#evil thoughts

[jackdaw-of-all-trades]

Sigh I wanna lean over my knight who is lying wounded from a sword in the snow, blood pooling around them as I jingle and make a joke about penetration

[terrorignitis]

Carl Jung, Psychology and Alchemy

[strawburry01]

The concept of being the young bubbly flirty nurse who takes night shift to hang out with Dr Ellis and Dr Shen at first but ends up getting into a total will they won’t they with Dr Abbott and one day you have to leave for a month to present your research at conferences and you come back and find out Dr Abbott couldn’t stand being alone without you there so he got himself a girlfriend to fill the void but she can’t stand your friendship with him so you decide to get back at him by fucking his closest friend Dr Robbie so he knows how it feels to get hurt like that

[yuunarii-arii]

When you like to tell your friends, you love them constantly and always wanna be their hype gal, but lowkey feel like you're annoying them or they get tired of you. 💀

Welcome to yuna's overthinking brain 101...

[sectarefidem]

The duality of woman.

[wemightbothberobots]

I saw this and I had the desperate urge to draw it @autistic-gay-men-kissing I hope that's okay

[thirstkanaphan]

!!!!???

[soft-pine]

wait PAUSE !!

@notevenalittle just added these amazing tags to my 2.01 rewatch post.

#john DOESN'T ask anyone for help! #and i don't think his deal absolves him of that #if anything it further cements why he should have #like - what if there was another way? like in faith? #and it's so awful how john “”“”apologizes“”“” to dean before his death #like!!! he may very well feel some regret abt how he raised dean and how he used him for support #but he wouldn't be saying it unless he needed that as leverage #which - he knows he does! #he is manipulating dean #as his FINAL act #so so true OP - he is BUTTERING HIM UP and it's disgusting to watch #like even as he apologizes for doing these things he is also reminiscing fondly on them #because he isn't sorry Enough about parentifying and in some ways plain adultifying dean #for those memories to bring feelings of shame or painful regret #just wistful vague remorse mingled with nostalgia #he misses when little child dean would hug and reassure him! #he doesn't seem to feel very bad about putting dean in that situation#only that he had taken that “maturity” (traumatic response to parental distress) to mean dean was ready to learn hunting #i am getting in the weeds here #john isn't sorry for what he did and if he was he'd deliver it differently and not on his deathbed in advance of demanding an awful favor

and it really got me thinking. like especially the part about john's "reminiscing fondly" and the "wistful vague remorse mingled with nostalgia" fucking HIT ME. because that is such a good articulation of the tone of that scene.

AND it got me wondering if part of that wistful, nostalgic, fondness was john picturing how it would feel for dean to be caring for him like that... even now. how comforting it might feel to return to that familiar pattern, receive that familiar care.

dean spent much of his childhood caring for his dad - his emotions, his injuries after hunts, etc. john is essentially on his deathbed here. maybe a part of him wish it could be easy like it used to feel, for dean to "put [his] hand on [john's] shoulder and... look [john] in the eye and say 'It's okay, Dad.'"

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