summary ever since your break up with your now ex-boyfriend, draken, you've been finding yourself more driven and competitive in figure skating than ever before to ease your mind. consequently being dubbed as "ms. triple axel" and deemed as one of the best in the new generation. but what if you reunite with draken during the japanese figure skating nationals, competing for the olympic spot?
genre modern au, fluff, crack, angst, figure skating au
warnings i'm still not funny, nsfw jokes, kms & kys jokes, strong language, injury mentions.
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Hi Aria! I know your request box is closed right now but I saw that you were kinda accepting requests as long as the person that was requesting was kind and respectful. So I was wondering if you could do a request for tokyo revengers? If not that’s totally ok! I was wondering if you could do one where MC is Draken’s younger sister and has a crush on Mikey and MC takes the hit for Emma from Kisaki? And Draken gets really mad than he did with Emma because MC is the most important thing to him above all else. I really like the Tenjiku arc and how Draken had no issues with beating Mikey up. So I thought if that’s how Draken would react if his lover died how would he react if his baby sister died instead? Like I said don’t feel pressured to write if you don’t want to.Anyways sorry for making this long I tend to write long paragraphs😅 I hope you had a great Easter! I know I did!!
this!!! i haven't stopped thinking about this since this got into my inbox ;v;
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ˢᵒʳʳᵒʷˢ… ˢᵒʳʳᵒʷˢ, ᵖʳᵃʸᵉʳˢ !!
being draken's little sister includes...
you might think draken will take his sister being murdered better than hearing emma got killed, but i write to prove you wrong for a few reasons.
one, and the most obvious one, you've lived with him your whole life. he's the only person you truly consider family, and he's the same. he will never rest peacefully knowing you're sad or disturbed in some way.
he basically raised you after your own mother ran away from the brothel, with some assistance from the other workers too, ofc, but ken was the one consistent person in your life. he's walked you through your first steps, first words, and all of the above.
and for him to see you dead after taking care of you and forming a healthy sibling bond with you? it's too cruel for him.
and unlike when emma died, i don't think draken wants to blame anyone else but kisaki for your death. one, mikey isn't as responsible for you as he was for emma, who his little sister and therefore carry responsibility looking after her.
your safety and wellbeing, on the other hand, rested mostly with draken. sure, draken gave mikey some responsibility of taking care of you when he's not there, but it's definitely not enough weight for draken to place blame on mikey's shoulders like that.
i mean, mikey is bound to be mourning you too because you were just as much of a friend and a sister as emma, and while he may blame himself, i think draken would look straight to kisaki if he wanted to blame someone.
it's even sadder for all parties because you weren't even involved in the whole thing. you didn't even know toman existed, you just thought that was draken's friend group. this is mainly because draken didn't want you involved with gangster stuff even remotely.
you were collateral damage, basically, but you were also so much more than that.
every delinquent in toman who knew about you were devasted, of course. chifuyu, mitsuya, hakkai, even inui was horrified to hear that you were killed mercilessly, and you never managed to see ken for one last time.
it's easy to say that the delinquents who did go to the tenjiku fight were mostly driven by the need for vengeance for your sake, and i'd imagine koko would be pretty shaken after hearing that YOU of all people were dead. he's pretty mixed on what to do because obviously he's a part of tenjiku, but if he's working with people who'd kill a child who wasn't even ten-years-old without batting an eye, where does that place him?
i don't think koko, in the tenjiku arc at least, would be willing to work with people who are heartless to that level.
and even though toman has technically "won" the fight, it's not worth much to ken because you're still dead.
oh, and let's not forget emma, who was kind of the whole reason you died.
she feels horrible for ken. she feels like she can't mourn for you because you threw your little body in the way for her sake so she could live, but you had to die.
honestly, she couldn't live with herself for a while because every time she closed her eyes, the image of you going flying with blood coming out of your head was all she could see. the last time emma felt this sad was when shinichiro died, and i'd genuinely think emma also saw you as her little sister.
with how she views draken, it won't be a stretch to say emma hoped you'd be her future sister-in-law.
hence, being the main reason you were dead, emma would then feel like she doesn't deserve to like draken, let alone potentially marrying him in the future.
the timeline, due to the connections and impact you had on the people in toman, would have some changes. draken and emma would probably stopping seeing each other as romantic interests, not because draken blames emma, but because they couldn't move on probably from your death.
mikey might follow the same path and start bonten as he did when emma died, but i think he'd have some sanity and refrain from committing crimes that can potentially impact a child. for example, if there's one of their business partners who haven't paid their debts, he'd give them extra time because they have a kid.
essentially, anytime mikey sees or hears about a kid, he thinks of you and how unfair it was for you to die so early.
he doesn't want other kids to go through any remotely similar, i guess.
i also see him trying to "adopt" kids into bonten if they're not in a good home situation, or if their parents are downright horrible. it'll probably be safer for them to be in a secured environment like the headquarters than their house, if their home life really isn't that safe.
i also don't see takemichi having mercy or feeling bad for kisaki dying if ken's sister was dead and for good reason.
you were a kid. if kisaki wanted to, he could've avoided hitting you and not kill you, but he didn't.
he saw you jump in the way and still went for it, which in takemichi's view, would probably warrant an equal fate.
i don't think anyone, hanma included, would have much respect for kisaki for going so far with his plan to the point he would kill an eight-year-old kid.
i get that hanma has his attachments to kisaki, and he'll still mourn for kisaki's death, but i don't think it'll be as in depth as it was in canon. he might question whether his view of kisaki was right or not, because as demented some of the people in tokyo revengers are, i doubt they'd go as far as killing a child.
adults, yes because they can think of what could prevent themselves from not turning past tense, but kids hardly have enough of a brain to think about what they're doing, let alone consider the fact that they'd die so early.
the emotionally wound and trauma overall would be harder for draken, considering his deep-rooted attachment to you. and depending on who you were close to, it'll be just as hard on them.
‘they induce mental trauma into their love interest’s head in order to push them away from others. they make themselves out to be their love interest’s best option, making the love interest believe that all the others will betray them and that the yandere is the only one who can be trusted, but they actually just want to isolate their love interest. they destroy relationships and ruin families to get their love interest as isolated and vulnerable as possible.’
“trust in me… you trust in me, y/n… right?” mikey’s dark orb fixated on your face, seeking out your reply. little nod. he smiled. “that’s my girl.. i just want what’s best for you..” you push your face in his firm chest, the cloth of his shirt sticking to your face thanks to your fresh tears, smudged across your face.
“the word’s cruel, darlin’… and i’m the only one, who wants your well-being..” mikey cooed, his palm glided across your -compared to his- small back over and over again.
in his point of view, he had to cut you away from everything that isn’t him and everything that could make you leave him. to accomplish this nothing was too much, no money and no time mattered. only you. he would rather die, than paint his hands with the crimson fluid and you knew about this. we all know how much power and influence he held at his service, and so it was piece of cake to get done easily anything, without him getting involved. minions were perfect to do the work for him. take someone’s life and then have your dear father take the case? crashing down your family into pieces? they did it for mikey within a whistle. you’ve drifted away from one friend after another. they were bad people, the news and rumors about them was unstoppable. it left you shocked, they would never do this.. right?
it felt like he was all you had, no family, no friend.. you changed they changed for the bad. and mikey was the one who brought spotlight to it. his being was better than anything, the way he cared about you… made you forget about his manipulation.
but mikey never failed you, he was the one. always. just stay still and look as pretty and vulnerable as you can so he can save you from those filthy people you call your ‘relatives’, it would be such a damn shame you getting involved with them.
‘he’s bad’ they say. ‘he’s manipulating you’. liars. mikey wouldn’t do that. you are so grateful for him in your life. he’s like a guiding light, day after day, he’s the only person in your life you trust to the end and back.
as you hug your one, face buried in the crook of his neck seeking out safety, his lips slightly curve into smile. he holds your body against his. “i’ll always be here.. pretty girl...”
⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 🇰🇪🇳. [🇩🇷🇦🇰🇪🇳] 𓆩❤︎𓆪
'ｔｒａｉｎｉｎｇ '
‘they will punish and torture their love interest if they think they did something they shouldn’t or when they don’t act like wanted to give them a lesson. these yanderes use methods that are usually pretty morbid and painful, some could even leave permanent damage to the love interest. they will then “reward” the love interest when they finally do something wanted of them.’
he takes ahold of your chin, pressing a quick smooch on your skin.
“i’m so, so, so proud of you, love..” he leaves those soothing words hanging in the air. draken took special care to praise you for every little gesture that brought him joy in your behavior. it filled his heart with pure loving, knowing you were so obedient and faithful. it took him so damned long time and so much effort to form you this way. dealing with you was hard at first, the way you would make the typical teenager and draken would be the worrying mom.
he wasn't afraid to punish. punishment meant new lesson for you and like that, slowly and steadily you grew into what you are now. a dog. a respectful and respected human being. they looked at you, they thought you are weird. they thought he's weird. oh how much they were wrong, he did everything for your sake. it was painful, but it served your progression. bruises covered your neck, down to your ankles. others weren't allowed to see it. those bruises were only for his eyes, it was like trophies. he knew he had forged you into what you are now, and it made him proud.
even so, he wasn't cruel. rewards was also something he loved giving to you and did with so much happiness. you meant the literal word for him, he would do everything that he's capable of, now listen to him and everything will be so happy around you and not a single problem in your life will be left. the fantasy of leaving him got pushed out of your mind at the very beginning. it's a topic you don't want to bring up again, for your sake. blaming others for laying a hand on you? the best solution would be to train you to avoid contact with everyone but him. this way, he doesn't have to hurt them and the 'losing you' thought would be solved too. everyone's happy!
draken kisses your lips softly. you loved this side, when all he did was praising you for your good work. you learned with time that obeying is so much effective, than resisting. resting in his strong embrace, forgetting everything and everyone that isn't him was the best decision.
⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 🇹🇦🇰🇦🇸🇭🇮. 𓆩❤︎𓆪
'ｐｒｏｔｅｃｔｉｖｅ '
‘they see everything and everyone as a threat for the love interest. they will use extreme methods to get rid of other “dangerous” people permanently, and even punish and torture them for the harm they did to the love interest, even if they didn’t really do all that much. feeling that the love interest is fragile, pure or vulnerable, and that everyone else can taint or hurt them, the yanderes finally decide to take care of it themselves and protect the love interest, getting rid of all “bad people” near them for the sake of their love interest and at any cost.’
the doors clicking sound could be heard only in the night’s darkness. it was 2:05am, -you glanced at the clock- blankets were all over your body, that was the only thing keeping you warm by the lack of his body next to yours. small steps echoed in the house, it was him. he finally arrived home. you exhaled a long breath of relief.
while you tried to find peace in your mind to get at least a blink of sleep, takashi furiously and hastily dragged out the contents of the black bag, dropped over his shoulder. drenched white shirt landed on the bathroom floor along with a few metal stool. how he had to take matters into his own hand, made him go nuts, what a nuisance to take care of, instead of being next to you on the soft sheets, having heartfelt conversations and talking all night long, his body perfectly fitting with yours in his arms. his lavender locks tangling into yours, his chest softly rising up and down under you head.
you just waited patiently for takashi all day and night, to return back from his work and finally be with you. and so you did now too, eyes now got used to the dark, staring at the door, counting the seconds and minutes till he steps inside.
hand stinging through the gloves from the bleach, slowly burning holes in the fabric and scratching the very skin. eyebrows furrowed at first in concentration, now from pain. he squeezed the remaining water out of the cloth. hopeless. better get rid of it all tomorrow morning, before you get any hint of what could have happened. the lilac tip of his hair now red, rosy cheeks now bloodstained. dragging his tired legs over to a quick shower. the dried fluid now snaking its way down the drain, a grunt falls from his chapped lips. a few minutes after, stopping the tap, he steps out of the shower. he feels new and fresh, the metallic smell now completely gone.
by 2:54am he happily climbs beside you in gray sweatpants, the hem of it sitting lowly at his waist, shoving his v-line. you immediately rolled over to face him, steam still covering his whole, without a thought of where had he been, with a delighted smile, you place your head to his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. strong fingers curling the strands of your hair, drifting off to sleep. he humms deeply. this was what he wanted to protect at all cost.
⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 🇨🇭🇮🇫🇺🇾🇺. 𓆩❤︎𓆪
' ｄｅｐｅｎｄｅｎｃｅ'
‘wishing for their love interest to be able to know that they make a difference in the lives of their dependence yandere partner/spouse, they seek to be vulnerable around their love interest by depending on them. this can range from stupidly simple things, like constantly dropping or forgetting something, behaving like an idiot — often times subconsciously so, to claiming that they’d die without their love interest (although that’s obviously false)..’
‘she won’t leave me… she won’t leave me.. she won’t leave me.. she won’t-’ the words echoed in chifuyu’s head, like a broken record. his orbs staring into the void,- sitting on the edge of the bed, knuckles white from the way he gripped the sheets next to him.
“chifuyu!” you exclaimed, entering the room. as if all the life came back to his soul, he shot up his head to turn his attention towards you.
"my sunshine..” the boy muttered. he didn’t realize the moment he felt your presence next to his body. warm fingers grazed the line of his face. somehow he seemed ever so sad, just like on other days, when you weren’t in his company. those moments were suffocating for chifuyu. without your loving and caring soul, heart and body, his life felt empty and pointless. it was a hassle to get you in his possession, now he has to make sure to keep you. he can’t lose you. he has to keep you beside him. the constant fear of losing you would never leave his mind free, the uncontrollable clinging to you has turned into madness and so the self-pitying had started.
his voice dropped to a raspy tone. “i…” breathing out, chifuyu intentionally turns his head away from your gaze. with your palm, you made him facing you. “i.. don’t want to lose you..” green eyes filled with forged sorrow, you wrap your gentle arms around his neck, pulling him closer to your chest in a comforting manner. in his sitting position and how you stand in front of him, between his legs, he closes them, trapping you in. you ignore it, placing your chin on top of his head. now his lips has curled into a grin from ear to ear. he runs his arms around your waist, you don’t struggle in his clasp. it seems so welcoming to you, as if he’s manipulating your mind and body, you feel attached to him-but not as much as he is to you.- you have to take care of him, not in a child-like way. he craved your love, he was so sweet, you just couldn't deny it from him.
you never saw harm in him, he wouldn’t be able to hurt anybody, and especially not you. he makes the perfect boyfriend and significant other in your eyes. -and that’s exactly he want you to think.- chifuyu is fragile without you, do NOT even think about leaving or breaking up. and if you do, to your regret the anguish, bitterness and agony will swallow you up whole. he will make sure it does.
cw: angst. cigarette mention. reader is wearing makeup.
"we were good together once, weren't we?"
as he speaks, voice low and calmly demanding of your attention as usual, a wind seems to pick up and whistle between and around you, or perhaps it's just the rushing of blood in your ears that makes you feel simultaneously cold and hot. the chill is real however, and you tighten your jacket around you. you're turned slightly away from him as you sit on the curb just beside the side entrance of your walkup. you're not allowed to smoke here but he does anyway, always has, and a cigarette is lit in his right hand but he has yet to pull because he's speaking to you. perhaps lying to you even.
"no, we weren't."
your throat tightens as you say the false words out loud.
draken was good to you, despite everything. he loved you as best he could and you loved him.
you think that's true. what do you feel now? it's 3 am and you can't look up at the sky or look at the man standing beside you, back pressed against the brick because if you tilt your head back, tears will run down the sides of your face and if you look at him, they will multiply.
draken breathes through his nose, a sound whose sadness dampens its intended humor. from the corner of your eyes, you see him finally raise his hand to his lips and the puff of smoke reminds you of lazy nights spent in each other's arms or leaning against the balcony, the entire city getting a flash of your bare chests, draken's fingers in your hair as he tells you his dreams under the moonlight.
"i thought you were good for me," he says. it isn't an accusation but it feels like one. your clasped hands sit in your lap and you try not to fidget or shake for fear he might hold you. you still can't look at him.
"did you come all the way here to tell me that?" you ask. bitterness doesn't suit you, especially after all this time.
"what if i did?" draken asks.
"then you're an asshole," you reply.
to this, he sinks slowly into a squat. his presence next to you is never easy to ignore and the fact that you are trying is almost laughable if it weren't for the fact that your heart is heavy.
"i am."
more smoke.
you turn and glare at him, and the image of him blurs immediately behind your tear-filled eyes.
he lets you cry, knowing that he doesn't have the right to touch you or hold you or comfort you in any other way. not when he is the one who triggers all of these strong emotions.
not when he's the one who ruined things.
the cigarette is put out and eventually you stop crying. he watches you carefully and slowly, because you allow him to, his hand finds its way on the side of your cheek, thumb wiping away tears.
"should i go now? i'm ruining your memory of me again."
"you've done it before," you whisper. he smiles.
"thank you for coming out to see me."
you don't reply.
he kisses your forehead before leaving and his presence lingers.
somehow you know he'll be back and you won't be as strong then.
➣ SUMMARY. ; Asking TR boys to help you when you’re in danger
➣ FEATURED. ; Draken & Mitsuya
➣ FORMAT. ; Smau // Headcanon
➣ GENRE. ; Angst ⇶ Fluff
➣ WARNINGS. ; Slight Cursing, mentions of robbery, mention of gun, mention of fire,
➣ NOTES. ; IM BACKKKK !! Officially off the hiatus 🕺🏽. i just thought about this and decided to see where it goes,,, hope you enjoy !!
REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.
━━ 𝐃.𝐑.𝐀.𝐊.𝐄.𝐍
𖦹 after you texted draken you made sure to keep texting him little phrases and emojis so he knew you were ok and also did what he told you and sat there as silent as you could
𖦹 you could hear the heavy footsteps of the intruder in the hallways which is what freaked you out more
𖦹 you kept shuffling backwards trying not to make a sound
𖦹 you knew Ken would come so you did your best to not make a sound
𖦹 it was about 6 minutes later you heard the police sirens
𖦹 ‘Well that was fast..”
𖦹 you could tell they were already in your house because of the multiple footsteps
𖦹 soon enough, you heard your room door open then a police officer calling out to you
𖦹 you crawled out from your closet and when the officer saw you he guided you outside as he kept asking if you were doing fine
𖦹 when you got outside, you felt yourself getting picked up
𖦹 You looked up to see Draken
𖦹 “Tell your parents you’re staying with me.. I’m not leaving you alone like this” he said
𖦹 You could see tears threatening to spill from his eyes
𖦹 “Mkay I will.. love you and thank you”
𖦹 “You’re welcome baby and I love you too, won’t let anything hurt you ever.”
━━ 𝐌.𝐈.𝐓.𝐒.𝐔.𝐘.𝐀
𖦹 you told him that you understood and shut your phone off after that
𖦹 once you did not even a minute after that you’re phone dinged again
𖦹 you had already suspected who it was and when you looked out the window you’re eyes grew wide
𖦹 not only was it mitsuya and the boys of Toman outside,, but it was a bunch of other boys who look to be in different gangs too
𖦹 “BABE!” You heard mitsuya yell. You looked at him to let him know you heard him
𖦹 “JUMP! COME ON!” he yelled again.
𖦹 you weren’t sure how he got here so fast or where they got the gigantic sheets they were holding for you all to jump in but there wasn’t time to think about that now
𖦹 without a second thought or listening to the screams of the people behind you, you threw your bag out the window then climb through and jumped
𖦹 you landed on the sheet and felt yourself bounce up on the impact
𖦹 “ARE YOU OKAY?!” “HOW DO YOU FEEL Y/N?!” “Are you in pain?!”
𖦹 these questions came flying at you and you just smiled and nodded
𖦹 Mitsuya dropped his part of the sheet and grabbed you and hugged you tightly
𖦹 you hugged him back just as tightly and you could feel a wetness on your back
𖦹 “babe please don’t cry I’m ok I’m fine ok I’m right here..”
𖦹 he stayed quiet
𖦹 “I’m fine I promise let’s help the other people get out ok”
“ok..”
𖦹 yeah.. you were ok now.. and that’s all that mattered to him
just gonna let you know in advance that i’m already in love with your writing so i already have another request if you wanna hear it, but this time it’s angst lol, okay SO how do you feel ab the TR boys (draken (he’s my comfort character okay), baji, sanzu, and kazutora) and their bf flinching during an argument? also please end it w fluff if you can pls :) thank you!! and keep up the good work <3
a/n: omg you're so sweet ily :((( and I love all your asks, this is one of my favourite tropes!! Also this is superrrrrrr long, I hope you don't mind
Tokyo Revengers boys: their boyfriend flinching during an argument
Pairs: draken x m!reader, baji x m!reader, sanzu x m!reader, kazutora x m!reader
- draken is usually a really patient person and arguments get resolved through mature conversations
- because of this, any disagreements are solved with no hard feelings, but not today apparently
- seeing you flinch absolutely broke his heart because he's supposed to be protecting you!!!
- definitely talks about it with you afterwards cuz he feels so guilty :(((
"It's like I don't even matter to you anymore. It's always 'mikey' 'mikey' 'mikey', you're out in danger because of him and you always come home super late and you completely ignore me, I'm literally your boyfriend" you ramble on frustratingly. Draken groans, already having had a rough and tiring day. His headache kept getting worse and worse as you were going on about god knows what.
"Y/n, just drop it for fucks sake, I'm tired" he sighs. You scoff at his reply. "So you have all the time in the world for mikey and toman but not for me? Do I even matter to you anymore?" you begin raising your voice, causing his headache to get worse.
He abruptly gets up and raises his voice as well. "I said drop it already" he says with anger in his voice. Immediately, he notices that it comes out more aggressive than he intended but in that flash second, he saw you flinch. Right then and there he felt his heart shatter into pieces.
"Y/n, baby, fuck" he quickly walks up to you, bringing you into a hug as you felt tears welling in your eyes. "I'm so sorry, I'm so so so sorry, fuck I shouldn'tve lashed out on you like that, im so sorry" he whispers as he holds onto you softly, as if you're made of glass.
"No I'm sorry, I shouldn'tve brought this up in the first place" you reply with a sniffle. "Don't apologise, you're my boyfriend and your concerns matter to me" he replies back. "Let's just go to sleep, we'll talk about it in the morning" you mumble out. With a nod, he picks you up and takes you to your shared room, laying down beside you as you both drift off into sleep.
Baji
- baji has quite the temper, I mean, he literally sets cars on fire when he's hungry
- but he never, EVER, lets himself direct that anger towards you, he loves and cherishes you too much to do that
- he's so protective of you and he does everything he can to make you feel safe, so seeing you flinch destroyed him
- he would never forgive himself :(( he'd feel too guilty, even after you assure him that you're fine
"Baji, I told you to be more safe when you're with toman. Seeing you all bruised up like this breaks my heart, you know that" you sigh as you tend to his wounds.
"I know that, but I had no other choice!! My friends were in danger, what more could I've done???" Baji replies, feeling emotional over the fight he got into. You're a bit taken aback at how he responds. "Okay, okay, calm down. There's no need to be like that, just make sure to be more sa-"
"They're my friends, I couldn't just abandon them like that!!!!" he yells back, feeling frustrated that you're egging him on about this. Now that you were definitely not expecting. His sudden tone caused you to flinch, but you quickly tried to cover it up.
You weren't as slick as you thought you were, because Baji definitely noticed. "Y/n..? Fuck, wait, no please, I didn't mean to startle you like that, please" he says, pulling you into a hug. Tears well up in his eyes, feeling even more heartbroken that his sudden burst caused that reaction out of you.
"I'm so so so sorry, fuck y/n I did mean to startle you like that. I'm so sorry" he says as he hides his face in the crook of your neck. "I understand if you don't wanna forgive me, I'm so sorry" he says as he keeps holding onto you.
"It's fine Baji, really" you whisper as you keep brushing his hair. "I know how important your friends are to you, I'm sorry if I came on too strong about it" you pull away and give him a kiss, wiping away his stray tears.
Sanzu
- sanzu is a really protective and loyal person, he will protect you to the end of earth
- getting into arguments with you is one of his least favourite things ever and he always tries to avoid them
- seeing you flinch would break his heart so bad, it'd genuinely ruin him cuz he feels like he failed at being a good boyfriend, which he always tries to be for you
- like baji, he wouldn't be able to forgive himself :(((
"Sanzu, where've you been all day? Why weren't you answering my calls? I was so worried about you" you call out to him as you see him walk through the door, the smell of drugs clouding his aura. You sighed, bringing him to sit down as you get him water.
"I told you to lay off of the drugs, they aren't good for you, please" you plead, concern laced in your voice. "I only want what's best for you, I love you" you add on. You hear him release a frustrated groan.
"Don't worry about me, I'm not dead yet" he says sarcastically, making you frown slightly. "I know you aren't, but at this rate you will be soon" you reply, which causes him to scoff.
"We aren't getting anywhere like this, let me set up a bath for you and we can go to sleep" you say, knowing that he isn't in the right state of mind. "Y/n let go of me, I'm fine" he responds bluntly.
"You aren't fine, you're intoxicated. Just take a bath please" you say, growing frustrated. "I'm not intoxicated, I'm fucking fine" he exclaims, pushing your hand off of him and causing you to flinch.
The second that he registers what happened, his mind seemed to clear automatically. "Oh my god y/n I'm so sorry" he says, grabbing your hand back and cupping in in his own.
"It's fine..." you say quietly "just go take a bath and we can go to sleep.." you say as you begin to walk off. Before you can make it anywhere, he hugs you from behind. "Y/n, really, I'm so fucking sorry. Please join me in my bath, please" he mumbles against your ear, the guilt still being prominent. You nod shyly, as he drags you to the bathroom.
Kazutora
- kazutora is so patient and loving with you and like sanzu, he absolutely hates arguing with you
- he loves you so so so much, the thought of you flinching because of him tears him to shreds
- arguing with you reminds him of his parents which deeply traumatised him and he didn't want you two to end up like that :((
- the guilt he feels is so heavy, it eats him up inside because he thinks you don't trust him anymore or that you think he'd harm you
"Kazutora, you really need to prioritise your mental health more. Why haven't you been going to your therapy sessions?" you ask him softly, rubbing his back. "I don't need therapy, it doesn't help" he says quietly.
"Of course it does, change takes time Kazutora, and I'll be here with you every step of the way!" you exclaim, trying to lighten the mood.
"You wouldn't understand y/n, it's fucking frustrating" he says, his voice quivering. You could tell he was starting to get on edge, which was worrying you. "I'm just concerned for you, I love you so much, seeing you in pain like this pains me more than you think" you reply.
"What would you know?? You haven't experienced half the shit I have, nothing helps, it won't get better!!" he says with a raised voice, causing you to flinch. As soon as he saw your reaction, he froze right away. Once it fully registers, he can feel every single part of his heart break into pieces.
"Y/n, I'm so sorry, fuck y/n i didn't mean to, please, I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!!" He says as he grips onto your shirt, tears pouring out of his eyes.
Seeing his reaction caused your heart to break along with his. You grabbed his hands and brought him into a hug, your own tears mixing with his.
"I'll never leave you, I'm okay, I love you so much. I only want what's best for you, I can't handle seeing you in pain like this" you cry softly with him. You hold onto him, rocking with him side to side as you both end up snoozing in each others arms.
a/n: wow that was really smth! I'm sorry for not having this up earlier, I have a fever and I'm so tired but I hope you enjoyed reading!!
(Thank you to @thisbicc for the idea, I deleted the ask by accident cause I'm stupid but here we go) (sorry this one is short, it hit hard for me and I wanted wanted get it over with, hope you all enjoy this)
Draken, your first love. Draken, the person who's been with you through every up and down, just like right now. Drakens comforting you while you cry your eyes out because you feel like you aren't enough to be with him.
It felt mpossible to get the words out of your mouth to even begin to explain what was wrong, you just wished draken could read your mind and understand how worthless you felt and how much you hate yourself in the moment.
It's not secret draken has dated some beautiful people, he was one of the prettiest boys you've ever seen and so were his ex's, when you looked at them your stomach knotted, heart dropped and all you could think was "look how pretty they are compared to you. How can you compete with that?" Granted this was only your mind saying these things but did draken think them too?
"I ju-just can't see why your with me! I'm nothing compared to your ex lovers, draken, I'm not prettier then Emma, I'm not as skinny like the others, not as athletic like them,, not as interesting like them... I'm not as good as them but you say you love me, choose to kiss me at night, you choose to stay with me draken." It all came pouring out before you could even stop crying, it felt so good to get it off your chest and finally tell draken how you felt but now that it was out, what if draken thought it was true and left you? What if.
"Y/N, please look at me." Draken whispered, arms slowly wrapping around your smaller frame, one hand gently pulling your head up to look at him, a small smile resting on his lips as he wiped away your tears holding back tears of his own. "Y/N I lose my breath everytime I look you, I get so fucking flustered around you. I dream of you every night I lay down, I will never get used to your beauty. You're my whole fucking world, i don't deserve you but here you are still with me, I never want to lose you. You are my entire reason for even waking up. You don't have to be prettier then emma, be as athletic or as skinny like my ex's to be the love of my life. I'll choose you in every life time we have, you're my baby. Please know I'll always love you Y/N, I may not say it or show it but I love you with every inch of my being"
Draken couldn't help but cry as his words came from his mouth, he's never told you how much he loved you, how much he loved holding you, kissing you. You were the most perfect thing to him. Draken couldn't imagine his life without you. "I'll never stop choosing you Y/N, I love you so much."
a collection of all of my completed and on-going tokyo revengers fanfiction!
english is not my first language, writing is a continuous growth. I'm young and still learning how to write (or type) properly so please bear with me. I'm trying to do better upcoming story's.
authors note; proceed with caution! all of my fanfics contain angst, detailed smut, one shot, some contain angst with fluff smut while the majority are angst with no to little comfort.
MASTERLIST
ONE SHOT | T. REVENGERS
𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐮
y/n l/n suffering lost of eyesight takes upon herself to happiness her life. she met rindou haitani everyday spend there time together but she didn't know all of her happiness one bye one losting
status: complete
genre: angst no comfort, detailed smut, fluff
SERIES
ADOPTING WHORE WOMAN | haitani rindou
y/n is working as sex worker in private club she doesn't know his type a bonten member with violet hair and his sleepy eyes and they've a tattoo on right side.
" until my last breath I'll always choose you my love."
status: ongoing
genre: detailed smut, angst, death
KILLING STALKING | sanzu haruchiyo
A strange noise leads to Y/n to the basement, there on the floor is naked and beaten local socialite, hog-tied. Y/n can properly process what she's witnessing, Sanzu Haruchiyo returns to the house, brutally knocks her, kills the woman beside her.
Y/n is kidnapped and breaking her ankles so she can't walk properly.
