CD21: Real Talk!
Only 7 dpo and the poas addiction is already real!
Yesterday I started having mild cramping, mild nipple sensitivity, and some sharp shooting pains in my breasts. I tried to push it to the back of my mind since it was only 6dpo. But then…
Woke up for work this morning and could barely drag myself out of bed (more so than usual-the usual for me latelly has been a slow start the first few minutes, but I’ve been getting up an extra hour early to chill and have breakfast before hopping in the shower. Today-I hit snooze 3 times and still didn’t wanna get up. I had to seriously drag my ass up! Haha) I just felt overwhelmingly exhausted. Within 5 or so minutes of waking I had breakfast in the microwave. I had started to feel nauseated before I even sat down to eat and had to pretty much force it down. Within minutes it violently came back up. I didn’t think I was going to make it to work I felt so sick all of a sudden. But I took a shower anyways and drug myself into work. The nausea began to come in waves every so often. I couldn’t eat all day. And I felt super tired and just generally unwell all day.
Sooo…When I got home I, of course, had to poas! I saw several pics of 7dpo positives, faint but clearly positive, hcg tests in a ttc group today. Seeing those didn’t help my urge to test anymore than the sickness I felt today. Ha.
Deep down tho, I knew that I wouldn’t see a line yet. But I just couldn’t resist the urge to try anyways.
I also know 3 is extreme, but I really wanted to see how the different “cheap” brands do with evap lines, darkness and sharpness of the control lines, sooo. I just went for it.
I think it made me feel a little better. I am feeling so impatient after everything today.
I also know it’s entirely possible that I caught a stomach bug of some sort.
But I just can’t help but hope that this is it for us!
Needing that BFP right now. Baaah!
