It was recommended by my Therapist to keep a journal on here of my daily thoughts, reflections, and goals. I've been through hell in a handbasket throughout the past few months and they think it may help to center me, allow me to vent, and to grow. I hope they are right. My mind feels addled ever since the day he left me. I feel stronger each day and better each day, but still addled. Some days it feels as though I'm on Autopilot. I blink and hours are gone. I remember the events, but it's as though someone else is living them. I feel numb a lot. I feel free a lot. I feel everything and nothing all at once. I'll try to post when I feel up to it. I'm supposed to go for at least once a day. So here's to day one (03/01/21)