#cursing?

[dnd-on-a-budget]

Not the portussy!

Kassandra, our barbarian about a portal

[abouttogetshellshocked]

Okay but highkey I want to see the video of Mark and Ethan finding out each other's kinks using a thermal dick cam

[imjustkindafloating]

Janus not only cares about Thomas' mental health for Thomas' wellbeing but because when Thomas' mental health tanks, so does Virgil and Remus'.

In this essay I will-

[eriskind]

YOOOOO ABYO SAYS "HELLISH" ON THE NETFLIX PUCCA!!

[la-noche-cae]

When Eon says something about stopping darkness and anarchy and Nightfall is like “I AM darkness and anarchy”

Bonus under cut with another shirt “I have no tits”

[sandersidess]

So

Sorry I’ve been venting recently, I’ll go back to tag it ‘Jazz vents’ in case anyone wants to block it. But! I want to end off before going back to quotes and writing.

I’m sad this semester has come to an end, essentially. I go back next Thursday for two finals and then I’m gone. Winter break for a month. Looking for a job. Not commuting for a while.

However, I really enjoyed this semester. I stressed over work that could’ve been finished earlier had I not procrastinated. I could’ve studied more. But in a way, this was my best and least stressful ones.

I enjoyed my Policing Systems class. The professors looks like a hard core bitch, but she is such a softie. She cares for us and when she asked us a question about how many of us spend our free time in the library, doing homework, working, or just resting but stressing out, pretty much everybody raised their hands. A class of 120 students. She lowered her hand and looked at us in shock. Like literal shock. She said, “Wow. That’s...you guys need to start resting and focus on being healthy, not only physically but mentally. Okay, it’s Wednesday, I don’t see you until Monday. Have fun, that is your homework. Now get out of here.” She ended class after thirty minutes because she realized how everybody pretty much does everything but take care of themselves. That touched me because, no professor has really done. No professor really asked us that question and ended class so early.

Sadly, this was her last semester of teaching. She’s leaving academia and she wants to impact the criminal justice system. She wants to make a change for the better! She hates how it is and she really wants to do something to change it. One student said, “You already made an impact with us by being our professor” she teared up and laughed it off, saying to put that in her evaluation.

This Wednesday was her last day, and it was emotional for her. And for most of us. We ended off by watched a Harvard lecture, she asked us some questions and we watched it. When she asked us, how many of us could give a better answer than those students, some raised their hands.

“Exactly! You guys are exactly like these Harvard students, but the education system doesn’t allow you to show that you guys also have talent. Possibly have a more stronger possibility than these students. You could one day be a well known, famous lecturer here at Harvard! You need to put your mind to work, don’t let anything hold you back and you can and will succeed. I wanted to leave you with that, and I hope you all the best”

(I’m pretty much paraphrasing here)

She cried near the end, and it touched us. What started off as a scary class to some, it ended up being interesting and fun to learn at times. We all clapped, and she was touched by it. I was touched by it. I can speak for me.

I’ll post more stories of my classes this semester, but I wanted to share this to add some positivity here. I’m so glad and happy to have taken this class this semester and I hope her the best.

And if you take something out of this, take with you that just because the system is flawed and won’t let you show off your talent, you keep working on it. Don’t let it tell you that you’re bad. If us, a town university students, can have the same mentality as Ivy League Students, and possibly even better in a way, then so can you. I hope I made sense, I’m a bit emotional today.

[dark-suggestions]

I pick up fiber glass with my bare hands because idgaf if I hurt myself.