#entry 110

[diary-of-a-people-pleaser]

Entry 110, 6-12-21

I think I should keep real documentation of my mystery. Let’s see…

-changes happen when I’m really stressed

-changes only happen once every month or two or sometimes a week or two depending on how many “crises” I encounter

-they’re still me, so I don’t think it’s… that

-they’re mindset changes, but the overall strong of consciousness doesn’t end

-personality changes are usually negligible, but notably, interests change and I feel sort of rejuvenated mentally

-usually given a title after a song or defining trait (because I’m dramatic and like pop culture)

-I’m not totally sure this is even a real thing and not just some fucked up Münchausen Syndrome

-if it is real, it seems usually rather benevolent

Is this even real…?

All I know is that it’s an anomaly.

[oliveontheroad]

September 7th, 2014

Your day was (only choose one) an optimist. a pessimist. a narcissist.

Explain why: If I tell myself it's all going to work out, I'll will myself, and prove it. 

Where are you these days? a) under siege b) in the zone c) right back

The state of self-pity, not very pretty.

YOUR KNOWLEDGE OF HUMAN NATURE a) you know them b) you think you know them c) you thought you knew them and now you don't d) you don't know them very well e) leave me alone

Who has it? those with a belief in their own willpower

Overall you can proudly say a) you're hard to please. b) you're easy as pie. you're a more complicated human being

Courtesy of my Red Keel's Simple Diary Vol. 2

[queen--catherine]

Nightlog Entry#110: Free will.

I don't know, man. I don't know, and that makes me scared.

[imperfectfemmefatale]

Entry 110: 8- 21- 13:

High school has been better for me. I still have to deal with the little shits that others call "humans". I really love learning, seriously, but I hate having to deal with stupid people and teachers. Ugh...... fuck life. Not in the mood.

So.....

Last night.

[thecourierofthemojave]

Entry 110

The trip here to Sloan was actually pretty lax. I only had a few coyotes to take care of. Not a single human in sight. Perfect. That meant that they had yet to realize that their camp had been taken out. That or they did and realized the waste of man power to take the land back. Either way, I made it out of there with very little confrontation. Funny. About 3 weeks ago, I was writing about every gecko I ran across and made a mountain out of a mole hill. Great how somethings change.

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