Cas should have done more celestial horror type shit when communicating with Dean, more strange dreams that are just vibes (rancid), more tv static that almost looks like a face, almost sounds like a voice, but not. Weird voices on the radio, familiar songs but the lyrics are wrong, people walking up to him and saying 'Im sorry but I just had the strangest feeling that I needed to tell you that you're in danger', more lights popping and buzzing and flickering going out when he's on the wrong path, glowing brighter when he's going where Cas wants, and the whole time Dean is rolling his eyes and huffing and pulling his hair like "DUDE! STOP BEING MYSTERIOUS I NEED ANSWERS?"
I really like celestial horror. I really like how far the stars stretch, how far theyll go to get away from us and how far theyve come to get a glimpse of us. I really love how space does not want us there. I love the absense of anything. I love the sudden appearance of something. A ball of fire to boil you alive or a massive rock come to run you over in the way a highway never could or a planet of things that are incompatability everything youve ever known. I love how pretty it is. I love how from here all you can do is dream of it. I love how from here you have to ignore it, that you cant see them without causing some discomfort to yourself sleep-wise.
[image ID: screenshots from supernatural s4-s5 including pamela with her eyes burnt out from seeing castiel’s trueform, the forest surrounding dean’s gravesite flattened and destroyed by the angelic impact, uriel’s grace bursting out of him as he dies, dean covering his bleeding ears as castiel’s true voice breaks all the glass mirrors in the room, the statue of virgin mary crying blood, anna looking over at the bloody angel sigil she painted onto the mirror, lucifer’s physical form decaying, anna being filled with grace as she reabsorbs her grace, a faraway shot of a dead angel and the flashlight catching a glimpse of their scorched wings markings, michael looking towards the all encompassing light of michael’s presence, jimmy shaking and convulsing from castiel speaking to him through the tv, a demon crying as she reveals her burnt out eyes, and raphael taking his vessel as electricity surrounds him /end ID]
CELESTIAL HORROR MOMENTS from supernatural (pt 1: seasons 4-5)
I was thinking of an unhinged android of Castiel, and then this celestial horror true form image was born, anyways can we please talk more about how celestial horror and cyber horror have the most jamming, swappable motifs and aesthetics, or is it just #mysupernatural ?? he bursts lightbulbs, he communicates through radio frequencies, tv static goes crazy when he walks by i just-- i cannot draw true forms or grace without glitches or electricity im so sorry, here are some process images for anyone curious:
Pain is a collector and your old master had long forbade greed. You will be unfamiliar. You must forget the lessons of the old. You must take caution: Pain is unavoidable. It is a mark of no higher being taking up the inherent agony of being from you. If you feel it, your expulsion has been finalised and there is no longer need to beg. It will serve nothing.
Pain is a collector, and that cannot be collected is all the more valuable to collectors; remember, better a glimpse of agony than being frozen into oblivion. You will be raw and unlearnt, a hatchling its first thrums of pain. You, who has not felt Pain before, will catch her attention. You must learn, and learn fast.
- Stay in the shadows.
You may forget your mortality upon the light’s temptation. Remember that light is as volatile to fallen angels as blood is to those not.
- The Day will never be the same.
You no longer have the thousand eyes to witness It. Remember the pain of them being torn out. Remember the Day’s glory is no longer yours to witness. It was once your sister but you have been forsaken. Remember It can no longer recognize you as its own because you are no longer Its. Just as It is no longer yours. Remember that Fallen means you have lost all but a fraction of the ability to see. You must accept this loss.
If you continue to wallow, the Day might take pity on you and give you a crumble more. Your new form would crumple under it. Remember the Icaruses burning up under the Sun. You will drive yourself to madness if you insist upon the day you remember.
I know, you will be unaccustomed to the warm mass. Your forrmer master would have never allowed you the vessel of flesh. I imagine it must feel rather full to a form of empty air. But understand that have been irreversibly altered, and that is not a terrible thing to be. For what was once forbidden is now open to you.
Before, you siphoned off your mighty master. You had no need or want for the power you could draw with blood. It would’ve burned you regardless. But you are made of it now. There are powerful things you can do with blood. Being able to bleed, is a gift.
- You must never trust.
The power that once allowed you naivety has been vanquished with your service. Trust not mortals, nor Gods, not monsters, nor angels. No one. There are collectors as mortal as any human but they are still collectors. And you, my dear, are a lovely forsaken morsel made so much more tempting by your Fall.
If you decide to stay the night, be sure to check the interior first. The signs of a hoarder may also be signs of your benefactor having the habit of collecting mementos from their unusually well travels. Be careful that you are not the next.
- There may be other Gods offering their patronage.
Upon your expulsion your link with your previous God would have been severed. Though He forbade greed there are plenty other Gods who possess it.
You should know that, once you accept, your new God will change your body to something they deem more fitting for worship. You must ask yourself if you are ready to change once more.
- If you wish to seek revenge, I’d advise you to research apotheosis.
