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back at the bar with mom and gran

mom: I think it's a sign of good parenting that you and your brother both thought we loved the other one more.

me: Or that you didn't love either of us enough.

mom: *tries to slap me across the table*

#but really though...#hmmmm #personal problems #conversations with my parents #at the bar #save me from my family #abuse tw #dialogue from memory

#david tennant #meme #covid-19 #my screengrab #but really though...#be safe and careful out there #and in your homes with each other #it's getting scary #using the thirst for good and not evil #i'd bathe in lysol #he looks so soft and pristine #I saw this for other actors and had to add my own

1′ve always thought that f1re powers would be dope... pyrok1nes1s or whatever? that’s what’s up. you’d never have to be cold, or scared of the dark, or threatened by undercooked food. pack1ng heat has taken on a new mean1ng... and 1t’s totally 1deal.

#the g1f that won't get off tumblr radar 1s consum1ng my thoughts...#but really though...#tell me 1'm wrong.

If I feel bad for not talking to you all day because I was asleep, than that says a lot about how much I care about you, how special you are to me and how much I actually enjoy talking to you.

Don’t fuck that up.

#personal #but really though...

*Spoiler alert!*

It was so hard to watch this scene.

As Choi Sung Jae’s life flashed through, moments before his suicide, he recalled memories that reflected his deepest desires.

All he wanted was for someone to understand him, to care about him, to be on his side. Even something as trivial as “how was your day,” because he just wanted someone to care. He wanted to belong somewhere-- a family, a place where he can call home. He wanted to be treasured, to be important to someone, and to receive the unconditional love that he never knew as a child.

The most insufferable part is that all these memories of people who love him, don’t actually love him. Much like how Bong Sun felt uncomfortable with Chef not being able to differentiate between her and Soon Ae, Sung Jae’s most precious experiences happened while he was possessed by the evil spirit. Can you imagine how lonely he must have felt when his deepest desires were coming true, only to be robbed by the evil spirit? How desperately he’d wished that he could’ve been the one fully experiencing it?

Maybe that’s why he ultimately chose death. Because the life that he wanted to badly was, in reality, not his. He still didn’t belong, he was still alone, and he had been used by the evil spirit to do such horrendous acts to people.

Or perhaps he just wanted to protect his loved ones from this evil spirit, and keep it from doing more harm. Even though they didn’t love the actual him, the fact that he thought of them before dying shows that he loves them. And maybe it’s easier for us to think that although he had to end his life in tragedy, at least he ended it with selfless love, the one thing that he most desired.