And in the midst of it all, Keith and Lance still have things to discuss, feelings to overcome, and revelations to confront.

#klance #keith kogane #lance mcclain #klance voltron #klance vld #klance fic #klance fanfic #voltron #voltron legendary defender #vld #voltron s8 #voltron season 8 #voltron fanfic #vld fanfic #void #void fanfic #klance void #it's about time I got this pinned

Everyone’s talking about the guilt Pike is gonna feel because of what happened.

Shit, WHAT ABOUT TARYON???

#vox machina #the legend of vox machina #vox machina season 4 #tlovm #tlovm s4 #tlovm season 4 #tlovm spoilers #tlovm s4 spoilers #critical role #pike trickfoot #taryon darrington #his face when the entire plan was revealed #and how he immediately burst into tears #the guilt is gonna eat him alive #and it wasn’t even his fault #yeah pike went against the team and gave her blood #but taryon inadvertently set the whole thing in motion #and vax paid the price #PAIN

DON’T MIND ME IM GRIEVING

#vox machina #the legend of vox machina #tlovm #tlovm spoilers #tlovm season 4 #tlovm s4 #tlovm s4 spoilers #vaxildan #vax’ildan #my first post in literal months and it’s about vox machina #shocking i know #but also warranted because HOLY SHIT WHY #had to change my profile avatar out of respect #why’d they do my man like that #critical role

I made the choice of watching the ending montage clips of tonight's 911 episode to "Like Animals" by BTS.

...

If anyone needs me, I'm currently sick on the floor, in a puddle of my own tears.

cw: addiction

This can probably be considered a post-episode nitpick, but I hope that in the next couple of episodes, we can be given a root cause of Buck's addiction.

Was it because of the accident? The kidnapping? The torture and forced roleplay?

Almost getting shot in the head?

The homophobes at the diner?

Newfound C-PTSD and/or anxiety?

Grief over Bobby?

All of the above? Something else entirely?

I don't want this to be something that's glossed over in-show and just a simple "Buck got hooked on opioids but now he's not anymore!" I want to know how Buck got there in the first place.

#911 #911 abc #911 on abc #911 show #911 season 9 #911 s9 #911 spoilers #911 s9 spoilers #911 thoughts #trigger warning #addiction #evan buckley #911 buck #this is slowly becoming a concern of mine #I really want to know what made buck start taking the pills #the show needs to explain why and not leave that unanswered #it can be because of the events in new mexico as a whole #or maybe a combination of that and his suppressed grief over bobby #again this is probably just something that I want #but I feel. like there's a lot of narrative potential if the show breaks down why buck started taking the pills #last episode I had the impression he had garnered some ptsd and anxiety from what happened #and a part of me still believes that to some extent #I just need the reason to be put in the narrative #not getting my hopes up though #but it would be nice to see #mental health

I just had a thought that Buck has been taking pills to deal with the trauma of New Mexico and that the end of the episode was the first time he took the pills not because of his trauma...but because of his guilt.

Because Eddie said that he thought the Buck he knew didn't make it out of New Mexico.

And Buck knew he was right.

#911 #911 abc #911 on abc #911 season 9 #911 s9 #911 spoilers #911 s9 spoilers #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 buck #911 eddie #buddie #911 buddie #buck x eddie #that kitchen scene made me so sad #but that ending scene made me DEPRESSED #because what do you mean buck is hooked on drugs?#what do you mean THIS might be the thing that makes him sick?#WHA T DO YOU MEAN HE'S SUFFERING A TRAUMA-BASED ADDICTION JUST LIKE BOBBY #I jus hope that this is something that started recently and not from the moment they got back to california #but can you imagine #Eddie literally said the WORST possible thing and he didn't even realize it #and I just know buck's gonna bring that up in a future conversation and Eddie's gonna feel like shit #why couldn't they just have him be depressed and have nightmares #that would hurt less #JUST LET BUCK BE HAPPY #LET THESE TWO BE HAPPY #LET MY BUCKLEY DIAZ FAMILY BE HAPPY

Okay, so...

Was Buck sexually assaulted? No (Thank God).

Was Buck drugged? No (Also Thank God).

Was he some other third thing that's gonna mentally scar him for the rest of the season that I don't know about because I didn't watch the episode out of fear that the first two things were gonna happen?

Unfortunately.

But is Eddie gonna be there to help him through it?

So I take it the remainder of the season is gonna be Buck reeling from his abduction and believing that he's essentially nothing and Eddie is going to show him that he's everything.

If it's true that we might get Buck having visions/flashbacks of Bobby while he's held captive, wouldn't it be insane if there was a reprise of Work Song after he escapes and tries to make his way back to the site of the crash because he thinks Eddie's still there?

I'll just see myself out now...

Yesterday I was watching a clip of High Potential where the female lead was having a panic attack and was only able to calm down when her partner held her and now I can’t help but to envision that specific scene with Buddie post-9x13.

Like something ends up triggering Buck somehow and he ends up having a panic attack and he does all of the grounding techniques he knows to calm himself down, but nothing is working. And Eddie gets so distressed in seeing Buck panicking and in pain that all he can think to do is just grab him and pull him into a tight hug. And initially Buck resists at first but he ends up calming down once his body recognizes Eddie’s touch again and he lets himself sink into him. So he continues to let Eddie hold him as his mind calms and his body settles and the longer the embrace goes on, the more charged the air becomes.

Eventually Buck pulls himself away from Eddie a little and the latter gives him a once-over before adjusting his curls and wiping the tear streaks off his cheeks and it leads to the two of them just staring at each other as their breaths begin to match and then-

Clearly this show is about to make Hen’s birthday cursed because what do you mean the team (minus Eddie) forgets it ONE TIME and next thing you know Bobby dies, Buck and Eddie get rear-ended into a flip, and Buck gets kidnapped and is gonna get tortured and possibly drugged and/or SA’d?

#911 #911 abc #911 on abc #911 show #911 season 9 #911 s9 #911 spoilers #911 s9 spoilers #911 hen #911 buck #911 eddie #911 bobby #hen wilson #evan buckley #eddie diaz #bobby nash #911 9x13 #911 thoughts #this show is trying to make hen’s birthday like the q word fr #like for real #everyone forgets one time and all this bad stuff starts happening #helll Eddie was the only one to remember and he’s gonna get flipped over and end up in the hospital #and his future boyfriend is gonna get snatched and tortured to high hell #I just really hope that S rating doesn’t mean that Buck is gonna get sexually assaulted #I really don’t want there to be two nickels of this.#and now that we known Buck is gonna struggle to get back to himself after the kidnapping #I am PETRIFIED #but bless Buddie for trying to get back for her birthday in the first place #at least they tried

So the promo for next week has Buck tied up to a pole and yelling…

So I’m guessing he’s gonna get his throat slashed, too?

That is, if he doesn’t get a bullet to the neck from that gun

It would be just my luck if there was an actual legitimate CANON Buddie moment or two in the crossover tonight and I don’t see any of it because my urge to tune in has completely dissipated post-Bobby😑🫠

Does this show honestly expect me to believe that Eddie is gonna have the time to think about doing a stupid charity auction when he'll have to deal with whatever trauma he's gonna get from Chris getting kidnapped?

Yeah okay.

When Buck finds out Chris was kidnapped, I better not get any "passively concerned coworker" panic from him.

I NEED SOME RAW, UNFILTERED, S3 TSUNAMI ARC "WHERE THE HELL IS MY SON" LEVEL PANIC!!!

We really could've had a storyline where Eddie helped out a girl who experienced the severe end of religious trauma and used his own experiences to help her heal and find support in the aftermath, but instead this show wanted to make the victim into an obsessed stalker who kidnaps people's kids.

TIM MINEAR, I AM IN YOUR FUCKING WALLS

Not to be a debbie-downer on main or anything...

...but as good as the Buck/Eddie/Ravi parts were this episode, it still didn't distract me from the fact that this three-month time skip may have deprived us of seeing Eddie grieve over Abuela.

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