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long ooc vent/rant post ?? (this is literally just me pouring my heart out about my inner turmoil lmao)

so I have a crush on this guy and it’s been going on for almost 3 months atp. its genuinely driving me insane. I have never been this in love with someone Ever… I don’t just get crushes easily 😭😭 and if I do they definitely don’t last this long either??

something about him is just different, but in a good way. but i REALLY don’t know if he likes me back. it’s so scary because he’s such a good friend to me and it’s obvious that he cares a lot about me, he’s protective too, but I just don’t know if he sees me in that way. he’s literally flirted with me on multiple occasions, in our whole friend group it’s always directed towards me (and when that was pointed out he immediately turned it down.. idk if that was him being flustered or grossed out at the idea :c) but maybe it’s just a joke?? I saw him act kind of like that with only one of his other friends..(and yes I got jealous.)

last night my friends brought up how I had a crush. and let’s just say, I feel like he Knows. he was acting kind of weird during the conversation? I don’t know if I’m just extremely paranoid, or if he was jealous that I had a crush, or (worst case scenario) he knows and he was grossed out. fuck my life dude. I feel like s4 will byers reincarnated 😭.

also if he doesn’t like me (but knows I like him).. it’s kind of fucked up how much he genuinely plays in my face. I’m talking like. flirting during t or d, saying we should cuddle and shit like that, telling me “I’m glad I can be myself around you” and other sappy things.. and it’s seriously a constant thing. I feel like I’m being fucked/toyed with here. but I still love him so much, and I can’t stop loving him. but I feel like I’m setting myself up for rejection or some sort of heartbreak if I give myself any hope that he’ll like me back.

holy yap. sorry i needed to get that off my chest BADLY 🚬

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TW: S/H MENTION

So like.. I think I know why the universe didn’t let me have O-Zero. He completely disregarded my feelings when I vented to my friend group at lunch (note i was crying and full on having a breakdown because i thought i was wasting years of my life being an internet weird kid, which isn’t doing anything for my smarts, and i was hoping if i have a kid, then they’ll be smarter and less of a procrastinating loser at my age), like: “Try having ADHD.” and “If you haven’t self-harmed, you’re not that deep down the rabbit hole.” Actually, I wouldn’t consider it self harm, but I’ve bitten my hand several times. I’ve banged my head against the wall, I slammed cardboard tags against my knees. Every SINGLE TIME I tell him about a bad time I’ve had, he always goes, “try having my life.” or “Try having ___!” He can’t be talking, because one, I’m probably smarter than him because I have mostly A grades and some B grades, and two, I LOVED HIM. Is that not what shows that I trust him for me to tell him that and he just tosses it away like a trash bag. I loved him. I loved him like Éponine truly loved Marius. I loved him like Raoul loves Christine. I loved him like JD loves Veronica. And he disregards the fact I trust in him so much to vent to him.

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WHAT THE FUCKK MEETING A GIRL OVER FUCKING SNAPCHAT CANNOT BE MORE ROMANTIC THAN A MEET CUTE AT THE PARK. I SWEAR WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT NOOOO HE FINDS SOME RANDOM ASS GIRL HE PROBABLY LNOWS NOTHING ABT TO GO TO HOCO WITH☹️