Tim

Hi, ftm transgender here. Searching for answers and share my stories about my journey. engaged to my soulmate

[transmantim]

For the people who are interested in my ftm journey. You can join and follow my journey at my Instagram account from now on!

Instagram search : @timsleven

[transmantim]

For the people who are interested in my ftm journey. You can join and follow my journey at my Instagram account from now on!

Instagram search : @timsleven

[transmantim]

My whole life I've been searching for some peace in who I am. And I can proudly say that I've found my peace. Wich is really relieving alot of stress, build up emotions and crazy fears and sleepless nights are in the past.

I turn 27 years old this June. And I'm so happy to announce that I'm a man. I still have to wait for freaking 563days from this day on till I get my first intake at the hospital.. I really hope I can go earlier, but to not give bad hope.. I really wait for 563 days from today. Wich means I have to wait till the 8th of december in 2023 🙃

In the meanwhile, I came out to literally everyone who needed to know this. And they all are super sweet. Even tho not everyone is using my pronounce and new name. I'm still proud of them to accept who I am so far.

If you are still reading this, I'm so thankful for the ppl who read my posts and comment on them or like them! Thank u so so much for the love and respect! I really get happy after reading your comments.

Greetings from The Netherlands,

Tim

[transmantim]

I really didn't know that having dysphoria means that you can have outbursts and cry alot. My boobs are so in sight but binding them hurts and I can't breathe normal. It's almost summertime and I'm disgust by my body parts. I lost a couple of kilograms already and I really am working out alot since last December. But I really need my motivation back for the last 10kg.

I have to wait for at least 633days from today. Maybe within those days if I'm lucky enough.

Transgender health care is really an issue everywhere in the world. But I'm optimistic and glad that it is possible to do so. But yet I have to wait for 2years. And that is really a pain in the ass.

Family, friends and people I know from the internet call me Tim already. Wich is amazing and feels so good. It makes me happy. And maybe I should slow down my brain a bit and accept that my boobs are there for another 2years at least.

[transmantim]

Update about my letter to my family!

They all accepted me and didn't react weird or mad. Wich is really a wake up call for me personally, about how I think of my family. They reacted so sweet and loving. I thought they would ignore me or abandon me. Because they did in the past..

Luckily for me they reacted good and really understanding. Couldn't wish a better come out after saying my true identity.

I'm so grateful, happy and so excited for the future!

[transmantim]

I wrote the letter and send them a few minutes ago. And they will get them this Tuesday. I'm so so proud and happy right now. But also a bit scared. But I'm convinced that my family won't like it and maybe will hate me for this coming out. But I'm free now.. I'm free to be who I wanna be. I'm Tim and I'm a proud man!! I'm so happy with the people around me who lift me up and love me for me. I'm so so grateful 🙏

[transmantim]

I'm about to write a letter to my family members about me coming out as trans.. well.. as Tim tbh. I will send these within now and a month or 3.. I'm so deadly nervous about that..

I really hope this goes well and they will respond with respect after reading the letter..

[transmantim]

Me and my fiance mailed to the hospital, just to ask if I can start earlier on T. They said with just one sentence that I cant.

I really am upset and I really want to get out of this last closet I'm in. I really want to tell my own family about this and tell them I'm Tim.

Change social accounts and get over it.

It sure takes alot of patience and alot of waiting games. But damn.. this is horrible..

I feel like I'm not excisting or something like that..

[transmantim]

My fiance told her parents and sister about me. About me transitioning to someone I already am. But they find it really hard to understand why I'm doing this.

It sucks for my fiance because she needs her parents the most. Her sister is okay with me being a man and transitioning. That's a plus!

But now her parents aren't talking with us rn. Just so they can figure it out themselves. But my fiance has a hard time with that. She is so damn afraid to lose them and she has already some fear of abandonment as long as I know her. So that's not fun.. I'm really sorry for her now.. I hope her parents cool down soon and start talking with her/us.

Now only my family needs to know that I'm Tim. And that's really terrifying. I believe they will abandon me for a while.. longer than a few weeks at least. I will not let my happiness go away just to be their granddaughter or niece.. bc they know me like that for 26yrs. It's not the first time they abandoned me for this reason..

It's my time to be happy.. for real this time!

[manic-pixie-sceneboy]

maybe not the top one but the others are euphoric 😩

[bunchofboots]

My Mom: "I just wish there were some signs 😢"

Me belting along with Beyoncés "If I was a boy" at age 8:

[trans-comics-r-us]

My last comic was a bit of a bummer so I thought I’d do a happier one to follow it up!

All trans guys are valid! All trans girls are valid! All non-binary peeps are valid! I’d make a comic for trans girls too but since I’m not one I don’t want to act like I know things only they’d know.

I did take a time lapse of me drawing this but I’m thinking about making a Patreon and having things like that on there. Let me know if you’d be interested in something like that. I’d maybe also do Patreon only raffles if people were interested in it.

The one thing I think I’d change about this comic now is that my weird brain forgot to put more body types in the boxes not talking about body type. For some reason when I draw, I default to body types like mine unless I’m really thinking about it and since I stared this at about 3 am I definitely wasn’t thinking too hard about most things lol.

Also! Let me know what kind of comics you’d like to see from me. I do things basically as I think of them or if something happened recently but if you think you have a great comic idea I’d definitely take it into consideration.

Thanks for reading!

-Micah💛

[hobbbitor]

trans bodies are beautiful

[transmantim]

29th of December was the day i told my little sister (of 25yrs old tho) that I'm a transguy and I'm her brother. She really saw this coming somehow and isn't afraid or mad. She wants to see me happy. Whether I'm a girl or a boy. So that made me really happy.

Me and my fiance went to her house to celebrate new years eve. She already said things like he or him and she didn't even think about it. She lives with her boyfriend of 9years i believe. And she didn't tell him the news yet. So she can get used to it. So she secretly said these things and even said this "I say these things like I've always said it this way"

Even tho I'm not giving a flying fuck about what my grandparents will say or my aunt. But I was relieved when my sister said it that way. She is more close to me then whoever from my family so that made some sense haha

2023 will be hopefully the year that I'll come out as trans to everyone in the world who wants to hear it.. but for this year, 2022, I hope I learn more about being myself. And maybe I'll get some appointments earlier at the hospital. That would make this year alot better!

Step by step.. I'll get there!

Happy new year everyone!🙌🏼

[transmantim]

I'm so excited to get out as a man in public. Start using my real name and have a lower (hopefully deeper) voice and getting facial hair!!!! Not even started about the muscle growth. I'm losing some weight now so i get fitter and fitter. I'm so fucking proud that I really am coming out to myself but also closest friends and family.

[nicostiel]

december is here and this cutie loves it (inkstaboy instagram)

[transmantim]

A few days ago I received a letter from the hospital. They said I have to wait for 2years before I even get to speak with them. My fiance said that it was maybe for the best for now. And maybe it is. I've got 2more years to explore more about myself before I even start therapy or even hormones. In these 2years I will explore more about being myself. Tim is my new name wich I love. I have to say that I'm not always responding to my new name when I'm in public. Not that I'm ignoring it. But simply because I have to learn my new pronounces too. And respond to this name instead of my "deadname". Wich is still the name I have to go with for other people around me who don't know that I'm Tim 😅 so it's somehow confusing sometimes. I will discover more menswear and will try on new things like boxers and maybe trousers in the future!

2 years.. to get to know me, Tim, even more than I do now 🙌🏼