My name is Tim, Im a transguy from the Netherlands. Who is not even out the closet for this. My hopes for the future are simple.. I really want to start T. So I will achieve things like:
- getting a lower and deeper voice
- pronounced as a male/man/he/him
- building muscles easier and look more masc
But there are many many questions. like do I really need T for all this or do I simply need to know how to speak lower, how to improve my muscles with working out, how do I shave so I grow a beard and last but not least.. Am I really bothered by being called a woman or a man?
And no, I simply don’t know the answers to these questions. But I’m sure I am a man. And yes the thought of getting T is really exciting. But it scares me, just because you put something in your body what isn’t supposed to be there in the first place. What are the side effects? I do have a low heart disease. And I really care about my health.
Is there anyone out there, who’s ftm too and can explain a bit about the side effects of using T? I’ll be using gel when I can use it. Afraid of needles..