#dpdr tw

[charlieswebb]

i lovvvveee gore in film *i have dpdr and seeing typically disturbing scenes makes me calm*

[cresstic]

please i just want a community and people to talk to about dissociative disorders without the assumption that dissociative disorders automatically equals alters/systems.

there are other types of dissociative disorders.

please

i’m terrified and feel so alone

[lifexxxdeath]

[koisaari]

something that isn’t actually talked about often: even if I don’t have did (as far as I know) I still experience severe dissociative amnesia. I feel quite alone bc I’m not a system and I really wish I could hear other people’s stories on the matter.

[klndergarten2002]

at this point my childhood feels like an entirely separate life. the memories feel like scenes out of a movie, it doesn’t feel like they actually happened.

[pettymaryshelley]

tw: derealization/depersonalization

i don't feel like i belong in my own body. i look around and everything feels out of focus and too sharp at the same time. are these my hands? are those my legs? who's touching me? am i touching me? the cloudless sky looks like a badly rendered video game; the foggy dusk drive feels more estranged and comforting than my own home. i'm walking down the stairs to get some water; it's dark; i feel dead. i'm floating around like a spectre; a phantom inside a body of flesh and bone. my skin is crawling; it, too, wishes i wasn't in it. someone asks me a question. "what?" it comes out more like a hum underwater. "have you been listening to me?" no.

[thecoolestlosers]

[calculustcheesefriess]

i… do not feel human.

my body is running on autopilot and i can’t fathom the concept of an existence where i actually feel alive and here and… sentient?

hm.