Your first oral experience with your future spouse (18+)
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pile i
have you ever come across the idea of "how do people do this without being awkward with each other?". well, the first time you try this with your person you might forget about that shyness that you feel because you will lose control and break loose your deepest desire. although, the moment their mouth near your bottom area—it's going to feel like you were under pressure or wonder if you can ever survive this scenario. the lust and hunger is really present here, so expect that there's no gentleness actions with your person's side. i think this might happened in a countryside, in a hotel or somewhere private and dark and cold. the approach can be neither one of you never expected this to happen, it seems like trying to exploring your capabilities and then suddenly without awareness you are seeing yourself in this position. it can be the one who would try to introduce this action is—your future spouse because the intention of feeling was way more stronger than yours. although it seems like an impulsive decision and action, little you didn't know is that they planned this whole scenario, there's a desire of hunger and dominance with your person's energy, they may find you in general as addictive like a fragrance of unforgettable flower, i also assume things will be happen quickly as the 8oW appears here; from their actions you can tell how intentional and planned it is. this seems like a possessive punishment, you maybe do something that trigger their desire real bad because it says here "i don't wanna please you, i wanna punish you!". so, expect that there no gentleness at first as i already said earlier and expect them to be like a starve 😭. you two might worship eachother bodies like it's an altar, there's imagination here. ahm i think they been imagining things of how are you tasted like? they get crazy about it lol. the reaction of your body? oh boy, it's gonna be shaking and your mouth may "beg and curse" a lot.
pile ii
this feels like where passion and curiosity comes in together to become one. i think your person's presence alone will make you feel overwhelmed as if you were trapped in between your fear and fantasy like your body aching to experience it and your mind itching to know how it feels like their tongue near you. the energy feels very slow? maddening slow action. as if telling me there's a flick of tongue teasing or tormenting/playing your inner wilderness to go out. and yeah, you'll hear those licking, slurping and sucking. and your body? expect it to be trembling and arching with a new experience that tastes like heaven—while hands are gripping tightly on the head of your person. i think this might happen between sunset to midnight, in areas where one's called home. otherwise, your future spouse only purpose is to make yourself lose completely or probably the target to claim you completely. you can tell because of how their eyes speaks so much "you belong to me.
pile iii
if you know the feeling of being chosen by your professor to answer in front of the class or being interviewed at work, that's the first oral sex will be feels like with them. it feels like the time has come and you can't avoid it anymore, perhaps they might approach you with a pair of eyes full of lust and confidence that will make you shiver especially when their lips touched yours. if i were to describe this honey i'mma say that, "you're mine tonight and i'm gonna prove it." i think your fs will want to see you gasp, moan and tremble while making out. although, i don't quite get the hesitation here however i able to channel that they may wait for this moment to come. they want to taste you, savour you and see you crying for this exact moment. and what's gonna ruin you completely? it was the eye contacts honey. the long eye contacts! it's giving a vibe of glancing at you while their mouth is working on your bottom area. this might happen in a room with dim lights or in a place surrounded by nature. your person is gonna make sure, you'll feel loved every moment—and this will haunt you forever. it's like, you wouldn't care if you feel ruin and messy at this moment because you are completely feel loved. i think your person is gonna feel as if they have won the biggest jackpot in the world and they know it, you'll notice the smile on their eyes aftermath. this is not just for pleasure but more likely a devotion.
