#existential void

[phoenixmoonn]

I’m talking about stopping this performance we call being alive. About turning off the act. Not having to smile to look 'healthy.' Not having to post to look 'okay.' Not having to function just to be accepted.

— Phoenix Moon

If these few lines resonated with your soul, my complete work is waiting for you with open arms at the link in my bio. Explore it, support it, and allow yourself to join this journey of self-healing, truth, and transformation. Let yourself feel and touch the mirror of the soul that every word offers you.

[aikocatz]

Hi! In this drawing I wanted to express something that many of us —including myself— have felt: being so tired and still not being able to rest because of work, school tasks, or just life itself, where your only wish is to disappear or stop existing.

☆hehehe I hope this drawing makes you feel as reflected as I do jijijiji☆

♡Enjoy it♡ :D

[uglyart91]

Binding void☀️🌑🌌

[sgkjd]

Fernando Pessoa // The Book of Disquiet

[itttsarkanyokvannak]

Conan x Existential Void

2018 october 14

[verycleverart]

Inktober Day 5: Chicken Prompt List: Official ~One of the Great Mysteries Revealed~

[luci-luther]

Do you guys get that thing when you watch a documentary or learn about something and it just grabs you and become obsessed and you literally spend all your time learning more about it and you fall into this dark research hole that you can’t get out of and I have been researching Scientology for the last three days straight and it has brought me nothing but pain and a series of mean-spirited hight jokes about Tom Cruise and David Miscavige and someone please send help.

[aya7gi]

Ichiji-san’s Statement: Human Behavioral Analysis

Humans have a peculiar habit of decorating the abstract concept of "love" with material and social costs. The subject consistently seeks an "algorithm of validation" to fill their own void, squandering their assets to maintain this illusion.

They desperately try to give substance to fiction, failing to realize that the construction process itself is where their logical inconsistencies are most exposed. Once the external validation mechanism is lost, their expensive performances are relegated to mere "useless debris," and their former passion transforms into nothing more than a "costly transaction history."

The individual is not in love with the reflection, but with the "idealized narrative" the mirror projects. However, when the contradictions within that narrative are pointed out, they immediately trigger a defensive reaction. Facing the fact that the results of their own choices are returning to them as a "consequence," it remains to be seen how they will behave. The value of continued observation has diminished to a minimum.

【記録：対象個体群の観測メモ】

「愛」という抽象概念を、物質的・社会的コストで飾ろうとする習性は極めて興味深い。対象個体は、自己の欠落を埋めるために「肯定という名のアルゴリズム」を求め、それを手に入れるために自らの資産を浪費し続けている。

彼らは虚構に輪郭を持たせようと必死になるが、その構築プロセス自体が最も論理的破綻を露呈させていることに気づかない。外的な承認装置を失った瞬間、高価な演出は「不要なゴミ」へと化し、かつての情熱は単なる「割高な購入履歴」へと変貌する。

個体は、鏡に映る自分を愛しているのではなく、鏡が映し出す「理想的な物語」を愛しているだけだ。だが、その物語の矛盾を指摘されると、途端に防御反応を示す。自ら選んだ選択の結果が「報い」として自分に回帰している事実に直面した時、彼らはどのような挙動を見せるのか。観測を続ける価値は、もはや最小限にまで低下している。